Gu Nianruochu

Wei Siyuan left Zheng Heng's birthday party alone. I don't know if it was because Zheng Heng had brought alcohol to his drink before. He felt his vision was a little shaken and his senses were a little dull. I don't feel the sting anymore.

He passed by a store on the way back and saw a thin white sweater with a round neck. It would look good wearing it with a jacket in this temperature or with a shirt when the spring warmed up. He imagined Yin Xu wearing it. The way the dress looked, I thought it fit and paid for it.

Wei Siyuan is like this. He wants to give Yin Xu whatever he likes when he sees something good. He feels that he may still be a little lucky, thinking that as long as he treats Yin Xu better than everyone treats him, he will not Choose someone else.

Before Zheng Heng broke up with his ex-girlfriend last year, he was planning to surprise his girlfriend on her birthday, so he took Wei Siyuan to the mall to accompany him to buy something. As a result, Zheng Heng thought it was too expensive and was reluctant to buy it. There was nothing to gain in the afternoon, instead, Wei Siyuan spent all the money he earned from being a tutor for a month in one day.

Zheng Heng also felt that there was something wrong with him, "If you didn't know that Yin Xu is a big man, you would think you have a girlfriend like a little princess, and you would even buy him socks."

"It's fine if it's a girlfriend, then I'll buy him this pendant," Wei Siyuan pointed to the most classic swan pendant in Swarovski's glass showcase, his eyes were brightly illuminated by the light, and murmured, " Then his female friends who buy famous brands all day long will notice, and then ask him who gave it to him, and he will say Wei Siyuan, ah, it’s very face-saving when you think about it, do you think I’m vain and superficial in life.”

Zheng Heng said, "You are very worthless."

After returning home, Wei Siyuan sat on the sofa in a daze for a long time and didn't want to move. He had already calmed down from the shock of learning that Yin Xu had a good relationship with other girls. He was not Yin Xu's boyfriend, and he didn't even get angry. Qualified, so he didn't even feel any anger, just an inexplicable exhaustion.

Love is a matter of your love and my wish. It is not that a person who pretends to give affectionately will definitely get what he wants in return.

Liking someone can be possession and protection, or fulfillment and concession.

The egg roll began to rub against Wei Siyuan's legs when he entered the house. After rubbing against him for a few times, he jumped up from the floor, stepped on his thighs, and pressed his two front paws on his shoulders. Stretch out a tender pink and some rough tongue to lick his face.

He touched the back of the egg roll, "Do you also think I'm worthless?"

After licking the egg roll enough, she nestled in the crook of his arm, stared at him fixedly, stretched out her front paw and hit his chin with the pad, "Meow."

Later, Wei Siyuan curled up with the cat on the sofa and fell asleep vaguely. When he was woken up by the lick in the morning, his head hurt and his stomach was uncomfortable. It may be because he slept in the living room without a quilt all night and caught the cold.

He washed his face, brushed his teeth, changed into clean clothes and went back to school as usual. During the break, a girl who said good night to Yin Xu on WeChat every day walked up to his seat and asked him in a slightly unkind tone, "Wei Siyuan, Yin Xu really Are you with Liang Wenying?"

After being silent for a long time, Wei Siyuan replied, "I don't know."

The other students who had been eavesdropping all the time came over and interjected, "You know him so well, how could you not know."

"I really don't know, it's fine if you don't believe it." After Wei Siyuan said this, seeing the curiosity and suspicion on everyone's faces, he suddenly felt a little hesitant, and then felt a real sadness welling up in his chest.

That's right, Yin Xu is the person he is most familiar with, but he didn't even know that he took others to Vienna through others, and he didn't know whether he was going to be with others at all, so he was in Yin Xu's place. What kind of?

Before Wei Siyuan had time to think about it, he felt his head suddenly tense. He put the textbook on the table into his schoolbag, grabbed it silently, carried it on his back, and left.

He knew that he was about to catch a cold, and he had a low-grade fever, and his stomach was stuffy and he felt no appetite, so he went to bed after taking the medicine and feeding the cat. The egg roll seemed to feel that his body temperature was warmer than usual, and it was stickier. He died, and when he was unconscious, he felt the egg rolls circled around him and stepped on his face.

Wei Siyuan slept from the afternoon until six o'clock the next morning, his face was slightly swollen from sleep, and he didn't feel hungry at all, so he didn't eat anything after waking up, took a shower and went out again Class begins.

Yin Xu's phone call arrived at 10:30 in the morning. At that time, Wei Siyuan had just got off the bus at the station closest to the teaching building where he was studying. He had just answered the phone and before he could say a word, Yin Xu was furious. The voice came over, "Where did you go? Why didn't you reply to my WeChat? Why didn't you come? I've been waiting for you at the airport for two hours. How long do you want me to wait for you?"

