A Doctor's Zombie Feeding Diary

I don't want to recall, and I can't even recall the state in which I returned to Jiali Miweier and the others after leaving that building.

I just remember that when Gerald and I walked through half of the forest in silence, and finally saw other teams around the collapsed area of ​​the basement before, I was in a trance, and I couldn't even tell which brigade they belonged to.The scene in front of my eyes gradually became blurred and distorted, and then what greeted me was the darkness that instantly became heavy in my mind.

In this darkness, I dreamed many things.

For example, when we were all young, Jiali Miweier took Ai Weilang through the fence of Mr. Fisher's house, and broke into the wide grass outside the manor to discuss how to reach the town on two legs.At last they lost their way on the plain, and Mr. Fisher called several neighbors to find them. When they ran out without authorization, I was probably sitting in the room reading a book or talking with Mr. Fisher. When he saw them come back in disgrace, he laughed for a while before calming down.

In another dream, I saw myself and Carrie Miville still in training at the military academy.After so many years, our appearance has not changed much, and we still look quite young, but the experience and knowledge deposited in the depths of our souls are growing day by day.We have more and more knowledge and power, but we also lost the original mind that only wanted to set goals at the time.

Finally, I dreamed of Euphno and his mother talking at the window.My memory is not clear, but maybe it was influenced by the last few paragraphs of Yufuno, I feel that they are indeed a couple when they are talking, and Ai Weilang and I do have a relationship that is not bad. is the complete home.

These dreams ended at the moment when my mother sat at the window and turned her head and smiled at me.

When I woke up, the first thing I saw was Gerald sitting on the head of the bed, staring at me motionless.He was sitting in an awkward position, so I could only see one side of his eyes and the worried expression on his face.

He turned around the moment he saw me waking up, probably wanting to ask about my physical condition, but he didn't know how to express it specifically, so he could only grab my sleeve and wanted to help me up from the bed.

"Don't talk about him, it's just that the spirit has been stimulated to a certain extent, overworked, and the body is not injured."

I heard Jiali Miweier's voice on my right side, so after rubbing my forehead, I simply sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, and scanned the room.I'm probably in the ward of the base right now. To my surprise, apart from Niyo who was standing next to Jiali Miweier, there was Ai Weilang who sat on my left side and kept silent.

"He came over because of the special reason of the mission of this operation team, probably because he was too worried about you." Jiali Miweier sat aside and explained lightly, "...we just sorted out the information, and those who participated in the research back then Those people have problems, so they are all locked up for the time being, and no one will find out about the relationship between you—now, you can tell us what happened after I left? Not long after you came back , all the metal boxes stopped vibrating, and the interference signals in the area disappeared. The search team searched Mogu City and the forest area for a long time, but found nothing."

I listened quietly to him finishing this passage, and only then did I belatedly realize the meaning of those few paragraphs of Euphno at that time—he almost erased all the connections between me and Evelyn , did not allow any crime to fall on us.He was a sinner in this world, and I am miserable now for not being able to stop his crimes in time, and not being able to take responsibility for him in the end.This feeling was sudden and lingering. Even though I knew the whole incident about the virus well, I still couldn't control my emotions well.

I looked back at Ai Weilang, turned my head and glanced at Jiali Miweier's gauze-wrapped legs and chest, and said with a smile: "Gloriously wounded?"

"I almost couldn't come back." Jiali Miweier briefly explained, "That guy is too attractive to other infected people. After the metal box stopped vibrating, he became the only target of other infected people. Can he It’s good luck to bring it back smoothly, otherwise I might not even be able to make half of the journey.”

"The other missing team members have also been found. The casualties of the three brigades are not too serious. Howard is assisting the other two captains in calculating the losses." Niyo's face didn't look very good, and he probably hasn't been there for a long time. After resting, he still managed to tell me, "You have been sleeping for several days. During these few days, many things happened in the capital, most of which were related to relevant government personnel who colluded with Hughes and the others. Mr. President handled it very well, so we don’t need to worry too much. It’s just that the terminals you brought back from the city where Julier lived were found by the information technology team.

"Is there any information about the causes and countermeasures of the HLM virus?" I asked softly.

Niyo froze for a moment, "How do you know?"

"Tell me first, what is said in those materials?"

