die by your hands

Bai Wei spent the whole night flipping through gossip magazines in front of the periodical rack in the convenience store, and he returned to his residence after dawn.

After entering the room, he anxiously checked the mirror that showed An Tianming last night.He found nothing in the mirror, but he didn't feel relieved about it. After washing and changing clothes in a hurry, he left the apartment again.

An Tianming had to admire his ability to destroy Bai Wei's life.Whether it was deliberate in the past, or his intention to protect the other party now, he is so good at destroying the other party's normal life overnight.

After hesitating again and again, An Tianming followed Bai Wei out.He has never been an optimistic person, but probably when facing Bai Wei, he is really reluctant to give up hope, so he hopes that after Bai Wei was frightened at the time, he can calm down and face this situation slowly.Perhaps, Bai Wei, who is aware of his existence, can communicate with him, just like the previous game of "Pen Xian Zhao Ling".

He said so much sorry, probably, those words will never have any meaning, but at least he wants to tell the other party that he doesn't need to be afraid, because he will never do anything to hurt the other party again.

An Tianming, who went out with Bai Wei, didn't realize that Bai Wei had come to see Li Lang until he arrived at his destination.

Li Lang was also obviously surprised, "I used to think that I was the only one in the world who would wake up at this time." After casually teasing Bai Wei's habit of sleeping in, he quickly noticed the strange expression of the latter, "What's wrong, Xiaobai? ' he asked a little more seriously.

"I came to you mainly to ask one thing." Bai Wei went straight to the point with a little anxiety.

Li Lang stretched out his hand and pulled Bai Wei into the room, "Sit down and listen to me first."

Bai Wei who was pressed on the sofa blinked blankly: "What?"

Li Lang looked straight into his eyes and told solemnly: "There is no big deal in this world, and no matter what happens, you have me to support you."

Bai Wei continued to be in a daze.

Li Lang patted him on the shoulder lightly: "Okay, tell me now, what do you want to ask?"

Bai Wei tried his best to concentrate. After a moment of silence, he first asked softly: "Alang, do you know the news about An Tianming?"

Li Lang was a little surprised: "Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"

An Tianming was the more unexpected one.In fact, he knew that the other party who asked the question should be because of seeing himself in the mirror last night, but he still couldn't restrain a certain absurd excitement in order to hear his name from the other party's mouth.

Facing Li Lang's question, Bai Wei bit his lower lip subconsciously, and after hesitating, he asked in a low voice: "Is he dead?"

"Why do you say that?" Li Lang asked.

An Tianming also asked the same question in his heart.Why do you say that, Xiao Wei?do you wish me dead

"I don't know anyone around An Tianming... Solemnly, he probably won't notify me," Bai Wei explained slightly confused, "I saw An Tianming yesterday, and I was wondering if he died?"

Li Lang was taken aback in surprise, "Did you see An Tianming?" He repeated in doubt.

Bai Wei nodded: "Do you still remember our pen fairy game? I tried it again last night. In the end, I saw An Tianming... Actually, I don't even know whether I want him to wake up or die, so this answer It doesn't make any sense to me, but I just want to know..."

Bai Wei was struggling to analyze his thoughts that he couldn't make sense of at all, Li Lang interrupted him softly: "Xiaobai, An Tianming is not dead, he is still in a coma."

Bai Wei lowered his head and listened quietly to the answer.

Li Lang continued to speak affirmatively: "Xiaobai, that must be your hallucination. I don't know what you are afraid of, but you know that when a person is under too much mental pressure, it is easy to have hallucinations."

Bai Wei thought for a while.When he looked up, the anxiety didn't recede from his eyes, but there was a little more calm in his expression. "Thank you, Aaron."

Li Lang observed Bai Wei carefully for a while, and then sighed helplessly: "Do you not believe what I said? If you don't believe it, I can take you to see An Tianming."

"I believe in you." Bai Wei retorted seriously with a rare frown, "Alang, you are my most trusted friend. You know how afraid I am of being cheated now—but I would rather be cheated than give up trusting you. "

The person who was caught off guard by the compliment pretended to be calm, pretending that he was not shy and laughing: "Don't say good things about me suddenly, I'm used to you always ignoring me, a man of excellent quality."

"No way," Bai Wei shrugged, taking advantage of the joke, "It's your fault for being too tall, so I can't even see you."

Li Lang put forward a serious disagreement: "You can see me. With your height, you can obviously see my knees."

Bai Wei immediately threw the sofa cushions over.

An Tianming decided to leave.

At that time, he was also hit by Bai Wei with a cushion, and his arm received many punches that were stronger than expected.I don't know if it's a solution because he feels that his words are not sharp enough, or the experience he cultivated in bar fights, Bai Wei is quite good at using "violence" to retaliate.