When Wei Siyuan heard his voice, the grievance that he had calmed down on his own suddenly filled his heart, and his voice was filled with a faint nasal voice, "I'm sorry, I forgot that I have class today, and I didn't tell you before. I can't come to pick you up."

Yin Xu sensitively heard the change in his voice, his tone suddenly slowed down, but he was a little anxious, "Are you caught a cold?"

"Well, it's okay, it's just a little uncomfortable. I've already taken the medicine." Wei Siyuan originally planned to skip class today and go to the airport to pick up Yin Xu, but it seems unnecessary now. Anyway, someone can come back with him, his There is no place around me that can hold me anymore.

After Yin Xu heard this, he didn't blame him anymore, he told him to drink more hot water and then hung up the phone, but Wei Siyuan's mood became even more depressed, feeling that he had turned back on Yin Xu, and he said before that he didn't care whether Yin Xu liked it or not. As long as he knows that he likes him, it is enough for him. It turns out that he can't do it at all.

Then Wei Siyuan walked slowly to class, he was a little hypoglycemic, and even found it difficult to catch his breath, Zheng Heng sat next to him and kept teasing him, but he didn't have the strength to pay attention to him.

Someone still came to ask him if Yin Xu was with Liang Wenying, because there are too many people who know and care about Yin Xu, and he is enough to provoke people, and asking about his private life can be as satisfying as reading gossip magazines Selfish desires, so Wei Siyuan simply lay down on the table and pretended to be dead, refusing to socialize.

After class, Zheng Heng put his shoulders on his shoulders and went downstairs with him. Seeing his pitiful appearance, he couldn't help comforting him, "Are you still unhappy? Don't think about it, go to dinner with me Well, how about I invite you to eat cheese fondue? Didn’t you say you wanted to try it? Yin Xu is coming back today. You should hurry back to the dormitory tonight. My brother will take you to eat, drink, play and play games. With you, stop clinging to him desperately."

Yin Xu returned home from the airport, put down his luggage, and drove out to pick up Wei Siyuan from school. There was a crowd of people at the school gate. He looked around in the car for a long time but couldn't find Wei Siyuan. He didn't expect to hear someone calling his name from the back of his head. The name, followed by a sentence that made it clear that he wanted to persuade Wei Siyuan to leave him, immediately annoyed him.

Yin Xu opened the car door and pulled Wei Siyuan's arm. Wei Siyuan was startled by the person who suddenly appeared in front of him, his eyes widened suddenly, and a bewildered expression appeared on his face. The expression subconsciously felt uneasy, "Why are you here?"

"You didn't come to pick me up, so I had to come pick you up." Yin Xu replied with a dark face, glanced at Zheng Heng who was standing next to Wei Siyuan out of the corner of his eyes, didn't bother to say another nonsense, directly stuffed Wei Siyuan into the car and drove away.

Wei Siyuan looked really uncomfortable, so Yin Xu stepped on the gas pedal hard without knowing it, trying to get him home to rest quickly, and the speed soared to more than 100 per hour, scaring Wei Siyuan so much that his legs almost went limp, and his face turned pale. It was a little greener, as if it was about to vomit.

Yin Xu didn't say a word to Wei Siyuan until he returned home again, as if he was sullen, and finally lost his temper after opening the door, and said to Wei Siyuan, "You stay away from that Zheng Heng, isn't he Nice guy."

Wei Siyuan followed him silently, Yin Xu turned to him impatiently and asked, "Did you hear what I said?"

After a moment of silence, Wei Siyuan lowered his head and stared at his shoes, bit his lips, and retorted softly, "...he treats me very well."

Hearing these words, Yin Xu was so angry that it was as if a fire was crackling in his heart. He pushed Wei Siyuan to the wall, and then punched Wei Siyuan hard beside him, eyes clenched. Staring at him closely, with a deep voice, "Why is he treating you well? No matter how nice he is to you, can you be more important to me than me?"

Wei Siyuan's shoulders trembled involuntarily due to his fierceness, and he was silent for more than ten seconds. When he raised his head and looked at him, his eye sockets suddenly became sore, as if his eyes had been stung, and his back was helplessly pressed against the cold wall. , with a very scared expression on his face, "I want to go back, I don't want to be here with you anymore..."

The moment Wei Siyuan uttered these words, tears welled up in his eyes and were about to fall. Yin Xu paused for a moment, and immediately became at a loss for what to do, his heart beat a few times sourly, and was about to raise his hand to wipe him When the tears were suddenly hugged.

Wei Siyuan said that he wanted to leave, but he couldn't bear to look at him any more. He leaned over and hugged Yin Xu's waist tightly, gasped for breath and said, "I still like you very much. , Yin Xu, but you like someone else, right? You found such a good reason to leave me here alone, it’s not even right for me to be angry, but you held someone’s hand outside the golden hall, you give She sent flowers, are you still sleeping in the same room with her?"