"I don't know much about this, but Conordo was very excited after reading it, saying that this may be the right way to completely eliminate the vicious HLM virus. He said that Gerrard was able to recover because there was something in his body." A substance that has not been discovered by us caused the HLM virus in his body to mutate." Niyo said while staring at Gerald with his lips curled up, "The research needs Gerald's blood samples, but this guy has no He doesn’t cooperate at all! He insists on staying by your side, doesn’t go anywhere, and doesn’t let anyone get close to you, let alone draw some blood from his arm. He was carried back by Carrie before The special infected person is still asleep in the high-risk ward. We have managed to collect enough blood from him. Conordo is conducting research——with your help, this harvest may really be able to completely Break the HLM virus."

Hearing these things was already expected for me, I didn't feel too surprised, I just nodded lightly, and slowly sorted out the chaotic thoughts in my mind.

Carrie Miville looked at me for a few seconds and asked, "...Did you see him?"

"Yeah." I sighed, "I heard a lot of things that I didn't expect at all, which can almost destroy all my knowledge of our family over the years."

Ai Weilang sat on the spot, although his expression looked as calm and calm as ever, but his voice became a little strange when he asked me, "What did he say?"

I was silent for a while, and slowly told them the main points of Yufuno's previous words as completely as possible, then looked at Ai Weilang, and said softly: "I don't know whether his words are true or not, but I can He was probably quite happy to see me before committing suicide."

Ai Weilang stared at me silently, some crimson blood and shallow water vapor had appeared in the depths of his eye sockets.He closed his eyes before losing control, and turned his head to adjust his emotions alone.

"I'm still not sure about his specific thoughts, and I can't even understand what he told me clearly and rationally." I looked at Jiali Miweier and Niyo, who were also unable to speak, and said, "His thinking I have always been different from ordinary people, and it is also the first time that I feel that the concept of right and wrong is so vague, and any judgment may be different due to different emotions."

I paused, and then said: "But one thing I am sure of is that we have now indeed learned the solution to the vicious HLM virus. Although for ordinary people, this disaster may be over, but standing From our perspective, there are still many problems waiting to be solved.”

Jiali Miweier nodded in agreement, "We may indeed be able to gradually recover those infected with the malignant virus, but if they recover like Gerrard at the beginning, then things will be different. became quite troublesome."

I glanced at Niyo's slightly dazed expression and explained, "I remember I told you before that if those infected with the vicious virus can recover, it might be the beginning of another disaster— —because they are indistinguishable from babes, they are so numerous, and they are not capable of working for every industry. No country can afford the resources they need to live and survive in such a period.”

"Then what should we do?" Niyo seemed to have a headache, and couldn't help but angrily said: "Should we prepare donations and build a large nursery dedicated to cultivating children of adult size?"

"Yes." I smiled lightly.

"……what?"

"I'm sure Ivy and Carrie were thinking about this before I woke up," I said. "Listen to them."

"Our main industries are now concentrated in various safe urban areas, and those infected with the vicious virus are still living in the periphery, and this can continue for the time being." Ai Weilang opened his eyes, looked at us and said, "The vicious virus The ability of the infected is far stronger than that of ordinary humans, so they don't need any assistance from outsiders to survive in the outside world. And what we need to do is to gradually make their minds sound."

"It actually took less than a year for Gerald to go from a state where he couldn't understand anything to being able to communicate with us normally. People infected with vicious viruses are very capable of learning. The main reason why they can't think is just because the HLM virus oppresses their brains." Jiali Miweier continued Ai Weilang's words, "So after the HLM virus outside the defensive enclosures of each urban area is completely cleared, we will It can treat the infected people according to their habits. Once the vicious virus in their body is suppressed by the substance Conordo said, they can regain the ability to learn independently."

"But...but it will take a very long time, and it will definitely be several times more difficult than the conclusion we have discussed in a few words!" Niyo said with a frown.

"We have passed the most difficult time." I said to him, "We have been standing in a dazed state from the very beginning to the present. While fighting these infected people, of course we have also thought about the future. What if the virus is really defeated. I believe that most researchers and soldiers are ready and willing to pay for more difficult tasks at any time-you must know that there are likely to be some people in urban areas among these infected people. The relatives of the residents, all their hopes are pinned on our efforts in the past few years, so no matter how difficult it is, no one will easily back down."

"So... are you planning to do this in the future?"

"Leotir is the most powerful expert in this field." Carrie Miville glanced at Gerald and added, "None of them."

I smiled, and while gently stroking the back of Gerald's hand, I said: "I have witnessed the whole process of Gerald's gradual recovery from unconsciousness to what he is now, so if other infected people also need my strength And help, I think I should not refuse."

