when i'm not young

He Sheng took him to a multi-storey cafe, tasting coffee in the cafe at the end of the world, the taste was even more different.This country is the country with the highest index of gay happiness in the world. This cafe is a gathering place for gay people. There are singers singing blues. Once again, the eyes are the worship of the stars shining.Why does he think he looks like a teenage star chasing girl?On the way, when he came out of the bathroom, he saw a man smiling flirtatiously with He Sheng.

Li Ling said: "Old He is too charming."

He Sheng said to the man in Icelandic: "This is my lover."

Duofang nodded and smiled, said a word of blessing, and left gracefully.

"I brought you here for one more thing." He Sheng asked Li Ling to sit down and said, "Did my dad look for you?"

Before Li Ling answered, He Sheng continued to say that the singers downstairs had stopped, and someone was playing "Nuvole Bianche" on the piano. The gentle prelude was flowing, and amidst the repeated melody, He Sheng said slowly: "I I started contacting my dad about three or four years ago. After our relationship became stable, he came to me and hoped that I could take over his business. Of course, the premise was very fucking, as you can imagine, he asked me to leave you. "

How can this be?Li Ling frowned, thanks to him being so polite to his father before!Ouch, so angry!

He Sheng seemed to see what he was thinking, and pinched his nose: "Don't be narrow-minded, old man... he won't live long, and he came to me again a while ago. He has never married again. He only has one son, and the company won't give me one." Who? He said, he wants to meet you, but I don't agree, after all, at that time, I didn't know what he thought about us and you. "

At this time, the melody of the piano music downstairs was layered and advanced slowly. Li Ling was in it, infected and affected. Looking at the affectionate face of He Sheng in front of him, he imagined a He Sheng who was constantly pulling in his heart. Lover, on the one hand is a seriously ill father.

He always thought that his previous life was the only one that was sad, and that he was lonely and miserable, so why not He Sheng?He never said it, just like he blocked the stick and scolding before leaving at that time, like he had something to hide when he came back, just like now, he is trying to express something with difficulty until today.

Li Ling squeezed his hand distressedly.

"He accepted. He said that he would meet you that day and said that you were a good boy, otherwise I wouldn't cook noodles for you. He dressed up for a long time to meet you that day, trying to make himself look hale and tough. He said he was alive After so many years... Finally, I finally realized how it feels to see my son's lover..."

He Sheng's eyes were a little red, and Li Ling didn't let him continue talking.Li Ling knew that he must be very uncomfortable, after all, He Sheng wanted to follow his father from the beginning.

The song "Nuvole Bianche" came to an end, and the peace and tranquility returned. He Sheng's mood was much calmer, and he smiled at Li Ling, tenderly and pampering: "Let's go see Dad, and let him rest assured that his son will not be alone. "

Li Ling himself has no father, and he had never been valued and loved before. He felt what happened to He Sheng's father, which surpassed the pain expressed by He Sheng. He touched He Sheng's head, like comforting a baby. As a large dog, sometimes he feels that He Sheng needs love and protection more than he does.Li Ling said: "Go back and tell our dad that you take over the business and I will take care of you so that he can feel at ease."

When a person is about to die, what else in the world cannot be let go?What else in the world can be bitten on?Fulfillment is letting go, not verbal recognition.

In this city with the title of "the sun never sets", the two also went to Reykjavik Cathedral.He Sheng took Li Ling to the top of the building by elevator, overlooking the whole city.

Li Ling sighed softly: "My God! It's like a fairy tale world!"

The sky is blue, so bright that it seems that a mirror that has been repeatedly polished can reflect light, and the soft clouds gradually spread out like fish scales, and there are colorful roofs underneath, which are neat houses.

It's beautiful, it's beautiful.He Sheng hugged Li Ling tightly, and the two looked at each other, exchanging a mutual kiss.

On the way back, the burning clouds started from the western sky and slowly dyed the whole sky red, red and golden. On the way back, Li Ling was reluctant to part, and said with his fingers that he hadn’t seen the waterfall and milk chocolate.

He Sheng came out of the bathroom, wiped his hair and asked, "What is milk chocolate?"

"Blue Lake! Black stones and milk-like lake water..." But why is it called Blue Lake?Li Ling muttered.

He Sheng was stunned, and grinning, rushed towards Li Ling: "Li Er, why is my Li Er so cute!"

Li Ling fluttered his hands and exclaimed: "It hurts me, it's crushed, ouch, I can't do it."

Will it work, He Sheng tested it with the next exercise on the bed.

This time, Li Ling was extraordinarily enthusiastic. He hugged him tightly with both hands and clung to him. He kept talking, whimpering "I'm so comfortable" for a while, and begging for "slow down, don't get bigger" with a cry.The two slender legs were not quiet either, clamping He Sheng's strong waist, rubbing against He Sheng's waist inside, sucking He Sheng's earlobe and saying, "It's so hot, so hot."

