[Main Wenye] I met Dazai after jumping off the building

Kitano Ryo didn't tell anyone except Osamu Dazai when he decided to commit suicide.

She had a peaceful class at school that day, during which she answered three questions from the teacher, completed a test paper that would be issued the next day, and rejected the teacher's proposal to let her participate in the Yokohama High School Math Competition.After returning home, I ate a piece of sushi and two pieces of watermelon for dinner, finished my homework for the day, packed my backpack, turned off the natural gas in the kitchen, and rode my bicycle towards the development zone while contacting Osamu Dazai with my mobile phone .

The last thought before death is to feel the feeling of flying in the air.

And Osamu Dazai is now talking to Atsushi Nakajima with Kitano Ryo - the last time she saw Atsushi Nakajima was when she returned to the orphanage last weekend.

After his words fell, the smile on Bei Naoliang's face was completely gone.She looked at Osamu Dazai fixedly, her black eyes were motionless, as if she wanted to carve Osamu Dazai's face into her eyes.

At this moment, she suddenly realized, no wonder, no wonder Osamu Dazai was not happy in church.

She still remembered what Dazai Osamu asked her.

【Miss Kitano is so popular, they are all very sad.If it was my funeral, those guys in Yokohama would probably celebrate with fireworks. 】

Osamu Dazai would laugh at himself like this occasionally, and he always had plans to commit suicide, so Kitano Ryo subconsciously grasped the key point of this sentence, which is the second half of the sentence.But in fact, the focus of this sentence is in the first half of the sentence, Osamu Dazai is testing her attitude towards her sad friends.

But she skipped it completely, without even superficial emotions.

For Osamu Dazai, this is indeed an unqualified answer.

"Why doesn't Miss Bei Nai speak?"

Osamu Dazai's voice sounded in the room again, he leaned on the head of the bed relaxedly, like a lion looking at his prey, letting it dance around in front of his eyes, if he really wanted to kill it, It was a breeze.

After two seconds, Kitano Ryo said, "I think Mr. Dazai already has a very mature view of me, so what else do I need to say?"

"No, no, how could that be? We are just discussing stories." Osamu Dazai waved his hands, as if he was really chatting, "Miss Kitano can also express her own views, we exchange views, this is the correct way to talk .”

"Mr. Dazai, is he asking me to quibble or explain?"

"..."

Kitanoliang's words hit the nail on the head, and Osamu Dazai fell silent.

After a while, Osamu Dazai smiled, his tone softened a bit, "Well, don't be so serious, is Miss Kitano angry?"

"No." Bei Nailiang retorted in a deep voice, "I'm not angry."

"..." He was obviously angry.

"Mr. Dazai, I have no objection to your opinion of me, but since I have already come to a conclusion, you still test me like this, and I still tell you this story foolishly. With all due respect, I feel like I am being played by Mr. Dazai." Feeling gone."

Osamu Dazai looked at Kitano Ryo and blinked. He thought that Kitano Ryo was trying to deny him, or that he was angry, but he didn't expect it to be because of this.It sounds as if Bei Nailiang told him this story with serious intentions, and he thought...he thought that Bei Nailiang was just comforting everyone around her habitually, mechanically, and without distraction.Dazai Osamu's fingertips trembled, and there was a strange feeling in his heart that something had exploded.

"Since Mr. Dazai finished his porridge, then take the medicine and get a good night's sleep." Bei Naoliang said suddenly, "Perhaps Mr. Dazai needs a good rest now."

After saying that, she lowered her eyelids, picked up the empty bowl on the table, and was about to leave.But at the same time, the bandaged arm stretched out, and the slender white fingers pressed the empty bowl first.

Bei Nailiang raised his eyes again, looking at the harmless man in front of him.

"I didn't mean that." Dazai Osamu looked at Kitano Ryo and smiled, "I'm sorry if I offended Miss Kitano."

Bei Nailiang didn't move.

"If that's what I mean, I don't have to sit here with Ms. Kitano to talk about this today, do I?"

This sentence is serious, Osamu Dazai seldom even has such a serious tone, Kitano Ryo thinks about it silently, but it makes sense.

Bei Nailiang is caring and understanding, but she is not an extinct volcano that will not get angry.When Osamu Dazai said "Look, what you said is so nice, but I already knew who you are", she immediately felt like being tricked like a monkey, and her chest was rolling faintly anger.

She rarely gets angry, and the last time seems to be seven years ago.

But the man in front of her lightly ignited the sporadic anger that she had extinguished for a long time, and almost burned all the reason in her head.

Now that he has calmed down a little bit, and adding Dazai Osamu's words, Kitano Ryo thinks this is actually the reason.If Osamu Dazai wanted to continue teasing her like this, then today's conversation would not have happened.

She pursed her lips, her expression was a little moved, and she was caught by Dazai Osamu.He took the opportunity to speak again: "Sit down first, Miss Bei Nai, I haven't finished eating the fruit yet, I can't eat any more."

Saying this, Osamu Dazai took a piece of strawberry with a fork and handed it to Kitano Ryo.Its bright red surface is stained with a drop of water, so fresh and tender that it will be juicy and sweet after a bite.

