Gu Nianruochu

On Sunday night, Wei Siyuan stayed at Yin Xu's house again, and started to pack his suitcase after taking a shower.

Yin Xu was lying on the bed while playing games and talking to him, "I will take you there when you are free after your senior year or graduation, not only to Vienna, but also to other European countries. We can go for half a year and stay in each city. For a few weeks or a month, it’s not afraid to bring egg rolls for such a long time.”

Wei Siyuan squatted on the ground and folded his black turtleneck sweater, put his woolen coat on top, looked up and smiled at him, with two shallow dimples on his cheeks, with a natural purity Modified youthful breath, "Okay."

When Wei Siyuan packed his suitcase and put it in the living room, Yin Xu went to make a call again. He poured a cup of hot tea and went back to the room, watching the unwatched movie by himself.

Yin Xu came back before half of the movie was finished. He had stood outside for a long time and his whole body was icy. When he hugged Wei Siyuan, he felt that Wei Siyuan was very warm. He even put his hand into his clothes. She trembled a bit and laughed, "Siyuan is so cute."

Wei Siyuan gave him the hot tea that was placed on the bedside table at the right temperature for his mouth, "After talking for so long, my saliva must have dried up."

"No, I didn't say anything, I was listening to others." Yin Xu stopped drinking after taking a sip, and put the cup back in Wei Siyuan's hand, Wei Siyuan drank the rest of his tea in one go.

Yin Xu put his arms around Wei Siyuan, feeling that the skin on his waist was extremely delicate, he couldn't help touching it a few more times, and then said, "Remember to wake me up tomorrow, international flights have to be checked-in two hours earlier."

Wei Siyuan's waist was particularly sensitive, and it was so itchy when he touched it like this, he kept laughing and moving around, and asked unsteadily, "Then what do you want for breakfast tomorrow? How about beef udon?"

"You can eat whatever you want." Yin Xu lowered his head, and smelled the soft, child-like milky scent on Wei Siyuan's neck, "You smell delicious."

"I'm going to sleep." Wei Siyuan's face turned red again in an instant, he took a ignorant attitude towards his inappropriate words, then fell on the bed wrapped in a quilt and pretended to be stupid without saying a word, leaving his back to Yin Xu.

He felt that Yin Xu had turned off the light, lifted the quilt and lay down behind him. It didn't take long before he fell asleep breathing slowly and evenly. On Yin Xu's shoulder.

Wei Siyuan was afraid that Yin Xu's boarding time would be delayed if he couldn't wake up the next day, so he was so nervous that he didn't sleep well all night. He would wake up naturally every half an hour. After waking up many times, he fell asleep peacefully. Yin Xu shouted.

When Yin Xu first woke up in the morning, he was a little angry, his face was expressionless and his eyes looked fierce, and he didn't talk to Wei Siyuan, but Wei Siyuan knew that his temper was like this, and he was used to it, so he said nothing to him. Put the change of clothes next to the bed, and then go out to make him breakfast and coffee.

After Yin Xu had breakfast, he received a call from his father saying that the car was coming to pick him up. Wei Siyuan took the egg roll to the door of his house. He turned around and told him, "Don't run around outside, I won't lose you if you get lost." Find a way to come back and get you back."

Wei Siyuan smiled, "We don't know how to make egg rolls."

"I'm talking about you, Siyuan." Yin Xu stretched out his hand and pinched his face, wanting to lean over and kiss his soft lips, but felt that such a scene was weird, since he and Wei Siyuan are not lovers, there is no need Let's kiss goodbye, so he hesitated again, when the elevator arrived, he simply pulled his luggage and left, "I'm leaving."

After Yin Xu went downstairs, he put his luggage in the trunk of the car, and then got into the car. His father's car was a seven-seater commercial car, and the family had a driver to take them to the airport.

The mother was sitting by the window in the second row, and the father was sitting in the middle. When she saw Yin Xu opened the car door, she unconsciously glanced behind him, "Didn't you take Siyuan away?"

