die by your hands

An Tianming, who was finally allowed to return to normal life after being released by the doctor, actually had a backlog of things to solve after being in a coma for so long. Among them, the last thing he should do was to see Bai Wei.He thought about never disturbing the other party who was with Li Lang again, especially when the other party didn't want to see him at all.However, as always, in the end he chose what he wanted to do, not what Bai Wei wanted.

When An Tianming stood outside the door of Bai Wei's room, he tried to use the excuse that this was a necessary conversation between himself and Bai Wei to conclude that his behavior was actually only for selfish purposes, and then he silently dismissed his sophistry.

Before reaching out to knock on the door, An Tianming unconsciously took a deep breath.When the two of them crowded together on a single sofa and watched a movie on a 14-inch laptop screen in those years, An Tianming never imagined that one day they would come to this point—both of them needed a lot of courage to be able to face each other.

After a self-deprecating wry smile, he finally knocked on the door.

These days of "peeping" made An Tianming familiar with Bai Wei's real life routine.This is the most free time of the day for Bai Wei. He doesn't like to take a nap, he will watch a movie at home, surf the Internet for a while, or listen to music and do some simple room cleaning.His friends usually don't visit him at this time.Therefore, when he heard the knock on the door, he should answer the door quickly, and wonder who is standing outside the door.Then, after opening the door and seeing An Tianming, he will...

——This is the only part that An Tianming doesn't know the answer to.He didn't know how Bai Wei would react when he saw him, because he didn't want to think about the pictures that Bai Wei didn't welcome him.

And now, he saw it with his own eyes.

Why has he ignored the fear and uneasiness in Bai Wei's eyes, or the unnatural paleness in Bai Wei's eyes for nearly a year?

"Xiaowei..." An Tianming blurted out the name subconsciously.He had too many things to say, but none of them were useful. In the end, the only thing left to him was this name.

Bai Wei said quickly after seeing An Tianming, "I heard you woke up, congratulations. I think I can explain why I didn't hold you back then." He was obviously ready to be held accountable by An Tianming.

It's not Bai Wei's fault, guessing An Tianming's intentions from the most sinister angle.Even if it made An Tianming suffocate.

In order to appease the other party, An Tianming wanted to say that he had learned the truth from Zheng Zheng, but before he could open his mouth, Bai Wei, who had been prepared for a long time, raised his right hand and continued: "I said before, I There was a car accident, and the hand was so badly injured in the car accident that I couldn't use any strength at all. I have a lot of medical records to prove it."

An Tianming was stunned for a while because of this strange remark.

"...How could you have seriously injured your hand when you were hit by a car?" He asked.

Facing An Tianming's questioning, the person who was never good at fabricating lies faltered a bit: "I can't remember what happened at that time. You know, I have amnesia due to a concussion."

"Then how can you be sure that your hand was injured in a car accident?" An Tianming unconsciously emphasized his tone, he was used to using such force to force those who lied to him to reveal their flaws.

Bai Wei was overwhelmed by the question, subconsciously took half a step back.His reaction made An Tianming suddenly wake up, and realized how stupid he was doing. "I'm sorry, Xiaowei." He said quickly.

Bai Wei was a little overwhelmed by An Tianming's sudden change of attitude.An Tianming explained, "Actually, I already know the truth." He was so ashamed, "I should be scolded by you for being self-inflicted, but you still kindly conceal the truth. Whether it is for the sake of solemnity or for me, I have no right Aggressive ones are there to get you the truth."

It took Bai Wei some time to digest An Tianming's words. It could be seen that he carefully explored the possible pitfalls of these words with a skeptical attitude. In the end, he was even more worried because he couldn't find anything. He looked into An Tianming's eyes. It is a defense that does not dare to relax. "I just think that these things are in the past, and there is no need to dwell on those details." He said as lightly as possible.

An Tianming turned his head and looked at the corridor where he was still in. "Xiao Wei, can I go in and sit?" He knew that Bai Wei didn't want him to come in, but just because of this, he couldn't stand being turned away by the other party.

Under An Tianming's obvious request, Bai Weiwei stepped aside to open the door. "Sorry, I was too busy talking and forgot to invite you in." The owner of the room expressed his apology with a nonchalant smile.

It was clearly not the person who forgot to invite the guests into the house, acting as if An Tianming was not unwelcome.This is the same as his attitude towards An Tianming who lives with him in the past year.Perhaps, he seemed a little distant and indifferent, but he never made An Tianming aware of any signs of being disgusted or feared.

"Xiao Wei," An Tianming couldn't help but blurted out a wry smile, "No matter how sincere I am to you, you will never be sincere to me again, will you?"

Surprise and puzzlement flashed in Bai Wei's eyes, and then he answered An Tianming with his actions, "Please believe me, Tianming, I never tried to deceive you." Yes, he will never face you sincerely again. to myself.An Tianming came to a conclusion bitterly.

