I'll forgive you when you're crazy

"Stop!!" Wu Tian shouted behind me.

My figure involuntarily paused in place.

Wu Tian pulled me over and looked at him: "What's wrong with you? Don't scare me, okay?"

My eyelids sank and I looked to the ground, I didn't hear, I didn't hear anything.

Hallucinations, all my hallucinations.

Wu Tian hugged me tightly suddenly, I felt so real, but I had to tell myself that all this was an illusion.

I stood there like a log, waiting for this hallucinatory action to be over.

I turned my head and looked around, why are these people also my hallucinations?

Seeing this, Youyou couldn't help but her eyes turned red, and she walked up to me and said, "Brother Tao, what's wrong with you? The boss is looking for you like crazy!"

"Illusion...you are all my hallucinations...don't talk to me." After I finished speaking, I lowered my head, not daring to look at them again.

Youyou covered her mouth when she heard the words, Wu Tian suddenly looked up at me with tears in her eyes: "What did you say?! Who told you that I was hallucinating?!"

I looked at Wu Tian coldly, and didn't want to explain to him again. The more I explained, the easier it was for me to be immersed in delusions.

Only by getting out of here and cutting off these delusions can I return to normality and sanity.

How should I leave?I secretly aimed at the door, but was blocked by a figure.

I looked up, and it turned out to be Cheng Gong.

He looked at me coldly and said, "Don't even think about running away, I found you with great difficulty, and I won't let you go out of sight unless I explain clearly."

I lowered my head slightly and stood there resigned to my fate.

Seeing me standing still like a wooden man, Wu Tian shook me and said, "What's wrong with you?! Don't scare me!!"

"Let me go." I whispered to Wu Tian.

"You can leave, but you must follow me." Wu Tian looked at me with unquestionable eyes.

"Okay." You can go anywhere, as long as you don't stay here.

Wu Tian took my hand, and I pulled it back.

Wu Tian glanced at me with stinging eyes, then picked up a pair of handcuffs, and leaned on my wrist and his wrist.

I think in this case, at most, it will look like I am walking alone in handcuffs, right?

So I obediently asked Wu Tian to put handcuffs on me, and everyone looked hesitant to speak when they saw this.

I followed Wu Tianxia downstairs, putting my handcuffed hands into my trouser pockets, pretending to be going downstairs by myself.

Seeing this, Wu Tian stopped twisting my wishes and put his hands into my trouser pockets.

I was expressionless all the way down, Wu Tian first entered from the co-pilot, and then I followed into the co-pilot.

After closing the car door, I couldn't help asking him, "Did you pick me up today?"

Wu Tian looked at me in surprise: "What picked you up? What did I pick you up for? Where did I pick you up?"

I can't help but wonder, is there an incoherence between fantasy and fantasy?It was obviously very logical before, is it because I deliberately ignored the illusion that this memory was automatically cleared?

I feel more and more confused. I can't tell which is reality and which is delusion, and my mind is as confused as a paste.

I reached out and touched the body of the car, and couldn't help frowning. If this is also my fantasy, then am I in the car or where?

"What's wrong with you?" Wu Tian looked at me with a sad face.

I stared blankly at Wu Tian: "I... I can't be found out as a delusional mental patient, do you know? If someone finds out, I will be taken back. I know you are my imagination, I I am also very happy to see you, but now I don’t know if this car is my fantasy. If the car is real, then it’s okay. If it’s not real, will there be pedestrians passing by around me now seeing me? Is it weird to talk to yourself like this?"

I didn't dare to look directly at Wu Tian, ​​because it was obvious that I was looking at someone. If I lowered my head, the possibility of being suspected even if I talked to myself would be reduced.

Wu Tian stared at me for a long time without saying a word, as if he was shocked by my words and didn't know what to say.

Maybe it's the lack of my brain's imagination. At this time, I can't imagine what kind of reaction he should have.

"Wu Tian, ​​you won't dislike me, right? Because you are my fantasy, you shouldn't dislike me. You are the reflection of all my inner desires, everything I want you to say and do to me , you will do it, you are the perfect lover I imagined, but I can't let other people find that I am crazy, otherwise I am afraid that you will disappear again, just like when I was in the mental hospital."

Wu Tian hugged me suddenly, I could hear his choked-up crying, wordless sobbing, I couldn't help laughing, and patted his back: "Why are you crying, are you sympathizing with me? Oh, I Shouldn't have patted you on the back..."

I quickly withdrew my hand, how weird does it look to slap your back in the air alone?

Wu Tian raised my head and stared at him. I saw his red eyes and tear-stained face, but I felt very satisfied in my heart.

"Even if you were created by me, I am very happy. Our love will become as sweet as a fairy tale. You will tolerate my shortcomings. Even if I am ordinary, I am still a rare treasure in your eyes, haha..." said As I said this, I laughed myself out, and tears flowed out as I smiled.

I find it ironic that what may be taken for granted in the eyes of others can only be realized by delusion for me.

Maybe the current me in the eyes of passers-by is just someone who laughs and cries after talking to myself.

