die by your hands

All the way out of the visiting room of the prison, Bai Weiwei was looking at his mobile phone.He wanted to call Zhao Xuan, a good friend who had recently returned to their city for development.

Just now, during the process of visiting his father, Bai Wei thought about opening his mouth countless times.He wanted to tell his father that An Tianming bought the main house of the Bai family that was auctioned off.He wanted to ask his father, why did An Tianming want this villa, and did he plan to do something else?But in the end, he chose to remain silent.

He can no longer count on his father's protection in everything like the naive and stupid young master in the past. Now, Bai Wei should be the opposite character, he should take care of and protect his father... although in reality he can't do it at all , he is so useless, he doesn't know how to bear the responsibility of being a child at all - but in any case, he can no longer rely on the man who has shielded him from too much wind and rain and taken too many responsibilities.

Maybe it was the first thing he did for his own father—to take care of himself before he could take care of him.

Be patient until you leave the visiting room.Then, Bai Wei could no longer bear the unresolved fear.

He opened Zhao Xuan's address book, staring blankly at the names of his friends.In fact, Zhao Xuan couldn't help much.In front of An Tianming, no one could help Bai Wei.But, at least Bai Wei doesn't want to be alone.Ever since he was a child, he had never tried to face anything alone, let alone the fear that made him almost breathless.

Then--

Just when Bai Wei was about to press the call button, he heard the sound of a car horn.Wen Sheng looked over and saw Li Lang getting out of the Porsche parked by the side of the road.

"Today is the open day, I guess you came to see your father, so I came to pick you up on the way." Li Lang stood by the car door and said to Bai Wei.

No one's appearance has ever touched Bai Wei's emotions more than this moment.He subconsciously walked towards Li Lang.

Li Lang immediately noticed something was wrong with Bai Wei. "Your body is shaking, what's wrong, Xiaobai?"

Bai Wei didn't realize that he was shaking, but if that was the case, he thought it must be because it was too cold. "Can we get in the car?" he asked.

Li Lang didn't continue to ask, he quickly detoured to the other side of the car to open the door for Bai Wei.

After they got into the car and sat down firmly, Li Lang started the topic in a deep voice: "Is it because An Tianming bought that villa?"

After the name of the person who had been pondering over and over was spoken in a substantive voice, Bai Wei suddenly found that it was extremely ear-piercing.For this reason, he couldn't even hear what the other party was saying.The air in the compartment was so stuffy that it was difficult for him to breathe.Bai Wei breathed in hard, trying to make himself feel better.Then, he felt Li Lang shaking his shoulder.

"What's wrong?" Bai Wei asked the other party blankly.

Li Lang observed him carefully: "Just now you had a panic attack. Xiaobai, relax."

Bai Wei silently thought, what is a panic attack?However, he didn't really want to know the answer.In fact, he couldn't think of anything clearly, or he wasn't thinking about anything.

"Xiaobai, look at me." Li Lang's voice was so strong that Bai Wei subconsciously obeyed the instruction and looked up at him.

Li Lang looked directly into Bai Wei's eyes: "I'm not a psychiatrist, so I don't know what to tell you. However, if it's listening to others, I should be quite good at it. So, tell me something."

Bai Wei thought for a while, thinking about what he should say, what he wanted to say, and what he could say.However, when he spoke, all the languages ​​had already been formed there——

"Actually, I'm not afraid that he won't let me go, and I'm not even too afraid that he won't let my father go, but I'm afraid of him...I can't stop being afraid of him..."

Li Lang asked softly and quietly: "As far as you can think, what else do you think he will do?"

Bai Wei can understand this kind of thinking, imagine the most terrible and worst outcome, and then decide whether he really needs to be so afraid.However, things are sometimes not that simple. "As far as I'm concerned, he probably won't take revenge on my father. If he wanted more, he wouldn't have simply sent my father to jail in the first place - but the problem now is that he just does things I can't think of That's what I'm most afraid of. If I knew that all this was just his first step, I'd accept it. It was my father who did something that had serious consequences, and me and him I will be responsible. Maybe...in his view, we have not repaid enough. Although I have a different view, I have no ability and no right to speak, so I can only accept my fate..." Bai Wei's voice became softer, because he It's getting more and more unclear what I want to say.

After a long silence, Li Lang said quietly in an emotionless voice: "If you didn't like him that much, maybe you wouldn't be so afraid of him."

Bai Wei felt that this statement was not accurate.In fact, it should be said that if he hadn't trusted him so much, he wouldn't be afraid of the person who made him so stupid now.

"I'm afraid mainly because I'm too timid." In the end, Bai Wei had to admit.

"If there is a solution, you won't be too afraid of the unknown." Li Lang suddenly thought of a solution.

