[Entertainment] seek love

The words were very light, as if they would dissipate into the air if one didn't pay attention, but they were also very heavy, hitting Feng Luan's heart heavily, and the warm warmth in it wrapped his bloody heart, sour , swollen, and with a little sweetness, the feeling of satisfaction gave Feng Luan an urge to cry.

It seemed that something slid down the face, carrying a little warmth, and finally landed on the clothes, smudged.

The originally dark pupils became brighter, and the obsidian-like pupils were like the starry sky washed by water, shining with tiny rays of light, so beautiful that people couldn't help but want to touch them.

The corners of the mouth couldn't stop rising, and the happy appearance was like a child who got candy, which made the people who looked at him smile along with him.

"Does it hurt me?"

Feng Luan frowned, tilted her head, and there was a smirk on the corner of her mouth, like a cat stealing fish, with a sly gleam in her eyes.

The person on the opposite side suddenly changed from a decadent and self-defeating state to what he is now. Bai Yanluo was in a daze at the moment, and before he recovered, he was forced to be speechless by the other party's question , the tips of the ears hidden behind the hair were quietly stained with a touch of bright red.

'Distressed? '

'It seems to be a bit. '

'But what did he ask this for? '

Bai Yanluo's thoughts drifted a little far away, racking his brains to think about the other party's intention of asking this question.

And his appearance at the moment falls in the eyes of the other party, that is, he keeps a blank face and does not speak, as if he is silently refusing.

Feng Luan smiled nonchalantly, she didn't think she could hear the other party's answer at first, she lowered her eyes and gently stroked the cat in her arms, showing a little warmth in her eyes.

"Although you may not want to hear it, I still want to tell you everything, and I don't want to keep it from you."

"The case is true, and it is true that I have a mental illness. What is said on the Internet is true, but it is not as exaggerated as they say."

Feng Luan's words brought back Bai Yanluo's thoughts, and seeing the other party falling into memories, he couldn't help but feel that he sat up straight, and quietly listened to the other party's narration.

"I still remember waking up that day, I found that I was lying in an alley, covered in injuries and bleeding, I didn't know what happened, I just walked out instinctively, and then, I met you."

Speaking of this, Feng Luan chuckled lightly, looked up at Bai Yanluo who was sitting upright opposite, with an unknown light shining in his eyes.

"You must have been taken aback at the time. You were driving the car well, but suddenly someone rushed out from the side of the road, causing you to almost hit him."

Being recalled by Feng Luan's words, Bai Yanluo also showed a faint smile, "Yeah, at that time I thought I really bumped into someone, but I got out of the car and took a look..."

"As a result, when you got out of the car, there was a man lying in front of your car with blood on his face, and he fell into a coma."

Seeing Bai Yanluo nodded, Feng Luan smiled slightly and continued.

"Out of kindness, you sent me to the hospital, handled the hospitalization procedures for me, paid the money, and then left. So when I woke up, I didn't even know the name of the person who saved me."

Feng Luan glanced at Bai Yanluo, his eyes were full of helplessness, and a little embarrassment appeared on Bai Yanluo's face.

"I just……"

Bai Yanluo tried to explain, but got stuck, not knowing what to say.

Seeing the other party's embarrassed appearance, a smile flashed in Feng Luan's eyes, he didn't make things too difficult for the other party, and directly skipped the question and continued.

"Although I woke up, I found that I lost my memory. I don't remember anything before that night. The doctor said that there was a blood clot in my brain. Although I took it out, it still affected me. I asked someone for help. I looked up information about myself, and found that the 'me' in the past seemed to be a little different from me, although I felt something was wrong, but I didn't think much about it."

"Until later, I discovered that I began to lose control of this body. Although it was not easy to notice for a short time, something was wrong after all, so I went to the hospital to find out what happened to me. I thought know the answer."

"But the doctor told me that there are many reasons for my condition, and he was not completely sure which one it was, so he just gave me some suggestions and didn't say anything more."

"Then, something happened to me."

Bai Yanluo suddenly looked at Feng Luan, but found that the other party was still looking at him with gentle eyes, as if he didn't care at all, turned his face away uncomfortably, but felt a little anxious in his heart.

"What happened?"

Seeing the other party hastily turned his head to face his side face, Feng Luan's eyes were full of smiles.

"That was my last scene in "Lintian". I was at a critical moment, but I suddenly lost control of my body. When I recovered, I found myself falling to the ground."

"When I saw the scenes I played during the time when I was unconscious, I found that my body was controlled by another 'I'. Although it was not long, that 'I' was real. .”

"I went to the doctor again and he told me I had schizophrenia and the only way to cure it was to fuse one personality with the other."

Having said this, Feng Luan stopped.

Bai Yanluo turned his head to look at him, only to find that Feng Luan was frowning, as if he was thinking about something he didn't want to think about, with pain and struggle in his eyes.

He just wanted to persuade Feng Luan not to continue talking, but Feng Luan glanced at him as if he knew his intention, and stopped him from saying anything.

"After testing, he told me that I am a sub-personality. If I insist on treatment, I will probably disappear."

Bai Yanluo's pupils shrank suddenly, his heartbeat seemed to have stopped for a moment, and his eyes were full of horror.

He seemed to be able to imagine how terrified and desperate Feng Luan felt after hearing the news.

Without treatment, it is very likely that he will slowly lose control of his body, and he will lose consciousness for more and more time until he is completely suppressed by the master personality.

But with treatment, he is more likely to be swallowed and fused by the master personality, and disappear in this world forever.

If it is possible to survive without treatment, then treatment is really a narrow escape. Once it is missed, it will disappear in smoke and there is no possibility of restarting.

"That……"

Before he could say anything, Bai Yanluo closed his mouth again, lowered his eyes, and curled up his hands beside him, scratching his palms.

What else do I need to ask?The answer is already obvious.

Although he was close to death, Feng Luan survived successfully, otherwise, he wouldn't be sitting here talking about these things to himself.

"And after that?"

Bai Yanluo raised his head to look at Feng Luan, and asked sullenly, his voice was hoarse.

Although he already knew the answer, but for some reason, he just wanted to listen to the other party, even if it was likely to open the other party's Jie Jia's wound again.

"after?"

Feng Luan opened her eyes slightly, as if she didn't quite understand why the other party would ask this question.

"I met you after that, on that rainy day."

"I also lied to you that I have no money on me."

Feng Luan relaxed on the sofa, winked at Bai Yanluo and said with a teasing smile.

"That rainy day?"

The box of memories opened suddenly, bringing Bai Yanluo back to that rainy day——

"Why don't you open an umbrella?"

"Ah, I forgot to bring it."

"Where's your assistant?"

"I told her to go back first."

"Where's the phone?"

"out of battery."

"..."

"Why don't you come to my house? My house is nearby."

"If you're like this, if you don't take a hot bath quickly, you'll catch a cold and have a fever easily."

"Then, trouble brother Luo..."

……

It turned out that it was that day, no wonder...

Looking at Feng Luan's crooked smile, Bai Yanluo thought of this in a daze.

The author has something to say:

Ahhh, I thought this chapter could finish the plot, but I was really naive...

The plot is like a runaway wild horse that can't be pulled back. Obviously, the outline should be abused, but I actually wrote it so sweetly_(:зゝ∠)_