when i'm not young

In the end, He Sheng was surprised to find that Li Er, the lazy god of his family, really started running. Every day, he ran with him from the community to the park outside. change clothes.

Li Ling said, "After running for a week, I realized that my legs were so sore that it wasn't my own."

A month later, Li Ling said, "I seem to have lost weight again."

Two months later, He Sheng said, "You won't beg for mercy in bed."

As for how Li Ling was able to persist in running, He Sheng knew it all too well.When two men live together, both will grow old.In addition, there are no children, what should I do in the future?Someone has to be in exceptionally good health to take care of the other.Of course He Sheng hopes to take care of Li Ling all the time, but he also hopes that Li Ling can still run with him when he is seventy and eighty, and that he is healthy and his head is active.

He once joked with Li Ling that he wanted to fuck him until he was 80.Li Ling looked horrified when he heard this: "How old is that? You can do it even if you are wrinkled."

He Sheng smiled: "If it's you, you won't be old at all. And if you get old, don't I get old too?"

In the past, Li Ling didn't think about "the future", such as property, pension, real estate certificate, etc. They have no children, what should they do?Can worry about him to death.

In the third month, Li Ling ran farther with him. The two of them saw Gu Chengze and He Chengfeng near the city's ecological park, as well as a Shar Pei with an aggrieved expression.

Li Ling looked at the house opposite the park. It was the most expensive real estate in the city. The two of them had saved a little two years ago. He Sheng said that he would buy another house and move there when he got old.Li Ling disagreed. He said that when he was old, he didn't like to live in a high-rise. If he had the money, he might as well go to the countryside to buy a place to build a small villa and raise some animals. It would be better than being locked up in a mirage.

He Sheng followed Li Ling, no matter whether he bought a house or built a house, it was for Li Ling and him to live comfortably and easily in the future. If Li Ling was satisfied, he followed suit, that's all.Li Ling shook his head and vetoed it, so naturally he would not mention it again.

Seeing the long-lost old leader, He Sheng was overjoyed and went up to greet him.

He Chengfeng had already seen the two of them.They stand out together.They are all about 1.8 meters tall, and they look good.One is a serious and unsmiling look, and the other is a hearty young man with a smile on the corner of his eyes and a smile on his mouth. Either one will attract attention.

"Mr. He, come out to exercise too?" He Chengfeng greeted.

He Sheng nodded: "So is Deputy He?"

He Chengfeng: "This one insists on walking the dog." He said and patted the sharpie's head.

Li Ling seemed to be more interested in dogs. He knelt down and asked, "Is it troublesome to keep a dog?"

Gu Chengze thought for a while: "It depends on how the owner raises and what kind of dog he raises. My sharpie is not troublesome."

As soon as He Sheng finished listening to the conversation, he pressed his forehead silently: Li Er is planning to raise a dog.It's over.

Some people don't have the talent to keep pets, and they are talking about Li Ling.

He raised goldfish before, except for He Sheng who fed two to death, Li Ling raised the rest by himself.I have raised two parrots. One time when He Sheng came back from a business trip, he didn't hear the parrots calling in the house. He went out to the balcony to have a look and found that he was sunburned to death.Li Ling received an impromptu meeting task in the morning, left in a hurry, and forgot to bring the birdcage into the house.

All his thoughts were lost, and he said to raise a tortoise, the old bastard of ten thousand years, if he raises it to death, I will not raise anything!Please, Lao He.

He Sheng said: "It's not that I don't want you to raise it. You die whatever you raise. This is... cursed, right? And every time you feel sad for a while, I feel distressed."

"Turtle, no, it's definitely easy to raise!"

Well, He Sheng agreed for the last time. He Sheng also specially helped him choose between the Brazilian tortoise and the Chinese flower tortoise for a long time, and finally picked a palm-sized Chinese flower tortoise.

At the beginning, Li Ling's face was like a sunflower in full bloom. He always liked to laugh, but now he smiled at a turtle all day long, and He Sheng became jealous!I have been thinking about how to compete with a turtle all day long.In the end, the tortoise was raised for two months, and Li Ling gave it to a colleague in the office.Asked why, Li Ling sighed: "It grows too slowly. I wonder if he is so big. Where did he eat the fish and meat? Besides, I smiled at him for so long and he didn't show me any expression."

He Sheng: "..."

