gentle him

You saw it just now, he doesn't even recognize me, I... I don't even want to tell him who I am.Maybe you treat me as a friend, but to Cheng Zixie, I think I am nothing. "

Maybe Luo Ya didn't notice what kind of expression she was speaking with now, but Ji Wei did.

Now Luo Ya's expression when she spoke was even worse than a crying face.It was precisely because of Luo Ya's expression now that Ji Wei couldn't say a word, and couldn't be angry with Luo Ya. On the contrary, he couldn't help but feel a little distressed for him.

"Hey, I originally wanted to reconcile you, but who knew that I seemed to be self-defeating instead, sorry."

Luo Ya didn't understand why Ji Wei wanted to apologize to herself.

Speaking of it, Ji Wei should be angry if he is so self-willed, but Ji Wei apologized to himself.He... is obviously kind.It's just that I don't know the reason of the matter, I just hope that they can reconcile as before.

"It's not your fault."

Luo Ya said softly, his expression was still ugly.

I always feel a little sorry, but Ji Wei doesn't know what he should do at this moment.At that time, he was thinking that maybe his decision to make Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie reconcile as before was a big mistake.

"I'm sorry, you are kind. I... have already met anyway. In Cheng Zixie's eyes, I am just that Qu You who didn't treat him very well. It doesn't matter. Later... Take it easy Let's play."

Feeling that he might have froze the originally pretty good atmosphere, Luo Ya quickly broke into a smile.

"Uh, um. Don't worry, I won't tell Zixie that you belong to Luo Ya instead of Qu You."

Ji Wei looked at Luo Ya's smile, and thought that the smile was probably just trying to take care of his own feelings, Ji Wei's mood was a little complicated.But he still smiled back at Luo Ya, this was to reassure Luo Ya and also to thank Luo Ya.

"Hey, Ji Wei, the ticket is ready. Let's go in."

While talking, Cheng Zixie distributed the tickets in his hands to Ji Wei and Luo Ya.When Luo Ya was receiving the tickets from Cheng Zixie, her fingertips accidentally touched Cheng Zixie's lightly.

Luo Ya's body trembled slightly as if she had accidentally been electrocuted.

"What’s wrong with you?"

"Uh, no... nothing. It's just... it feels like there's static electricity."

Luo Ya lied casually, and at the same time quickly reminded herself not to behave too strangely.

"That's it."

Cheng Zixie responded casually, with a gentle voice, a gentle smile, and... turning around without a trace of concern.

The author says:

☆, 04, never changed

Although there are many amusement facilities in the playground, most of them are not suitable for Luo Ya to play.

Because it is too stimulating, it is not good for the heart.

There are many people who know that their heart is not good, and Cheng Zixie and Ji Wei are one of them.

Although Luo Ya is not sure whether Cheng Zixie still remembers that a person named Luo Ya has a bad heart, but it would be a bit strange if even that "Qu You, who has always been in good health" also has a heart attack.

Using the excuse that he is not good at playing such exciting things, Luo Ya did not go to play roller coasters with Cheng Zixie and Ji Wei.

Seeing Cheng Zixie and Ji Wei queuing up, Luo Ya just sat outside and waited.

Just like the self in high school who was always just on the sidelines and couldn't really integrate into it.

I don't know what Cheng Zixie and Ji Wei are talking about, the distance is a bit far, and there are loud voices around, Luo Ya can't hear them.Even looking at the shape of their mouths, Luo Ya couldn't tell what they were talking about.The only thing Luo Ya knew was that Cheng Zixie was really happy now, and the smile he showed towards Ji Wei was still unreal.

Cheng Zixie and Ji Wei got on the roller coaster and successfully grabbed the first row of seats.

Slowly sliding out along the track, and then speeding up at the same time, Luo Ya heard the scream from the air.

Among those exclamations, even Luo Ya felt a little surprised that he could distinguish Cheng Zixie's voice.

Such a happy cry.

"uh-huh……"

Although it was only for a moment, Luo Ya still couldn't help but recall Cheng Zixie's low and muffled hum.

With some desire and erotic muffled humming, Luo Ya's earlobes turned red and hot, and at the same time felt a little sad.