"Siyuan can't go away, so I want to help me take care of the cat at home." Yin Xu said, "I found another friend to go, can I pick him up along the way?"

Mother turned her face, smiled and asked him, "Girlfriend?"

Yin Xu smiled faintly, unable to tell if he was emotional, "For the time being, it's just a girl friend. Dad also knows him. Professor Li's student is the principal cellist of our school orchestra."

"Oh, is that Liang Wenying?" My father came to his senses after hearing his words, "That's good, since they are both our school's favorite students, she will follow us, and Professor Li can bring another student, so as not to let him Choose Difficulty."

After Yin Xu and his family received Liang Wenying, they went directly to the airport. After getting the boarding pass, they went through customs. While waiting outside the boarding gate, Yin Xu and Liang Wenying sat chatting, and the early morning sun shone slightly. Hot, shining on the back of the chair.

"I almost suffered from insomnia yesterday, and I fell asleep at one o'clock in the middle of the night. You see, I have dark circles under my eyes today."

Yin Xu took a serious look at her, looked at each other for a few seconds, and then said with the corners of his lips curled up, "I can't see anything, she is as beautiful as usual."

Hearing what he said, Liang Wenying couldn't help but feel a little confused, she smiled and turned her eyes away, "By the way, didn't you say that there are still many people, why is it just me and you now?"

"I snatched you over from Professor Li." Yin Xu replied, "He has already brought four students with him, and my dad said that he can bring three students, so I took the students from my dad's side. The quota is given to you. Is there any dissatisfaction with going with me?"

"No." Liang Wenying laughed, "I thought you would take Wei Siyuan with you. You have such a good relationship with him, and he is your father's student."

"Wei Siyuan is not familiar with Professor Li's students, nor is he a member of the school band, and he doesn't know anyone else. It's not fun to take him with him. And it's rare that so many people come out to play together. If he ignores other people in order not to be left out It’s not interesting to have friends, and you can’t have fun.”

"Yes, but he is a year younger than us, and he will still have a chance in the future."

The flight boarding announcement rang in the waiting hall, Yin Xu took out the mobile phone from his coat pocket and was about to turn it off, seeing the message Wei Siyuan just sent,【Have you boarded yet? 】Yin Xu responded with two words, 【Now. 】

Wei Siyuan replied again, 【You can find me when you get there.I just checked the weather. The temperature in Vienna is going to drop below zero tonight. I put your scarf in the middle of the suitcase. You can see it when you open it. 】【Okay, I've turned off the phone, you should behave yourself. 】

It took almost a whole day to fly from their city to Vienna. Wei Siyuan hadn't heard from Yin Xu before, so he was a little absent-minded all day long, feeling that it was meaningless to do anything.

It was hard for him to get through the first day. On the second day, he became so restless that he couldn't sleep or eat. On the third day, he was already in a trance.

He had classes in the morning and afternoon. After class, he went to eat with some friends and went back to the dormitory to get some things. He was immediately caught by some roommates and refused to let him go.

His roommate Zheng Heng's birthday is today, and he was going to have a party with a lot of friends tonight, and asked Wei Siyuan if he would come, but Wei Siyuan refused without thinking, "No, I'm going to Yin Xu's house to take care of the cat."

Zheng Heng frowned when he heard the word "Yin Xu" from Wei Siyuan's mouth, and felt that he was not as good as a cat when he was a living person, and he was very unconvinced, "That cat is not yours, no matter how serious you raise it It has nothing to do with you, and the cat is not very clingy, sleeps when it is full, and it will not matter if you spend an hour or two less with it. I allow you to come late and leave early, just come and sit for a while. It's a birthday, and you don't come to invite you to dinner, so you don't give face."

Wei Siyuan's expression was very difficult, he weighed it in his heart for a while, and reluctantly agreed, "I can only sit for an hour."

So Wei Siyuan went back to Yin Xu's house after class in the afternoon, shoveled the cat's excrement and replaced it with cat food and water, tidied up Yin Xu's house a little and was ready to go out again.

