He always wants to kill this scum

Han Dongchen sat there for a long time, then stood up and walked to the window, reassembled the broken mobile phone, and finally turned it on after a long time. He called Xie Huan back.

Xie Huan pulled off the quilt, glanced at the phone by the bed, and let it ring.The first time Xie Huan didn't answer, Han Dongchen kept dialing his number, until Xie Huan was annoyed by the noise, took the phone and connected the call: "What else?"

Xie Huan's voice was so indifferent that it made people tremble all over, and Han Dongchen's throat was aching: "Xie Huan, I'm sorry."

This sentence of sorry made Xie Huan's heart suffocate, and all anger and resentment disappeared immediately: "If you want to know anything, just ask me directly, I don't like other people testing my mind in this way, and don't you think it is A kind of harm? Whether you like me or not, you despicably push others to me in a way of staying out of the way, trying to test me, have you considered my feelings? "

"How do you think I'm going to ask you? We broke up back then, and Mo Ming went to bed miraculously. After the incident, you didn't return a single call or text message. Your attitude is telling me that I just Wanting to sleep with you doesn’t mean anything, I’ve seduced you twice shamelessly, how else do you want me to ask you? Forget it… I’m wrong this time, but I think there will be absolutely no future ,goodbye."

Just after saying goodbye, the phone screen went black, and I couldn't turn it on anymore.Han Dongchen pulled out the card, turned and walked into the bathroom, his face was already wet with tears.

Xie Huan kept calling back, but he couldn't get through.Early the next morning, Xie Huan told Brother Wei that he was going back to City B, but he would be back soon.

Brother Wei stared at him in surprise: "You...you are in such a hurry to go back, what do you want to do?"

Xie Huan sighed heavily: "I don't know what to do. I feel like I am in a dangerous vortex, and I will be sucked into it at any moment, and then completely drowned and suffocated. Although reason keeps telling me , No, but my heart has already violated my reason, and even defeated my reason, I think those things should always be faced and resolved."

Zhang Wei sighed protractedly: "Is this the compromise? All right, you go to him, your son and my mother will take care of you for you."

Xie Huan caught the morning plane and returned to City B in over an hour.His phone was finally connected. At this time, Han Dongchen was already in the company's office. He suffered from insomnia last night and his dark circles were a little serious.After replacing the cell phone that the secretary bought for him, Xie Huan's cell phone came in.

"Where are you?"

Han Dongchen's heart was heavy: "Where else can I go now, do you have something to do with me?"

"There's something I want to tell you, let's talk about it when we meet."

"I don't have time now, wait until noon."

"Okay, I'll pick you up at noon."

After hanging up the phone with Xie Huan, Han Dongchen was so confused that his mind went blank, what else did he want him for?I already said what I needed to say last night. Anyway, I have torn my face, so what else can I talk about?

After finishing the work repeatedly in the morning, Han Dongchen looked at the time, it was twelve o'clock at noon.He went downstairs and saw his car was parked downstairs.After thinking for a while, he stepped forward and knocked on the window of his car. Xie Huan was leaning on the driver's seat with his eyes closed, and his dark circles were serious.Hearing the sound, he opened his eyes suddenly and unlocked the car.Han Dongchen sat in the co-pilot seat and glanced at him, and said, "Aren't you sleeping?"

Xie Huan rubbed his face, sobering up a lot: "Where should we go for dinner?"

"Since it's you who asked me out, you can figure it out yourself."

Xie Huan went to a nearby supermarket to buy some vegetables, and drove the car back. This was his second visit to his home.Xie Huan took the things into the kitchen and said, "It's okay for you to wait in the living room, right? I'll make it for you."

"The company has nothing important to do recently, but you, in fact, don't need to make such trouble, just eat something outside."

Xie Huan ignored him and started to work in the kitchen. For a senior foodie, the process of cooking is a kind of enjoyment.Han Dongchen was sitting on the sofa in the living room, staring at his busy back in the kitchen, and suddenly had the illusion that they were together. If he could live like this and watch his back busy in the kitchen, what would it be like? happiness?Before he knew it, his eyes gradually became moist, and he quickly looked away, not looking at the busy figure in the kitchen again.

More than an hour later, Xie Huan brought the prepared lunch to the table, and Han Dongchen asked softly, "Do you need my help?"

"No need, the only thing to help is to sit down and eat." Xie Huan prepared the bowls, chopsticks and spoons and rubbed his palms together: "It looks delicious, right? These are some of my best Chinese dishes."

