Gu Nianruochu

Flying across the Pacific Ocean against the direction of the earth's rotation, the day Wei Siyuan arrived at the airport of the city where his grandparents lived was still his birthday. He picked up his luggage by himself, and then took a taxi at the airport according to the instructions given by his grandparents. The address was found.

Wei Siyuan's grandfather is 80 years old this year, and his grandmother is 76, but both of them still look energetic, their backs are straight, and their speech is full of spirit, without looking old at all.

Grandpa cooked a table full of dishes to welcome Wei Siyuan himself. Grandma was also very happy to see Wei Siyuan. Before he put down his luggage, she took his arm and looked at him carefully, "Our Siyuan They are all so tall, tall and handsome."

Wei Siyuan hugged his grandma, and squatted down at his grandma's height a little shyly, so that grandma could touch the hair on his head without looking up at him, and heard grandma pinch his thin arm and said distressingly, " How come you only grow tall but not fat, I feel so sorry for grandma, you should eat more supplements at your grandparents these days, you understand."

Wei Siyuan nodded vigorously, and his grandfather's voice came from the living room, "Don't drag Siyuan outside and say, I want to see him too, let him in quickly."

Wei Siyuan hurried in, saw his grandfather put the bowl of rice on the table, turned around and saw the tall, handsome and outstanding Wei Siyuan, with a rather gratified expression on his face.

"Grandpa." Wei Siyuan yelled obediently, came over to hug grandpa, saw the bright and doting smile on grandpa's face, and unconsciously revealed a bit of childlike immaturity in his expression, followed grandpa to the kitchen to wash his hands Cleaned up and went to the table to eat.

Grandpa and grandma sat on Wei Siyuan's side alone, and grandma kept picking up food for Wei Siyuan, chatting about what Wei Siyuan liked to eat when he was a child, and praised him for being smarter and more sensible than other relatives' children when he was a child. But they were all sent here with money from their parents, and they didn’t have much interest in studying. No one is as good as our family, Siyuan, and they came here with a full scholarship from the school.

Wei Siyuan blushed from being praised, and ate with his head down. He also heard his grandfather asking about his studies in China, how he was playing the violin, and how the principal and teacher Yin were doing. He answered honestly.

Grandpa nodded when he heard Wei Siyuan's words, and asked again, "How is Xiao Xu from Mr. Yin's family? He was very smart when he was young, and he was very talented. He can do a lot at a young age. You and him should be good To be friends, to see the good and think the same."

"You and Xiaoxu are very destined," Grandma heard what Grandpa said, and then she continued, "You were shy and timid when you were young, and you didn't get close to anyone, and you just loved talking to him."

Wei Siyuan scratched his head, and explained somewhat awkwardly, "I was 15 years old at the time, not too young."

"You are not young at 15 years old. I still think you are young when you are 25 years old. You have grown taller, and your face has not changed much from when you were a child." Grandma said, "I still remember when he came back from England to see When you are with him, you will have the appearance of a child in front of him, like a child who can play and act coquettishly with older children."

The emotion on Wei Siyuan's face faded, he smiled a little forcedly, and replied in a low voice, "He and I are no longer friends."

Grandpa heard that Wei Siyuan's tone was not very happy, and he glanced at him, "What's wrong? Didn't you love staying with him the most before?"

"He has other good friends, he feels happier staying with others, so I don't want to bother him anymore, and he will always have a girlfriend and get married in the future, and I can't always bother him He accompanied me."

Grandma touched his head distressedly, "Then you can't be friends anymore? Friends are a lifetime thing. When you reach our age, your parents are already gone, and your children have their own families to take care of. Only my daughter-in-law and friends are by my side."

"There is no one who only stays with friends forever. Before they grow old, they have to work hard for life and family, and no one cares about others." Wei Siyuan shook his head in a low voice, hesitatingly said, "I ...and I don't want to get married either."