The roommate’s birthday party was noisy, singing, playing dice, eating, chatting and playing games, Wei Siyuan reluctantly blended in for a while, then ran to the side to watch Yin Xu’s news on his phone in a dispirited manner, constantly refreshing WeChat , Moments, Weibo, but there is no news.

Zheng Heng walked around the field before finding him, packed him a large plate of food, and sat next to him with a drink, "You really are not willing at all."

Wei Siyuan stuffed a sausage octopus into his mouth, and when he said this, he suddenly felt guilty, and lowered his head to take a sip of the sweet and sour drink with a little spicy aftertaste, "I'm sorry, I'm actually not reluctant, I'm Waiting for news from Yin Xu, he has gone to Vienna."

Zheng Heng smiled helplessly, with a disdainful smile, and watched Wei Siyuan quietly for a while, "Do you still like Yin Xu?"

Wei Siyuan asked in confusion, "Why don't I like him?" After speaking, he shook his head self-consciously, "You won't understand."

"I don't understand, you like him so much that almost everyone knows him, yet he still won't take you to Vienna."

Wei Siyuan paused, and firmly defended Yin Xu, "He wanted to take me there, but the cat was left unattended, and he couldn't help it."

Zheng Heng nodded knowingly, and then asked again, "Then he can't take you there, can't he, and can he take someone else?"

Wei Siyuan heard the meaning of his words, and his tone immediately turned cold, "He can't take me there, so he finds other friends, isn't that normal?"

"Is it normal?" Zheng Heng touched the back of his head, "If you think it's normal, then it's normal."

As he said, he took out his mobile phone, opened the lock screen, opened WeChat, clicked on Liang Wenying's circle of friends, looked through it, and handed it to Wei Siyuan. of her circle of friends.

In Vienna in the photo, the sky is pink, the rich light of the setting sun is reflected on the cloud base from the distant horizon, the golden light/the light outside the hall has just come on, and Liang Wenying, who is wearing a champagne pink dress and delicate makeup, is wearing a black formal suit Yin Xu's arm was posed for a photo in front of the majestic and splendid concert hall, holding a small bouquet of flowers in her empty hand.

The content is, 【Thankyouforhavingmehere.】The comments are full of her friends booing, telling them to get together quickly.

Wei Siyuan's gaze was fixed on Zheng Heng's screen and he couldn't take it away until the screen went dark in front of his eyes.

"Yin Xu didn't post on Moments."

"He may have sent it, the group is visible, who knows."

Wei Siyuan stopped talking. After he checked the information of the flight arriving on time on the Internet, he found many reasons in his heart to comfort himself not to worry too much, but now all the reasons are useless.

It's not that Yin Xu is busy, and it's not that he doesn't have a signal, he's just accompanying others and doesn't want to find himself.

Wei Siyuan took a deep breath, put the phone back in Zheng Heng's hand, stood up from his seat, and said in a calm tone, "It's getting late, I'm home, I wish you a happy birthday."

At the same time, Yin Xu and Liang Wenying were standing on the roadside in downtown Vienna waiting for the tram, planning to meet up with other friends who lived in another hotel before going to other scenic spots.

The weather this day was not as clear as yesterday. At noon, the sky was a bit gloomy. The winter wind was heavy, and it was too cold to sneak into the clothes along the gap of the scarf. The hot coffee with wine is still cold at the fingertips.

Liang Wenying looked at the vehicles passing by on the road, took a sip of her black tea latte, and for some reason the topic turned to Wei Siyuan again, "Yin Xu, is that the relationship between you and Wei Siyuan?"

Yin Xu asked knowingly, pretending that he didn't understand, "What kind of relationship?"

"I've heard many people say that he admitted that he likes you. Is it true? He is your boyfriend?"

"I'm not with him." Yin Xu didn't answer his question directly, but just lowered his head and smiled at her with a gentle tone, "Aren't I dating the most beautiful girl in our department now?"

