die by your hands

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Bai Wei moved out of An Tianming's residence soon after the so-called crisis-it should be true, but Bai Wei always couldn't believe it-was over.The next day, he came to the building where the software company was located.

To be honest, the person concerned felt that this was very strange. He wanted to treat his Stockholm Syndrome. This should be the work of a psychiatrist, but Li Lang did not recommend him to any psychiatric clinic, but directly introduced him to a psychiatrist. IT businessman.

But then again, Bai Wei has always believed in Li Lang's judgment unconditionally, especially now that the most important thing is that he is finally willing to face the fact that he is sick.

After his symptoms worsened from morbid fear to the point where he had to save himself, he hoped that he could be cured, which made him finally decide to see the psychiatrist who went into business—determined, to be exact. He had to treat his Stockholm Syndrome well with this doctor, and completely leave the shadow brought by An Tianming.

According to the address given by Li Lang, Bai Wei came to this high-end office building this morning and took the elevator to the target floor.

During working hours, the elevator in the building was empty. After a man left from the thirteenth floor, there was only Bai Weiyi left in the car.

So, when the elevator malfunctioned, only Bai Wei was trapped in the elevator alone.

Suddenly, the ascending elevator began to descend. The speed was not particularly fast, but this elevator descended from the seventeenth floor. If it could keep descending at a constant speed, it would be fine, otherwise, the consequences would be disastrous.

Bai Wei couldn't help remembering that he saw on the Internet that pressing all the buttons when the elevator fails is a misunderstanding of self-help, but then again, he has no other way, he can only put it into practice.

I don't know whether the situation after that was good or bad. The elevator stopped at this time—maybe more like it was stuck, because Bai Wei heard a strange sound, and after the harsh friction sound, the elevator stopped and slowed down. stay in a certain state.After stopping the descent, the car door did not open immediately.

After a little relief, Bai Wei pressed the emergency button to call for help.What happened afterwards is not clear in Bai Wei's memory. In fact, he didn't really feel that he was in a life-or-death situation, and he was indeed not that nervous, but it was inexplicably difficult for him to concentrate.Therefore, he didn't know how long it had been, he only knew that he finally got the emergency repair personnel.

For some unknown reason, the door of the elevator could not be pried open at all. The emergency repair personnel first comforted Bai Wei that it would not take too long to leave after the elevator was repaired, but then, after some inspection, the emergency repair personnel first pried open the elevator The top window in the car ceiling.A repairman guided Bai Wei to climb out from the top window.

Bai Wei noticed a faint sense of urgency in the other party's tone.Then, a rope was thrown from the top window, and a man reminded him to grab the rope and climb out. This statement made Bai Wei very helpless.

If he could use both hands and feet, that would be a different matter.However, his right hand couldn't exert any strength at all.

"You'd better hurry up, the car is not very stable." The man outside the elevator shouted.His words may not be so menacing, but there is something suggestive in his tone.

It seemed that the elevator car was indeed stuck somewhere, which caused the car to fall at any time.

Bai Wei tried to hold the rope with his left hand as much as possible, giving up the possibility of climbing out of the car by himself after a second.

"Can you pull me up? I can't climb by myself."

"Okay, you hold on to the rope."

He quickly got an affirmative answer.

——However, relying on the strength of one hand, Bai Wei has no way to grasp the slippery rope.

"Wait for me." Bai Wei stopped the staff outside the elevator and tried to tie a knot on the rope.

He couldn't make a strong knot, but all he needed was a knot he could grab with his left hand...if he had time...

After the violent shaking, the support of Bai Wei's feet suddenly lost.

Bai Wei quickly grabbed the rope and got out of the top window of the elevator before the car began to fall down.

Under the feet, the elevator car fell rapidly, and beside him, the steel cables of the winch made a sharp friction sound.

"Hold on!" said the man on the other end of the rope.

Bai Wei tried to fix himself by wrapping his right arm around the rope, when the high-speed moving wire brushed against his left hand.The severe pain made Bai Wei unable to let go of his left hand.He instinctively wanted to grab the rope with his right hand...

...like being on the edge of a cliff.

He instinctively reached out and grabbed An Tianming.

There is no doubt that he really wanted to catch An Tianming.

Bai Wei recalled.

He didn't want An Tianming to fall off the cliff, this might be the last thing he would like to see in this world.It's just that there's nothing he can do.

At that time, he was half kneeling on the edge of the cliff, watching An Tianming fall.Maybe for a second, he vaguely felt that he was free, but for the rest of the time, he only hoped that the other party would survive.

Bai Wei will never forget the various emotions mixed in his uncontrollable trembling when he learned that the search and rescue personnel had found An Tianming.

Unexpectedly, An Tianming, who was successfully rescued, fell into a coma.

