The smooth return of the five children is a concern for Oda Sakunosuke, at least he doesn't have to stay in the yard like a stone statue anymore.So he went to visit Dazai Osamu with Kitano Ryo the next day, and the destination was the place where Kitano Ryo recently discovered that Dazai Osamu went most frequently——

Tomb of Sakunosuke Oda.

Dazai Osamu buried Oda Sakunosuke in a place where he could see the sea.Oda Sakunosuke stood in front of his tombstone, the sound of the waves hitting the rocks echoed in his ears, Kitano Ryo closed his eyes to feel it, and his heart would be extraordinarily peaceful and soothing.

Osamu Dazai also leaned against the tombstone, closing his eyes like Kitano Ryo.

"This is the place I often visited when I was alive." Oda Sakunosuke leaned on the other side of the tombstone like Osamu Dazai, "I will come here to watch the sea when I have no work. I also told Dazai that in the future I will build a house here."

"He must support you."

"Yeah." Oda Sakunosuke turned his head to look at Osamu Dazai next to him, he seemed to be asleep, and looked like a child.

It was a long time ago, when Dazai Osamu asked about Oda Sakunosuke's dream, he brought Dazai Osamu to this grassland, let Dazai Osamu look at the sea and sky line in front of him, and feel the sea breeze and the sound of waves.

"I want to build a house here." Oda Sakunosuke put his hands in his pockets, looked at the sea with a cigarette in his mouth, "and then write here."

Osamu Dazai let out a "Oh Roar" and gave Sakunosuke Oda a thumbs up with bright eyes, "As expected of Sakuno Oda! What a dream."

But turning around, he said again, "But the land here is very expensive. With the low-level salary of Oda, it is estimated that if you save enough money, you will become a white-haired old man."

"It will always come out."

"Well, how about this?" Dazai Osamu suddenly approached Oda Sakunosuke, with a look of a profiteer on his face, and said, "If Oda Saku can be responsible for my unlimited amount of canned crab meat, I will reluctantly take it How about lending all my life savings to Odasaku? This is a good deal, a good deal~ The only chance for Odasaku to build a house before his hair turns gray~~"

Osamu Dazai's words seemed to be still in his ears.Oda Sakunosuke came out of the memories, he looked at Osamu Dazai next to him, and said, "Hey, Dazai."

Of course Dazai Osamu couldn't respond to Oda Sakunosuke, he couldn't see Oda Sakunosuke's ghost, nor could he hear his voice.

But Oda Sakunosuke said to himself, "Thank you."

"If there is a chance in the next life, I will buy you canned food."

Kitano Ryo left room for Oda Sakunosuke to speak to Osamu Dazai.She sat under a big tree not far away, staring at the two men leaning against the tombstone in a daze.

She has been very transparent, and she doesn't know when she will disappear completely.Maybe tomorrow, maybe tonight, maybe the next second.This was originally the only option left for her, but just last night, the words of Oda Sakunosuke provided her with a new direction.

That was the road that had been blocked by her for seven years.For seven years she avoided it, let alone contemplated the possibility of setting foot on it.But now it is in the mouth of Oda Sakunosuke, as if it is a shining, real bright road.

Bei Nailiang began to think about the possibility:

If—she meant if—

If that path was the reason she couldn't live like everyone else, would she regret it if she missed it?

She'd tried all kinds of ways to really live, she'd lived, she'd died, she'd been half dead.But none of these made her find the answer.If the real answer is the option she excluded at the beginning, will she regret it in the end?

Bei Naoliang remembered what the woman said seven years ago when she touched her hair.

"Little Liang, you are too young to understand some things."

Osamu Dazai leaned against the tombstone all afternoon, and Sakunosuke Oda talked all afternoon.It wasn't until the sun sank into the sea that Osamu Dazai opened his eyes and left here with his pockets in his pocket.

Oda Sakunosuke also stood up.

"I'm leaving." Oda Sakunosuke walked up to Kitano Ryo, "What about you?"

