[Entertainment] seek love

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Bai Yanluo frowned and looked at Fengluan with puzzlement in his eyes, "You lied to me?"

Wen Yan Fengluan blinked innocently, without any embarrassment on his face, he continued talking on his own, avoiding the topic.

"I was still thinking about what to do if I didn't succeed, and I prepared poisonous food at home, hoping that even if I didn't succeed, I could kill myself, but fortunately, thanks to God's blessing, I survived."

As she said that, Feng Luan looked at Bai Yanluo with tenderness and nostalgia in his eyes, without a trace of gloom.

Seemingly startled by the ruthlessness in Fengluan's mouth, Bai Yanluo asked with some difficulty: "Why, do you want to do that?"

"What are you referring to? Poisoning him to kill him?"

Bai Yanluo nodded.

"Because, I don't want the person who appears in front of you to be someone other than me, even if he is wearing my skin and is my nominal master personality, that won't work."

Feng Luan smiled so hard that her brows and eyes crooked, but as if thinking of something in her eyes, a fierce dark light flashed across quickly.

Bai Yan was stunned for a moment, blocked by Feng Luan's explicit words, he didn't know what to say, opened his mouth, but finally chose to remain silent, lowered his eyes, not knowing what to think.

Feng Luan didn't care either, she shrugged and lay on the sofa, staring at the ceiling, stroking the fur of the cat in her arms one by one.

"After the fusion of personalities, my illness will be healed, and my memories will come back."

Pick and choose a few more impressive memories and talk about them. Although it is an understatement, the process of erasing can still give people a glimpse of how difficult he has been.

Both parents died when I was very young. After being sent to an orphanage, I couldn’t live a better life. He is alone, facing the cruelty of life alone...

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Feng Luan chuckled lightly, with a little teasing on his face.

"Does it hurt me?"

Bai Yanluo was stunned, quickly restrained his expression, lowered his eyes and pretended that nothing had happened before, but there was a burst of heat at the tip of his ear, as if it was about to burn, bright red.

It turned out that at some point, Bai Yanluo's face was full of pity, and the distress in his eyes was so full that it was about to overflow.

Seeing Bai Yanluo's reaction, Feng Luan couldn't help but let out a low laugh, his curved eyes shone with joy, the tails of his eyes were bright red, and there seemed to be crystal clear water droplets, making him secretly raise his eyes to look at Xiang Feng Luan's Bai Yanluo was slightly stunned, his heart felt a little tingly, but after recovering, he quickly lowered his head, his face was hot, and he couldn't help himself in embarrassment.

The laughter gradually stopped, and suddenly thought of something, Feng Luan restrained his expression, lowered his eyes, and his tone was a little sour.

"Actually, looking back on those things, I don't feel much anymore. What made me feel really sad was when I met you and your fiancee that day, with..."

"When you reject me and don't reply to my message."

Recalling that period of painful and constant torment, Fengluan's breathing stagnates, and there is a sharp pain in his heart, a hole seems to be broken in his chest, and the cold wind pours into his chest cavity, the blood seems to be coagulated, as if mixed with The ice flakes scraped through the blood vessels, causing a stinging pain.

"fiancée?"

Bai Yanluo raised his head suddenly, his eyes were full of surprise.

"Who? I don't have a fiancee?"

Hearing Bai Yanluo's question, Feng Luan raised his head, his eyes darkened instantly.

"Yin Ting, the person who came out to eat with you that day."

"What, isn't it?"

Bai Yanluo shook his head blankly, "No, she is the daughter of my mother's best friend, and she just came back from abroad not long ago."

"But you were there when she said she was your fiancée, and you didn't deny it."

Feng Luan stared at the other person's face, her tone was a little aggressive, but Bai Yanluo, who was caught in a puzzled embarrassment, didn't notice it, but pursed her lips in embarrassment, and her ears were seductively red behind her hair.

"I, I didn't pay much attention, I was..."

Bai Yan paused for a moment, feeling a little embarrassed to speak.

"A little distracted."

"Then why didn't you answer me that day, even if you refused, you should tell me."

Looking at the clues of the skin under Bai Yan's ears, Feng Luan squinted his eyes, and a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, as if he had caught something.

"I, I don't, I don't answer."

Avoiding Feng Luan's gaze, Bai Yanluo stumblingly replied under inexplicable pressure.

"That day When I came back to my senses, you had already left."

"Then why didn't you reply to my message afterwards?"

Feng Luan already had the answer in his heart, but he still refused to let the other party go. Looking at the other party's skin that was already red to the neck, his thin lips were slightly hooked, and a gleam of light flashed in his eyes.

"I, I, I just don't know how to answer you."

After saying this, Bai Yanluo felt ashamed and couldn't lift his head.

For a while, neither of them spoke again, and the whole room was eerily silent. Bai Yan lowered his head, curled his fingers uneasily, and his heart beat fast.

"Your hair is a little long."

Feng Luan sighed suddenly, and said such a nonsensical remark.

"what?"

Bai Yanluo raised his head in a daze, a little dazed.

But the moment he raised his head, he felt his hot ears touch something cool, and then a warm breath rushed into his cochlea, causing a trembling feeling, which made his heart tremble suddenly, and he turned his head subconsciously, But inadvertently, the corner of his mouth suddenly felt soft. After realizing what it was, his mind exploded, and he couldn't think about anything anymore.

