die by your hands

An Tianming always thought that Bai Wei would be a young master who would never grow up.

To be honest, at the beginning An Tianming really didn't like the young master of the Bai family.Maybe because it was the son of the enemy, An Tianming always saw the flaws in the other's character first.It was probably not until many years later that An Tianming finally realized the logical focus of it—why he could always easily see Bai Wei's willful and indulgent, bad temper and bad habits that were actually insignificant?If he hadn't looked at this man so intently, how could he have seen those little details?

At that time, An Tianming was caught in a rather disturbing conflict.

An Tianming didn't really want to use the most despicable means to take revenge.Bai Qianyuan only forced An Tianming's parents to go bankrupt and commit suicide through commercial attacks. An Tianming did not hesitate to use illegal means to get revenge, but this did not include emotionally deceiving and using an essentially innocent person.An Tianming thought about keeping a distance from Bai Wei, but that innocent young master had probably never been treated coldly by others, so he looked at An Tianming differently who did not flatter him. Every time An Tianming had a seizure, he only got him more I care a lot.And An Tianming himself was extraordinarily slow-witted in the act of alienating the other party.Later, An Tianming finally understood what kind of emotion made him want to make the other party happy when the other party was sad.In front of the other party, he often forgets his plans, instinctively trying his best to only hope to see the other party's happy smile.

Many developments did not go as planned at all.For example, I impulsively climbed up to the third floor to Bai Wei's room.An Tianming had to explain to himself afterwards that he just wanted to firmly control Bai Wei, a pawn, in his own hands.He told himself this over and over again, and gradually, he began to believe that everything was just his own hypocrisy, and everything that was difficult to distinguish between true and false for him had actually turned into a deception.

At that time, An Tianming would often dream that when his revenge plan was completed, when the truth came to light, when Bai Wei changed from an ignorant young master to a tragic protagonist whose family was ruined... Then, An Tianming would wake up from the dream, As if it were a nightmare.

An Tianming imagined countless possibilities, after all this happened.Among these countless possibilities, Bai Wei will always have only one, he will always be that spoiled young master, so kind, so weak, so powerless, because of this blow he will be devastated and never stand up again.

An Tianming believed that Bai Wei was a young master who would always need to be taken care of and cared about, otherwise he would be nothing.

But in reality, Bai Wei will also change.

After the reunion, An Tianming, who lived with Bai Wei for another year, really saw Bai Wei in real life only after his own death.

It turns out that Bai Wei is now a freelance composer. His income is not stable, but it is enough for expenses—in fact, Bai Wei will even make a budget at the beginning of the quarter, and after each expense, he will accurately record and calculate in time. The economy is in order by assessing and adjusting the budget.At the same time, he can also cook all kinds of food, do his own laundry, and clean the house.Most importantly, he is so familiar with all the trivial matters of life.Once the button of the shirt fell off - An Tianming noticed that Bai Wei had carefully stored all the spare buttons of the new clothes - Bai Wei found the corresponding spare button easily when he found his button lost, and nailed the button up by himself .

When the button was being nailed, Zhao Xuan happened to come to help record the demo - now An Tianming knew everything about making friends that he didn't even know about when he shared the bed with him.Bai Wei has three best friends.One is a working partner, named Liu Liang, a lyricist, not only Bai Wei's partner, but also Bai Wei's sales agent, helping to sell songs.The second friend is Wang Ning, a small owner of a bar. An Tianming doesn't understand how the other party met Bai Wei, but the two have a very good relationship and often go to the gym together.The third friend is Zhao Xuan, Bai Wei's best friend since middle school, and now he is a little singer who sings in bars, because Bai Wei can't hear the original melody when he sings, so every time Bai Wei writes a song, Zhao Xuan came to help record the demo.

On this day, Zhao Xuan came to help record the demo, and just in time to see Bai Wei who was nailing buttons, he exaggeratedly expressed his sympathy: "You still do needlework? Xiaobai, don't you want to be so pitiful? Hurry up and find someone who can nail the buttons for you." Button's girlfriend!"

"It's as if girls nowadays can know how to do needlework. Besides, I don't like girls." Bai Wei replied without raising his head.

Hearing this, Zhao Xuan's expression became a little more serious, with a faint hint of caution: "Actually, Xiaobai, have you ever thought that you might actually like girls?"

Bai Wei raised his head and glanced at Zhao Xuan suspiciously: "How is it possible?"

"There are so many men chasing you in recent years, and you don't like any of them. Maybe you don't like men." Zhao Xuan stammered and used cryptic words.