Bei Naoliang shook his head, "Go back and accompany the children. I want to follow Mr. Dazai."

In the past, Kitanoliang would leave after Osamu Dazai came home, but tonight, she wanted to follow Osamu Dazai out of nowhere.Oda Sakunosuke didn't say anything, just nodded and left here.

Bei Nailiang followed Dazai all the way back to Dazai's home.It was still the same apartment, but Kitano Ryo never saw Akutagawa Ryunosuke and Akutagawa Gin here again.Osamu Dazai opened the door and entered the room as usual, then closed the door with a bang.Bei Nailiang looked at the window outside the house, but there was no light on there.

Just stay here tonight.This seems to be Bei Naoliang's instinctive thinking. Her head has been in a mess recently, and her desire and reason have become tangled into cotton balls.So she simply gave up all the shackles of reason before, she obeyed herself, and sat on the railing outside the door like this.

Kitano Ryo thought, Mr. Dazai is probably sitting on the sofa or nestling on the bed.

Kitanoliang thought again, the lights in the room were not turned on, so Mr. Dazai must not be making dinner.

Mr. Dazai didn't eat dinner again.No wonder Kitano Ryo felt that Mr. Dazai had lost weight recently.She recalled the past days, when they first met, Osamu Dazai returned home late at night.Thinking about it this way, Mr. Dazai might not be the only one who had dinner during the few days she was there.

Just as Bei Nailiang was diverging his thoughts, the door of the apartment was suddenly opened again.

Osamu Dazai came out from inside, carrying a black plastic bag in his hand.

Where is this going?Kitano Ryo froze for a moment, then followed Dazai Osamu silently and self-consciously.Osamu Dazai was still wearing his daytime clothes. He went downstairs slowly, threw the plastic bag into the trash can, then turned around and turned right, and entered...the fruit supermarket very naturally.

Looking at the familiar LED lights of the supermarket signboard, Bei Nailiang paused.

Osamu Dazai entered the supermarket with a very clear goal. His shopping basket was filled with watermelons, peaches, grapes, and even his most hated apple.The fruit filled half the shopping basket, while the other half was filled with canned crabmeat.

He just carried the shopping basket to the cashier to pay. The cashier who was suspected of being a part-time student looked at Osamu Dazai, blushed a little, and then pretended to be casual and said, "Mr. Dazai, you are here to buy fruit again." .”

"Yeah." Osamu Dazai smiled politely and nodded, "The fruit is good."

The cashier girl echoed, "Indeed, it's good to eat more fruits."

After paying the bill, Bei Naoliang looked at the cashier girl blushing and mustered up the courage to reach out her mobile phone to Osamu Dazai. She wanted Osamu Dazai's contact information.Indeed, Osamu Dazai's face can attract the attention of a large number of girls wherever he takes it.

But Osamu Dazai did not pick up the phone. He held the canned crab meat in one hand and the fruit in the other, then raised the fruit bag a little higher, smiled at the cashier and said, "Sorry, beautiful lady. I I'm afraid the owner of the fruit will be jealous."

Bei Nailiang:? ? ?

The cashier lady blushed after being vaguely rejected, looked at Osamu Dazai in a panic, then quickly put the phone back in the drawer, and apologized loudly with erratic eyes, "Hi, hug, sorry!! I, I really didn't expect ..."

"It's okay." Dazai Osamu gently interrupted the cashier lady, and then left the fruit supermarket while the cashier lady said goodbye.

Bei Nailiang: ...

After leaving the supermarket, Osamu Dazai immediately put away the smiles on his face, as if it took a lot of effort to maintain these smiles.Bei Naoliang was not surprised by this, rather, if Dazai always kept that smile, Bei Naoliang would have to wonder if Dazai was fooled by the stimulation.

Osamu Dazai returned home with indifference on his face, carrying fruit and canned crab meat.When Bei Nailiang stood at the door of the apartment again, she began to recall the past nights.Every time she left here after Osamu Dazai returned home, she never saw Osamu Dazai come out to buy fruit again.According to what the new cashier lady said, Osamu Dazai actually often came down to buy fruit.

