Twelve constellations proposed to me at the same time

Don't be happy, can't you invite people to stay for dinner? "

Zhu Xiaonan sighed: "Every time I make a boyfriend, you have to check for me, are you my dad?"

Yun Mengze said solemnly: "If you force me to call you Dad, I can't refuse."

Zhu Xiaonan punched him and said, "You don't need to worry about it. Don't just worry about other people's affairs every day, but care more about yourself."

There are not many people in the store, they are all regular customers.The two found a place to sit down, and Yun Mengze said: "It may be that I don't need to worry about all aspects, so I have to dedicate my boundless energy and enthusiasm to you people who have problems."

Zhu Xiaonan laughed angrily: "You are the biggest problem. A person who will never have feelings for others, isn't it abnormal? If you can't see that you have a problem, it may be that the doctor doesn't treat himself."

"You're wrong." Yun Mengze stared at the menu, as if he was ordering seriously, "I have feelings for you, for Bai Mo, for Nurse Zhong, all the patients, and even my students Dr. Gao has feelings, what's wrong with me? Don't you think I'm hypocritical and not worth dating?"

"It doesn't mean that, you are my best friend." Zhu Xiaonan said seriously, "I don't mean this kind of relationship."

Yun Mengze bit her lips: "These feelings are enough for me, not everyone needs love."

Zhu Xiaonan looked at him, grabbed the menu and ordered enough side dishes for two people, and said, "Why did you ask for leave all of a sudden, aren't you a workaholic who lives in a nursing home?"

Yun Mengze has no confidence: "How can I."

"Is it because of the stalker incident a few days ago?" Zhu Xiaonan wanted to wait for Yun Mengze to bring it up. After waiting for so long, she finally lost her composure, "Could it be that you made a promise to the patient?" A messy thing, right?"

"Cough, cough, cough..." Yun Mengze choked, and quickly grabbed a tissue to cover her mouth.

Zhu Xiaonan laughed badly: "I just said it casually to tease you. Why are you so nervous? Did I hit the mark? Our great, glorious and upright Dr. Yun violated professional ethics and did something he shouldn't do to his patients." thing, and then ruthlessly abandoned him! Wow, it’s really abusing your body and heart, by the way, are you 1 or 0?”

Yun Mengze managed to stop coughing: "Finally, you have found a chance to take revenge on me, you arrange me well!"

"Just kidding, I'm just worried that you asked for leave because you were affected by that incident, it's fine if you don't." Zhu Xiaonan stuffed the chopsticks into Yun Mengze's hands, "Why is that?"

Yun Mengze didn't answer, and absently fiddled with the vegetables in the bowl with his chopsticks.

In fact, he did.Although he didn't remember exactly what happened, since the situation was so serious that he took the initiative to erase that part of his memory, it can be seen that he and Feng Dongyue had indeed experienced a lot together.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help recalling what the previous "raiders" had said to him, as well as those small scripts that he regarded as jokes.

Yun Mengze felt a headache and raised his hand to press his temple.Zhu Xiaonan supported his back and said, "What's the matter, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"It's okay." Yun Mengze blocked her arm reflexively, then realized that he was overreacting, and immediately calmed down and explained, "Maybe I'm too tired and have a headache, so I need to take a vacation."

Zhu Xiaonan's hands froze in mid-air, and he smiled disdainfully: "You know your own affairs best, not to mention that you are a doctor, and there are some truths that don't need others to tell you. I just want to say that no matter if it is a headache, Well, it doesn’t matter if it hurts, the more you pretend nothing happened, the more painful it will be when the next attack occurs.”

After she finished speaking, she stopped talking. Everyone has their own problems. It doesn't matter what others say. After all, you have to make up your mind to solve it.What's more, Yun Mengze himself is a psychiatrist, he knows his crux better than anyone else.

After finishing the supper in silence, Yun Mengze didn't even know what the food tasted like.The two left the hotel and got into the car. Yun Mengze took out the key from his pocket and inadvertently brought out a purple thing.

Zhu Xiaonan picked it up, looked at it, handed it to him and said, "Mr. Feng folded it?"