"I don't think you are either." Liang Wenying heard his words, a little shyness appeared on her face, "Is Wei Siyuan gay by nature? Has he ever liked other boys before? I remember someone passed on the last New Year's Eve The boy who plays with him at the concert likes him."

Yin Xu's face suddenly became a little displeased, "Who is it?"

"Zheng Heng, it seems to be his roommate. I heard that Wei Siyuan went out with him on his birthday last year and didn't go back to bed all night."

"Who are you listening to nonsense? Wei Siyuan spent my birthday with me last year." Yin Xu lost the smile on his face and looked as if he was holding back his anger. My birthday is spent with me, how could I spend it with others.

"So that's the case. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to gossip about your friend. Others told me." Liang Wenying saw that Yin Xu's face darkened, stuck out her tongue embarrassingly, and added, " But I also don't think it's true, because Zheng Heng is my roommate's ex-boyfriend, and he probably doesn't like boys. Maybe it's because we have come out more publicly in the next few years, and they pass it on like someone. It's all the same."

"It's okay, I'll just dispel rumors for you." Yin Xu twitched the corners of his mouth disapprovingly, his reaction was very flat, "Then can we not talk about Wei Siyuan? You and me, why do you always talk about other boys? You are not afraid Am I jealous?"

Liang Wenying smiled at him apologetically, then changed the subject, and rubbed her hands while talking.

Yin Xu thoughtfully took off his scarf and wrapped it around her, then finished the coffee in the cup, his stomach was warm, but his heart felt inexplicably bitter.

Yin Xu's eyes fell on the girl beside him who was shivering from the cold, and he suddenly remembered Wei Siyuan's 15-year-old Chinese New Year in England. He ran all the way from the student dormitory to Yin Xu's house and told him to make dumplings for him.

But Yin Xu usually doesn't cook at home. If he wants to eat Chinese food, he will go to a nearby restaurant to eat, so there is no flour at home.

The two of them went out on a winter night, Wei Siyuan was so anxious that he would miss the train that he even forgot to put on his thick coat, it was drizzling outside, he was standing at the station trembling from the wind, his hair was sticking to his face in a mess, Nose is red with cold.

Yin Xu couldn't see it, so he took off his woolen coat to him. He was too short at that time, and the clothes that couldn't even cover Yin Xu's knees almost grew to his calves.

Wei Siyuan was wearing Yin Xu's overcoat, which hadn't been buttoned up yet, and suddenly stood up on tiptoe with his clothes uncovered and hugged him, wrapping his two thin arms around his neck, as if his whole body was about to be hung on him.

"What are you doing?"

"Wear it together, so neither of us will catch a cold."

He also said, "Yin Xu, can you come down a little bit, I'm so tired standing on tiptoe, I can't hold you soon."

"It's really troublesome." Yin Xu glared at him sullenly, said something coldly, and bent down, "Did I let you hug me? Shorty."

Wei Siyuan smiled with his small face up, not at all sad because of being rejected, "Then I will eat two more dumplings tonight to try to grow taller next year."

Yin Xu found himself thinking about Wei Siyuan, and forced himself to stop thinking about it.

He didn't take Wei Siyuan with him on purpose, and he didn't contact him on purpose. He managed to let himself escape from Wei Siyuan's side, so why was his emotion still being led away by him.

He didn't know if Wei Siyuan was gay, because Wei Siyuan had never liked anyone since he met him, but even so, he didn't want to be with Wei Siyuan.

Wei Siyuan likes him so much that he sometimes feels out of breath, his unhesitating liking is too heavy for Yin Xu who has always been carefree.

Yin Xu is only 21 years old this year, the world is still big, there are still many people he can like, life should be relaxed, free and unrestrained, he does not want to bear any unnecessary pressure in life of being gay, nor does he want to burden others' feelings and excessive expectations, I don't want to settle down so early and entrust the rest of my life.

But he was unwilling to let Wei Siyuan leave his side, no one would understand how happy it was to be liked by Wei Siyuan.