"Ah, it's so cool! I'm going to sit again later!"

Ji Wei's voice was getting closer and closer, Luo Ya suddenly recovered and looked at the source of the voice.

"Sorry for keeping you waiting!"

Ji Wei walked towards Luo Ya lightly, and then grabbed Luo Ya's neck.

"I didn't have to wait too long. It's just that I can't take that kind of thing. Where are you going next? Or do you want to line up again?"

"Well... let's talk about that later. It's rare to come to an amusement park, so it's not good to keep you here waiting for us. By the way, you should be able to play with coffee cups, right?"

"That... it should be fine."

Sensing a burst of gaze, Luo Ya hastily turned her head reflexively, and inadvertently met Cheng Zixie's eyes.

Why is Cheng Zixie staring at herself?

It's me... Strange?

still……?

what……

By the way, Cheng Zixie likes Ji Wei.

So now that Ji Wei is so clingy to himself, it will make him feel very uncomfortable.

"Beep, beep..."

Suddenly, a mobile phone rang.

Perhaps it was because of the noisy surroundings that the ringtone of the mobile phone sounded a little soft.

"Ah, my phone!"

As Ji Wei said so, he took out his mobile phone from his trousers pocket. The conversation was only a few words, but it made Ji Wei's face change.

"Ah, sorry, my girlfriend seemed to suspect that I was cheating and ran to the amusement park. I'll pick her up at the gate, please wait for me."

"Eh!?"

Compared to being surprised by Ji Wei's girlfriend's ability to act, Luo Ya was even more surprised that he would end up alone with Cheng Zixie.

If he and Cheng Zixie get along with each other, what should I say to him?

How can I get along with him in a normal way?

"I'll go back, you guys wait here for me!"

While talking, Ji Wei trotted towards the entrance of the amusement park.

Luo Ya opened her mouth lightly, wanting to say something, but before she could finish her words, Ji Wei trotted away for a while.

Luo Ya was speechless for a moment, he looked back at Cheng Zixie, but found that Cheng Zixie was still looking at him.

What exactly is he looking at?

"I always feel a little strange. I always feel that there is something strange about you."

Strange……?

alone?

"I do not know what you're talking about."

Luo Ya said softly, and he sat on the bench beside him.And Cheng Zixie followed him.

"Ji Wei, has he had many girlfriends?"

"...Hmm. I guess. But the ones he treats with sincerity seem to be the one in high school and the one now."

Cheng Zixie's voice sounded a little lonely, Luo Ya thought it was not his own illusion.

"Since it's true, why did he break up with his high school girlfriend?"

"Because... died in a car accident. Although Ji Wei didn't behave differently at that time, he was very casual. It was almost to the point of not rejecting anyone who came. He stepped on several boats, but in the end he was relieved from the pain like that. It was my current girlfriend who was rescued.”

"...Is that so... ah."

Luo Ya knew nothing.

However, it's not because no one told him, it's just because he cut it off on his own initiative.

"What about you? You are so popular, there should be many girls confessing to you. Haven't you dated anyone?"

Although Luo Ya asked this question, he also knew that Cheng Zixie, who liked Ji Wei so much, probably wouldn't have a girlfriend.

But... this is just his speculation.

"Are you dating...no. Why are you asking about me?"

When hearing about Cheng Zixie, Luo Ya only became more aware of how much Cheng Zixie liked Ji Wei.

"...It's nothing. I'm just a little concerned about how many people the popular king in high school dated."

Luo Ya looked at Cheng Zixie with a gentle smile on his face, but there was a trace of distress in his eyes.

He thought, it must be because the person who rescued Ji Wei from the pain was not Cheng Zixie.

Did I... make his depressed mood even more obscure?

"I've never dated anyone, and I turned them all down."

"That's just because you like Ji Wei."

Ah, bad.

Luo Ya heard such a cry in his heart.

After hearing what Cheng Zixie said, Luo Ya couldn't help but want to tear off Cheng Zixie's mask.

"..."

Cheng Zixie's gentle expression became a little scary, but it was only for a moment, and then he put on the usual gentle mask again.

"Why do you think so?"

The sentence "Why do you think so" does not contain a trace of doubt, it sounds like a declarative sentence.