Ai Weilang thought for a few seconds, nodded and said: "I will contact Mr. Fisher and other authorities in the virus research community immediately after dealing with the base matter. This matter is very important, so we need the common opinion of the United Nations. I We will try our best to get the best treatment for patients with malignant virus."

"I believe in your ability." I said with a smile, then looked at Jiali Miweier and Niyo, and said, "Go ahead and get the team members settled first so that you can deal with other things in turn. I There are some things I want to say to Ai Wei alone."

"Hurry up and recover, your body hasn't been fatally injured on the bed, don't lie on the bed sickly all the time." Jiali Miweier stood up with Niyo's support while talking, "I Go back to the headquarters first, and remember to come to me immediately if you have anything to do."

I nodded, and after watching them leave, I looked at Ai Weilang again, and asked with a smile, "How are Zelln and the others?"

"Everything is fine except for the constant nagging that you don't want to see him." Ai Weilang glanced at me sideways, "——now, can you spare time to have dinner with us?"

"Of course." I promised with a smile and nodded, "When everything is resolved, I will bring a gift to Xiao Zeln to come to apologize. I owe you too much in the past few years, and I will have the opportunity to slowly Fill."

"We don't need your compensation," Ai Weilang said with a cold face, "I just hope that you will not deny the identity of our family."

I nodded again and looked at his facial features and expression carefully. After waking up from the coma, I only felt an indescribable sense of relief and relief.

"Your people need your leadership." I said slowly, "Since you joined the government, your ability has been well known, so in the future, we will need you to continue to work hard. I know how tiring this job is, but since it is your ideal all the time, I will always support it. This treatment for patients with malignant virus infection is something I have discussed with Carrie Miville before, I hope to make amends for what Yuvno has done before, so I will do my best to help these infected people-but our power is limited after all, so when negotiating with the United Nations, we can only rely on you."

"Don't worry, in my heart, every citizen is equally important, anyone may face difficulties, and our duty is to help them." Ai Weilang looked at me and nodded solemnly, "I Now that I have chosen this path, I will definitely go through it without any regrets.”

After Evelyn also left the room, Gerald and I were left alone again.

For my friends and relatives, I have thousands of words to say, but when facing him, the only thing left in my heart is peace and gentleness.The time we have known each other is not too long, but it seems that we have spent countless long winters and summers, and the feelings between us have penetrated into every corner of our bodies, and finally reproduced endlessly in the depths of our hearts.

I raised my hand and stroked his ear lightly, and asked, "Did you not rest for the past few days when I was in a coma? Do you want to sleep for a while?"

He shook his head, leaned over and hugged me, and put his forehead on my side neck as usual, "I'm not tired, I'm just worried about you."

"I'm fine, don't worry." I first comforted me softly, and then after thinking for a few seconds, I said, "We still have a lot of things to do in the future, but they are no longer such heavy tasks. I believe You will be willing to accompany me to face the next troubles, so you will abide by my previous promise, take you to any place you want to go in your free time, and ask Mr. Fisher to find a suitable establishment for us A place in the manor. When other people infected with the vicious virus gradually recover, we can have enough time to think about what to do next to enrich our lives-we will not be as sad as Yufuno said, because Even in times like these, we're actually very happy, and that happiness is getting more and more full, which eventually washes away all the sadness."

"...and the previous store."

"Ok?"

"Where we ate before we went to the sewers." Gerald looked up at me a little and said, "I want to go again."

I laughed out loud, nodded and promised: "Okay, I will take you there again in a while, last time you only tasted one dish, maybe they have adjusted a new taste during this time-the whole dish I can take you to taste every restaurant on the commercial street until you are satisfied."

Gerald nodded slightly and said, "Nyo said, after you wake up, I must say this—I love you, Leoutier."

"Now I just hope that when you confess to me like this next time, you don't add the three words 'Nyo said'." I felt a little dumbfounded, so I patted him on the back lightly a few times, and told him gently Him: "I love you too, Gerald."

"Our future may still be full of hardships, but everything will be fine." I gently stroked the ends of his hair on the back of his head, and said finally before he fell asleep peacefully.

"We have nothing to fear because we are never alone."

【THEEND】

The author has something to say: So far, the story has come to a successful conclusion.For this story, I have too many feelings to say, and it will probably be crowded when the author has something to say, so I will post it on Weibo after a few days, and there will be various small episodes from time to time in the future. on Weibo.

It's just that no matter what, they'll be happy and everything will be fine.

It took six full months and half a year to write this story, thank you for your company along the way.

I wish you all good health and happy reading.

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