"Puff, puff..."

The heart beat fast, and the blood seemed to be concentrated in the corner of the mouth where it touched the other party. The soft and warm touch clearly entered the mind, burning the apex of the heart.

Bai Yanluo's nerves tensed for a moment, and then snapped, his consciousness was in a trance, as if everything had drifted away.

Feng Luan was also stunned, he did not expect such an accident.

But in order not to push the other party too hard, so that he could retract his head that had finally protruded from the clam shell, Feng Luan hesitated for a moment, and finally moved his lips away, licking his lips regretfully, his eyes He lingered for a moment on the lips that were suddenly pursed by the other party, and retracted his gaze patiently and restrainedly.

Then, while the other party was in a daze, he gently wrapped his arms around the other party's neck, rested his head on his shoulder, fixed his eyes on the ear that exposed all the other party's emotions, and his deep black pupils were full of smiles and gentle.

"so what?"

Bai Yanluo looked at him blankly, his consciousness still a little erratic.

"So, your answer?"

Feng Luan rubbed her cheek affectionately against the other party, asked softly, patiently waiting for the other party to come to her senses, and then answered herself.

In my heart, I even expected some cute reactions from the other party.

Bai Yanluo stared blankly at Feng Luan for a while, and then came back to his senses. After trying to understand what the other party asked, his mind seemed to explode, two red clouds suddenly appeared on his face, and he subconsciously pushed Feng Luan, who was almost putting all her weight on her body, with erratic eyes, stammered back "I'll go back first", and left in a panic.

The feet on the floor were so soft that it was almost useless, as if they were stepping on cotton, they staggered, and almost staggered a few times before falling to the ground.

That back view seemed to be running away.

Feng Luan, who was pushed down on the sofa, stared blankly at the back of the other party leaving, until the sound of the door being opened and closed, then suddenly laughed out loud, and laughed louder and louder, until the corners of his eyes burst into laughter A few tears.

After a long time, the laughter gradually subsided, Feng Luan looked in the direction of the door, with tenderness and love that couldn't be melted in his eyes.

"fall……"

"I really like you, I really like you..."

"I love you so much, I love you so much..."

The murmuring voice resounded in the space, and the emotion contained in it was so heavy that it made people feel suffocated for a while, but after the suffocation passed, they felt sweet, swollen, satisfied and happy enough to make people want to cry.

But the person who wanted to confess had already left.

The author has something to say:

so sweet...

Why do I have to write so sweet? ! Orz

Obviously that's not what I wrote in the outline! [crying]

I should have written it like this!

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Feng Luan smiled self-deprecatingly: "I have nothing in the first place, what am I afraid of losing? It's just ruined..."

"Hey, Luo, forgive me for calling you that last time..."

Feng Luan's lips opened and closed, but finally he gave a wry smile and closed his eyes to hide the endless bitterness and despair.

"Oh, forget it, you go, we..."

"See you again..."

As if exhausting the last bit of strength, Feng Luan slumped on the sofa, turned away her face, pursed her lips tightly, and never looked at Bai Yan again.

Bai Yanluo was startled, his eyes flickered, his lips parted slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but finally he pressed his lips tightly together, got up and left.

After Bai Yanluo left, Feng Luan slowly opened his eyes, and the deep sorrow was completely exposed.

"In this world, I had nothing and nothing to worry about until I met you."

Feng Luan got up slightly, opened the whiskey on the table, took a sip, the strong pungentness exploded in his mouth, and some tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, but he ignored it, and just stared blankly out of the window. With a little warm twilight.

"Bai Yanluo..."

"Do you know? You are the light of my life, the only god I look up to. I thought that I would never let go, even if it was all over. Unless you said never to see you again, but you never thought about it..."

Feng Luan drank several more sips of wine, her eyes were red, and her eyes were full of desolation.

"The person who let go in the end will be myself. I am actually reluctant to pull you into this abyss..."

"Even if I killed another me, even if the process is painful, I still don't want to tell you, because I'm afraid to see your pity and sympathy."

"You can't ask for it, you are afraid of the head and the tail, you are crazy about love, Feng Luan, I didn't expect you to have today, you actually have today! Hahahahahaha..."

Feng Luan slammed down the wine bottle in his hand, looked at the shattered glass, couldn't help but raised his head and laughed, the tears from the end of his red eyes slid down his cheeks, crazy and desperate.

Tired of laughing, he slumped on the sofa, staring at the ceiling above his head, unable to recover for a long time.

"Ah……"

After an unknown amount of time, Feng Luan finally laughed out loud, and raised his hands to cover his eyes, but the tears in the corners of his eyes flowed uncontrollably, wet the light-colored sofa cover, leaving a few spots of dark color smudged.

"I thought of it early, didn't I? Then why, why does my heart still hurt?"

"Bai Yanluo..."

The hoarse murmur echoed in the empty house, full of sadness.

"There is no escape, there is no escape, you are really, the catastrophe of my life..."

"What do you want me to do..."

"What else do I need to do..."

In a daze, Feng Luan curled up on the sofa, like a hedgehog hiding all the softness.

Until the sun goes down, darkness sweeps in, and...

Waiting for the next dawn.

Tomorrow, he will still be him, or maybe, he will not be him again...

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