For a moment An Tianming hated himself so much, thinking that maybe Bai Wei didn't like a man but just his situation.

If it was the first time An Tianming felt that the other party might have loved him when he realized that Bai Wei wanted to kill him, then this was the second time An Tianming clearly felt that maybe Bai Wei really loved him.

At that time, probably to make himself feel less guilty, An Tianming told himself all the time that Bai Wei's liking for him was nothing more than the young master's innocent obsession—otherwise, Bai Wei fell in love with An Tianming what?The only thing that is special about An Tianming is that he is very rude and picky towards Bai Wei. For the innocent young master who has always been admired by the stars, An Tianming has become so special that the young master has a desire to conquer, hoping to get the only one who refuses. the hearts of those who yield to him.

An Tianming always thinks that way.He thought it was just a game without sincerity.Too cowardly and despicable to face anything other than this.

... But maybe, Bai Wei doesn't even like men, but just likes him.

An Tianming subconsciously looked at the person who was still unwilling to face the other person's emotions when he realized how much he loved him.

The young master who used to be able to see all his emotions and thoughts clearly on his face now only has his calm and skillful acting skills left.Facing Zhao Xuan's remarks, Bai Wei raised his eyebrows nonchalantly, as if he had a whim, and asked with great interest: "Xuanzi, don't you think I am becoming more and more attractive now? No man has ever looked at me before, but now I am really There are a lot of people interested in me."

Zhao Xuan silently looked at Bai Weiyi, who deliberately changed the topic, and finally chose to compromise. He followed Bai Wei's topic and replied: "In the past, you were a difficult young master, but now you can go to the hall and go to the kitchen, of course it is different. La."

Bai Wei thought about it carefully for a while, then looked suspiciously at Zhao Xuan: "Is it a word used to praise a man?"

Zhao Xuan innocently shrugged his shoulders, and defended himself: "Look at the current society, girls don't know how to sew anymore, and of course the standards for men have to be changed."

Bai Wei hesitated, a little moved by persuasion, but when he was about to accept Zhao Xuan's words, he suddenly realized, "No! I suddenly realized that this is actually because Aning has been introducing friends to me, right? ——He didn't want me to make more friends! He was introducing me to a boyfriend!" He said suddenly.

Zhao Xuan glanced at him helplessly: "Wang Ning Liu Liang and I thought you would never find out in this lifetime."

"Maybe I'm really slow, but not so slow that I don't realize that you're laughing at me for being slow."

"Don't worry, I didn't laugh at you. I can't laugh at old jokes."

Bai Wei made a straight face on purpose: "I was going to make your favorite beef curry for dinner..."

Zhao Xuan immediately received the warning, "Aren't you going to do it now?" He asked worriedly.

Bai Weiyi shook his head seriously: "No, I'm still going to make beef curry, but I'm not going to keep you for dinner."

Zhao Xuan raised his hands to signal his surrender, and begged for mercy: "From now on, I won't be mean anymore, and I will wash the dishes with my heart, please let me stay."

These days, An Tianming has been watching Bai Wei cook it himself, the former never knows how it tastes.An Tianming, who thought that Bai Wei would never be near the cook in his life, if he ever thought about what food Bai Wei would cook one day, first, he thought that it might poison people to death, and second... he thought that only Only he himself will have the chance to taste it—An Tianming doesn't know why he has such an illusion, in that deception, he always forgets that it is not the future of a lifetime.So far, the habitual memory of his body has made An Tianming think that only he has the opportunity to eat the dark dishes cooked by Bai Wei.

——However, at this moment, An Tianming could only watch as Bai Wei, who was always very good at forgiving others, easily accepted Zhao Xuan's request, and obviously, this was not the first time Zhao Xuan had tasted Bai Wei's craft.Under the circumstances that An Tianming had no chance in his life.

...Oh, he should have said that—his life was already over.

An Tianming finally soberly realized the fact that he was dead.

He had that sad and ridiculous illusion of a lifetime again, as if he still had a lifetime to be with Bai Wei.

Why is he still so selfish even after death?

Even Bai Wei's friends know how to introduce friends to him, hoping that he will start a new life - Bai Wei himself obviously hopes so, he is so active and hardworking in life, in a life without An Tianming's shadow, he must be longing for it There is a bright future without An Tianming, and An Tianming, the person who feels sorry for the other party but loves the other party the most in this world, why can't he hope that the other party gets real happiness?

An Tianming made a decision.

Li Lang would be the person An Tianming hated and envied the most in this world, but An Tianming decided to try to match Bai Wei and Li Lang.