It didn't seem like a question at all, but just a formulaic evasive tone.

"It's just a vague feeling, an unfounded guess. No matter how you think about it, it's weird to stay by Ji Wei's side all the time, so..."

Luo Ya couldn't help looking away, although he felt that Cheng Zixie wasn't looking at him, but he still did so subconsciously.

"..."

Cheng Zixie was silent for a while, he seemed to be planning to speak, but at this moment Ji Wei's voice came from not far away.

Next to him was the girl who went to eat with him last time at Luoya's working place.

"We're back! Ah, by the way, I haven't introduced yet. This is Qu You, my high school friend who recently came back to China to play. And this is my girlfriend Li Ziyi."

Ji Wei, who pulled his girlfriend with a smile, broke the awkward atmosphere. He happily introduced Li Ziyi and Luo Ya. Fortunately, Ji Wei didn't say Luo Ya's real name.

Luo Ya could not help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"Qu You? Hey, I remember..."

Li Ziyi seemed a little puzzled, when she was about to say something, Ji Wei hurriedly squeezed her hand lightly.

Then Luo Ya suddenly remembered that he had revealed his name when talking to Ji Wei in the restaurant last time, so Li Ziyi knew his name.

Finally he breathed a sigh of relief, but Luo Ya's heart hung in his throat again.

"Ah, that's right, let's go play that. Didn't you just say you want to play?"

Ji Wei, who hastily spoke out, pointed to the coffee cup not far away, and before everyone could speak, he hurriedly dragged Li Ziyi towards the device.

Luo Ya couldn't help but thank Ji Wei from the bottom of her heart for smoothing things over for her.

If his girlfriend had said that she was not Qu You but Luo Ya just now, Luo Ya would not have known what to do at that time.

What he did to Cheng Zixie before the farewell, he was contradictory and kept wandering between regretting and not regretting.

What I don't regret is that I can at least have skin-to-skin contact with the person I like.Even if the other party doesn't mean anything to him at all, that doesn't matter.Luo Ya thought so from the bottom of her heart.

However, Luo Ya also regretted why she did that at that time.

The reason why he did that at the time was that he hoped to draw a perfect end to his relationship.He thought that even if it was just once, he would completely forget Cheng Zixie and his feelings for him afterwards.

But he failed.

After doing that thing, not to mention forgetting it, even if he wanted to forget it, it took Luo Ya countless efforts.

"Aren't you going?"

Stepping forward, Cheng Zixie, who was about to follow Ji Wei in front, glanced at Luo Ya who was standing there as if he was in a daze.

"Oh, no. It's just that it was a little dark in front of me just now, so I wanted to take it easy."

Casually making an excuse, Luo Ya smiled at Cheng Zixie.

After graduating from high school, Luo Ya decided to say goodbye to her former self.

Although the character has been ingrained and cannot be changed, at least people know how to pretend.Excessively forcing herself, Luo Ya, who was still a little uncomfortable at the beginning, has now learned how to hide her thoughts well.So now Luo Ya is confident that Cheng Zixie will not see any flaws.

"If you feel uncomfortable, find a place to rest."

Cheng Zixie seemed to be very concerned about the voice, Luo Ya clearly knew that it was not his sincere concern, but still couldn't help but feel a little happy.

When Luo Ya noticed this small emotional change in his heart, he knew very clearly that his feelings for Cheng Zixie might only increase from beginning to end.

"No, no need. It's probably low blood sugar. I didn't eat anything before going out, so that's probably the reason."

As Luo Ya spoke, she carefully avoided Cheng Zixie's hand, and then walked forward.

"Let's go, they're calling us."

Although Cheng Zixie felt strange, he nodded in agreement without paying attention.

"……Um."

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☆, 05, high school

In high school, Ji Wei was a playful person.

He is playful and plays all kinds of games almost after school, and he is not allowed to memorize all night before the exam.And Cheng Zixie, who has always liked Ji Wei, is probably considered a perfect type of person.Even if you don't take notes in class, you can still get good grades in the exam by playing around with Ji Wei after class.

In Luo Ya's opinion, there is no more compatible partner than Cheng Zixie and Ji Wei.