So you expect a turtle to show you a lot of expressions?But the enemy finally sent him away, He Sheng said in his heart, now I have contracted all of Li Er's laughs in this house.

It hasn't been stable for a long time. When encountering this scene today, He Sheng frowned. When He Chengfeng saw it, he immediately understood it.He sighed very artificially, and shook his head exaggeratedly: "Li Ling, let me tell you..."

He Sheng thought to himself, as expected they all have the surname He!Behind Li Ling, he nodded gratefully to He Chengfeng, pulled Gu Chengze and said, "Mr. Gu, let's run again? There just happened to be a project, and I thought you might be interested in knowing about it."

If Gu Chengze doesn't understand that he is not Gu Chengze anymore.Leaving He Chengfeng to fool Li Ling, the two ran off.

It is not an excuse to say that the project really has a project.He Sheng heard from Li Ling that Gu Chengze planned to win the agency of a certain province, but he couldn't find a breakthrough to enter the product because of the local brand protection of the local government.

If the quality of the products in that province is good enough, he won't have to use this kind of twisting force. He feels that it is a useless effort to hit a stone with an egg, and it can be said to be harmful without any benefit.The problem is that the products there are not good at all, they are too cheap. He wants to win the general agent, seize the market and promote the influence of the products.

No other company in the industry can do it. If he can do it, isn't it very powerful?

Of course it is.

He Sheng said his personal name and told Gu Chengze how to use public opinion.

A trace of surprise flashed across Gu Chengze's face, but he soon calmed down.We are all businessmen, we all understand,

It may not seem like such an upright method to outsiders, but before the evil forces, if you want to fight against each other without retreating, you really need some special methods.

I don't know what He Chengfeng said to Li Ling, anyway, when He Sheng turned to look for him, he looked disappointed and said he didn't want to take care of him.

He Sheng said in his heart: Amitabha.

One day in December, Li Ling was on a business trip in County K, and He Sheng was at home.His company is running smoothly, its performance is stable, and everyone is in harmony, so there is nothing for him to worry about.

He sorted out a batch of old books and two people's old clothes at home, packed them according to Li Ling's previous request, and donated them to impoverished areas that needed these materials.

While pressing the box with his legs, Li Ling's phone came in.His voice sounded very excited, speaking fast and trembling: "Old He, I, my mother, Lao He, I found my mother's tomb..."

He Sheng let out an "ah" before he understood.

In Li Ling's mind, if he really wanted to dig deeper, there really was such a person as "mother".

Li Ling has always cared about his mother, that is the person who has given him the most love in this world besides He Sheng.Although Guan Ai has not been around for many years, and even though he abandoned him later, how can he forget that his mother once helped him block his father's stick, and his mother once secretly waved her hand to let him sneak into the kitchen to eat his mother's other food when he just came home from school? open small stove...

Once, when he came home, he saw the ground broken, tattered, and messy. He cried in fright and asked his father, "Where's my mother?"

His father just slapped him with a wave of his hand: "I don't want you anymore! Go away! Ask me once and I'll slap you once!"

Li Ling was so frightened that he stopped crying. The fear of living under his father's stick became more and more serious, affecting the last bit of warmth his mother left him, and that bit of warmth and missing her unconsciously changed. It turned into resentment, he thought, how could she be so cruel as to not want me, regardless of my life or death.

Waiting until his third year of high school, his mother got his mobile phone number from somewhere, and Li Ling guessed that she got it from the class teacher.Li Ling received his mother's call for the first time, and hung up as soon as he heard the voice.

He wanted to ask, did you finally think of me?You finally know how to ask me?Are you still my mother?How could you be so selfish not to take me away?

But he didn't have a chance to ask, that number never appeared in the missed calls again, he secretly saved it, and signed "Mom" on the contact.With secret happiness and deep resentment.

Wait until the name flashes and flashes, it is the news of death.

It's not that Li Ling has no regrets in his heart. Sometimes He Sheng comforts Li Ling who is raving in his dreams, and he will hear Li Ling say "Mom, I'm sorry".

He Sheng sighed, he can give Li Ling a lot, he can do a lot for him, but he can't help him get out of that regret.

So when he heard Li Ling say he found it, he actually shed tears.

Weeping with joy, for his Lier.Deeply empathized, even if it was not his own remorse, He Sheng shed tears for his Li Er.

