when i'm not young

Li Ling couldn't understand the scene in front of him. He always thought that Aunt Lin, a casual person, would go back to England without saying goodbye. How could he expect to see her here.

The servant came in with refreshments, and Aunt Lin divided them up and sat next to He Sheng's father: "Li Ling, Lao He told me that I don't want to care about the affairs of you young people. Your life is your own. Who cares?" I can’t taste it either. You all think it’s useless for me to jump around by myself, so don’t worry about it.” As he spoke, he looked at He Sheng’s father, and Li Ling wondered if he was going to have his eyesight checked. I saw "Old Husband and Wife" on the TV.

No one explained what happened to Li Ling. Li Ling wanted to go home and ask Lao He, but he called Lao He's cell phone, but no one answered after it rang for a long time.What about entertainment, he thought.

I opened Weibo at night, and there was a trending search where "a farm warehouse in the northeast caught fire and caused an explosion."He glanced at it and put down the phone without paying attention.

After taking a step, his heart skipped a beat, he held his breath to watch the news, and subconsciously said "It's not there, it's not there..."

Life seems to never let him have an easy life, and a few years of comfort will give him a shock. He saw the follow-up report that the warehouse that caught fire belonged to He Sheng's company.

In the picture, the flames are soaring into the sky, and the black mist is billowing, as if there are shouts breaking through the screen.Li Ling called Lao He's cell phone again, and this time he picked it up right away, but the voice inside said, "I'm sorry, Mr. He..."

"Where is Lao He?! Where is he!"

"you are……"

"I'm his wife! Where is he?!"

There was no direct flight to the city where He Sheng's accident happened that night, so he called Gu Chengze.It was already eleven o'clock in the evening, and Gu Chengze was very quiet. Li Ling controlled his emotions and said, "Mr. Gu, something happened to Mr. He, um, do you know anyone? I want to go right away..."

He Chengfeng's voice seemed to be answering Gu Chengze: "I'll also ask Wu Wenqiu here, didn't he invest in a certain express delivery industry?"

That night, Li Ling took a cargo plane to the city where He Sheng was located and rushed to the hospital.

As soon as he saw He Sheng wrapped up like a mummy, his legs were so weak that he slid down against the door, squatting on the ground panting for breath, he couldn't run anymore.He took a taxi as soon as he got off the plane, and ran as soon as he got out of the car. At this moment, he didn't feel any strength in his body.He Sheng fell asleep on the bed, he seemed to be quite obedient, not as energetic as before.

Li Ling didn't bring any clothes, so he flew over full of worry and discomfort. At this moment, the negative emotions trapped in his little chest finally exploded, overflowing his limbs and bones, and he just sat on the ground and cried.

"You fucking old He...you still scare me like this from now on, I don't care about you when you're old, throw you in a nursing home...I won't take care of you when you're old..." Li Ling scolded enough and walked over, Before touching He Sheng, He Sheng asked with difficulty: "I'm old, you really don't care about me in the future?"

"...are you awake?"

He Sheng's speech was slow: "A certain person was crying and scolding - you really don't care about me from now on?" He asked.

"It doesn't matter! If it's you who cares about me!" Li Ling bit his finger, which was not covered with bandages.

He Sheng sighed: "I'm already like this and you still bite me, do you understand that you love your husband?"

"Who is your wife now?" Li Ling hummed.

He Sheng winked at him and asked him to come closer, and whispered, "Everyone's secretary told me."

Li Lingjun blushed and sat up straight.

"Mr. He! Your wife said she's coming over!" He Sheng recalled Xiao Wang's words with delight.

Li Ling simply asked for leave to accompany He Sheng in the hospital.In fact, He Sheng was far away at the time, and the condition was not serious, but the bag was exaggerated, and he was discharged from the hospital within a few days.

In the past few days, the fire brigade announced the cause of the fire, and the public opinion was immediately one-sided. They were originally blaming He Sheng’s fire safety for problems. After seeing what the fire department said, “a delivery driver threw cigarette butts in a dry and flammable warehouse.” They blamed the driver.