The local police intervened in the investigation at this time.They first asked Bai Wei who was traveling together.In fact, Bai Wei can tell the truth, even if it may cause him to suffer more suspicion, but in the absence of evidence, the other party will not be able to do anything with him.However, he subconsciously chose to lie.

This is Bai Wei's balance principle.If he hopes too much for a certain thing to succeed, he will add a certain weight on the other side to neutralize the balance that is too out of balance.He wanted An Tianming to wake up so much, so he deliberately committed perjury.

Perhaps, after An Tianming woke up, and heard Bai Wei's words, he would even suspect that Bai Wei really wanted to murder him.Such a situation is terrible, but the occurrence of this terrible situation means that An Tianming wakes up, and Bai Wei feels that he can barely accept the reality.

Again he didn't think so.

Reality is always beyond his expectations.

The worst things he thought didn't happen.

What actually happened was another kind of awfulness.

Compared with An Tianming who clearly wanted to tie Bai Wei by his side after the reunion two years ago, An Tianming who woke up after coma became more unpredictable.The latter will always reveal the attitude of wanting to let Bai Wei go, but once Bai Wei is lucky enough to reciprocate his hope, An Tianming will reappear.

There is nothing in this world that can make people more desperate than hope being shattered again and again...

Just like being on the edge of a cliff.

Hope annihilated.

There was nothing he could do.

Bai Wei's right hand struggled in vain for the last time, and then the strength disappeared little by little.

Only this time, the person who fell from the height was not An Tianming, but Bai Wei himself.

His right hand used to be so flexible and powerful.I was also proud of my slender fingers.At an early age he could easily span octaves with his fingers.To this day he still misses the feeling of hitting the keys with his fingers.It is always difficult for him to express his emotions seriously, except when he is playing the piano.

During the rapid fall, Bai Wei subconsciously looked at his right hand that was still trying to grab the rope.The rambling thoughts are collaged into those beautiful pictures deep in memory.

In the piano room, he played the piano alone, and when a note sounded, a bit of loneliness disappeared.

Later, he always felt that he must still have a chance to play the piano.This is different from his belief that one day he would be able to ride a time machine when he was a child. After all, making a time machine sounds too sci-fi, and treating a nerve-injured right hand belongs to the category of science.

So he always felt that he was bound to play another one someday.before death.That piece should be "Secret" that can travel through time and space, so he went back to before An Tianming heard him play this piece.

He will not drink red wine that day.Maybe he could ask An Tianming to forgive his father.They should have other options.

... It should be impossible for him to love An Tianming as much as he once did.Only ignorant people can be brave enough to go all out.

And it must be a good thing if he can't love An Tianming so much.It must have saved him a lot of pain.

Bai Wei was still falling in a state of weightlessness.He had to wonder why the height of a dozen floors could give him so much time.Enough enough for him to review every scene he had with An Tianming.

He accidentally bumped into An Tianming.He took An Tianming to the bar.He pestered An Tianming to teach English.

Together they watched pirated movies in front of a laptop with a fourteen-inch screen.

He was so naive and ignorant that he thought that only good things would happen to him, and that he was carefree and happy every day by An Tianming's side.

Then, he couldn't breathe.

An Tianming's hand tightly pinched his neck. For the first time, he knew the opponent's overwhelming advantage in strength.

There are many cognitions he learned for the first time in the same day.

For example, it was the first time he knew that a person could be so painful.

The pain was so painful that there was no other way to deal with it except terrific fear.

finally.This is real relief.

Completely leave the shadow that An Tianming brought him.

Bai Wei slowly closed his eyes and waited quietly.

He waited for the moment when he reached the end of the abyss.He will be smashed to pieces.The good news is, he will never fall again.

He had had enough of the endless falls.Endless escape.In repeated nightmares, he desperately fled in an unknown direction, knowing in his heart that the pursuers behind him would never let him go.There was no way he could have escaped Ascension.

Finally, he stopped abruptly.The pursuers immediately captured him...

Bai Wei finally saw the face of the pursuer clearly.

Ever since he first had this nightmare as a child, he had wanted to see his pursuers.He didn't think about what would happen to him afterwards, he often woke up suddenly after being arrested, which gave him no chance to see what the pursuers who grabbed him from behind in a hug looked like.

Now, he sees clearly.

That person is An Tianming.

That day when An Tianming walked into the piano room, Bai Wei's little finger hit the last high note of "Secret".He never imagined that he really came to a certain point in the past because of this, he would not be naive enough to look forward to such a miracle, however, then he looked up and saw An Tianming...

Bai Wei subconsciously pressed the little finger of his right hand to a piano key that did not exist in the void.Only this time, he can finally leave An Tianming completely.