[Entertainment] seek love

Annie went back, and when she left, she held Feng Luan and cried for a long time, and was finally coaxed, and leaned on his shoulder sobbing and talking for a long time, until she was almost out of time. She Di raised his head from Feng Luan's arms to say goodbye to them, his eyes were red, and his weak appearance aroused pity, which made people feel a little unbearable.

I don't know if it was Bai Yanluo's illusion, but he always felt that Annie glanced at him before leaving, and there were mixed emotions in that glance, like sadness, resentment, accusation and blessing, which was so heavy that it made his heart sink a little , sullen as if he had done something sorry for her.

But fortunately, the other party turned his face away after only looking at him, which made him heave a sigh of relief.

Bai Yanluo turned his head to look at Feng Luan, but found that the other party did not look at him with a smile like before, but stared at Annie's distant figure, the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little dull, as if a little lonely.

Bai Yanluo pinched his palm so that he didn't let himself lose his composure on such an occasion, forced himself to suppress the desire to go to Fengluan's side, and used all his nerves and attention to mechanically move the own hands and feet, go back.It wasn't until he bumped into a certain pedestrian in a hurry that he came back to his senses. Looking at the unfamiliar scenery around him, he couldn't help but smile wryly.

He seemed to have lost his soul just now, he was in a trance, he didn't even know when he left or how he left, his mind was numb, his heart was full of eyes, all he was thinking about was Feng Luan.

Think of the temperature of his fingertips when he touched her, the arc of his mouth when he smiled at him, the smell of his body when he touched him casually, the touch of his hair brushing his cheek...

Unknowingly, without even realizing it, he had memorized so much.Fengluan is like a glass of warm water, within the short time the two of them were together, it blended into their own life without any trace, leaving traces in their own life.

Not deep, but not shallow, like a brand engraved deep in his soul, which cannot be parted.

As long as he thinks that the other party will leave him one day, those past and memories will no longer be exclusive to him, his heart feels like being cut by a knife, sharp, cold, and tearing pain.

Recalling that he wanted to go to the other party and seemed to want to ask something, the corner of Bai Yanluo's mouth could not help but raise a mocking arc.

What does he want to ask?

What else could it be?

But now, what's the point of asking?

Bai Yanluo raised his head to look at the sky, but a few tears were aroused by the dazzling sunlight.Obviously no tears fell, but he tasted the bitter taste inexplicably.

Squinting his eyes, the sweet and warm scene of the two hugging and kissing in country R appeared in front of his eyes. Suddenly, his heart was warm and warm as if it had been baked by fire, and a gentle smile rose from the corner of his mouth, but Thinking of something in the next second, his face turned pale, the arc of his mouth was frozen, and he looked stiff and ridiculous, and a bucket of ice water was poured on his warm heart, which was bitterly cold.

"In the end, I can't go back..."

With a pale face, Bai Yanluo sent a message to Sarek, got on a bus, sat on the seat, watched the scene moving backwards outside the window, lowered his eyelids, and was thinking about something What.

The days seem to be the same as usual, busy around the upcoming "Murderer", Feng Luan has also returned to the appearance before Annie did not come, his eyes have been staying on Bai Yanluo's body, his eyes are tender and gentle, looking at Bai Yan When falling, there is always a faint but warm smile on his face, and whenever he is free, he will come to Bai Yanluo's side, not necessarily saying anything, but he must be with him.

But Bai Yanluo knew that there was something, it was different after all, and he couldn't go back.

There is no reason, no why, he just knows.

It has nothing to do with Feng Luan, nothing to do with him, it's just that the feeling when the two of them are together has changed and is different.

In the past, no matter whether Feng Luan was with him or not, as long as he saw the other party, even if it was just a photo of the other party, or even just a message that mentioned the other party's name, he could feel that the other party was with him. Satisfaction around him, not like it is now, even if he is by his side, it is still the same as when he was by Annie's side a while ago.

In the past, no matter how busy he was, no matter whether the phone was about to be blown up by messages and calls, he would put the phone aside and let it vibrate, while he smiled and listened to himself saying insignificant words, Even when I couldn't see it and asked him to pick up the phone to see if there was anything important, the other party would look at me deeply for a while before answering the phone, and then he was scolded bloody by the other end of the phone.He didn't care, he still listened, apologized, and looked at himself carefully until he couldn't stand it and left.Instead of being like now, even though he was discussing the script with him, he was still holding a mobile phone and his subordinates seemed to be talking about something with someone.

In the past, whenever my eyes fell on the other party intentionally or unintentionally, the other party would immediately look up at me as if the radar had received some signal. He can always make his heart beat like a drum and then run away in embarrassment and panic, not like now, even if he keeps staring at him, he still does his own thing as if he didn't notice anything.

Obviously, it wasn't like this before...

The current Fengluan makes him feel strange.

Bai Yanluo swallowed the bitterness that was about to overflow from his mouth, lowered his eyes, and retracted the gaze that had been on Feng Luan as if escaping, forcing himself to immerse himself in his work.

But feelings are not so easy to be controlled and suppressed by will, Bai Yanluo will always look at the script and secretly look at Feng Luan who is sitting on the side, and then find that he has done this unconsciously again After the move, he hurriedly turned his eyes away, while thanking that the other party didn't notice his gaffe, at the same time, it was like entering an ice cellar, cold from the inside out, feeling empty in his heart, as if a large piece of flesh had been sliced ​​off. Excruciating pain, yet numb.

As the days passed day by day, Bai Yanluo gradually found that his senses seemed to be blunted. He didn't feel hungry, cold, or hot, and he didn't even feel sleepy after three consecutive days without closing his eyes. Seeing that everyone feels strange, the whole person is numb, in a trance, as if he has lost his soul, and feels light. When he walks, he clearly steps on the ground, but there is no sense of solidity.

Everyone felt that something was wrong with Bai Yanluo, everyone asked him about his recent health condition, but he prevaricated them all, even Feng Luan did the same.Seeing that he was not in good condition, Sarek paused the shooting several times to let him take a good rest, but he was always rejected by Bai Yanluo, and then under the worried eyes of Sarek, Feng Luan and others, he dragged on as if he was no longer himself. The body continued to shoot.

And this continuous abnormality finally broke out suddenly when Sarek happily announced that "The Murderer" was finished, which caught everyone by surprise.

When Sarek announced the finale, Bai Yanluo's nerves, which had been tense for an unknown number of days, suddenly relaxed, and then he suddenly felt his eyes go dark, all the strength in his body was drained instantly, and he fell down suddenly. A scalding heat surged up from his throat, and a liquid of unknown taste filled his mouth and flowed out from the corner of his lips that had lost strength.

A second before he fell into the darkness, someone's face seemed to flash past his eyes, and the other person's pale face was full of panic. Then, he seemed to fall into an embrace, and the tip of his nose smelled a burst of familiar peppermint mixed with lavender The smell of the smell made him feel full of peace of mind.

'Yes, A Luan? '

'It should be, isn't it...'

In a trance, Bai Yanluo's consciousness was completely plunged into darkness.

"If it's Ah Luan, that would be great..."

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There is still about 10W left before the end?I still want to finish it by the end of the month ORZ