Fortunately, only a few people were injured this time, and there was no danger to their lives. He Sheng said that he would hand it over to the relevant department of the company. Sitting in the driver's cab watching him, Li Ling said flatly, "It's hard for everyone... Luckily for him, you're fine."

"What if there is something wrong with me?"

"Lost in a nursing home, I don't bother to care about you." Li Ling despised himself in his heart, like a daughter-in-law.

He Sheng touched his fingers and smiled: "I won't worry you anymore."

The two went back together. On the way, He Sheng told him about his parents.

Li Ling believed in the saying that there is blood everywhere in life.

Aunt Lin divorced in anger.This woman who has immersed the "ivory tower" in her bones has probably had that kind of heart all her life.She is innocent and lives a simple life.It's just that the two of them haven't remarried for so many years, which shows that they still have each other in their hearts.But what kind of temper does Aunt Lin have?If you don't come to me, why should I care about you?Even if you came to see me, I might not care about you.It is only reasonable if she is willing to come to see you.He Sheng's father doted on her so much that he let her be self-willed all his life.

"What kind of anger is this?"

He Sheng smiled: "Desperate. My mother is sometimes a bit extreme. She does things and says things one after another. One day she thinks about it and the next day she thinks about it. At that time, my father's company grew bigger and bigger. She was resting at home. But I can’t be idle, and I want to live life to the fullest. My dad agreed with her to come to work. My mom made a lot of troubles, and my dad cleaned them up. Later, she gently persuaded her not to use it, and she became angry. Between husband and wife The verbal dispute will become a habit of opening your mouth. My father endured it for a long time, and finally agreed after my mother said those two words. That’s probably it.”

"I said you agreed to the divorce. Do you have your own position? Or have you always thought so?" The corners of Li Ling's mouth twitched, summarizing Aunt Lin's thoughts concisely.He seems to understand what He Sheng said about "resolute" and "extreme".He couldn't help worrying about himself: "Don't be like this when we quarrel in the future."

He Sheng frowned: "What kind?"

"We have to solve the problem as soon as we find it. We can't wait for the problem to accumulate too much and explode all at once. We can't say those two words." Li Ling said very seriously.

He Sheng also thought seriously: "That can't be. There will be quarrels, but I promise, no matter who is right or wrong, I will be the first to apologize after the quarrel."

Li Ling smiled and pinched his face: "Why are you so..."

"Bad? I'm happy if it's yours."

This is not cheap, this is pampering me, Lao He.Li Ling thought in his heart.

He Sheng took over his father's company just over two months before his father passed away.It wasn't painful to leave, everything that should be said was said in advance, everything to be arranged was prepared early, seeing that the person he loved in his life was by his side, and his son was accompanied by someone, he left without any regrets.

A row of lilies planted in the yard are in full bloom, and the water is pure white, which is very beautiful.Aunt Lin looked at the flowers and smiled, and said to Li Ling beside her, "Look, isn't it pretty?"

Li Ling gave a soft "hmm".

"I like it, and Lao He has been planting it." Aunt Lin's crying was not obvious, it was suppressed by her, there were only two lines of tears, and she couldn't control it, "Everyone in the old He family is in love, you have to have a good relationship with He Sheng Have a good time, you know?"

Li Ling's eyes were also red at this time, and he nodded solemnly and said, "Understood, Mom."

In the past, he always felt that "staying together in the long room" is particularly embarrassing in modern times.In a materialistic society, which two people can stay together for 365 hours, 50 days a year, 18250 years, 438000 days?Isn't that waiting to see each other and hate each other, killing passion and freshness with daily necessities?

Later, when he was with He Sheng for the third year, he felt that it wasn't that difficult.The premise is that their love can generate trust and dependence. It is not that they have not passed the test of temptation. In He Chengfeng's words, they are considered high-quality and outstanding gays in the circle.

But He Sheng never stays out at night, no matter how late he has to come back to sleep with Li Ling in his arms.