Yun Mengze took it over and nodded, it was the purple iris flower origami Feng Dongyue gave him.He still remembered that Feng Dongyue told him that this kind of flower was also called Alice flower.At that time, he thought of Alice in Wonderland, and thought it was a story that Feng Dongyue liked to tell Feng Xiaowei.

He always thought that his patients, including Feng Dongyue, were living in dreams, and he could wake them up and bring them back to reality.

But now he has to face the reality and admit that he suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder. The voices he hears beyond reality and the attackers he imagines are all psychological defenses he built for himself after near-death experiences. .

The sleepwalker was actually himself.

After sending Zhu Xiaonan home, Yun Mengze also returned to his home.He stayed in the living room for a while, and found a notebook from his bag.

This is borrowed from Ding You. There are only two people in Ding You's psychological safety list, so apart from himself, only Yun Mengze and Ye Zhen can move this book.

He sat down on the floor by the window, and gently flipped through the book full of messy handwriting.

"The Domineering Prince and the Pretty Doctor": That day he saved him, that day he fell in love with him; he treated him as a brother, yet he treated him...

"Wealthy Gold Master's Favorite Addiction": At that moment, he was moved by his heart. With his strong charm and sky-high maintenance fee, he got him into his hands and signed a contract to become his lover...

"Infatuated City Lord and Cute Brother-in-law": That night, he was roughly thrown into bed by his brother-in-law; that night, his brother-in-law lifted his skirt; Couldn't get out of bed..."

"The Big Brother of the Bereavement Is Always in Love": He is the boss in the prison, and he is his "pet". The unexpected end of the world turned them into lovers, but he got a virus and died in his arms ...

"Your Majesty Said He Wanted a Divorce": The moment he stood on the side of the iron prison and handed him his scarred hand, he had already decided to give him his own life.What keeps getting stronger is not only strength, but also the desire for him.He missed his lips and body temperature when he dreamed back at midnight, and loved his strength and soul when he fought side by side.Even when pushed to the brink of collapse by him, what he wants never comes is not destruction, but possession...

Although Ding You's record seems to kill Dio, it does not prevent Yun Mengze from recalling what Feng Dongyue said and did before.A certain area in his mind suddenly opened the blocked door, and fragments flashed one by one.

Snow-capped mountains, frozen for thousands of miles, stretching to the icy wall of the sky, the man in silver armor looked down upon the common people, when he turned his head, his face was cold and proud, as if the ice and snow had just melted, he stretched out his hand to him with a smile, inviting him Stand shoulder to shoulder with yourself.

The stars are bright and golden, and at a dinner party full of distinguished guests, a glamorous man dances with him and whispers in his ear, there has never been a white moonlight in my heart, and there is only you from the beginning to the end.

The long wind blows down the stars all over the sky, and the fireworks rise from the ground and burn, shining brightly in the night, falling into the eyes of the two at the same time.The red ghost mask fell to the ground, revealing a handsome face, and a smile was imprinted in his mind.

The gloomy prison, the tense breathing in the closet, from mutual suspicion to mutual trust... He sat on the back of the motorcycle and hugged the man's waist tightly, and rushed out of the zombie siege together with him, blood splattered and stained all the way. His eyes were red, but he could hear the man's hearty and unruly laughter echoing under the burning sky, and he felt a sense of security that he was not afraid of anything.

The desolate planet, the silver mecha, the boy who wanted to become stronger finally grew into a handsome and tall man.The blood-stained battle armor in the gunfire, the trust and tacit understanding without words, just a look to communicate with each other; the black military uniform at the wedding, the pious and sacred oath, they swore to be loyal to each other until death...

He still remembered that in the initial diagnosis, it was determined that Feng Dongyue was too forbearing and restrained. In order to achieve the goals he set for himself one after another, he did not hesitate to treat himself like a robot and suppressed all his emotions.The reason why he got sick was because too many emotions and feelings were closed in his heart. Every personality disorder he suffered from was actually venting on his behalf.

Yun Mengze healed every personality he had split through the treatment system, but he also fell into it.He has no way to reconcile with his past self, he can only choose to forget.But he underestimated Feng Dongyue's persistence and stubbornness, underestimated Feng Dongyue's love for him, and underestimated the relationship between them.