When they first joined the small group of the two of them, none of them knew that Luo Ya had a bad heart.

Because it was not a serious illness that was terminally ill, and Luo Ya didn't want to be a burden to them, and wanted to follow Cheng Zixie and watch him...

There were countless reasons why Luo Ya didn't tell the two of them about this in the end.

Singing karaoke, playing video games, watching concerts, queuing up for limited merchandise, and spending time in video game malls, these things are actually not what Luo Ya likes.

It should be said that before he got involved with Ji Wei, he would not get involved with these things at all.

Because Ji Wei liked it, it became Cheng Zixie's favorite, and in the end, it became his own "like".

But Luo Ya participated in all these things, but just watched from the sidelines.

I watched from the sidelines, but found it difficult to speak.

They talked about the proper nouns in the game, and to Luo Ya, it was like listening to a scripture.

Luo Ya's family is not rich, and her mother's salary is not much. Their family's living expenses mainly come from the alimony sent by the father who formed another family after divorcing his mother.

Although Luo Ya wanted to blend in, he really didn't have the capital to understand, so the role he could play was nothing other than the role of the spectator.

In this regard, Luo Ya did not feel sad or sad.Perhaps, that also has something to do with the inferiority complex hidden in Luo Ya's heart.

"Eh? Rejected again!?"

Ji Wei's surprised voice was so loud that everyone in the class couldn't help turning their heads to look at them.

"Ji Wei, the sound...is too loud. Everyone is watching."

"Uh, oh. Right."

Ji Wei, who was reminded by Luo Ya, nodded slightly, restraining himself a little.

"But... this is already the sixth victim this month. She is a cute soft girl, why are you rejecting her!"

"No reason, just not interested."

"Eh!? Not interested!?"

Ji Wei looked speechless, as if he was thinking about something.

And Luo Ya could not help but breathe a sigh of relief.

At that time, he didn't think that Cheng Zixie's refusal was actually because his interest was devoted to Ji Wei.

"Could it be that... are you actually gay?"

Luo Ya noticed that Cheng Zixie's expression was a little stiff at that moment.

A premonition quietly sprouted in Luo Ya's mind.

"You think too much."

Cheng Zixie chuckled and patted Ji Wei on the head.

"Study is the main job now. Where can I find that kind of leisurely flirting with women?"

lie.

Cheng Zixie is lying.

As if he could read Cheng Zixie's inner thoughts, Luo Ya was very sure that Cheng Zixie was lying now.

Since... Cheng Zixie is gay, does that mean that he is not hopeless?

Does that mean that I... can have more or less hope in him?

Originally, there was no hope, but at this moment, hope began to sprout.

At that time, the germination of the slightest bud of hope, to Luo Ya now, was like a devil whispering softly in his ear.

Since then, Luo Ya's gaze on Cheng Zixie has become more and more intense, and the emotion that she didn't expect to be responded to at first has turned into a strong desire at some point.

While wanting to dedicate everything to Cheng Zixie, she also wants Cheng Zixie to entrust everything to herself.

He fantasizes all day long, fantasizing that his confession is successful, fantasizing about how sweet they are when they get along with each other, fantasizing about how much Cheng Zixie will spoil him, and even fantasizing about Cheng Zixie hugging himself.

crazy.

Like crazy, like, like, like, like is gradually expanding.

Fantasizing too much, as a result, Cheng Zixie gave Luo Ya the same gentleness towards everyone, which Luo Ya fantasized to mean liking.

In the end, Luo Ya decided that he would show his heart to Cheng Zixie on Valentine's Day.

The author has something to say: I made a mistake, I didn’t expect there were not enough words orz

Post another chapter to make up for it~

☆, 06, when the damage is in progress

Although it is already the second half of the second semester of the second year of senior high school, but when Valentine's Day is approaching, people's hearts are always a little impetuous.

Probably because he felt that he had a girlfriend to accompany him on Valentine's Day, so he didn't want to accompany his two single dog friends, so Ji Wei made an appointment with Cheng Zixie and Luo Ya one week before Valentine's Day, which was the day when the winter vacation was coming to an end. go out and play.