Bei Naoliang took the strawberry fork, and then slowly sat down on the chair.

"Eat, let's eat." Osamu Dazai looked at her with shining eyes, and after she took a bite of the strawberry, he nodded in satisfaction, "Miss Kitano must have been prettier than she is now."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because you were bloody when you were alive, then your lips will definitely turn red, just like they are now."

Bei Naoliang froze for a moment, subconsciously licked off the juice from his lips, and then put the whole strawberry into his mouth.After eating, Osamu Dazai handed over another strawberry, and Kitano Ryo ate another one.

The flames of war that were on the verge of breaking out just now seemed to disappear because of a strawberry in an instant, and now the two of them are silent, Dazai Osamu handed her a strawberry, and she ate a strawberry, and handed her a peach, and she ate a piece of peach.During the period, Osamu Dazai did not forget to feed himself. In three to two minutes, the two people ate up all the fruit that was not much.

After eating the fruit, Osamu Dazai leaned against the head of the bed and said, "Ah~ This is the first time I think fruit is so delicious."

"Fruits are always delicious." Bei Nailiang immediately answered the words, and only after the words fell did he feel that something was wrong.She looked at Dazai Osamu, and found that he was looking at her with a smile in his eyes at the moment, and she had calmed down, neither of them had the aura of arguing just now, and the atmosphere quietly eased unconsciously.

Then a trace of embarrassment slowly climbed up Bei Nailiang's body, she pursed her lips and coughed lightly.

Osamu Dazai smiled, "Miss Kitano is so sweet, just the fruit is enough."

"...It's not because of the fruit." When Bei Naoliang said this, his face was as calm as ever, but Osamu Dazai somehow felt that Bei Naoliang was a little more popular at the moment.

"Oh, that's probably because of me." Osamu Dazai came to a conclusion on his own, and choked Kitano Ryo for a moment. It was awkward to say yes, and he could only be silent for a while.

"Bei Nai—"

"Dazai—"

"..."

"..."

After a pause of two seconds, Osamu Dazai burst out laughing, "Miss Kitano, let's talk first."

Kitano Ryo didn't evade, she nodded and remained silent for two seconds, as if she was preparing for it, and after two seconds she slowly opened her mouth and said, "Mr. Dazai, do you know what 'complete freedom' is?"

"Complete freedom?"

"Yeah." Bei Nailiang nodded, "Complete freedom is everything you can decide on yourself mentally."

"If a person doesn't have anyone in the world who cares about or is cared about, then he can decide where he wants to stay, he is completely free. And once he meets someone—someone he cares about and cares about him People—then he is no longer completely free. Because there is a lock between the two of them, and this lock will affect his life because of the other's affairs."

"If the other party wants to die, he will be very sad. If he wants to die, the other party will also be very sad. He may die for the other party, or he may try to live for the other party, but no matter what, he can no longer freely decide Everything about myself."

Speaking of this, Kitano Ryo looked at Osamu Dazai, and said in a very flat tone: "Mr. Dazai, don't you think this feeling is dangerous and painful?"

Osamu Dazai was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "Miss Kitano wants this kind of 'complete freedom'?"

Bei Nailiang shook his head, "I don't want it, but I have already got it. When I want to commit suicide, I am very calm. I will not live paranoidly because of anyone, and then give up my idea of ​​wanting to die. I think die, and so die."

"Miss Bei Nai doesn't really care about them? Including Dun Jun?"

Bei Naoliang didn't say anything, she didn't really want to admit it, she knew she was selfish, but Dazai had already figured out what kind of person she was, and she didn't want to lie to Dazai, so she could only acquiesce.

Her kindness to them is that she thinks that she should be kind to everyone, not caring about them so much, and then treat them sincerely.

She used Mr. Dazai's words to perfuse Mr. Dazai's question before. In fact, she really didn't want to answer his question.

Why is there only one ending?It's not because the couple is kind and human, it's just because the couple thinks that they should treat their children well.

Kitanoliang stopped looking at Osamu Dazai, she knew Osamu Dazai was very smart, so she must have thought of this.She originally wanted to use this story to give Osamu Dazai a sense of security, telling him that she would not hate him because of the darkness he revealed, but she didn't expect to be dug out by Osamu Dazai, and now this story became her pretending evidence.

There was silence in the room, and for a while, Bei Naoliang heard Dazai Osamu's sigh.

"Miss Kitano, I misunderstood you."

"I thought you were really heartless, but now it seems that you are just too good at deceiving yourself and others."

"Didn't you realize how ugly your expression was when Dunjun was holding your tombstone and crying?"

The author has something to say:

Today is also a day to let yourself go~~

Plans can't keep up with changes.

The previous outline was changed by me again, what is the use of this outline! ! !

However, it is worth mentioning that the original outline in the finale was he with be hidden, but now it has been changed to this and it may be pure he (Wang Tian

I decided to use the comments of my babies in this chapter to see if my changes are abrupt and cause you discomfort, if not, I will continue like this~~

Finally roll around and sell cute, please comment and collect~~~~~