Gu Nianruochu

Wei Siyuan was stunned for a few seconds before recovering, put the bill money on the table, picked up the coat and scarf on the chair, went out from the door, and walked up to Yin Xu who was fixed in the same place and could not move, but lowered his head Don't look him in the eye anymore.

Shen Yan followed behind him and whispered goodbye to him, "I'll find you again when I have time."

Wei Siyuan didn't respond, and still stood in front of Yin Xu, couldn't help raising his eyes to look at him, was stung by his painful gaze, and then continued to lower his head.

Nicole felt that their atmosphere was not right and did not dare to approach them, so she walked away quietly, planning to send Wei Siyuan a message to change the class time after returning home.

The two of them stood outside the Cafe, talking to each other for a while, Wei Siyuan heard Yin Xu asking himself in a hoarse voice, "Are you leaving me just to see him?"

Wei Siyuan reached out to pull his wrist, "I'll go back and explain to you."

Yin Xu broke away from his hand, looked away with a gloomy face, and asked another question, "What is he doing here?"

Wei Siyuan paused for breath, and replied anxiously, "Shen Yan just dropped by to visit me to catch up with me..."

Yin Xu suddenly raised his voice to interrupt him, his voice was full of restrained anger, "Then touch your face and kiss your mouth?"

"Not at all, it's not what you think." Wei Siyuan's voice became nasal, and he went to grab Yin Xu's hand, but was pushed away by the other party, "I said everything and went back to explain to you."

Yin Xu turned around and walked forward by himself, Wei Siyuan followed behind him, but he could only see his back anyway, until he got home and opened the door, Yin Xu didn't turn to look at him again, and went into the room by himself "Bang "Close the door with a bang, lie down on the sleeping mat on the ground, and cover yourself with the quilt.

Wei Siyuan left him on a date with a man who had kissed him, but he didn't even dare to vent his anger, and he was even more afraid of hitting others like before. Wei Siyuan told him that he didn't want to see him again and disappeared from his life completely.

His rage had nowhere to go but burned in his chest, burning everything to barren ruins, leaving his heart aching with a hollow.

Wei Siyuan returned home, washed his hands and cut a pack of boneless chicken thighs, washed some rice and put it in the pot to cook. Half an hour later, the porridge was ready. He opened the door of his room and looked at the porridge lying on the ground. Yin Xu, who wrapped himself in a quilt, felt uneasy, and whispered to him, "The porridge is ready, come out and eat."

"I don't want to eat, I have a headache and I want to sleep." Yin Xu also covered his head, replied coldly and stopped talking, as if he was really sleepy and wanted to fall asleep immediately.

Wei Siyuan walked over, knelt down and looked down at him, stretched his hand under the quilt and touched his forehead, but he pushed his hand away again, pressing the corner of the quilt tightly as if he was about to suffocate himself, curling up the egg roll Leaning against the back of his neck in a ball, looking drowsy.

Wei Siyuan carried the egg roll to the living room, then went back to the room and closed the door, lay beside Yin Xu in the dark, silently looking at the ignorant quilt, watching tears It slid from the corner of his eye and landed on the mat.

Being seriously liked by someone I have loved for so many years, how could it be unhappy, how could it not be eager to have it, but if you say it, if you reach out and grab it, you will start to lose it again.

Yin Xu felt the movement of him lying down, but found that he was not moving through the quilt. After holding back for a while, he pulled the quilt down, wanting to see what he was doing, and then saw Wei Siyuan lying beside him and looking at him. Eyes that stop weeping.

He suddenly panicked, stretched out his arms to hug him at a loss, and said in a hoarse voice, "What's wrong with you? Siyuan? I... well, I'm not angry anymore. If you really like him, you can't do it." Choose, then I will let you go, don't feel so uncomfortable, don't cry, okay."

Wei Siyuan was directly collapsed by this sentence, more tears flooded from his eyes, his vision was completely blurred, he couldn't see Yin Xu's anxious expression, his throat was so tight that he couldn't say a word, he could only use his strength He was tearing at his clothes, crying so hard that he couldn't breathe.

Yin Xu hugged him into his arms, but he felt that he was not close enough, and he didn't know what kind of posture to hug a lonely soul.

He stretched one arm under Wei Siyuan's neck, let Wei Siyuan's head rest on his arm, and tightened the other hand around his waist, feeling Wei Siyuan's warm and short breath pressing hotly on his chest together with tears , murmured and asked him softly, "You don't want to like me, so you went to him, didn't you?"

Wei Siyuan whimpered and hugged Yin Xu's back, "...No."

"I believe you, but I can tell that he likes you." Yin Xu patted his back lightly, lowered his head and kissed the top of his head, "I... what can I give you, what he has is what I give Can't you, I like you more than anyone else, please don't give others a chance, you can let me do anything."

Wei Siyuan buried his face tightly in his neck, gasped with difficulty, wiped his tears on his already wet clothes, "...don't go."

"If I don't go, where else can I go? I came here just to be with you." Yin Xu put his cheek against his forehead, lowered his head to look at his face, but he refused to look up awkwardly, "Don't It's so hard, I won't leave you."

"Are you angry with me?" Wei Siyuan asked him in a crying voice after his breathing had calmed down.

"I……"

Yin Xu hesitated for a moment, not sure what to say at this time to coax Wei Siyuan well, Wei Siyuan added as if he understood what he was thinking, "Don't lie."

"Well...how could I not be angry? I'm about to die of anger. You hung up on me in such a bad tone and didn't let me follow you. Then you went on a date with that Shen Yan. You want to see See, what are you doing secretly, as if you are really having a tryst." Yin Xu said that he was unhappy, as if a blunt and rusty knife was stabbing him, "I think you don't care about me, I still You can't say anything, you can't do anything, even if you really accept that he doesn't want me anymore, I can only make room for him."