Naturally, Li Ling didn't know about this. He talked incoherently on the phone, asking He Sheng to come with him, and finally said that he was so happy and silly, and forgot to ask He Sheng if he had anything important to do.

He Sheng said it doesn't matter, your matter is important, and other things can be pushed.

Xiao Wang received a call from their Mr. He, who asked him to push things away.Xiao Wang was in a dilemma: "Well, Mr. Yamashita came from Japan specially for inspection. I said beforehand that Mr. He received him personally. Isn't that bad?"

He Sheng's voice was indifferent: "In front of my wife's affairs, everyone else should step aside. You know how to help me out. It's hard work."

Xiao Wang: How the hell do I know? !Can I tell the other party that my boss was called away by his wife!

It snowed a little this winter. He Sheng wore a black woolen coat over his suit and a scarf around his neck. His simple attire made him look like a gentleman.

Li Ling's scarf is the same style as his, but the color is different.Li Ling's nose was red, and his eye circles were also a little red. He Sheng put his arms around his shoulders and didn't speak.

"My mother took me to my grandmother's house when I was about four years old. However, there was a big difference between then and now. I was young at the time, so I don't remember it. When I walked to an old banyan tree, I always felt familiar. Did I play here before? Ever? I asked the old people here if they knew Xiuxiu, and they remembered." Li Ling smiled and shrugged his shoulders, "There is no other reason. life experience."

The person she married was too bad, and she lived too hard, so she had to give up her children and divorce.How good can one remarry in those days?After working hard for several years, he was exhausted and fell ill. He had no money to see a doctor and died.

As Li Ling spoke, his lips trembled, as if he was shivering from the cold, or as if caused by emotion, He Sheng said softly, "Li Er, stop talking..."

"I hated her for a long time, regretted it for a long time, and hated myself even longer, so tired."

He Sheng saw him squatting down, and Li Ling touched the name on the tombstone and said, "Mom, his name is He Sheng." Li Ling's tears welled up all at once, many in a hurry, and fell into the soil patter.

The snow fell harder than it had come, and soon the world was blurred.

Gratitude, resentment, regret, and hatred are all blurred.Only time, which is clear from ancient times, clearly remembers every account for you.

"Let's go." After Li Ling finished speaking to He Sheng, he glanced at the tombstone again, "Let's go. I brought Lao He to see it today. I have no regrets. You should rest well."

Just after the Spring Festival of the following year, He Sheng asked Xiao Wang to compress and compress his work, so that he could finish it by the end of February and never put it in March.

Xiao Wang had a premonition that something big was going to happen. He had been with He Sheng for several years. He was quite afraid of this seemingly majestic general manager who was wayward, because He Sheng gave him orders from time to time that the secretary could do things. to the thing.

Since he knew who the He Sheng family was, Xiao Wang often understood.

However, completing the work targets for the next month ahead of schedule, wouldn't that kill everyone? !

This is no longer self-willedness, this is lust and insanity!This is stupid!

A row of derogatory words flew through Xiao Wang's mind, and He Sheng crossed his fingers, expressing his understanding and agreement in a difficult way, but he said, "Xiao Wang, then let me know, let's go in the next half month."

How to notify!Because Mr. He is going to Iceland for a month, everyone, please work hard and catch up with the next month's performance!come on, come on, come on.

Xiao Wang rolled his eyes in his heart, and said respectfully on his face, "Okay, I'll do it."

Li Ling got his wish and saw the glacier aurora. He asked He Sheng to propose a marriage, which was very serious and touching.

He Sheng looked around, held his hand, and walked cautiously: "Just give me a moth, I have been licensed for several years to engage in such a vulgar plot."

"How about I beg you?" Li Ling turned behind him and hugged his waist, resting his chin on his shoulder: "Looking at the aurora, isn't it beautiful? Do you think you are illiterate? Can't describe the beauty?"

The green aurora is mysterious and unpredictable. It was a green ribbon at first, and it widened at a speed visible to the naked eye, and began to float, surrounded by blue and purple circles.

It began to float and jump, and began to change color. It danced above their heads, a curved ribbon for a while, and splashes of ink for a while.

That is the aurora of blessing, imprinted in the eyes of your lover, and you can see yourself who is equally serious in his eyes.

"Not as beautiful as you." He Sheng looked away and kissed Li Ling on the mouth.

