[Main Wenye] I met Dazai after jumping off the building

Osamu Dazai, who claimed to be in good health, still had a fever.

The pot in the kitchen was filled with freshly cooked vegetable porridge. Bei Nailiang filled a small bowl with a wooden spoon, then cut a small plate of fruit, and brought a cup of Wen Bai Kai and two medicines into Osamu Dazai’s bedroom.

The rain had stopped, and the sky outside the window was covered with a layer of blue-gray. This was the only light left before the night, which was able to maintain the brightness in the room, so that Bei Nailiang did not turn on the light.

She put the porridge on the bedroom table and stood in front of Dazai's bed.Osamu Dazai was lying on the bed upright at the moment, his posture was correct as if he could put it directly into the coffin lid and bury him in the next second.His brown bangs were pulled to the sides, and a piece of blue fever-reducing patch was stuck on his forehead—even so, he was wrapped in his bandage—the eyes that were originally full of abyss had lost that momentum at the moment, He just blinked at Kitanoliang.

Make it look like he was the one who got sick from the interrogation.

Bei Nailiang sat down on the chair next to him, "I made porridge, let's drink some."

Osamu Dazai looked at her motionless, "Will Miss Kitano feed me?"

"..."

"I'm so tired, my head hurts, my arms are sore, and I have no energy."

Bei Nailiang: "... Sit up, I'll feed you."

Hearing this, Osamu Dazai's eyes flickered, he rubbed against the bed sheet and sat up, then took the bowl and spoon from Kitano Ryo with his bandaged hands, "Looking at Miss Kitano, I suddenly gained some strength, So please continue to sit here, Kitano-san."

Bei Nailiang felt like being tricked: "..."

But she still gave the bowl to Osamu Dazai, and watched him eat the vegetable porridge bite by bite.At this moment Osamu Dazai was not wearing a black suit jacket, and the white shirt wrapped his body, making his body look thinner than when he was wearing a suit.His cuffs were rolled up to the elbow, and the bandaged arm was slender, making Bei Naoliang feel that she could break it.

Osamu Dazai suddenly said, "Hey, Miss Kitano, eating like this is so boring, come and help me with my studies."

"What do you read?" Even though he asked, Bei Nailiang already had the answer in his heart.

Sure enough, Osamu Dazai took out the "Complete Suicide Manual" under the pillow and handed it to Kitano Ryo, "Reading before going to bed."

"Taking this book as bedtime reading is indeed Mr. Dazai."

Bei Nailiang sighed, and then flipped through two pages of the book. The natural light in the room was good for talking, but it was not suitable for reading. She decided to get up and turn on the light in the room.But when she just stood up, her wrists were suddenly clasped tightly by warm palms.

She turned her head, and the first patient, Osamu Dazai, grabbed her wrist.

Bei Nailiang realized for a moment that she had children like this when she was in the orphanage.She said, "I don't want to leave, I just want to turn on the light."

"I know." Dazai Osamu did not have the slightest surprise in his tone, "But please don't turn on the lights, Miss Kitano."

"That book can't be read."

"Then don't read it."

"..."

Bei Nailiang had nothing to say.

The room fell silent, Osamu Dazai was still holding her wrist, apparently he was very insistent on not turning on the light.Anyway, he was the one who said he wanted to listen, and since he didn't listen anymore, he didn't mind reading it.Bei Nailiang turned around and sat on the chair again, "Okay, then I won't read it."

Osamu Dazai let go of Kitano Ryo's wrist, and continued to drink porridge.

Bei Nailiang continued to watch him drink porridge.

"Where are Akutagawa-kun and Xiaoyin?"

"They didn't train well today. They have to stay in the headquarters and continue training. They won't be back tonight."

"Ok."

Osamu Dazai continued to drink porridge.

Bei Nailiang continued to watch him drink porridge.

"Then they will still train tomorrow, won't they?"

"decide as things go."

Osamu Dazai continued to drink porridge without changing his face.

Bei Nailiang lowered her eyes.

"Mr. Dazai."

"Ok?"

"Since you can't study, let me tell you a story."

"...?"

Osamu Dazai's movement of mechanically holding a spoon to deliver the porridge to his mouth finally froze for a moment. He looked up at Kitanoliang with a surprised expression, and then quickly became flattered: "Miss Kitano is going to tell me a story? I'm sick. So happy--"

Kitano Ryo interrupted Osamu Dazai for the first time, "Please don't talk nonsense, Mr. Dazai."

A quick death is fine, but a long and painful illness is fine.

"Okay, okay." Dazai Osamu responded, and then leaned on the head of the bed, "Then please tell me, Miss Kitano."

All stories start with "Once upon a time", and Bei Nailiang is not special.

"Once upon a time there was a child who had no parents and lived in an orphanage. Until one day, a couple came to the orphanage to adopt him and took him home to raise him as their own child. The couple treated him very well. Well, this is the first time he has come into contact with such warm feelings."

Osamu Dazai gave a meaningful "Oh~", "Then he is really lucky."

"Yes." Bei Nailiang glanced at him, and then continued, "But on the fourth day they got together, this kid smashed the vase in the living room at home."

