He always wants to kill this scum

Xie Huan hadn't slept so deeply for a long time. When he woke up, it was already 08:30 in the evening. He subconsciously touched the bed next to him, and it was already empty.He jumped up and rushed out of the room desperately: "Xiaodong!"

When he saw Han Dongchen standing in front of the old-fashioned phonograph with great interest, Xie Huan let out a long sigh of relief: "Xiaodong, I thought you were gone."

The phonograph played a classic old song by Chen Baiqiang - "I Like You", Han Dongchen listened carefully, he turned his head and smiled reluctantly: "This phonograph is very beautiful, I thought it was just a decoration."

"If you like, I will give it to you." Xie Huan hugged him from behind, clasped his fingers, and put his chin on his shoulder affectionately.

"You usually play records to listen to?" Han Dongchen didn't believe that Xie Huan would listen to such old songs calmly.

"Of course, I will pour a glass of red wine, lie on the sofa and close my eyes to relax and listen to it."

Han Dongchen's eyes sank: "Then you sing to me, I remember you sing very well. I want to hear you sing to me."

"I can't sing Cantonese well."

"It's okay, I won't dislike you if you don't sing well."

Xie Huan paused, and hummed in a low voice next to his ear: "Sorrow can't go away, depression can't go away, why is my heart empty, my feelings are lost, everything is lost, and my heart is full of hatred that can't be eliminated, why? Your mouth is always the same sentence, why my heart will not die. I understand that love is lost, everything is lost, why do I like you. Love is a burden, love is like suffering, my heart is full of bitter tears now, old At this moment, I am so intoxicated that I am afraid of chasing you again, but I want to see you again...

His voice was as deep as a glass of fine wine, making people intoxicated. He leaned into his arms and sighed softly: "Xie Huan, I'm drunk. If I'm still sober at this moment, I should push you away and seize Go out and never see you again."

He kissed his slightly cold cheek, put his hand under his clothes, and stroked his delicate skin with his fingertips: "Don't push me away, don't leave me, I love you. Admit it, Xiaodong, the part we deliberately forgot Feelings, in fact, have long been engraved in my heart."

Han Dongchen's tears rolled down his fair cheeks: "Then how do you promise me your whole life?"

"I don't want to solve this difficult problem that may never be answered in my life. I only know that my heart will be very sad without you. I have tried to create a future for us, but now that I think about it, how naive is that idea .Even if we have no future, why not live with the present? At least you are by my side now, and I can hug you."

"Hey!" Han Dongchen sighed helplessly: "Forget it, when have I ever won you? I'm not the only one who is sad every time."

Xie Huan smiled lowly, with satisfaction: "Are you hungry? I'll make something for you to eat."

"I have no appetite, I don't want to eat anything."

"Then let's do something we love." Xie Huan picked up Han Dongchen and walked towards the bedroom. He threw him on the bed and pressed him down: "This time, I will seduce you."

"How are you going to seduce me? Take off your clothes?"

"How can I take off my clothes? All kinds of services will satisfy you!"

"What if I'm not satisfied?" Han Dongchen stared at his hand untying the belt, Xie Huan blinked at him: "I will definitely be satisfied, no doubt."

"You are still the little overlord you were back then, you haven't changed at all."

Xie Huan kissed his lips deeply, and said with charm: "It's not what it used to be, can't you feel it every time you go in?"

"I can't feel it."

"Oh? It's okay, I'll be slow this time, enough for you to feel it."

……

The intense love made them temporarily forget those disturbing things, sinking into the ocean of desire.After finishing, Xie Huan sat on the bedside and lit a cigarette, Han Dongchen leaned on his shoulder with blurred eyes.

Xie Huan whispered softly in his ear: "Love is already a burden, falling in love is like suffering, my heart is now full of bitter tears, the old days are like drunk, now I am afraid of chasing you again, but I just want to see you again."

After singing, he took a puff of cigarette and blew a heart-shaped smoke ring on Han Dongchen's face. Han Dongchen couldn't help laughing: "It seems that your skill of blowing smoke rings is perfect!"

He took a puff from the cigarette in his mouth, tried to blow a smoke ring, but failed.Xie Huan stared at him and laughed, "When did you learn to smoke?"

"When the pressure of going to college is particularly high, I will buy a pack of cigarettes and put them in my pocket. A pack of cigarettes can last a month."

"Go to college? What college?" Xie Huan was a little surprised.

Han Dongchen rolled his eyes at him: "What? You won't be so surprised to hear that I'm going to college, right? The evil president."

"Sorry, I didn't mean to be so surprised. It's just that I feel that I know less and less about you."

Han Dongchen put out the cigarette in his hand: "Harvard Business Department in the United States, my mother was not in good health the year she graduated, and she returned to work after finishing her studies. Be filial to my parents, get married half a year after returning to China, and join Wanxing as the boss Raise the kids and everything will be fine."