He Sheng parted his bangs, and said loudly on his forehead: "Wave, keep going." After speaking, he buried his head and continued to push in. Every time, he retreated to the hole to grind his head, carefully feeling the sensitivity of Li Ling's body. And adsorption, that kind of warm tolerance made He Sheng almost uncontrollable a few times.

He Sheng pulled away several times, and then went deeper, wishing he could split Li Ling's body and sew himself into his body. This kind of bloody and violent thought surprised him.It's really love is miserable, love is tight, love is so much that you can't wait to blend into one.

I don't know how many times I went there, Li Ling was limp and weak, and the ring on the ring finger of his left hand was upgraded to a wedding ring because of the special stamp today, which seemed to make him step on the ground.The pain and comfort in the body are also real, He Sheng is actually in his body, happiness is stable, life is stable, the cloud is in the blue sky and the water is in the bottle.

Trembling, he raised his hand to look at the ring, and asked, "Old He, it's amazing, I just became your family?"

How come identity has a new definition after a trip?

"Otherwise?" He Sheng rubbed his waist for him. After a while, he got up and folded his clothes and hung up his trousers. He had obsessive-compulsive disorder and didn't have any wrinkles. Occasionally, Li Lingte would come to help him solicitously. Not satisfied, Li Ling said, you deserve to work alone!Should!

Li Ling sighed, and lay down in another position: "When shall we visit your father?"

"Let's talk about it when we get back home?"

Li Ling didn't answer, but remembered a very important thing. As soon as he stretched out his hand, he pulled He Sheng's pants and said, "Come next winter, I want to see the aurora, the aurora on the glacier, I want to play snowmobiles, and hike on the glacier." , want to be with you!"

"Don't worry about money now?"

Li Ling hugged He Sheng's leg: "Boss, please take care of me!"

However, without the two deciding when to return to China, He Sheng received a call from his father's secretary, saying that the situation was critical and his father was hospitalized.

When the two returned to China and rushed to the hospital, his father was still in the intensive care unit.

Li Ling glanced at it, how miserable, despite your wealth and high position, you are still unconscious at this moment, and you have no other relatives besides your son.

He was suddenly worried about He Sheng, if he went first, what would happen to He Sheng alone.

He thought about this question several times, and he was worried that He Sheng would end up alone, not even a mourner.Although neither he nor He Sheng liked such a scene of howling ghosts and howling wolves.

Thinking of this, Li Ling felt extremely uncomfortable, his nose suddenly turned sore, and he turned his face away to look at the potted plants in the corridor.

He Sheng was in the doctor's office to understand the condition of his father's doctor in charge. Li Ling saw the doctor several times shaking his head, and He Sheng had a disappointed face.

Life and death are fate, if you can't ask for it, you can't ask for it.

Li Ling leaned against the wall, feeling very tired.It feels like a roller coaster has reached its apex, and it's so hard to fall that it's dead.

A second ago they were still talking about each other in a foreign country, and this second, they stopped their family members from entering at the door of death.

Although he was mentally prepared, He Sheng's father would not last long, but the farewell between life and death seemed too sudden after a private life.

Li Ling really wanted to keep He Sheng safe and sound, because he saw He Sheng clenched his fist and knocked on his forehead a few times.Whenever He Sheng had no other choice, he would do this action.

Why, don't let his father look at us more?Let him feel at ease and let him believe that they will have a good life, loving and lasting longer than ordinary couples.

After He Sheng came out, he rubbed his tired face: "You go back first, I'll stay here and watch."

Li Ling shook his head, firmly.

There were only a few family members and hurried nurses in the corridor, and no one had time to pay attention to them.

He Sheng patted him on the shoulder and smiled slightly.

They don't need to talk, they both understand what the other is trying to say.

Li Ling shook his head, what he wanted to say in his heart was: "If you don't go back, I will accompany you and my dad."

He Sheng patted his shoulder, and what he wanted to say was: "That's fine. My father will be very happy that Li'er is so sensible."

After living together for so many years, there is a kind of tacit understanding, not just a tacit understanding, but a connection of hearts.

I rented a room near the hospital, and Li Ling helped He Sheng ask for leave, and Gu Chengze said, "Also ask Vice He to take care of his health. Also, tell him when he is free to come to the company to handle the handover procedures."

Li Ling was surprised: He Sheng had already reported to Mr. Gu that he was leaving?Why doesn't he know?

Before hanging up the phone, I heard He Chengfeng's hearty voice: "Li Ling, spend more time with the elderly, don't come back in a hurry!" He Chengfeng has taken care of seriously ill people himself, so he understands their feelings at this moment too well.

The presence of loved ones is more comforting than any panacea.

He Sheng notified his mother. Li Ling didn't know what they had said before, but when he came out after washing his face, he heard He Sheng say, "I've been angry for half my life, and it's at this time..."