I gradually restrained my emotions and returned to a normal look.

Wu Tian approached suddenly as if he wanted to kiss me, I quickly dodged, even opened the car door and wanted to jump out of the car and escape.

"What are you hiding?!" Wu Tian stared at me.

I thought it was wrong, why is he still so fierce?

"It's abnormal enough for a person to talk to himself, and it's too embarrassing to kiss the air in public." I shook my head quickly.

"Who said I'm air?!" Wu Tian grabbed my hand.

I tilted my head and looked at Wu Tian: "Why are you angry? Could this be more in line with your personality? So subconsciously, you will not speak exactly as I expected, so that it will feel more real."

I nodded suddenly, hey, this brain can't even dream as it pleases, it's so annoying, I couldn't help but thumped my forehead.

Forget it, the so-called out of sight, out of mind, I just close my eyes.

I want to be quiet for a while now...

Leaning back on the seat, he soon fell asleep.

In a daze, I seemed to be picked up by someone, and then put on a soft bed.

In the dream, I went back to that white hell and saw Anci again.

I expressed my doubts about the paranoia and asked him: "If all this is my delusion, why do I dream of so many people? Everyone is so vivid as if they are real? I have never seen them! Those Did I also fabricate the case out of thin air?"

An Ci showed me another video, in which I was looking through the documents in front of the desk: "You like to study the case very much, so I got some records for you, but you seem to have forgotten this matter, Don’t you wonder why the squad leader in the first case and your experience are so similar? Why is Feng Qianqian’s hatred in the second case so similar to yours? Do you think it’s just a coincidence?”

I couldn't help frowning and asked: "Is there a similar case in the file I have read?"

An Ci: "Perhaps it's like reading a novel. You unknowingly substitute cases that you have experienced or empathized with yourself, and subtly want to tell Wu Tian the truth from the perspective of a bystander."

It turned out to be the case.

At this point, I completely believe that I am really delusional.

The scene in front of me began to become blurred, and I woke up suddenly with a cold.

My sight was pitch black, and I shook my head, not knowing where I was for a moment.

Did I just have a dream?Or a forgotten memory?

I covered my forehead and couldn't help rubbing my temples.

At this moment, a hand suddenly wrapped around my waist, and I felt a heat source behind me, and the warm lips kissed my back, little by little, inch by inch, all the way to my neck.

I froze for a few seconds, because this long-lost kiss was really nostalgic, and I couldn't bear to spoil the atmosphere, even if it was just my fantasy.

"Turn on the light." I said to Wu Tian.

"why?"

"Why don't you fight?"

"I'm afraid you'll run away again when you see me."

"I can't escape, as long as this paranoia is not good, you will never disappear."

"Hehe, it sounds like a very popular love story."

"Actually, I have a lot of love words I want to tell you, but I never had a chance to say them before, and now I don't think it matters."

"Why no chance?"

"When I don't understand anything, I don't know what to say, and I can't express it when I think about it. Later, I feel resentful. Even if I think about it, I don't want to say it. I always feel that what I said is insincere."

"Why doesn't it matter now?"

"Since you are imagined by me, what can I complain about? What's the use of complaining to you? It's better to say some nice words of love. If you are happy, I will be happy too."

"Then tell me another love story."

I thought for a while and said: "Even if what I love now is just a phantom of you, no matter how sad it is in the eyes of others, I still feel very happy."

Hearing this, Wu Tian blocked my lips with a kiss, and just when he was about to make other moves, I reached out and grabbed his wrist to stop him.

"Aren't you going to do anything if you hold on like this?" I said to Wu Tian.

"Why?" Wu Tian's tone was really surprised.

"I just feel so tired... just want to hold you like this..."

"Okay..." Wu Tian's voice was choked with sobs, but he really just lay beside me and hugged me tightly.

Not knowing what was wrong with me, I closed my eyes and fell asleep again.

I don't know if I really fell asleep or what happened before was just my fantasy.

When I was woken up by a wet tongue, I suddenly found myself sleeping on a strange bench.

I don't know how I got here, but the little guy who licked me awake was a dog, and it was lying on the bench and wagging its tail at me.

I like animals very much. I saw that this dog seemed to be a stray dog. The hair was not taken care of, and it was all stuck together like dreadlocks.

I touched its head, it seems to know me, not afraid of me at all.

Inadvertently, I noticed that my hands were very dirty. I looked at the clothes I was wearing. Although they were also shirts and pants, they didn’t seem to be my clothes. I had no impression of when I bought them. It's not exactly shabby, but I just can't remember how it got so dirty.

She was still wearing slippers under her feet, and a pair of white socks had been worn to the point where her toes were exposed.

I am very hungry, my heart is panicking, and the weather is also very hot. I feel that it has come to the bitter summer.

I didn't know anything about the situation in front of me, I touched my pocket, what kind of mobile phone, wallet, nothing.

How did I suddenly become like this?Was it really my fantasy to see Wu Tian before?

I feel like someone who wakes up from a hangover, with a blank memory.