[Entertainment] seek love

After being dragged out for a long time by Annie, it was quite late when she returned to the hotel, Feng Luan leaned on the handrail of the elevator a little tiredly, with drooping eyelids, staring at her toes, wondering what she was thinking.

"Ding~"

The elevator door opened, Feng Luan stood up and walked out, rubbing his brows and walking towards his room, passed the corner, raised his eyes casually, but stopped because of the figure standing at the door of his room.

Why wait at the door of Fengluan's room?In fact, Bai Yanluo didn't know it himself, he only knew that after returning to his room, he should have washed and slept as usual, lying on the bed covered with a quilt and closing his eyes, but he still didn't feel sleepy.

When the whole space was so quiet that he was the only one left, when there was no work to distract his thoughts, all he could think about was the way Fengluan smiled at Annie with a doting face today, interacting intimately with Annie The appearance of Annie, the appearance of rubbing Annie's hair, the appearance of Annie acting like a baby to him, the appearance of eating Annie's food, the appearance of Annie wiping his sweat and handing him water, the appearance of Annie pulling Feng Luan out, and the two talking and laughing all the way appearance……

Sour emotions surged into his heart, his chest seemed to be choked by something, stuffy, making him a little out of breath.

When he came back to his senses, he was already standing at the door of Fengluan's room, pressing his hand on the doorbell, and the sound of "Ding Dong ~ Ding Dong ~" could be heard clearly even outside the door.

Bai Yanluo immediately froze when he realized what he had just done, and his mind went blank. At that moment, he suddenly didn't want to know anything, he just wanted to leave immediately, but he stiffened the moment he took one foot away. He pulled his legs back abruptly, stood stiffly at the door, his face was tense, his eyes were fixed on the doorknob, he didn't dare to let out a breath, his heart was beating violently with tension, it seemed that he would be able to get out of his chest in the next second. jump out.

In the end, he still wanted to hear an explanation from Feng Luan, no matter if it was sincere or false.

But one second passed, two seconds passed... until he waited until his hands and feet were cold and his whole body was stiff, but there was still no movement inside.

Ah Luan, fell asleep?

still is……

Haven't come back yet?

Recalling the last time I saw Feng Luan today, it seemed that it was after the filming was over. At that time, Annie seemed to be shaking Feng Luan's arm and saying something, Feng Luan was tortured by her and had to agree helplessly. Happily holding his arm and walking outside, bouncing around, talking and laughing, while Feng Luan looked at her connivance with a smile on her face, without the slightest reluctance on her face, and when passing by him , without even a slight pause in her footsteps, as if she didn't see him, she just passed him by.

Thinking of this, Bai Yanluo's heart sank little by little, his chest seemed to have been torn open, and it was empty, with cold wind constantly pouring in through the opening, the chill flowed through the whole body along the blood, and the whole person felt like entering an ice cellar , icy cold.

He suddenly lost strength under his feet and staggered for a moment. His heart felt dull and dull pain as if it was being held by someone. The fine and dense pain seemed to be pricked by needles. He curled up slightly and leaned against the On the door, his head, which was always proudly held up, was broken and drooped, and the broken hair on his forehead drooped weakly in front of his eyes, casting a shadow, covering his slightly angular face, which was always cold. His sharp eyes were faintly red, and his whole person exuded a heartbreaking, sad and decadent aura.

Time passed slowly in this dignified and dead space, Bai Yanluo seemed to be unconscious, always leaning against the door in this very uncomfortable posture, lowering his head, not knowing what he was thinking.

And what Feng Luan saw was such a scene that made him worry.

He even wanted to rush up to hold him tightly in his arms, gently kiss his sad face that he could imagine even if he couldn't see it, and use his own body temperature to make him sleep in nothing but his clothes. The chilly body in the robe warmed up.

Hug him, kiss him, comfort him, tell him that he loves him, that he has nothing to do with Anne, that he only loves him, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, always, forever.

But no, he can't, he can't do this, all he can do now is to suppress the almost uncontrollable feeling in his heart, endure the distress, pity the ninja, endure the enthusiasm and love that he wants to release to him, endure Suffering, suffering, taking advantage of the fetters between the two, with an expression against his will, he, Anne, and everyone, playing tricks on the spot.

Feng Luan clenched his fists tightly, his knuckles turned white, and his veins bulged. The emotion that had been suppressed by him was rolling and flashing scarlet light in his eyes. Finally, he took a long breath and walked towards Bai Yan non-stop. Luo walked away, with a peaceful look in his eyes.

"Luo? It's so late, what's the matter?"

Bai Yanluo, who was immersed in his own world, suddenly came to his senses after hearing Feng Luan's voice, raised his head stiffly and mechanically, looked at Feng Luan with a bright light in his eyes, but he was seeing the other person's expression clearly After that, the light went out in an instant.

With a surprised expression on her face, Feng Luan smiled gently at him, as if it was the same as usual, but in Bai Yanluo's eyes, she only felt that tenderness was fake and alienated.

His heart sank little by little, and finally fell into the bottomless black abyss. The bitterness rising from the bottom of his heart made his mouth feel astringent, his chest swelled, and his throat seemed to be covered by something. It was as if he was choked up, and the pressure made his eye sockets hot.

He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but closed his mouth tightly in the next second, his heart was cold.

There was a far-fetched smile on the corner of his mouth, obviously it should have been very easy for him as an actor, but it felt like a piece of flesh was torn from his heart, it was heart-piercing pain.

"No, nothing."

It was just these few words, but it seemed that he had exhausted all his courage, he spit out these few words dryly, and then pulled his stiff limbs to brush away from Feng Luan's side quickly and clumsily as if fleeing. Passed by, and then hurriedly fled back to his room.

Actually not, I have a lot of things I want to tell you.

I want to ask why you and Annie are so close and intimate, why don't you explain to me?Why did you come back so late?Why are you standing so far away from me?Why……

Many doubts and questions overwhelmed him. He wanted to ask too much, but all the words were mixed with blood and bitterness in the other party's slightly alienated eyes, and he swallowed them back abruptly. My courage disappeared like a punctured balloon.

But Bai Yanluo, who had his back to Fengluan, didn't realize that behind him, Fengluan had been silently watching his leaving back with a distressed and almost sad gaze, and the beautiful phoenix's eyes were shining with bits and pieces of light. , That light is called love.

After Bai Yanluo closed the door, Feng Luan quietly looked at the closed door for a while, and then opened his mouth after a long time, and said something silently, it seemed to be "I'm sorry".

Inside the door, Bai Yanluo finally leaned against the door weakly, slid down slowly, and sat paralyzed on the ground.

The chill in the floor, the door, and the air pierced his body bit by bit along the skin of his back, like fine and dense needles, piercing his fragile heart bit by bit, the wound was not deep, But it was enough to make his heart that was not strong enough to be riddled with holes and drip with blood...

The cold hands trembled and covered their faces, but transparent liquid continued to seep from between the fingers, and dripped on the floor, leaving dark traces. In this dead and silent room, there was a dull sound .

'Finally, do I still have to lose...'

'Why, this time, come so early...'

"Sure enough, from the very beginning, I shouldn't have extravagant expectations, right..."

"It's so uncomfortable, really, it's so uncomfortable, I'm so uncomfortable, Ah Luan..."

Low sobs accompanied by a suppressed hoarse voice sounded in this space, sad and helpless, heartbreaking.

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