Buy so much fruit, can Mr. Dazai finish it?

Or is Mr. Dazai not the only one who eats it?

Bei Naoliang thought of Dazai Osamu's sentence "I'm afraid the owner of the fruit will eat it wrong", and then silently turned his gaze to the apartment.The windows were already lit, and it seemed that Osamu Dazai had turned on the light.Bei Nailiang stared at the apartment door expressionlessly, for an unknown how long it had been like this, Bei Nailiang blinked and pursed his lips lightly.

All right.Bei Nailiang told herself that just this time, she would break into a private house this time.

She jumped off the railing with a stiff face, and then tried to float into Osamu Dazai's apartment as naturally as possible without looking guilty.

This is the first time she has returned to this apartment since leaving the apartment.

The first thing I saw was a few empty canned crab meat on the table.Bei Naoliang took his eyes away from the empty cans and glanced around the apartment.She found that the apartment was no different from the one she had left, even the note boards hanging on the walls were still securely in place.

Bei Nailiang lowered his eyes and moved his eyes away from the note board.

Osamu Dazai was stuffing canned fruit and crab meat into the refrigerator at the moment, and there was no one in the quiet room except Osamu Dazai.Bei Nailiang felt from the bottom of his heart that he was absurd, stupid and childish.This feeling of embarrassment made Bei Nailiang a little flustered. She seemed to want to escape from the self who had flooded her head just now. She pursed her lips and turned around hurriedly, but at the moment of turning around, she saw There were two pieces of paper pasted on the refrigerator door that Osamu Dazai had closed.

The first one is the housework form that she and Osamu Dazai arranged together, and there are two signatures in the lower right corner.The position of the second sheet was blank before, Kitano Ryo thought, this sheet should be pasted by Osamu Dazai later.

By coincidence, Bei Nailiang stopped leaving the apartment and walked towards the refrigerator door.

Osamu Dazai was turning to leave at this moment, they walked towards each other and approached slowly.Just as Osamu Dazai passed through Kitanoliang, Kitanoliang saw clearly the words on the second piece of paper.

"Miss Fruit:

Come back, I've already bought fruit for you, it's in the refrigerator. "

Bei Nailiang's thoughts froze in place.

Those chaotic, mixed, contradictory, hesitant, and various thoughts were all blown up at this moment.Only one thought survived the explosion, and it pulled Kitano Ryo up from the deserted land before planting the first seed at her feet.

—I want to come back.

The author has something to say:

Some trivial thoughts:

Frequent card texts, I feel that this article has really gotten worse and worse from the beginning to the present. Although the beginning is not very good, but compared with the latter ones, there is still a feeling of going high and low.

In fact, I don't really like to write such plots where the heroine suddenly realizes or makes big changes under the advice of others. Those who have chased after the next door and left the singles should know that Tia followed this line in the first place.Originally, it was set that Liangmei would not follow this line, but she still went in this direction after writing. On the one hand, I told myself that people are making continuous progress in life, and on the other hand, I felt that progress does not have to be through this kind of path. way, difficult (sigh

I still overestimated my ability to serialize, and I don’t like the heroines under my command in this way, so I decided not to start a new serial after the end of this article. Ultra-short story, practicing various character designs, just like this will not delay the update.When the practice is better and the giant is finished, I will continue to get out of the next door~

Saying these is actually what I have been holding recently. Hahahahahahaha is just a broken thought. I also want to let the babies who follow the text know that I also have ACD numbers.

If the baby can see this and don’t dislike me for being long-winded, I will be very grateful, and I don’t need to comment to comfort me, because I don’t want to ask for comfort here hahahahaha~ I already have new goals and plans, and I will try to work hard in that direction~ Although I don’t have much talent, I am very happy when coding, and that’s enough~

Finally, mememememe!Wu Zhenzai is coming soon!

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感谢在2020-07-2801:19:26~2020-07-3119:27:45期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of Liu Yong;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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