Anything that violates professional ethics is an excuse; everything in the virtual world, including love, is not real, and it is also an excuse for self-deception.If I have never been tempted, how could I still remember these fragments after my memory is clear?If I have never loved, why is everything in my memory so beautiful?

Feng Dongyue's waiting was beyond imagination. Apart from the three years in the real world, he did not know how many lonely lives he had spent in the virtual world.Even though patience is his best talent, he is not really a robot, but a living person with flesh and blood, who will be tired and hurt.

Thinking of the person he loved was covered in bruises, and the person who hurt him was himself, the guilt in Yun Mengze's heart added to his heartache, and the pain spread and expanded in his body along with the memory fragments that kept appearing in his mind.

In order to cover up his scars, in order to deceive himself that he has not been hurt, in order to let himself live in a peaceful but false dream, how long will he torture himself and others?

Yun Mengze closed the notebook, looked at the dream catcher hanging in front of the window, and suddenly lost consciousness and fell into a deep sleep.

He didn't expect that he would sleep for two days and one night, and when he woke up from the floor, he felt like he was about to fall apart.He crawled on the ground for a long time and couldn't get up, so he called Zhu Xiaonan to help.

Zhu Xiaonan brought some plasters and scolded him for being mentally retarded while plastering him here and there.

"Fortunately, you took annual leave, so you can rest at home for a few more days. If it still doesn't work, I'll accompany you to the hospital for physical therapy." Zhu Xiaonan said, slapping the last plaster on.

Yun Mengze almost vomited three liters of old blood. He struggled to move his shoulders and said, "It's not that serious. I'll go back tomorrow to sell my vacation."

Zhu Xiaonan: "Did I hear you right? You're crazy!"

"Almost." Yun Mengze smiled, "Fortunately not crazy."

Zhu Xiaonan cooked for him angrily, but she didn't want to eat with him at all, and she was upset if she looked at him any more, so she left angrily.

Yun Mengze was hungry after he fell asleep, so he quickly finished the meal, and cleaned the room with his aching body. Although he usually paid attention to keeping it clean, after a thorough cleaning, he still picked up a lot of rubbish.

After cleaning, Yun Mengze collapsed on the sofa, unable to move anymore.But looking at the bright and clean room, my heart is much brighter.

Early the next morning, he went to work like a man of iron.Today, the program team was about to withdraw after completing a few shots, so he decided to talk to Jiang Che.He will also arrange psychological counseling for himself later.

Another very important thing is to revise Feng Dongyue's diagnosis records.

Yun Mengze didn't show up in the nursing home for two consecutive days, Feng Dongyue couldn't sit still, he learned from Zhong Mian that Yun Mengze had asked for leave, and he couldn't even think about the nature of human beings with peace of mind.

Whether he is a wise and decisive emperor or his own nature, Feng Dongyue hates procrastination and indecision the most.But now because of Yun Mengze, his mind is always vacillating and capricious, and he hates this kind of himself extremely.

Today, when I heard that Yun Mengze had finally come to work, Feng Dongyue couldn't sit still anymore, he wanted to find Yun Mengze to end the matter.

As soon as I walked out of Area A, I heard a few little nurses gossip, saying that the program crew had left after finishing a few scenes today. They had just returned from there, and saw Dr. Yun looking for Jiang Che, and asked him to help him. Several signatures.

Just as they were chirping, they suddenly felt a chill hit. The nurses shivered and saw Feng Dongyue standing at the door with a cold and murderous air, more bitter than the cold wind in late autumn and early winter.

Human beings are so shameless, they are thinking about taking over before they get divorced.

Feng Dongyue had blue veins popping up on his forehead, so he called Li Yu and the others over.He wanted to let the ignorant bastard know what would happen if he dared to challenge the emperor!

Not long after, a mighty team came to the lawn of Area A, all of them in suits and leather shoes looked solemn.The tall and tall Feng Dongyue walked in the front, his handsome face was full of gloom. He was already domineering, but he was followed by two rows of men in black. The battle was a bit scary, and the others retreated.

Boss Pang followed behind Feng Dongyue and whispered to Li Yu, "What is Dong Ge doing today? What happened?"

Li Yu cleared his throat: "It's okay, no matter what he says or does, you just pretend you didn't see or hear him. He's just doing a special treatment with a psychiatrist, called role-playing, you don't understand."