...However, Bai Wei, who was so "good at" violence, would only attack An Tianming at that time.

——An Tianming couldn't read any more.

It's not because he has any introspection on his voyeuristic behavior, it's just that he can't help but watch the unreserved emotion that Bai Wei once gave him be taken back little by little and transferred to another man.

"...An Tianming's problem, Xiaobai, I think you always have to solve it."

As soon as Li Lang changed his relaxed tone, he suddenly brought up another topic, and his name was mentioned again, which made An Tianming suspend his plan to leave.

Facing Li Lang's worried words, Bai Wei looked calm: "This is just an unimportant illusion. I don't think there is any need to solve it."

Li Lang shook his head seriously: "Xiaobai, you know that's not what I'm talking about. I'm talking about your fear."

"Some people are afraid of heights, some people are afraid of water, and I'm afraid of An Tianming. I don't think it's a big deal."

Li Lang watched Bai Wei quietly and pointed out, "You are even hallucinating now." He sighed almost inaudibly, "You know, since you met An Tianming again, your condition has gotten worse."

"But no matter what, now An Tianming understands him," Bai Wei unconsciously fell silent for a moment before finding his own words, and then said in a trance, "a person who has been in a coma for so long, you know, maybe he will wake up forever But come."

"—but it didn't end there. It's a lot like it was back then."

An Tianming tried his best to restrain himself and listen to the conversation between the other two. He could understand every word they said, but he couldn't understand what the other party was saying.

Bai Wei is afraid of him?

This is different from Bai Wei's panic when he saw An Tianming in the mirror before. What Bai Wei was afraid of was not An Tianming's ghost, but An Tianming himself.And Li Lang hopes that Bai Wei can solve this problem, and solve the problem that Bai Wei is afraid of An Tianming.

This is different from some people who are afraid of heights and others who are afraid of water.An Tianming had to realize.That's why Li Lang was worried. He took it for granted that Bai Wei's seeing An Tianming was a hallucination.

An Tianming stepped back subconsciously.

He has accepted that Bai Wei hates him.It was not easy and difficult, and it took him too much strength and patience.Now, exhausted, he doesn't know how to accept the fact that Bai Wei is afraid of him.That was no ordinary fear. Li Lang believed that Bai Wei's mental condition needed help or even treatment.

Bai Wei was so afraid of him.

The person he loves the most has been hurt by him, leaving only fear of him.

"...This is the most difficult situation." Li Lang, who was sitting on the sofa next to Bai Wei, said again, "The sword hanging above your head will make your mental pressure even greater."

"It's different now than before." Bai Wei said affirmatively, and he chuckled, "I'm already a well-trained coward now."

"You are not a coward." Li Lang immediately retorted, "Don't say that about yourself. As you said, some people are afraid of water and some people are afraid of heights. It's not because of their cowardice."

Bai Wei looked down at the pattern pattern on the fabric sofa under him. After a while, he asked in a deliberately relaxed tone: "I'm afraid of water and heights, and An Tianming and falling and pain. Are you sure I'm not timid?"

Li Lang replied quite positively: "You are not timid, you are delicate."

"If you immediately change the word 'squeamish' to 'Jinggui' right now, then we can avoid quarreling in the future."

Li Lang nodded easily: "Now you immediately become noble and not squeamish."

"As far as you speak, it's no wonder you haven't had a girlfriend for so many years." Bai Wei couldn't help squinting at Li Lang.

Li Lang replied naturally without changing his expression: "But I have a boyfriend now. So it is right not to have a girlfriend for so many years."

The ears of the person called the boyfriend were slightly red. He didn't seem to be used to the new relationship between the two, but he didn't reject it at all, "I can't just watch you being so pitiful that you can't get a girlfriend. I always do Good deed." He cleared Sang's throat and said pretendingly.

"I know." Li Lang started another topic in a deep and soft voice, "Your current 50 is even heavier than the previous [-]. Sometimes I think, if only I were as beautiful as you all the time."

The sudden remark made Bai Wei blink in surprise: "You know?"

"I know. I also know the meaning of this - although people like An Tianming will not understand it in the next life." Speaking of this, Li Lang's expression unconsciously revealed disgust and contempt.

An Tianming didn't understand what this was talking about. He was wondering, so he heard Bai Wei say, "Let's stop talking about An Tianming." Feeling heartbroken with just one word?

On the sofa, Li Lang slowly approached Bai Wei, he put his arms around Bai Wei's shoulders, and pulled the latter into his arms.

"That's what I should have done at that time. I have always regretted why I didn't say to you at the time: If you can't overcome your fear, that's okay-I will take care of you and put you back at ease."

An Tianming left the room.

He had more and more doubts in his heart, but he saw the ultimate truth——

He deserved to die like this.Because he shouldn't and doesn't deserve to approach Bai Wei who has Li Lang by his side.