Along the way, the smile on Li Ling's mouth never disappeared. At this moment, the tip of his nose was rubbing against He Sheng's, teasing him for a kiss. He Sheng thought it was fun, and smiled, "Why are you so happy?"

"Old He, how did you find out that you like me?" Li Ling never asked him this question, or similar questions, such as, what do you like about me, and when did you like me.

He Sheng knocked his chin on the top of his head, and thought seriously: "Grade [-], you are speaking on the rostrum as a freshman representative. I just looked up and glanced casually at that time, thinking you are too good-looking."

There was nothing false about what he said.

The 16-year-old Li Ling is really good-looking, except for the gloomy personality at the beginning, which makes people stay away from him.That day he was wearing a clean and tidy school uniform and standing on the bright and spacious rostrum to speak, like a motionless artistic statue, pure and noble, He Sheng couldn't take his eyes off, looking at Li Ling's direction and giggling.

"So, you have been with me for more than [-] years?! Why?" Li Ling was unwilling to say "love" or "like" at this time, and he felt a little ashamed.

He Sheng scratched his nose: "Who knows, maybe it's an instinct. Is it strange? I will only like you more and more."

It's very strange, Li Ling wanted to say, I always hear people say that liking or love will be diluted by time.

"The atmosphere is very good today, I should ask more." Li Ling suddenly showed a shy smile, "Hey, tell me, why didn't you find anyone else after we separated for so long? Or did you never like it? Others? I don't believe it."

He Sheng: "Why, why did you travel so far to ask me specifically - I haven't looked for it."

Li Ling stepped back a little and focused on him: "I really don't believe it."

"Really, really, really." He Sheng's gentle and firm eyes fell on the glacier in front of him, "I'm so nervous about studying, I usually go to work, and I fly back to find you whenever I have a holiday. Where do I have the international time to develop other things? love?"

Li Ling was dubious.

He Sheng asked: "What about you? Why didn't you?"

"Me? I work part-time in college. I work after graduation. I have to pay rent and eat. I work two jobs. Even if I want to, I can't find time." Li Ling sighed, "If my life wasn't so bad before It's not your turn either."

He Sheng bared his teeth and wanted to bite him, but Li Ling dodged, and the white mist that came out was intertwined with He Sheng's breathing.Li Ling leaned forward and brought his mouth closer: "At this time, we should concentrate on kissing."

From time to time, several couples walked by, with smiles and envious expressions on their faces.

Under the dazzling, colorful, treacherous and changeable aurora, at the end of the world, they love each other and they kiss.

Li Ling is nearly forty years old, but he is still young.That vitality and youth are in the bone but not under the skin.He Sheng is different from him, what he presents is a sense of experience and calmness.

Sometimes Li Ling hated his round face, making people think he was Manager Li's subordinate every time he went to discuss business.

But He Sheng didn't take it seriously: "If you are unhappy, you don't have to do it, anyway, I will support you."

"Boss He is trying to keep me?"

"Yes, I will support you until you are a hundred years old."

Seeing that Li Ling didn't respond to the proposal, He Sheng added bluntly: "Anyway, I'll be with you in the end."

Li Ling still ignored him, stirred the spoon in the soup pot, scooped some up and handed it to his mouth: "Steamed radish and clams with pork ribs, try the taste."

All suffering will end when you come to my side.It doesn't matter whether the previous time was good or bad, you and I will share every time in the future; and I know that we will always be good.

Li Ling carried the soup and walked to the dining room, He Sheng set the table and chopsticks and sat there waiting for him, with a very obedient look and affectionate eyes.

"Don't urge the years, I won't push back what should come; don't urge the years, you still have to chase the ones that go far away."

The author has something to say:

Thank you for reading and supporting, and I will show my heart to every reader who comes in.

This is the first time I write a short story, because I can't write out what I'm thinking about!I'm so useless!

There is no such thing as a side story for such a short article, and another reason for its production is that I have been addicted to "skam" recently, so that I don't care about this and that, and if I don't do anything else, I will use it up!

Well, after finishing this, I’d rather read more books and avoid skam a few times (///▽///) hahahahaha

Maybe the story of He Sheng and Li Ling will be presented in another form in the future!What if?

Finally, I bow and thank you for clicking ~ I hope this short story can bring you happiness and joy (^^) I wish you all a happy life ~ good night