There was also a quarrel, and it was in the second year of the two people's relationship.When they first lived together, that young master He Sheng would not hide his temper when he got angry.

Li Ling said: "You just like to pretend! You are a gentle gentleman abroad, but when you come back, you are a pervert with a strong desire for control!"

He Sheng: "Who is perverted? Say it again?"

Li Ling also felt that he was speaking too seriously, but who made He Sheng intervene in a project he was bidding for again, who made He Sheng talk to him in that tone?Not to be outdone, he said, "You! Just you! Pervert!"

"Okay, I'll show you what an old pervert looks like." He Sheng's sudden calm after being extremely angry is particularly scary, this is the conclusion Li Ling reached after several rounds of quarreling with him.

He Sheng's tone was without a trace of warmth, his smile was tinged with ice, and he approached Li Ling with his steps.Li Ling's movements were not as fast as his, and he was immediately picked up.

Li Ling fluttered in his arms and couldn't catch it several times.He Sheng slapped his butt a few times with his big palm, and Li Ling was honest and shouted: "It's swollen! Old rascal!"

He Sheng just bullied him that time and wanted to kill him on the bed, he said he was really mad at him!Can that bid go?Can I drink that wine?That old pervert from the bidding office is famous for messing around, especially for a good-looking one like you, can you come back after you go?

Li Ling swept away the quilt and ignored him, feeling wronged, and hesitantly said: "Then tell me well, why did you spank my ass..."

"Did you listen carefully? As soon as I got home, you yelled at me to kill your bidding project." Some people can't calm down without forcing them.

Not long after that time, Li Ling suddenly said next to He Sheng, "Hey, Lao He, even though it was violent last time, it was quite touching once in a while..."

He Sheng pinched his nose and pressed him down: "It turns out that my Lier is a pervert."

Compared to that time, everything else was a little noisy, happy and joyful.Whether it is better to raise parrots or turtles, or whether it is better to boil or steam when cooking fish, or the things you bought online this time are not easy to use, and it hurts me and I am not happy enough.

In short, it's all bits and pieces.

But we are not people who can influence the society or have power in one land. Compared with the national affairs, our life is a bunch of bits and pieces, but it is these bits and pieces that make me feel that I live more real.

Li Ling thought so.

This year is the sixth year that he and He Sheng have been together.

On the second day of the National Day holiday, it rained.Li Ling finally got up early, and He Sheng rarely stayed in bed. Usually at this time, he came back from running outside, and bought Li Ling's favorite breakfast like steamed stuffed bun mille-feuille, and pressed the soymilk machine, waiting for that The buzzing woke Li Ling up.

Li Ling was shaving in the toilet. He didn't use it smoothly, and he was shaving extremely carefully.

He Sheng didn't know when he got up, took his razor, squeezed his chin to look at it, shook his head and said, "Li Er, you are so stupid."

Li Ling jumped up and down, sat on the sink, raised his chin and waited for him to shave.He Sheng looked at his stupid appearance, surrounded by white foam, and laughed sleeplessly: "Your husband will shave you."

"If I'm not here, you'll use an electric razor. Look at you stupid." He Sheng kept talking, but he didn't stop. When he looked down and saw his bare feet, he raised his voice, "I've said it a few times, why are you so old? Put on your shoes! The floor is icy, you think you are a young lad!"

Li Ling pursed his lips and didn't dare to smile, for sure he couldn't shave.

He Sheng was annoyed, and suddenly smiled, holding up the razor: "Get lost!"

"Don't go! I'll take you fishing today."

"Finally no longer being a pig at home? Start running with me tomorrow to keep fit."

"Running is too tiring."

After He Sheng finished shaving, he looked at it again, very satisfied.He said, "What will you do if you don't take advantage of this time to exercise?"

"Didn't you take care of me?"

He Sheng patted his thigh: "Come down! It's ice on top! I won't take care of it anymore, I've been disobedient."

The author has something to say: There is still the last chapter to end!I can read "skam" wholeheartedly again, happy(///▽///)