At first, I thought that Ji Wei was going to play video games again, but the activities Ji Wei arranged far exceeded Luo Ya's imagination.

Climbing.

This season is nominally spring, but it is still terribly cold at this time, choosing this time to climb the mountain, Luo Ya even wondered whether Ji Wei's brain had a cramp for a while.

What they want to climb is the highest mountain in their area, nearly [-] meters above sea level.

It doesn't seem very high from a distance, but getting up is terribly exhausting, especially for Luo Ya who lacks exercise due to heart problems since childhood.

After only ten minutes of walking, Luo Ya was more than one meter behind the two people in front.

Ji Wei and Cheng Zixie could still talk and laugh without breathing, but Luo Ya had already started to feel a little struggling.

Luo Ya began to regret it.

Although, it was good to see Cheng Zixie.But this activity really has nothing to do with my body.

"Hey, Luo Ya, you are so slow. Could it be that you can't crawl anymore?"

Ji Wei finally noticed Luo Ya who was behind them, and he turned his head to look at Luo Ya.

"Uh, a little bit."

Luo Ya smiled at Ji Wei.

At this moment, not knowing whether it was accidental or inevitable, Luo Ya inadvertently saw Cheng Zixie frowning slightly.

"Huh? But you seem to be working hard... well, yes, you look very lack of exercise... How about it, why don't you find a place to rest?"

While talking, Ji Wei walked to Luo Ya's side.

"Uh……"

Luo Ya really wanted to say don't worry about me, I'm fine, but he also knew that if he did this, the worst consequence might be that he would faint.

Although, it's a bit embarrassing, but it can only be like this.

"Yeah, that's fine. Sorry..."

Regarding Luo Ya's apology, Ji Wei happily smiled, but Cheng Zixie...

Luo Ya carefully watched Cheng Zixie's expression. It didn't look like he was worried or anything else, but...it seemed a little dissatisfied.

"There seems to be a small store over there. I'll go buy some water. You guys stay here and wait."

After finding a small gazebo, Ji Wei sharply saw a small shop not far away.He pointed his finger, and before Cheng Zixie and Luo Ya could speak, he trotted towards the small shop.

Without Ji Wei who talked too much, the pavilion fell into silence all of a sudden.

"Since you can't climb the mountain, why do you insist on coming here?"

In Cheng Zixie's words, even Luo Ya, who was fond of fantasy at that time, couldn't feel the slightest worry from it. What he felt was Cheng Zixie's dissatisfaction with the troubles, and then he was harsh.

The faint smile on Luo Ya's face disappeared in an instant.

He couldn't answer.

"I did all this because I like you and want to be close to you."

You can take the opportunity to confess, but... in the current situation, Luo Ya knows very well that this is not a good time.

"I've always thought it was weird."

Seeing that Luo Ya didn't answer, Cheng Zixie continued without authorization.

"Although I don't know what's going on, I feel that you have naturally mixed in with Ji Wei and me. But this is nothing, but I don't understand why the things Ji Wei wants to do are clearly out of your interest, but You still have to follow hard.”

That is the truth.

Whether it's games, video game malls, KTV or others, they are all out of Luo Ya's scope of interest.And every time he followed, what Luo Ya could do was just a bystander, and he couldn't participate.

This is true though.

but……

It's another thing to be told in person and questioned.

"I don't think it's going to be fun to watch."

For a long time, Cheng Zixie's gentleness seemed to be an illusion.

A few short words, listening to Luo Ya suddenly felt how far the distance between each other was, and knew more clearly that the distance between him and Cheng Zixie had never been closer.

"Ji Wei seems to like you very much, maybe he is worried. But he is indeed such a worry-loving character. Since he likes you as a friend very much, of course I won't say anything. It's just that I think there are some things you should think about Whether it is suitable to follow suit or not.”

For a moment, Luo Ya felt that his heart was pierced by a sharp sword called language.

He never thought that the words of such a gentle Cheng Zixie would be so stinging.

Then, also at this moment, Luo Ya realized that all his fantasies were just wishful thinking.

Maybe……

Maybe Cheng Zixie doesn't like him anymore, maybe he hates him.

Thinking of this, Luo Ya's eyes were a little sore.