This proposal made Bai Wei turn his head in confusion: "The solution?"

Li Lang nodded: "You said you don't know what An Tianming will do, but if he really hasn't let you and your father go, then he will definitely continue to approach you, right?"

It should be said that unless An Tianming really wanted his father to die, otherwise, Bai Wei was not too afraid of the means of revenge that the other party would no longer approach him.Bankruptcy and notoriety are nothing compared to the mental blow.Using deceit as a means and betrayal as a form of expression.Especially, An Tianming used his weakness to hit his father...

"—As long as you arm yourself mentally, no one can really hurt you." Li Lang's voice interrupted Bai Wei's thoughts.

Bai Wei looked up at the other party in a trance.

Li Lang returned to the question just now: "Xiaobai, let's assume that one day An Tianming said that he couldn't forget the old relationship, he regretted it, and wanted to get back together with you..."

Bai Wei couldn't help interrupting, because this assumption made him feel cold all over, "He won't do that." Having said that, in reality, he finally knew what he was really afraid of.Li Lang keenly found the specific expression of his inner fear.

Li Lang said calmly: "As far as what he has done before, of course he can do this."

"If that's the case..."

"In that case, what would you do?"

Bai Wei didn't know the answer.He didn't know what to do with himself.Apart from being able to play the piano—oh, now he can't even play the piano, he will never be able to play the piano again in his life, that is to say, he is completely useless, he can't even protect his family and himself.

Li Lang didn't wait for Bai Wei's answer, he quickly said: "Perhaps there is still the possibility that An Tianming is sincere..."

"——No——" Bai Wei blurted out fearfully, he realized that hearing these words was the scariest thing.

Li Lang allowed Bai Wei to block his speech. After a moment of silence, he said softly, "Maybe, after you think about how to solve the problem in this situation, you won't be so afraid anymore."

Bai Wei was lost in thought.

Maybe, he can't find the right way to solve the problem, but at least he should have the courage to not just passively accept fate.He should have his own opinion, if An Tianming really reappeared in front of him.

At that time, Bai Wei didn't know that this incident actually happened two years later, but two years ago, he had already made a decision——

He decided to avoid it.

The reason for that decision is mainly because, first of all, he won't fight back—that doesn't just mean that he won't use some bad means to take revenge, to be precise, even if there is a legitimate way, he won't do that.After all, An Tianming's parents committed suicide because of bankruptcy, and his father, who was sent to prison, did commit commercial crimes. He is not a judge, and he cannot decide who is right and who is wrong, nor will he decide who is right and who is wrong. In fact, he also has no ability to judge who is right and who is wrong, so for him, the best way is to avoid.

In the previous car accident, the doctor diagnosed that Bai Wei had mild amnesia symptoms. An Tianming investigated him, and it was only possible to know that he had amnesia problems, but he could not determine which memories he had lost.Bai Wei can pretend that he has forgotten An Tianming - this is to reassure An Tianming that An Tianming doesn't need to worry that a person who has lost his memory will deliberately plan revenge.

Of course, if An Tianming didn't believe it and was still unwilling to let Bai Wei go, then the "amnesia" Bai Wei would cooperate with the other party's script and return to the other party, and then find an opportunity to stage a fake "death".Bai Wei hoped that his "death" could calm down An Tianming's anger of hatred.

——Problem solving completed.

Bai Wei felt that he had found the answer.

But Li Lang was a little bit wrong.Even when he found the answer, he was still terrified.

He was afraid when he thought that he might see An Tianming again one day.He was even afraid to think of each other.He was afraid to think of An Tianming who ventured into his window, afraid to think of An Tianming who taught him to ride a bicycle, afraid to think of An Tianming who pinched his neck and stared at him with cold eyes full of hatred.

"noob……"

Li Lang's hesitant voice brought Bai Wei back to his senses.

The person sitting in the driver's seat stared deeply into Bai Wei's eyes, with a slightly moved expression: "If you really don't know what to do, you don't need to be afraid. I..."

For a moment, Bai Wei almost thought that Li Lang would say "I will always be by your side", and then he would reach out and hug Bai Wei.If Li Lang did say that and did that, Bai Wei would probably really feel relieved.His heart will be different.When Bai Wei looked back at Li Lang's gaze on him, he clearly felt that moment, a fleeting moment - but of course it was enough.Falling in love with someone is the fastest thing in the world.

however--

"I believe someone must know what to do." In the end, Li Lang said so reassuringly, "All questions will be answered, and all things will come to an end."

At that time, Bai Wei missed an opportunity of a lifetime.A once-in-a-lifetime opportunity is also a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

Many years later, Bai Wei recalled that he saw two straight lines that finally intersected in the picture of his memory, and after that, they became farther and farther apart.