"You went to the United States?" Xie Huan was surprised again.

"Yes, but you don't want to hear how I got there."

"Want to hear."

Han Dongchen leaned into his arms, thought for a while and said, "Seven years ago, I met a foreign teacher in night school. His name was Jieer. I developed a relationship with him. It was the recommendation letter he wrote to me. I can enter Harvard relied on his help, and I dated him for three years before breaking up."

"Why did you break up?"

"There is no reason. There is a feeling. It's not that I don't like it. It's just that I don't like it so deeply. As time goes by, everything fades away. Naturally, I became friends from lovers. After I returned to China, he found a new love, his little lover. I was very jealous, so we gradually lost contact with each other."

Han Dongchen met his gaze and added: "His technique in bed is excellent."

As soon as the words were finished, Xie Huan pressed him down hard, kissed his lips fiercely, and wanted him again with the aftertaste of the climax.Han Dongchen hugged him tightly and smiled triumphantly.

"Damn man, did you do it on purpose? Huh?"

Han Dongchen held his sweaty face and kissed him a few times: "But I still like doing it with you the most. Only when I'm hugged by you, my heart will no longer feel empty."

"Tell me about your wife, I'm curious." There was a trace of jealousy in Xie Huan's eyes.

"Wife? Wan Xiao... I'm married to me. I'm dead, I can't accept women at all, and the child is a surrogate. Do you think that men who have sex with men all over the world can accept women like you?"

"No...I...too surprised, I simply underestimated you."

"It's not that you underestimate me, but that you have never underestimated me, Xie Huan."

"Why? The first time I heard you speak English, I admired you so much, and every time you took No.1 in the exam, I hated you so much."

Han Dongchen laughed, put his arms around his neck and closed his eyes: "Xie Huan, I'm tired. Can you hug me to sleep?"

Xie Huan turned over and hugged him into his arms, patted his back: "Sleep."

"When are you going back?" He asked in a lazy voice while half asleep and half awake.

"tomorrow……"

"We are too selfish. As long as we are together, it will hurt everyone. This kind of guilt will make me breathless."

"Don't think about it, go to sleep."

A tear slipped quietly from the corner of his eyes, Han Dongchen choked with sobs and trembled slightly, but hugged this warm embrace tightly.

Xie Huan made breakfast early in the morning and asked him to wake up, but Han Dongchen said he would not send him to the airport.Xie Huan didn't say anything, and drove Han Dongchen downstairs to the company.The two sat in the car in a daze for a while, before Xie Huancai said, "I'll give you a call."

"Is this the rhythm for me to be taken care of by you? How much do you want to pay me a month?"

He grabbed his hand, pressed it to his chest, and said word by word: "Give you my heart."

"What do I want your heart to do? Life is disgusting, and you and I are even more disgusting. Xie Huan, you are a top-notch scum, you rape illegitimate children, keep a man as a lover, and marry a woman in a dignified manner. That woman I've been waiting for you for seven years! Aren't you afraid that things will be revealed and drive her crazy?"

"I know……"

"You know you still do it?"

"Han Xiaodong, if a person can completely control his heart, then I can definitely not love you. You can also completely let me go and never think of me. Because you pretend not to care, because when you think of each other, you are happy , will be so painful that life does not want to continue.”

Han Dongchen's heart was suffocated, he took a deep breath and slammed the door of the car with red eyes and walked towards the company.He watched his car leave through the elevator until it was out of sight...

That afternoon, the secretary delivered a big package: "Mr. Han, this is really heavy. What did you buy?"

Han Dongchen was puzzled: "I haven't shopped online for a long time, please unpack it for me, and when you go out, bring this document to the director of the planning department."

The secretary dismissed the package, and immediately stayed on the spot: "Wow—Mr. Han, this gramophone is really special!"

He looked up suddenly, and Xie Huan's words, "If you like, I will give it to you" suddenly echoed in his mind.Sighing lightly, Han Dongchen handed the document to the secretary: "Go out."

He stood up and caressed the phonograph, with an almost invisible smile on the corner of his mouth, and whispered: "Xie Huan, you make me full of guilt. But I find happiness in this heavy guilt."

On the day Xie Huan came back, Zhang Wei went to the studio, leaving Zhang's mother to play in the yard with Xie Xiaoyu.Mama Zhang made a net for catching butterflies. Xie Xiaoyu put the caught butterflies into a glass bottle. When she saw her father coming back, Xie Xiaoyu went up to him and threw herself into his arms: "Dad."

Xie Huan pinched his son's expressionless face and said, "Xie Xiaoyu, just smile."

Xie Xiaoyu raised a big smile, then sank after three seconds.Xie Huan kissed his son on the cheek and picked him up: "Aunt Zhang, I really trouble you to take care of Xiaoyu."

"No trouble, Xiaoyu is very cute. I've always thought how wonderful it would be to have such a lovely grandson." Mother Zhang's eyes were full of hope.