"Bring back the water!"

Ji Wei, who was carrying three bottles of water, trotted back, and took a sip of water from the three bottles.

After that, Luo Ya's mood has been very low.But it was inconvenient for Ji Wei to notice, so he worked hard to maintain his smiling face.

That was probably the hardest day for Luo Ya since he was born.

After recognizing the reality and roughly guessing what Cheng Zixie was thinking, Luo Ya began to calm down.

Although he also thought about following Cheng Zixie's words and stop following them to do things other than his own interests, but he has been doing this for a long time, and it will only make him feel strange to start all kinds of excuses all of a sudden.

And Luo Ya was also afraid.

Even though he tried his best to blend in, the distance between him and Cheng Zixie had never improved a little bit. If he still voluntarily withdraws, the relationship between them will undoubtedly begin to become estranged, and in the end he will no longer be able to be like Cheng Zixie. Stay by Cheng Zixie's side like this.

In the end, Luo Ya couldn't make up his mind.

He was still a bystander following Ji Wei and Cheng Zixie, but this time, he was a real bystander.

Excessive calmness made him discover something that he hadn't noticed before.

That's what Cheng Zixie likes about Ji Wei.

When she realized this, Luo Ya felt a little sad, but also wanted to laugh.

He laughed, Cheng Zixie was obviously no different from him, yet he could still say that to himself.

What Ji Wei likes to do is obviously not within the scope of Cheng Zixie's interest, but he is still willing to accompany him.

This approach is completely different from Luo Ya's.

cruel.

Luo Ya discovered Cheng Zixie's true character.

For those you like, give all tolerance and tenderness, but for those outside this range, you only give false tenderness.

The most ridiculous thing is that Luo Ya fell in love with Cheng Zixie because of his false tenderness.

Across gender, just fell in love with him like this.

However, it was discovered too late.

Even if he finds out that Cheng Zixie is such an excessive and cruel person, Luo Ya has no way to make himself not like him, no way to get himself out of it.

In the end, the heart seemed to be corroded by black and began to become distorted.

***

"Why don't you go to the movies with Ji Wei and the others?"

After playing with the coffee cup, Luo Ya did not follow Ji Wei and the others who decided to go to the movies.Originally thought that Cheng Zixie would follow, so Luo Ya thought this was the best time for him to be alone.But to his surprise, Cheng Zixie didn't go with him.

"The two of them watch movies as a couple, so I don't need to be a light bulb."

While talking, Cheng Zixie put the coffee he bought in front of Luo Ya.

"That's it."

Luo Ya lost her voice and drank her coffee quietly, feeling a little sore in her heart.

"When we first met today..."

Cheng Zixie seemed to be hesitantly considering his words.

"When we first met, you said... I like Ji Wei. Could it be Luo Ya who told you?"

"What do you mean?"

Luo Ya was startled, he suddenly raised his head, and stared at Cheng Zixie's face in disbelief.

What Luo Ya didn't expect was that Cheng Zixie would treat him like this.

Yes, Cheng Zixie hadn't forgotten himself, but knowing it in this way didn't make Luo Ya happy at all.Not only that, but what he felt was sadness and anger.

He didn't mind that Cheng Zixie didn't recognize him, and he didn't mind that Cheng Zixie forgot about him, it's better to say that it suits him.However, he really minded that Cheng Zixie didn't get to know him well, and misunderstood him as a bad person without permission.

"Luo Ya has a very good relationship with you, plus the reason you said before, I don't think it constitutes a reason at all. So..."

"..."

Luo Ya suddenly had a feeling that she was avoiding Cheng Zixie back then, which was probably just a relief for Cheng Zixie.So he doesn't care, because he doesn't care, so he forgets himself, only remembers his name, and a few things that he cares about.

Luo Ya forced herself to resist the urge to slap Cheng Zixie, his hands were trembling slightly uncontrollably.

Putting down the coffee cup in his hand, Luo Ya took a deep breath.

"Yes, he told me. He said that you liked Ji Wei for a long time, but you didn't dare to express your heart, so you could only stay by his side all the time. And he also said... that he comforted you on the day of graduation. "

Luo Ya felt a little cold for a moment, like self-torture, or self-defeating, he had no intention of changing Cheng Zixie's understanding of himself, nor did he intend to make himself a good person in Cheng Zixie's mind.

