die by your hands

Bai Wei drank too much unconsciously.He guessed it should be because of the happy birthday, and all his good friends are by his side... In short, he is used to composing music with a computer, and whether he can play the piano has no effect on his life, so, in the It is not a shock at all to realize that you cannot play the piano again when it is too clear.

As for his inexplicable depression after the birthday party, of course it had nothing to do with the piano. It was just a feeling of emptiness after the bustling end, because it was still so lively a second ago, so there was no way to get used to the desertedness and loneliness immediately.

Bai Wei sent off his friends with the most natural and warm smile, and then began to wander around the villa.He wanted to find a place where at least there were people.Then slowly get used to the sudden loneliness.He noticed the study, which was still lit.

An Tianming should still be in the study, although Bai Wei doesn't know why the other party's work always needs to be busy until late at night.When walking towards the study room, Bai Weilu thought about this question: Is it better for him to avoid the other party?

An Tianming is the one who holds the power over his life and death.

An Tianming held a gun aimed at Bai Wei's heart in his hand - but he didn't shoot.

Maybe An Tianming was just waiting for the opportunity, but at least, he hasn't shot yet. For Bai Wei, this can only be described as kindness.And if Bai Wei can please this man who controls his destiny, this man who makes him helpless, maybe the other party will continue to show him mercy.

Bai Wei gently knocked on the door of the study.

He didn't hear "Come in", but after a while, the study door opened from the inside.Bai Wei looked up at the man who was the master of his life.This man can be a devil or a savior.For Bai Wei, he is like a god.

"Are you still busy? I don't want to be alone, do you need me to accompany you? I can sleep with you, you know, I don't care about being fucked."

An Tianming immediately frowned.For a moment he looked so angry.

It seems that he is really busy. "Sorry, did I disturb you?" Bai Wei realized that he had better leave, but his body only wanted to approach the other party. "Please hug me."

"Xiao Wei, you're drunk." An Tianming said as he stretched out his hand to hold Bai Wei's arm.Bai Wei wanted to lean over, but An Tianming took his arm to deliberately keep the distance between the two of them.

"Come with me." An Tianming said.

"Shall we go to your room? You don't have to pay." As long as you don't pay, it doesn't matter. What makes Bai Wei sick is the money transaction, but simply sleeping with others is like eating and sleeping. It is a normal human need, and there is no need to feel Guilt... no, he didn't feel sick or anything.In the confusion, Bai Wei finally remembered his position all the time: that was a reasonable transaction, he would never admit that it was wrong, even if he paid back the money, it didn't mean he thought he was low/cheap. "You can pay, too," he added.

The brain that was bewitched by alcohol was like magma churning, and Bai Wei's consciousness became more and more blurred.It took him a while to realize he was being led into a bedroom, but it was his own.

Bai Wei remembered the picture of himself lying on this bed, when he was kicked out by the landlord, An Tianming brought him here, he was lying on the bed afraid that maybe An Tianming would walk into his room... But that didn't happen.Maybe An Tianming is actually a heterosexual, or simply not interested in Bai Wei - he must not be interested in Bai Wei's body, because Bai Wei himself is so disrespectful to this body, and uses it to make immoral transactions...

"Have you ever liked me before?" When he still had pure feelings.They did a lot of intimate things back then, unlike An Tianming who never touches him now. "Please, at least don't go."

As long as An Tianming is willing to give him a little kindness.It was like telling him that his father had donated to the orphanage where An Tianming lived.There is no other person in this world who can give Bai Wei such a touch.There is no other person who can affect his life like An Tianming.

"I won't go, you let go, I just want to help you take off your shoes." An Tianming who was close at hand said.

It took Bai Wei a while to realize that he was sitting on the edge of the bed. He held An Tianming's hand and refused to let go. At the same time, An Tianming obviously hoped that he would let him go.

"You are the worst person I have ever met, why do I like you the most?" Bai Wei didn't let go, he kicked the shoe away by himself. "The first time we met, you pulled me up from the ground, your hands were so warm and dry, and the most important thing was a sense of strength. So you really have the ability to strangle me with one hand? Just like what you did at that time Since you don't want to have sex with me, you can pinch me. Is that called Choking Play? Every time I survive, I feel very lucky."

An Tianming pressed Bai Wei's shoulder with his free hand and put him on the bed.Bai Wei wanted to struggle, but his right hand didn't have the strength to push An Tianming away.His eyelids are getting heavier.He was too tired, and he didn't want to continue to suffer.He also didn't want to continue to be afraid.Just like in those dreams, if those bad guys must chase him, then let them catch up.