Seeing his smug face, Han Dongchen smiled, took the bowls and chopsticks and started eating.The food made by Xie Huan is sweet, but the taste is very good.Han Dongchen suddenly said: "You have always preferred sweets since you were a child. I remember that you couldn't eat those bears. You were a chubby little boy when you were young, and you were very powerful when you punched people, so everyone was afraid of you. In the blink of an eye, After so many years, how good would it be if time stood still at the most beautiful moment forever?"

"When is the most beautiful moment in your memory?"

Han Dongchen thought about it seriously, and asked, "What about you? When is the most beautiful moment in your memory?"

Xie Huan said to him seriously: "The first time you took off your clothes and I fucked you."

"Has anyone ever told you that sometimes they want to kill you every minute?"

"Oh - there are too many, so many that every time I hear these words, it feels like greeting me." Xie Huan said with a helpless smile: "The best moment in your memory is also that time, right?"

Han Dongchen stared at him with a dark face and speechless: "It's absolutely not. It was the first time you put the ring on me. At that time, I really thought that the two of us would be together forever."

Xie Huan fell silent, and finished his lunch quickly: "I'm done eating, take your time."

"I'm done eating too." Han Dongchen put down the bowl and chopsticks, and looked up at him: "Do you have something to say to me? Tell me quickly, I'll go to the company later."

"Suddenly I don't know how to say it." Xie Huan took a deep breath: "I was very impulsive at the time, I just wanted to come back to see you, and I seemed to have a lot to say, but when I saw you, I didn't know where to start .”

"Then just say something casually." Han Dongchen lowered his head and didn't look at him, a little expectant and a little nervous.

Xie Huan laughed: "What you said to me last night, I thought about it all night, and I didn't call you or send you text messages. It was because of my current position. For me, I have to face to face when I return home." That's right, two important things, the first is to announce the existence of Xie Xiaoyu to his family, and the second is to marry Tusiduo. So I think, since I can't give you a future, why make a promise? So I forced myself, I don’t want to see you, I don’t think about you, I don’t care about you. But this didn’t make my heart go further away from you. At least I didn’t have any sense to speak of when I came back to look for you this time. Xiaodong, I’m sorry .”

"Is this what you want to tell me?" Han Dongchen held back the tears in his eyes, stood up and said, "Thank you for your lunch, and we will...don't meet again in the future. Because when I see you once, my heart will be broken." Pain once, since things are already like this, let it go on like this, you go back to marry a wife and have children, and live your life. I will continue to live my life. "

"Han Xiaodong!" Xie Huan pulled his arm, stared at him with burning eyes, and said with a fearless spirit: "Be my lover, I can satisfy you if you need it, and when I think of you and other men When we are together, I am very jealous and angry, Xiaodong, you will always belong to me, Xiaodong!"

Han Dongchen slapped Xie Huan hard on the face: "Xie Huan, you are too selfish! What do you think I am?!"

Xie Huan embraced him desperately: "When you are my property! You are mine, yes, I am selfish and tyrannical, but I can't do anything to you, I let you go, Xiaodong, you If you want to hate me, hate me, I have already decided that I will never let go of your hand in this life, no matter what you think."

"You madman! Let me be your lover, let you marry a wife and have children, come and fuck me when you think of me. After the fuck, go back and be your good husband and father? Xie Huan, how can you be so cruel , such a ridiculous thing, I will not promise you."

"It's okay, I'll make you promise."

"No! Let me go! Xie Huan, let me go!!" He struggled and roared, but Xie Huan hugged him tightly and refused to let go until he gave up all the struggle and resistance powerlessly.

"Xiaodong, as I said, I will never let go of your hand again." He caressed his cheek, eyes full of pity and affection: "Don't reject me, I thought for a long time, and finally realized that only Only by keeping you by my side can I be happy, have a sense of security, and feel that every day is meaningful."

"Hahahaha..." He laughed, laughed and cried, crying heartbreakingly, Xie Huan hugged him desperately and let him cry in his arms.

"In order to keep you, I will become cruel. Only by becoming cruel can I have you desperately. No matter what happens in the future, Xiaodong, we must be together."

He was tired and fell asleep on his shoulders.When he woke up, he found himself in Xie Huan's arms. He slept deeply, and the way he fell asleep was fascinating.He reached out and caressed his cheek, and leaned into his arms: "Xie Huan, I don't want to live the life you said, I don't want to..."