"His adoptive parents were furious?"

"No, his parents asked him if he cut his hand."

Osamu Dazai nodded, "What a pair of good parents."

Bei Nailiang continued, "But on the fifth day, this child broke a vase in the living room."

"..."

"On the sixth day, he broke another vase. In this way, he broke seven vases for a week in a row."

"There are so many vases in their house." Osamu Dazai sighed while pinching his chin, only to find that Kitano Ryo looked at him without saying a word, and quickly apologized with a smile, "I'm sorry, sorry, I won't interrupt, Miss Kitano, please continue."

Bei Nailiang shook his head, "It's over."

"That's the end of the story? There must be an ending, right? Whether the adoptive parents continue to adopt him or send him back to the orphanage, there must be an ending. This is too much to tempt my appetite, Ms. Kitano— —”

Speaking of which, Osamu Dazai had finished his porridge, Kitano Ryo took the empty bowl and handed him the fruit, "Then if it's Mr. Dazai, what do you think will be the ending?"

"What about Miss Kitano?" Dazai Osamu didn't pause, and directly threw the question to Kitano Ryo, "What kind of ending does Miss Kitano think?"

Bei Naoliang brushed his hair from the sideburns behind his ears, and asked an irrelevant question without changing his face: "Mr. Dazai, can I turn on the light?"

"..."

It was almost dark outside the window at this moment, Kitano Ryo could barely see Dazai Osamu's face clearly, his pupils were hidden in the darkness, and the beautiful iris could no longer be seen, but she could feel that he was looking at her, the same , she was also looking at him, they looked at each other silently in the darkness.

After a while, Osamu Dazai chuckled, "Miss Kitano, please feel free."

The room lights up.

The yellowish warm light re-illuminated the two people's gazes. Kitanoliang sat back on the chair and asked in a firm tone, "Didn't Mr. Dazai decorate this house himself?"

"It's not me." Osamu Dazai bit a peach and said vaguely, "This is the house Mr. Mori gave me, and it should actually belong to Hong Kong gangsters."

Kitano Ryo nodded, "Mr. Dazai, do you still want to hear the ending of the story?"

"That couple is still very kind, very human, and they continue to raise the child, right?" Osamu Dazai curled his lips, "If I don't let Miss Kitano turn on the light, then I guess he will be killed by that couple. The couple were thrown back in the orphanage."

Bei Naoliang hooked the corners of his lips once in a thousand years, "Does Mr. Dazai think so?"

"Is not it?"

"No." Kitano Ryo looked at Osamu Dazai with a relaxed tone, "There is only one ending, and that is that they continue to raise that child."

Osamu Dazai was stunned, "Why?"

"Probably because that couple is very kind and has a beautiful humanity."

Kitano Ryo seldom smiled, and in Osamu Dazai's impression, Kitano Ryo's only sporadic smiles were for Akutagawa Gin.

It is undeniable that Bei Naoliang is very beautiful, even if his face is pale and his lips are bloodless now, it still has the kind of sick beauty of death.So, she smiles even more beautiful.Her smile is very shallow, but she seems to be suitable for such a smile. You can't imagine her laughing with her mouth wide open. Her expressionless face can only accommodate a slight smile at most.

But it is very suitable.

Because her whole person is like that, she won't have a big reaction, she won't laugh out loud, and she won't cry bitterly.

Nothing was worth her doing, not even death.

Dazai Osamu's hand holding the plate froze for a moment, even the indoor lights couldn't illuminate his eyes this time.He lowered his head slightly, his bangs fell, covering the blue fever-reducing stickers, leaving a small shadow.

"Liar."

Osamu Dazai's voice resounded in the room, again with that light tone, very similar to his appearance in the interrogation room.

"I was almost tricked by Miss Bei Nai."

Bei Naoliang was a little confused, she thought Dazai Osamu understood what she meant.

"I didn't lie to Mr. Dazai, this is the only ending."

"No." Dazai Osamu said, "I didn't doubt Miss Kitano's words, I just said that the reason Miss Kitano said was a lie."

——Probably because the couple are very kind and have a beautiful humanity.

Bei Naoliang thought of this sentence, she pursed her lips, in fact, she didn't want to answer this question, she just borrowed Dazai Osamu's words just now, but she didn't expect Dazai Osamu's reaction to be like this.

"Actually, it's not because of this reason?" Osamu Dazai raised his head and looked into Kitano Ryo's eyes with a smile, but there was no smile in his eyes, "It's just because the couple didn't care enough about the child."

"If you want to throw him away, it doesn't matter whether you throw him back to the orphanage or leave him at home, doesn't it? The couple just thought so, so they kept him, and gave the child some of them without thinking about it. It’s just warmth that can be taken back at any time.”

"It's like Miss Bei Nai is to Dun Jun, isn't it?"

The author has something to say:

Ah... God knows I listed 6 points and planned to finish this chapter, but I wrote 1 point... I overestimated myself (hide my face)

The meaning expressed in this chapter may be more cryptic, you can read more about the details ~~ all have meaning _(:з」∠)_

Harm, if it doesn’t work, I’ll explain it together after the next chapter. I’ve never been able to write enough to explain it.

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