He always wants to kill this scum

"Then we have to wait until school starts to see brother Wei?" Zhao Yan asked Xie Huan after taking a sip of Sprite.

"Probably, I don't know too well. You should be concerned about calling yourself to inquire about the situation. How much can I get?" Xie Huan distributed tissues and led his friends to the front desk to pay.

The four of them sat in the ktv box and had never behaved like this before. They were really just singing karaoke and chatting.The music was not noisy, Huang Xiaoya couldn't help but want to smoke and consciously went out to smoke.Han Xiaodong came out to breathe for a while, and saw Huang Xiaoya smoking in the corridor.Huang Xiaoya smiled at him and smoked a cigarette for him: "Try?"

Han Xiaodong lowered his eyes and stared at the cigarette in his hand for a long time, then slowly took it and put it in his mouth. Huang Xiaoya lit him and said, "Don't let the emperor know that I gave you the cigarette, I will be smoked to death by him."

"Then why did you give me cigarettes?" Han Xiaodong tried to smoke, choking until tears flowed down his face.

"Hehe——" Huang Xiaoya laughed twice: "Bad kids can't help but do graffiti when they see white paper. When they see white snow, they want to step on it. When they see clean companions, they want to I want to drag him into the water with me."

"is it?"

"At least I am." Huang Xiaoya spat out smoke rings familiarly, dissipating in mid-air.Han Xiaodong was a little curious: "How did the smoke ring come out?"

"When you fall in love with smoking, you will naturally blow smoke rings." Huang Xiaoya took a deep puff and extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand: "Anyone who can blow smoke rings will smoke. But smokers are not necessarily smokers. Know how to blow smoke rings."

Han Xiaodong extinguished the half-burned cigarette, and stared blankly at the gate downstairs, watching the people coming and going and the crowded traffic in the night.

"I always feel that you are not in the same world as us, but now I understand that you are just too depressed. Don't you want to know what your real self looks like?" When Huang Xiaoya threw off the mask of the smiling face , the person hidden under the mask is terrifyingly sharp.

Han Xiaodong stared back at him: "Why do you say that?"

"Because when you look at many things, your eyes are full of desire. You long for things that don't belong to you at all. Including Xie Huan."

"You're only half right." Han Xiaodong looked at Huang Xiaoya expressionlessly: "I never wanted Xie Huan, I just longed for him, not got him."

"Is there a difference?"

"Of course there is a difference. For example, when you desire something, it doesn't have to be the best result. Do you understand?"

Huang Xiaoya stared at him with half-closed eyes: "You mean, when necessary, you will give up on him in order to protect yourself? Because you made a plan from the beginning, and being with him is just to enjoy the process. Not looking for results?!"

"Although I don't want to admit it, it's the truth." Han Xiaodong's eyes were slightly melancholy: "This kind of love hurts the relatives around me too much. But I really love him!"

"You don't deserve it!" Huang Xiaoya approached him angrily: "You don't understand Ah Huan's determination to love you, and you don't understand that Ah Huan will really die for this love. What is the difference between Han Xiaodong and playing with other people's feelings?"

"You won't understand."

"I understand! I understand you very much now. You just want to play with Ah Huan. If you have had enough fun, you can't continue, so you pat your ass and leave, and you have to say to others with a hurt expression, I'm sorry, I have difficulties, we really can't be together. You are such a selfish guy!"

"You are too extreme." Han Xiaodong's face was calm, only he knew the sadness and despair in his heart at the moment, so what if you love someone?So what if you love again?If you are not blessed by the world, everything is just an illusion.

"Since you are so sure that there is no result, why did you post it upside down? Now that Ah Huan says he likes you and can't live without you, you are very proud, right?" Huang Xiaoya was so angry that his whole body was on fire: "That day Ah Huan took your hand and confessed to you in front of his brothers. Do you think it was just a simple confession? It was just a situation? Are those words nice to hear? He wasn't trying to please you, he was doing it to you You and him are responsible for themselves!"

"Don't be so excited. No matter what happens to me and Xie Huan, I am sincere to him. You care about him, defend him, and worry that he will be hurt, but I am a hundred times more worried than you, no? You, so you said it without pain or itching. Even if he is hurt in the end, it is between me and him, and you are not qualified to ask. "

"Okay, I'm not qualified to ask. Remember, if one day you do something wrong to Huan, I won't let you go easily."

Han Xiaodong glanced at him helplessly, turned around and walked into the box, only to see that the snacks on the table were almost eaten by Xie Huan and Zhao Yan.Xie Huan hid a bag of squid and handed it to Han Xiaodong: "If I didn't hide this bag privately, I would probably be eaten by Zhao Yan, a foodie."

