He always wants to kill this scum

"Okay, don't worry, I will tell you when he comes back."

The weather gradually warmed up, Han Xiaodong sat alone on the embankment and watched, facing the evening wind, counting the days since he left school, and before he knew it, it had been almost a month.

"Want a drink?"

Han Xiaodong suddenly turned his head, and Ou Shuo turned his back to the sunset, walked down the embankment and sat beside him, holding the wine and glass in his hand.

"How did you find me?" Han Xiaodong glanced at the wine he brought, which was a half bottle of cognac.Spending time in bars these days, how many have learned some water and wine.

Ou Shuo poured wine into the glass and handed it to him, and clinked glasses with him: "As long as you don't go too far, I can know where you are at the first time, and it will be done with a phone call."

Han Xiaodong drank the brandy in the glass slowly, the taste was so strong that he choked on the first sip.Ou Shuo laughed, looked up to the sky and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and refilled it for himself: "This wine is the best among white wines, it is very strong, you can drink it slowly."

"Where did you get so much money to buy such a good wine?"

"Money? Heh - I am the eldest brother of the gangsters in this district, how can I be short of money?"

"Did they give you money?"

"Yes, of course. You have to pay to join a gang. You also have to pay for helping others fight. We also charge protection fees, and there is a big brother above us."

"Is it interesting to fight?" Han Xiaodong asked puzzled.

"The first time I fought, I didn't think it was interesting, but after a lot of fights, I found it really fucking interesting."

"You can't fight forever, can you?"

"Why not? I don't know what else to do besides fighting. Fighting can also make a difference." When Ou Shuo said this, Han Xiaodong didn't believe it.

"What hope can there be in fighting? Whether you hit someone or someone else hits you, it hurts."

"Then what hope do you have for studying?" Ou Shuo sneered: "There are only a few who really read and read the big boss, and the rest of the promising ones are all pretending. How dare you say If you are admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, you will definitely be able to get an annual salary of more than 30 yuan? In the future, you will have to buy a house and a car. What is this money?"

"You seem to make some sense." Han Xiaodong laughed, and drank half of the wine in his glass: "But reading is not useless. If you use what you read to the extreme, it may be exchanged for money. At that time, what you need is no longer money, but something deeper.”

"Really? It's like the gangster really gets to be the boss one day, then his duty is no longer to fight, but to manage and lead his brothers."

"Ou Shuo, what is your dream?"

"Didn't you say that?" Ou Shuo smiled evilly: "My dream is to be the boss."

"Are you serious?"

"Really! Be the boss, take in younger brothers, grab land, raise mistresses. This is the goal of life, and there is no such thing as lofty revenge. There are no lofty ideals and pursuits. What about you?"

Xie Huan once asked him what his future dream is, and he told him that as long as he can make money, he can do whatever he wants.He was not perfunctory, he was very serious.My biggest dream in the future is to earn money and support my parents.

"I don't have lofty ideals and revenge. But I will try my best to do everything well."

"Then why don't you go to school? I heard from my younger brother that you have been working in your grandson's bar for almost a month. Didn't you just say that you can only be successful if you study?"

Han Xiaodong finished the wine in the glass and poured some more: "Because there is a person in school who I don't want to see, and now I want to run away from him, and I don't want to see him again."

Ou Shuo frowned, and asked solemnly: "Who, I'll clean it up for you, so that you don't have to see him in your life."

Han Xiaodong looked at Ou Shuo helplessly: "It's not the kind of family-enemy relationship you think, it's just that I feel ashamed of him and dare not face him."

"Ashamed of him? Did you snatch someone else's girlfriend or fuck his sister?" Ou Shuo asked with interest.

"Oh, that's all you can think of? No, that is, you didn't snatch someone's girlfriend or fuck his sister." Han Xiaodong stopped talking with a touch of melancholy in his eyes.

Ou Shuo looked at the lights on the bridge that were gradually lighting up, and sighed softly: "Life is really boring. Every day, the sun rises and sets, and I don't know what I'm busy with. Time flies by in a blink of an eye."

"Oh, yes."

"What are you doing during the day?" Ou Shuo asked curiously.

"I'm doing translation." With his excellent English ability, Han Xiaodong works as a civil translator in a small business, and the salary is very high.In this small city, there is a relative lack of talents in this field, so the salary is surprisingly high.

"Translate what?"

"Some English documents, and some business calls. It's relatively easy, and I get off work after three o'clock every day. If there are any important things, I can take the documents back with the boss's permission."

"I can't see that your work ability is so strong."