"It's okay if you don't get married, and you don't have to get married." Grandpa may have thought of Wei Siyuan's father, and his views on the marriage of his children and grandchildren are not as rigid and traditional as other elders in the family, so he patted him on the shoulder, "I just hope that I Your grandson can live a happy life, someone cares about you and stays with you, don’t always be alone.”

Wei Siyuan's eyes were red, his voice was slightly hoarse, "Grandpa, I'm fine, I'm not afraid of being alone."

"But it's too lonely to be alone." Grandpa said, "Grandma and I can't see you for many years, we don't want you to be so lonely in the future."

Wei Siyuan remained silent for a while, then suddenly pushed away his rice bowl, leaned on the dining table and buried his face in his arms, his shoulders trembling slightly, trying to hold back his sobbing, feeling the kindness of his grandparents with their palms. Caressing his back, the palm of your hand is warm.

On the other side of the earth, Yin Xu asked all the people he and Wei Siyuan knew together, trying to find out Wei Siyuan's whereabouts, but no one knew where Wei Siyuan went abroad, and some people even didn't know where Wei Siyuan went abroad. Know.

He had no choice but to go to Wei Siyuan's house to ask. He used to visit Wei Siyuan's house with his parents when his grandparents were still in China. He didn't know Wei Siyuan's parents, but now there is no one else to ask. .

The one who opened the door was Wei Kailin, Wei Siyuan's younger brother. Yin Xu had only met him twice before, and they both looked down on each other. It's not a good thing for my brother to play with his feelings after breaking up.

Wei Kailin opened the door, looked at Yin Xu coldly, and said to him, "Wei Siyuan is not here."

"I know." Yin Xu looked at him, "I just wanted to ask where he went."

Wei Kailin went outside and closed the door. His father went to work, and his mother also went to meet friends. There were only servants and him at home. He didn't want outsiders to hear about their family. "Go out and talk about it."

Yin Xu silently followed, walking on the path leading to the community station, and heard Wei Kailin say in a relaxed tone, "I know where he went, but I'm not going to tell you."

"What do you mean?" Yin Xu's eyes staring at Wei Kailin began to darken, anger was churning in his heart, and he clenched his fists tightly.

"It's nothing interesting, I just look down on you and think that someone like you has no right to be liked by my brother." Wei Kailin met Yin Xu's sullen gaze calmly, "What did you do when he liked you? Don't think that the prodigal son turns his head back. It's very touching, there are people who take their feelings seriously. Wei Siyuan is pitiful enough to be born in this family, I'm too young to help him, so I hope he stays away from people like you who will make him feel even more sad."

"I won't make him sad anymore, I will treat him well." Yin Xu suppressed his annoyance, the fear of losing Wei Siyuan entangled his heart like a thorny vine, "Please Tell me where Wei Siyuan is."

"I won't tell you, he told me not to tell you." Wei Kailin showed an inscrutable smile, "You understand what I mean? Wei Siyuan doesn't want to be found by you. I'm a little curious now, what do you really want? What did he do to push him into such a desperate situation? You know my parents, just ignore him, he has to pay for his own airfare, board and lodging to go abroad, and he can't wait to leave now that the school only starts in the fall , It’s better to say it’s an escape than a transfer.”

Yin Xu stopped talking, flustered, feeling that the depression in his heart fermented a burst of loneliness and regret, like spoiled wine, rotten poisonous mushrooms in the damp soil.

Ever since he met Wei Siyuan at the age of 16, he knew how difficult it was for him to survive in the cracks of this dangerous world, he knew his loneliness, he saw his weakness, but he didn't hold his hand and kept him in himself In this world where warmth remains.

Not only did she not keep him, but she even pushed him out, leaving him alone in the freezing cold, killing all the remaining warmth that he had left because he liked her.

"If you really want to chase him, you can find a way by yourself. You lost him by yourself. Don't expect others to help you find it."

"I don't need you to teach me." Yin Xu had no expression on his face, dropped a word in a deep voice, and walked forward alone.