Since he feels that he is such a despicable person, then...

Just let him think so.

Cheng Zixie who heard what Luo Ya said was obviously shocked.He stared blankly at Luo Ya who had a smile on the corner of his mouth, he was speechless for a moment.

"But I think it's okay, as long as these words don't reach your favorite Ji Wei's ears, isn't it fine?"

This sentence is my favorite, Luo Ya doesn't know who the target of her satire is.

It could be himself, or it could be Cheng Zixie.

"Tell me how to contact Luo Ya."

After a long time, Cheng Zixie said this sentence.

... He actually ... believed it.

Obviously he was the one who chose first, but Luo Ya wanted to cry when things were made like this.

Using an excuse to comfort and then tempt the other party to have a relationship with him, how can it be possible to tell others about this kind of thing?

Why did Cheng Zixie still believe it?

"……I have no idea."

Luo Ya turned her face away, obviously refusing.

"..."

"Anyway...you don't want to have any contact with him, and neither does he. If this is the case, there is no need to contact him. He is not a person without common sense. It is impossible to go around telling people about the things between you."

Feeling as if she couldn't calm down, Luo Ya took several deep breaths.

"I'm not feeling well, so I'll go back today. If you see Ji Wei later, please tell him for me."

Luo Ya didn't wait for Cheng Zixie to reply, he pushed the chair away in a little panic, then ran to check out and left the small coffee shop.

He didn't know why he couldn't let go of it for so many years.

Obviously the other party is so bad, don't say that he cares about himself, he even thinks himself so despicable and shameless.

For such a man, why can't I let him go?

I can't let go of him, I keep thinking about him, even if I want to give up, I still can't stop fantasizing about him.

Even now, he is still catching up with the Fantasy Chengzi Association, telling him "I actually recognized you a long time ago, I was just joking" or "I'm sorry".

but……

Luo Ya's footsteps began to slow down, he slowly turned his head and looked behind him.

Cheng Zixie did not catch up as he imagined, let alone say "I'm sorry" to him.

Feeling that her eyes were slightly moist, Luo Ya sniffled her nose lightly, and then showed a smile that was uglier than crying.

The author says:

☆, 07

Luo Ya thought that the matter would end like this.

Cheng Zixie and himself will probably not have any intersections anymore, even if Ji Wei wants to make them together again, and wants them to return to their previous relationship, Cheng Zixie will not give any response.

Luo Ya originally... thought so.

But this unilateral thought was broken by several phone messages and a text message the next morning.

——Luo Ya, I asked Ji Wei for your phone number.I want to meet with you, call me back if it's convenient.

——Luo Ya, if you ignore the phone, I will go to your school to find you.

……

Oops.

Messed up.

Even if Cheng Zixie misunderstood him at that time, he shouldn't be impulsive at that time.

You should endure it until you go home, and then you don't have to worry about having any contact with Cheng Zixie.

At that time... you shouldn't be angry.

Luo Ya began to fall into endless regret for her impulsiveness.

Of course, Luo Ya couldn't let Cheng Zixie come to his school to find him. He had a premonition that if Cheng Zixie came to his school, his originally peaceful life would be messed up.

He didn't want to ruin his originally peaceful life again and again because of Cheng Zixie.

but……

then...

Go and meet him yourself.

But Luo Ya, who had already met Cheng Zixie under the pretense of Qu You's identity, didn't think that he could get away with it by changing his appearance to his high school appearance.

No matter how dull Cheng Zixie was, no matter how indifferent he was to others, it was impossible for him not to recognize a person whom he only met and talked to two days ago.

Luo Ya's mood began to become inexplicably irritable.

Anyway, gotta call back first.

It would be bad if Cheng Zixie misunderstood that he was ignoring him and came to him.

After pressing the callback button, Luo Ya listened to the beeps on the other end of the phone, one beep, two beeps, three beeps, and then the call was connected.

"Hello? Is it Luo Ya?"

Cheng Zixie's voice made Luo Ya tense, he felt his throat a little dry and painful.