After entering the room, An Tianming walked to the sofa and sat down under the guidance of the owner.In the past days, he always pretended that he was sitting on this sofa next to Bai Wei, but now, when he was actually sitting here, he realized how far he was from Bai Wei. Far.Like a responsible host, Bai Wei asked An Tianming what he would like to drink, and after getting a "casual" answer, he brought over two cups of black tea, and then sat down opposite An Tianming.

"So, apart from confirming the accident at that time, is there anything else you want to come to me today?" Bai Wei said naturally, but he subconsciously licked his lips.An Tianming knew that Bai Wei would only do that when he was nervous.

"Xiao Wei, what should I do so that you will no longer be so afraid of me?" This was not An Tianming's intention for coming, but it was the only question he wanted to know the answer to right now.He looked into the eyes that were no longer willing to reveal his true emotions to him, feeling weak and powerless.

Bai Wei lowered his head and took a sip of tea in silence, then raised his head firmly as if making a decision, "Tianming, just like what I said on the cliff that day." He seemed open and honest, "Hearing a story and experiencing that story is a Two different things. Maybe when I heard you say all this, I thought I could accept it and let it go. But when I regained my memory, these things became different. I can't continue to face you as if nothing happened—this That's why I moved away from your place. I'm sorry, I chose to leave just when you fell into a coma. However, I really can't do anything to stay by your side. I know you want to make it up to me. If you really want to do something, please let me go."

"I am not here to force you to go back, I will not force you to do anything. I am also like I said on the cliff that day, I will not force you to do anything. You can never believe me again, and I will I won't force you to believe me." An Tianming never thought that he would be so wronged and hurt by being misunderstood, and he was so excited that he couldn't choose what to say.

Bai Wei was frightened by An Tianming's rare out-of-control emotions, he stared blankly at An Tianming for a long time. "Tianming, that's not what I meant."

An Tianming tried his best to calm down, "I'm sorry, Xiao Wei." He said apologetically.He didn't know where he was wrong this time, but he was used to blaming himself for all the mistakes before thinking more about it. "I came here today just to talk to you. It was true that I bought your landlord, because that was the only way I could think of to take you to live with me - but if you really didn't want to, I won't force it either. And now, don't worry, Xiao Wei, I will never play those tricks again. I apologize to you for what I have done. "

"I lived with you rent-free for a year, I don't think I will complain about you about it." Bai Wei answered reassuringly with a smile.

An Tianming looked at the other party's smile in a daze.If he hadn't seen the other party's sincere and bright smile before, maybe he would not know how insincere the social smile that is facing him now is.

"...Xiao Wei, is there really nothing we can do?"

When Bai Wei raised his eyebrows in doubt and asked "what can I do", An Tianming realized that he had asked the superfluous question in his heart because he would never be able to do anything.In no time he pulled himself together and concentrated all his energies on the subject. "Actually, I came here today mainly to give you this." He handed over a card with a stock code written on it.

Bai Wei looked at the result card in bewilderment, not understanding what the number on it was for a moment. "Give me this for what?" he asked.

"From next Monday, there will be ten consecutive opening days where this stock will have a daily limit." An Tianming explained.

His explanation caused Bai Wei's expression to change suddenly after he blinked blankly. The latter's face paled instantly, and when he looked up at An Tianming uncertainly, he shuddered unconsciously. "Why did you give me this kind of inside information?" He asked like walking on eggshells.

An Tianming replied slowly and softly: "Because you asked me this question."

Bai Wei stared at An Tianming.After a long time, he confirmed with resignation: "Are you a pen fairy?"

"At that time, I fell into a coma, as if my soul had left my body." An Tianming explained briefly, then nodded and admitted, "I am a pen fairy."

Bai Wei thought for a while. "It was you twice?"

"Yes."

"...So I really saw you at that time? From the mirror?" Bai Wei lowered his head and recalled all the details before, which made his face paler and paler, "I always feel that the other people in the room are also You? You..." The more he recalled more things, the more his body trembled, and in the end, he clenched his teeth tightly without even daring to ask questions.

"I'm sorry, Xiaowei, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pry into your privacy. At that time, I thought I was dead. I just... don't want to leave you."

"Can you leave first?" Bai Wei finally raised his head, he said suddenly.This was probably the first time he expressed his clear and true hope in front of An Tianming after the reunion.

In fact, An Tianming still has a lot to say.He wished he could say all those words slowly, for a lifetime, but at this moment, he could only stand up. "Xiao Wei, I understand that you don't want to see me again. Believe me, I really want to fulfill your wish. However, whether I can make it or not, I hope you can believe in the stock I gave you first. Next week At the same time, that stock will start to go up and down. I know you want to return the 100 million to Li Lang..." Knowing that the other party would not believe it at all, An Tianming could only mock his own futility while saying seriously, "I will do my best I will work hard to bless you all. I hope you will pay off the 100 million as soon as possible, and be with Li Lang on a truly equal position."

After leaving Bai Wei's residence, An Tianming noticed that his fingers that had been clenching his fist were too stiff to stretch.