Bai Wei pulled An Tianming's hand towards him forcefully, and then his last thought was captured by sleep.

It was probably until noon the next day that Bai Wei woke up from his sleep.

People who have heard of the situation of drinking fragments really hope that they have the same experience last night, but unfortunately, he clearly remembers the ugly appearance of himself after being drunk yesterday.Undoubtedly, this made Bai Wei even more troubled.

The only thing that made Bai Wei heave a sigh of relief was that he didn't see An Tianming after waking up.Today is a working day, An Tianming has already gone to work in the company, at least before dinner, Bai Wei will definitely not see him.As for dinner, Bai Wei has been thinking of excuses to drop dinner since noon.

Bai Wei is not a person who is good at finding excuses to lie, he was very troubled all afternoon, and then, he heard from the maid in the villa that An Tianming had a social engagement, so he might not come back tonight.Bai Wei couldn't help but be thankful for this situation.He hoped that he would never meet An Tianming in the near future.

… Three days later, his mind changed.

Bai Wei didn't understand what was going on.He thought he would be very happy not to see An Tianming, but it turned out not to be the case.For three days, Bai Wei became more and more anxious.

He missed An Tianming.Even, it's not just missing.It's like after a human being leaves the air, the thoughts he keeps on the air cannot be just misses.

He hungers for air.the will to survive.

Bai Wei didn't know how much time he would spend every day standing by the window in the corridor on the second floor.That window is facing the gate of the villa. From this place, you can see the cars entering and leaving the villa for the first time.He did something similar eight years ago, looking forward to his father's car driving home.Because the driver of the car was An Tianming.But now, An Tianming was sitting in the back seat of the car, but his car never appeared behind the opened iron door.

Bai Wei realizes that she has been abandoned.

This is not fair.

Even though the person who wanted to kidnap him right now was someone else, the person who really "imprisoned" him was An Tianming.An Tianming imprisoned him where he was, but he gradually walked away... The most unfair thing was that he wanted him so much.

Bai Wei who finally left the window returned to his room.He shut himself in the room and lay motionless on the bed.

An Tianming was kind to him just now.He gave him meaningful birthday presents, then immediately retracted the kindness.

Bai Wei got up from the bed and found her mobile phone.

This has to be fixed!

He needs to contact Li Lang.Li Lang is someone who can help him. He is not as arrogant as An Tianming thought, and he still has the ability to ask others for help.Li Lang recommended to him...

Bai Wei had a clear idea and a clear plan in his brain, but what he pointed to was An Tianming's communication interface.

/ When can you come back? /

Bai Wei sent the message to An Tianming.

For a full half an hour afterwards, Bai Wei just stared at his cell phone, which was not responding.The phone screen was turned on and off again and again by him.An Tianming did not reply to his message.

The door was knocked at this time.

Bai Wei has gotten used to the most basic politeness in the past eight years, and he will always patiently respond to everyone's every question, every request, or every knock on the door.The man who accused him of arrogance may not have done anything noble himself, but at least he was right about it.If Bai Wei wants to be a better person, he must at least have a minimum of respect for others.

Bai Wei, who didn't want anyone to come in, didn't open the door, but still responded aloud: "Leave me alone for a while."

"Xiao Wei, what's wrong with you?" An Tianming seemed to have a worried voice coming from outside the door.

Bai Wei got out of bed at the first time, he didn't have time to put on his shoes, so he walked towards the door with bare feet, and quickly reached out to open the door.

The person standing outside the door was really An Tianming.It took Bai Wei almost a lot of effort to understand this situation.

"You didn't reply to my message." Bai Wei didn't know why he said this.That sounds like a complaint.

An Tianming apologized and said, "I'm sorry, Xiao Wei, I rushed back immediately when I saw the message, and I forgot to reply to the message." While answering, he looked at Bai Weiyi carefully, "Are you okay? You seem a little emotional Unstable?"

Bai Wei couldn't answer this question.He couldn't say that An Tianming's behavior of avoiding him made him very sad.That said, even he himself wouldn't believe it...even though it was the truth.

"Would you like to come in and sit for a while?" Bai Wei changed the subject—to be precise, he started another topic.

He had to try to get An Tianming into the house.This is the first step in what he has to do.

From a very young age, Bai Wei was used to getting what he wanted smoothly. Later, he encountered the real reality, which made him no longer have the courage to get what he wanted.This is the first time in these years. Even though he knows that doing so is willful, he still hopes to do it once and fight for what he wants desperately.