Zhao Yan was speechless, staring at Xie Huan and said, "Your Majesty, are you really shameless?"

"No." Xie Huan gave him a look of contempt, hugged Brother Xiaodong and rubbed him affectionately.Zhao Yan was completely disappointed with this guy.Not long after, Huang Xiaoya walked in smelling of cigarettes, and casually joked with them, and had a fight together.The few people left after nine o'clock. On the way back, Xie Huan felt that something was wrong with Han Xiaodong.

"Han Xiaodong, I said you hold back and don't speak, is that interesting?" Xie Huan bumped him with his elbow.

Han Xiaodong looked up at Xie Huan: "If we can't make it to the end, what will you...how?"

Xie Huan stared at him blankly: "Don't keep thinking about this kind of problem, there will be a solution for the future."

"Actually, I'm not the only one thinking about this question, right? Xie Huan, answer me, what will happen to you if you can't make it to the end?"

Xie Huan sighed protractedly: "If there is no if, we will definitely be together, and we must do what I believe."

"What if it can't be done?"

"Are you annoying?!" Xie Huan became a little angry. In Han Xiaodong's eyes, he just used this kind of anger to cover up his uneasiness: "I said, there is no if."

"From the beginning, you didn't want to be with me. You must have thought more and further than me. But when you decided to be with me later, you must have shown all your courage and determination. Xie Huan, you have no hesitation Maybe one day all I get is pain, because I can't promise you anything."

"Why are you talking aggressively today? Aren't we fine now? And we are still very young now, and there is still such a long way to go in the future, who can predict what the future will look like?!"

"I'm sorry, Xie Huan, I just..."

"Forget it, go back, you are tired today." Xie Huan didn't speak any more along the way.After sending Han Xiaodong home, he went home without looking back.Han Xiaodong felt very uncomfortable. He didn't expect Xie Huan's reaction to be so intense. He was really afraid that what Huang Xiaoya said would become a fact.He was afraid that Xie Huan would fall too deep, so he risked his life.

Finally ushered in the day of the start of school, after placing Changle properly, the two went back to school together.The weather in September was a bit chilly. Xie Huan was the last to arrive. He was a little surprised when he saw Zhang Wei. He hadn’t seen Zhang Wei for almost [-] days. His temperament had been adjusted to a higher level, and he looked even more handsome. .

"Brother Wei, when I think that you are going to become a star, I don't have any sense of reality in my whole body. You must be popular. In the future, there will be a superstar buddy. I will have more face if I tell it." Huang Xiaoya said seriously.

"Oh, that's all you have!" Zhao Yan shook his head at Huang Xiaoya: "My child, instead of watching how others become superstars, it's better to spend more time on yourself and shape yourself well."

"That's right, Brother Wei also has to endure all kinds of grievances and tribulations to turn into a butterfly." Xie Huan yawned and stretched: "After a summer vacation, the whole person is useless. How can you devote yourself to studying. "

"Don't always use me to talk about things. All the good things are for others to see. Only the bitterness after the good is for yourself." Zhang Wei shook his head again and again: "I tell you a big thing !"

"What's the big deal? It's not a big deal, I want your life." Huang Xiaoya was aroused by Zhang Wei's endless curiosity and gossip mentality, so she leaned forward and asked.

"Li Feiqing quarreled with his boyfriend." Brother Wei was as happy as a mouse who just stole oil, and the whole thing can no longer be described as cheap.

"Fuck, you can tell yourself how you want to die!" Xie Huan gave him a hard look.

Brother Wei smiled and said, "Death to death, death to death, death to happiness, these three ways to die, you can do whatever you want."

"I don't think you are any of these three." Xie Huan snorted twice: "You are just being ridiculous!"

"Haha, brother Wei, you are so funny." The duck laughed unscrupulously three times and finally flashed away.Zhao Yan also tidied up the newly distributed textbooks and put them in the desk: "I went to find Yu Jing, call me if I need anything."

"I'm going to buy a bottle of drink, what do you want to drink?" Xie Huan asked.Zhang Wei shook his head: "Just buy me a bottle of water, thank you. I'll just lie down on the desk for a while."

"That's fine, you can lie down." Xie Huan shook his head, not sure if Brother Wei could bear it, being a star was very tiring, and he couldn't let go of his studies.Xie Huan walked slowly through the corridor, still thinking that this was his last year at school, but the truth was that the plan would never keep up with the changes.

I saw a lot of people surrounded by the back playground on the first floor. Through the crowd, Xie Huan faintly saw a group of people punching and kicking a boy.He had seen those people before, and the leader was Lu Zerui.This guy is in the same grade as him, and he is very arrogant in school, but I heard that he has a lot of background and no one dares to provoke him.The target of bullying is still the boy from last time.