"How is it possible." Yin Xu hugged Wei Siyuan back, and refuted his guess in an unquestionable tone, "I like you the most. Others are just playing around and not taking it seriously, so don't think about it yourself."

How can it be.These four words are really good, completely denying all negative imaginations.

"Do you like me the most?" Wei Siyuan's heartbeat was about to lose control, "Are you really not dating her?"

"I haven't, I haven't even held her hand, can you trust me?"

Wei Siyuan was originally as dark as the sea on a rainy day, and there was a child-like clear and pure light in his eyes again, as if the sun had broken through the thick clouds and leaked out. He looked at Yin Xu with dark eyes, as if he was constantly confirming himself in his heart. What you just heard is not true.

The person Yin Xu likes the most is him, but he would rather maintain the status quo than be with him, so as long as Yin Xu does not associate with others, does not let others enter his room, and sleep on the same bed as him, he will He felt that other things were not unbearable, and he felt forgiven again.

Wei Siyuan leaned his head next to Yin Xu's neck, and dependably relaxed his body that had been tense before, as if he was about to be melted by many, many hopes rushing towards him.

Yin Xu stroked Wei Siyuan's back very gently, coaxing him for a while in a low voice. He felt his heel hurt and itchy. When he looked down, he found that the egg roll was biting him. He rubbed Wei Siyuan's head, "Don't I'm crying, my heart is in a mess when you cry, you see, your son thinks I bullied you and keeps biting me."

Wei Siyuan raised his head from his warm neck, and tentatively asked, "Yin Xu, can we formally..."

"Hush." ​​Yin Xu knew what he wanted to say, and before he finished speaking, he tapped his lips with his fingers and interrupted him, "The most anticipated gifts are when they are not opened, aren't they? Do you? Don't be angry with me, Siyuan."

Wei Siyuan shook his head, "I'm not angry, I like you."

Yin Xu and him looked at each other for a few seconds, and smiled softly in their eyes. It’s like this when you like someone. No matter how sad he made you a second ago, as long as he smiles at you, you will lose your memory and forget the painful feeling , and even the scars can be turned a blind eye.

So Wei Siyuan couldn't help laughing, and then got Yin Xu's kiss on his face, "Don't feel bad, Siyuan, you scared me to death, hurry up and give me a kiss to scare me. You have been alone for a few days What did people do?"

"Miss you." Wei Siyuan answered without hesitation, raised his head and touched Yin Xu's lips, "I bought you a new dress."

"Then you have to take off my old one first, and then you can try your new clothes on later." Yin Xu picked up Wei Siyuan and put him on the bed, and flipped through the cabinet next to the bed with familiar movements. Laughed, "You really miss me personally, remember to buy a condom."

"The previous ones are almost used up." Wei Siyuan took off Yin Xu's clothes one by one, his breathing became short of breath due to his stroking, and his body began to burn with warmth, he couldn't help but whispered I whimpered.

Yin Xu paused and kissed his ear, "Does it hurt?"

Wei Siyuan's heart was pounding, and the happiness of being so close to Yin Xu almost overwhelmed him. He shook his head, and the tip of his nose rubbed against Yin Xu's, blending with his gradually warming breath, dumbfounded. Said in a sexy voice, "I like it."

After it was over, Yin Xu was still holding him, and asked him aggressively, "How did Zheng Heng treat you well, please tell me clearly."

"He said he would treat me to cheese fondue." Wei Siyuan replied honestly.

"It's good for you to treat you to cheese fondue? You say it as if I can't afford to invite you, hum." Immediately, Yin Xu used his mobile phone to search for nearby restaurants with cheese fondue and made a reservation, then said to Wei Siyuan solemnly , "I didn't even eat the plane meal and waited to go home to eat your cooking. Cheese fondue is not as good as your cooking, really. But today you are tired and uncomfortable, so we will go out to eat."

Wei Siyuan looked at him with his arms around his neck and smiled, Yin Xu frowned slightly and looked at him with his beautiful eyes, so handsome that he almost killed half his life.

"Siyuan, I bought you a new violin in Vienna. It is handmade and naturally air-dried spruce. The violin maker has 50 years of experience in making violins. The sound is really beautiful."

"Is it expensive?" Wei Siyuan felt that the price was expensive when he heard the configuration.

"A hundred thousand or so, I can't remember, I bought it when I thought I liked it, and bought it with my last performance fee." Yin Xu's tone was quite relaxed, and he didn't tell Wei Siyuan that he almost paid for next month's rent Yes, after all, I moved out, and I am not ashamed to ask my parents for money. After I have income, I will often pay my parents. "In the future, you will take it and slowly become a violinist, you know."