"I can't see that your paintings can be so good."

After a while of silence, Ou Shuo asked him: "Are you going to live like this forever? Don't plan to go back to school?"

"No, I'm saving money."

"Save money? Why do you need to save money for something important?"

"There are too many things I want to do, and the premise of doing these things is that I need money, so no matter what the reason is, I must save enough money." Ou Shuo was puzzled as he looked at him drifting away.

"Aren't you tired? You seem to be short of money."

"You're right, I'm very short of money right now!" Han Xiaodong clenched his hands into fists subconsciously.

"How much is missing? I'll lend it to you."

"You can't afford it." Han Xiaodong looked at Ou Shuo with gratitude: "But thank you anyway. I want a lot of money, so much money that I can't spend it all, and I can do everything I want The money. The money that allows me to... live with dignity in front of everyone."

Ou Shuo listened quietly, only felt that there was a resentment in his words: "You must not have been stimulated by something, have you? Being despised by others? A girl?"

Han Xiaodong felt that it was worse than this. He grabbed the wine and poured it into the empty glass: "Yes, this stimulation is not a normal stimulation. It hurts self-esteem. His mother told me that he will go to Bigger cities, farther places, the people who will accompany him in the future must be the best people."

"Your ex (former) mother-in-law is really confident."

"Because he is indeed excellent, so good that I feel inferior. When I stay by his side, I always feel that I don't have a sense of existence, let alone a sense of security. So I thought, can I find my true self if I leave him? "

"In my opinion, you are already very good. You are very smart, you are very attractive, you can speak English very well, and you have a good temper. I especially like being with you because you have a kind of personality that can calm me down. Temperament. No matter how impetuous I am, once I see you, I will lose everything." Ou Shuo said from the bottom of his heart.

"In their eyes, I'm just a stupid reader. Indeed, I used to be a stupid reader. But I also know that that's not the real me. If you are a real student, how can you fall in love, how can you think so much Emotional things? And skipping classes...I don't dare to go back to see my parents now."

Ou Shuo smiled: "Can you stop being so cute? It makes me want to love you well. Well, don't look for troubles on your face. Isn't life going on? How will you live tomorrow? Just how to live."

"Thank you for chatting with me."

"You're welcome, I'll chat with you, and you can sleep with me."

Han Xiaodong looked at him hesitantly, and after a long time, he said to him, "I won't sleep with you."

Seeing his serious appearance, Ou Shuo was amused: "What if I force you to sleep with me? Xiao Mian—"

"I'm gay, aren't you afraid?"

After a while of silence, Ou Shuo laughed loudly: "Don't be afraid, if you are really gay, I will marry you."

What Ou Shuo said was a joke, but Han Xiaodong couldn't laugh, that iceberg face stared at Ou Shuo without blinking, until Ou Shuo couldn't laugh anymore.

"Are you serious?"

"Really. The one I fell in love with was not a woman, but a man. So his mother would never let us be together."

Ou Shuo stared at the river in a daze for a long time, then wiped his cold sweat with his hand: "Gay?"

"Ah."

"Only like men?"

"Anyway, I've never liked a woman, maybe one day I'll meet a woman I like."

Ou Shuo looked at him from the beginning to the end, and asked: "Will you like me? Will you feel that I'm going to stand naked in front of you?"

"I don't know, I've only done it with him, and I haven't seen other men's naked bodies." After a while, Han Xiaodong turned to look at him: "Why do you ask this?"

"My curiosity about you is far greater than resistance, so it's normal for me to ask these questions?"

"What's so curious about it? You won't be curious if you try it." Han Xiaodong stood up and said, "I'm going to work in the bar."

"Let me take you there, I'm driving here."

Ou Shuo sent Han Xiaodong out of the bar and did not leave, but followed him in. He was very familiar with the people here, but in fact there were no nearby bars that he was not familiar with.

Ou Shuo ordered a dry martini, sat on the bar and smoked a cigarette, staring at his busy figure through the misty smoke, his eyes kept shuttling among the crowd.

"You've been watching him for almost an hour, are you interested in him?" Sun Zhixiang smiled jokingly.He met too many people of all kinds on such occasions, so many things could not escape his eyes.

"Grandson, when you worked as a bartender in Donghuang, was there a gay boy who danced in porn?"

"Yeah, what's the matter? Are you interested in homosexuality? Do you also want to be gay?" The grandson wiped the glass while looking up at Han Xiaodong: "He is not a guy who comes out to play, you really want to find out to play, I know , I can introduce you."