white rose

In fact, I really sympathize with the kid named Bai Zhi, not only because he had a different childhood from most people, but also because he is much stronger than most people, so I want to change by my own power He, let him live a normal life, but that child obviously doesn't think so. He is very satisfied and content with his current life.Looking at his happy look, I doubted if what I did was right.

It wasn't until the rose incident that I realized that if he remains strong, he may encounter such a thing again at any time. You must know that I can only accompany him for one year, and he will need him for the rest of the way. walk on my own.

In fact, it was my own initiative, I wanted his father to be closer to him, so I asked the housekeeper to say that the second young master practiced the piano very seriously. The long-awaited rose was burned, which only made him more sad.

All of this should be said to be thanks to me, but I'm still a little thankful, the master still has some expectations for this child, that's enough, this little bit of energy is enough for him to live well.

That performance was still my masterpiece. I thought he should be more relaxed at home, but unexpectedly, he was still as nervous as ever. Only then did I know that except for his own room and the rose garden outside the villa, basically where is he? Never been there.This is the home he has lived in for more than ten years, and an outsider like me doesn't know much about it. I have a kind of resentment towards him, but it is more of a cold and sad feeling.

I really can't imagine what he went through, the despair of being abandoned by his closest relatives.

His playing is indeed very wonderful, although I have only taught him for a few months (his mother taught him before), but I am impressed by his talent, the living music that does not belong to anyone slowly spreads in his Hands flowing, his music is always calming.I know it's his birthright, and it's all his.

His performance that night should be said to be very exciting and successful, but I also paid a certain price. I revealed to him what I have always wanted to say.But that was supposed to be confidential in the contract.

It took him a long time to recover. I saw the dissatisfaction in his eyes, as if he was sad because I lied to him. I really want to tell him that it is not because of your cowardice, but because of me and all the relatives who love you. Don't want you to get hurt.

He finally forgave me, and he began to try to contact more people as I wished, but we seemed to have made an agreement, and we kept guarding the secret all the time, neither telling nor asking.I still wear a wig on my head every day, and I am cautiously beside him. He also seems to be ignorant, calling me by my current name——Qiu, just like before.

Since then, he has performed several times in succession, and the response has been good, and the master has begun to care about him, which makes me very happy, and I know that my efforts have not been in vain.

In a blink of an eye, one year is coming, and as agreed, I started to discuss going abroad with the master.The master is very satisfied with the results of my one-year labor, and a faint smile began to appear on his face.Our handover went smoothly, and it was agreed that next year I would be able to go abroad for further studies as agreed, and I felt very gratified.

It seems that I didn't get the news in advance, and I didn't say goodbye to him deliberately. Saying goodbye will only add to the sadness. I just want him to be happy in the future, and there are people who love him, and there are people he loves.

The last days were very peaceful, and I unconsciously looked forward to my life after going abroad, even thinking of me playing the piano in the hall of Victoria, I sometimes laughed out loud.

During Chinese New Year, I received Zhi's blessing phone call, I was very surprised, because he had never done such a thing, I was just happy for him.Fortunately, he finally took the first step in another life.

When I left the villa with a long history for the last time, I felt a little melancholy for the first time.

"Goodbye, but we may never see each other again!"

That's how I got on the plane.When I was busy going through various admission procedures and studying foreign languages, I received another call from the master just like this.

"Shiqian" the tone of the master was a little emotional, I took the mobile phone and listened verbatim

"Can you come back?" said the master.

My head is a little swollen, "Zhi, it's not good now"

He sighed, "I don't want to eat well, and I don't want to practice the piano anymore," he said sadly.

"But it doesn't matter if you want to come back, after all, you have done well enough, we can't ask you anything more."

He said so, but I laughed.If you don't want to ask me anymore, why call me anyway, knowing that I can't be soft-hearted.

In less than a month, I flew back to China again.I signed another one-year contract with Master Bai. In order to compensate me, Master Bai doubled my salary.Such a high salary made me feel even more frightened.Maybe one day I will be comfortable in the present life, and I will never work hard for the future.

With a little selfishness, I flew back again. I knew that child had a bright future, and I also wanted to be his first teacher in the true sense.

The child was still very surprised when he saw me again, but he couldn't hide the shock and ecstasy in his heart at all.It wasn't until I came to him that he couldn't help crying loudly.

"This is the normal reaction of a child. You see, you usually don't have any expression."

I teased him.

He smiled silly and spoke intermittently, and I didn't hear what he said clearly. I think it should be complaining about my "abandonment" or something.

After that, I taught him some more difficult pieces, but his learning ability, memory ability, and comprehension ability completely surprised me. They were not at all thorough and efficient for people of his age.Even sometimes I feel more and more stretched by his questions, and sometimes it is a bit difficult for me, a former good student.

When I don't teach him, I will make up lessons by myself to make up for my professional deficiencies and my understanding of life.He is like a hungry little tree, trying to draw nutrients from me day and night, and I always try my best until I have nothing to produce.

I have a girlfriend who has known each other for many years. She used to be in the same class as me. She is the smartest and most beautiful girl I have ever met.They told each other the anecdotes and strange things they had encountered and their lovesickness.

But there is always such an insurmountable ditch between me and her, which should be what people often call "economic foundation". Compared with her, my life is simply bleak.

I didn't expect that she would fly back from Europe all the way for me, with tears in her eyes, as if she was accusing me of breaking my promise.

At that time, I was giving a class to Zhi, and when I saw her, I was a little at a loss, because I was still wearing a wig, and the whole state was a bit ridiculous to her who was used to my usual appearance.

"What are you doing?" She wanted to take it off for me, but I stopped her.

Her almond-shaped pupils slowly dilated, looking at me in surprise, I knew what she was thinking.

"What exactly are you doing?" Her expression was a little bleak.

"Just teaching a kid" I said quietly.

"Hehe, you need to dress up like this, how old is that child?"

"15 years old"

"I thought, I..." Her voice was a little choked up, "I don't even want my dignity for the sake of money. A person like you can't make money in any kind of job, but...he just looks for this kind of job."

"Do you think this kind of job is embarrassing? Because of the shadow left by that child when I was a child, I will dress like this."

"It's embarrassing, Qian. To be honest, I feel disgusted by the way you are now."

"That kid needs me, Lily," I said calmly, "He's a very talented and caring kid, and I can't leave him alone."

"Okay, then leave me alone," she said with blank eyes, "I can't accept it, Qian, let's break up!"

She said and left.

I took a bite of my saliva, but I didn't catch up in the end. I knew that the moment I flew back from the city where she was, the faint line between us had been broken.

I walked in, still smiling, "Zhi, let's continue the class!"

He stared at me and didn't continue playing.

"Teacher, you don't need to wear women's clothes anymore. This has been canceled in the contract, doesn't it?"

I laughed, "Then you are not afraid?"

"Not afraid," he said firmly.

"Okay, I won't wear it in the future."

We all laughed, and he started practicing immediately, the clear melody fluttering in this somewhat empty room.