"It's not what you think, I don't like him." Wei Siyuan said in his heart, it's not that he doesn't care about you.

"You don't like him, why did you go to see cats with him before, you let him kiss you, and you beat me because of him." The more Yin Xu said, the more wronged he was, and he couldn't help accusing him, "I still feel that my face hurts when I think about it now !"

"I wanted to try, but failed." Wei Siyuan couldn't help laughing at his childish tone, and explained sullenly, "I hit you because I wanted to, not for others, you don't want to." Nonsense."

This sounds obviously worse, but Yin Xu felt much better in his heart. It was not for others, so it was not worth being beaten by Wei Siyuan. Anyway, he was sorry for Wei Siyuan in the past, and he deserved his beating.

"Can you not meet him alone in the future?"

"Are you jealous?"

"Isn't it okay?" Yin Xu asked back very confidently, and looked like a big master because of jealousy.

Wei Siyuan nodded, expressing his agreement. Although he and Shen Yan are friends, it would be troublesome if a friend always likes him. He never thought of using anyone as a backup. If he doesn't like him, he should draw a clear line of communication. , You should not reserve too much room for reverie to waste other people's feelings.

Yin Xu lowered his head and kissed him cautiously, but his lips stuck to his lips, and he left when he touched it. Wei Siyuan was startled, raised his eyes and looked at him for a few seconds, there was no obvious resistance, so he bent his eyes reassuringly Shao looked at him and smiled.

Wei Siyuan blushed embarrassingly, his expression was a little irritable, but he couldn't move because he was hugged tightly, so he could only stare into his eyes half ashamed and half annoyed, "You...how do you..."

"What's wrong with me?" Yin Xu asked blankly.

Wei Siyuan glanced down, Yin Xu followed his gaze, instantly understood what his expression meant, and his face burned, pretending to be calm and authentic, "It's not the first time I've reacted when I hugged you , don't be so surprised, okay?" Then he let go of his embrace, and pushed Wei Siyuan a little further away, "I can't be so close to you anymore, you get up, let me calm down."

Wei Siyuan bit his lip, then voluntarily stuck it back into his arms, and reached into his pants to hold it. Yin Xu's little brother was suddenly threatened with his life, and he couldn't help tensing up. He asked Wei Siyuan without confidence, "What are you doing..."

Wei Siyuan didn't speak, but his whole face became hot, because his eyes were wet with tears, and they looked very bright even in dimly lit places.

"If you do this again, I won't be polite." Yin Xu looked into his eyes and said a little sternly.

"Stop talking nonsense."

Yin Xu smiled, stretched out his hand to caress his face, and wiped away the wet tears on his face with his fingertips, "Then you have to wipe the tears first, otherwise I always feel that I am forcing you."

Then he hugged Wei Siyuan tightly again, breathing slowly and heavily, and after a while, he reached under Wei Siyuan's clothes and pinched his waist, which felt good to the touch, and blew wet hot air into his ears, "Together .”

"What together?" Wei Siyuan was stunned for two seconds before he could react, and then Yin Xu unbuttoned and zippered his trousers, pressed them hotly and dawdled a few times, urging him, "Hurry up, let's go together."

Wei Siyuan's movements became a little flustered and clumsy, allowing two indescribable places to approach his palm without any barriers, his mind went blank, he was so nervous that he was about to suffocate, and his heart pounded uncontrollably.

Yin Xu was short of breath, sweating on his forehead from being tortured by his unhurriedness, and couldn't help asking him impatiently, "Will you know it, Wei Siyuan?"

"I won't?" Wei Siyuan reacted suddenly after hearing this sentence, feeling that his dignity as a man had been seriously challenged, and Yin Xu couldn't control the pain so much that he let out an "Aww", "I don't know how my two How did the year go?"

Yin Xu was frightened into a cold sweat, but felt very refreshed, looked at him and smiled, "Who knows what happened to you, you look like you have excessive abstinence, maybe it won't and doesn't matter... Wei Siyuan, Don't stop."

Wei Siyuan could still hear him say "don't stop" to himself in Yin Xu's place in his lifetime. For some reason, he suddenly felt that life was complete, so he couldn't help but burst out laughing, and buried his face shyly. To Yin Xu's neck.

Yin Xu asked him to raise his head, and then dropped many small kisses on his neck, and lightly bit his Adam's apple, and his warm fingers touched the sensitive parts of his ribs and chest, which made him feel so good Feeling dizzy, I couldn't help but whispered "um..." for a while.

Yin Xu pecked and kissed his lips again, rubbing the tip of his nose stickyly, "I really like you."

Wei Siyuan raised the corners of his lips, his chest was still heaving slightly, and said to him in an unsteady breath, "Tissue."

Yin Xu sat up a little, reached for the tissue box on the bedside table, and took out two tissues for Wei Siyuan. The haze that had blocked his heart before was swept away, and he was in a great mood. He felt as if he had finally gotten closer to Wei Siyuan. He himself didn't know how to describe this feeling, anyway, he was neither irritable nor angry, and he didn't care about others, as long as Wei Siyuan said he was willing, then he belonged to Wei Siyuan, and Wei Siyuan belonged to him.

He leaned next to Wei Siyuan who bowed his head and wiped his hands, his eyes were full of bright smiles, "Siyuan, how are you feeling? Do you... miss me very much?"

Wei Siyuan turned his face away deliberately not to look at him, but couldn't hold back his smile and found him annoying, "Get up quickly and go out to eat porridge."