Boss Pang snorted with disdain.This Li Yu, relying on his high education and being valued and appreciated by Brother Dong, thinks he is superior and thinks that others don't understand anything.Isn't it just role-playing? What doesn't he understand?He used to play this kind of red chicken and fun game with his little lover on the bed, there are so many tricks!

Wait, something seems wrong~~

Feng Dongyue found a suitable place to sit down, lined up his ministers on both sides, and announced the news that shocked the entire empire: "I want a divorce."

Everyone: "..." When did you get married, why don't we know?

They glared at Li Yu one after another, thinking that others didn't know, but he must know.Li Yu looked wronged, he is innocent!

Feng Dongyue doesn't care what other people think, he is so arbitrary and decisive: "Prime Minister, order someone to draft a divorce agreement! Go through the discharge procedures for me! And, in 3 minutes, I want that man named Jiang Che All the information appeared on my desk!"

What should come will always come, and what should go can't be kept.The queen who was loyal to him in the past has changed her heart for unknown reasons.That being the case, what else is he reluctant to do?He's used to being alone anyway.

But he can't remember how much a person suffers!

Feng Dongyue's mood was decisive and heroic, and his expression was frighteningly suppressed. He was about to turn black and the fertilizer would turn gray and turn black and volatilize.Li Yu hurriedly said: "For such a big event, there must be a suitable reason, right? Otherwise, it will not be enough to convince those who hold opposing opinions."

Oh, dare to openly question his decision, it seems that it is time for the Prime Minister to step down.Feng Dongyue took off his leather gloves and fell to the ground, stood up awe-inspiringly and said, "Okay, I'll let you see with your own eyes what kind of person the queen is! Prime Minister, since you have chosen a position, you should be conscious, no matter what happens Don't even complain."

Li Yu: "...Yes."

The royal gang of catching traitors followed the majesty down to see the true face of the queen, scaring away countless patients along the way.When he got closer, Feng Dongyue found that Yun Mengze really came to look for Jiang Che, and the two of them deliberately hid in a place where they could not be seen, whispering in close distance.

Feng Dongyue's face was expressionless, but he had already bitten a piece of his mouth.He drank his own blood and ate his own flesh, feeling so bitter in his heart, he couldn't help but recall how he was alone and lonely after Yun Mengze left.In the past, loneliness was the existence for him to keep awake and think deeply. After Yun Mengze left, loneliness gnawed at his heart, and he didn't have a single night to sleep peacefully.

Feng Dongyue took a few steps forward as if masochistic, Li Yu and the others hurriedly followed behind the boss, all stealthily hiding in the corner to eavesdrop.It's a pity that the distance is still not enough, it is difficult to hear the conversation between the two of them too clearly, and it will be exposed again, so we can only half-hear and half-guess.

On the other side, Jiang Che said with a look of surprise: "Doctor Yun, I didn't expect you to come to me on your own initiative."

Yun Mengze didn't beat around the bush this time: "How much do you know about him? Don't lie to me again, or you really won't have a chance to meet him."

Jiang Che was stunned for a moment, and said excitedly: "He disappeared after the accident. Many people said that he went overseas, but I found his manager and tried to find a way to ask him a few words. Combined with his state after the accident, he still From the question Shen Xianzhe asked after being caught by the reporter, I guess he should be here."

"You're pretty smart, so you know about his past with Shen Xianzhe?" Yun Mengze continued to ask.

Jiang Che nodded: "I know a little bit, but those things have nothing to do with me. The reason why I entered the entertainment industry is because of him. After working with him a few times, I... In short, I just want to see him and talk to him Say a few words, if he doesn't want to, I will never bother him again."

The situation at Ye Zhen's family is very complicated. After he was admitted to the hospital, no one came to visit him except his manager and Shen Xianzhe.Although his condition has improved, he is still closed to himself. Yun Mengze hopes that he can get out of the haze and establish a normal and good relationship with people other than Ding You.

"I believe you have good intentions," Yun Mengze sighed regretfully, "But Ye Zhen said that he doesn't really want to see you, after all, you are not very close."

The light in Jiang Che's eyes became dim, he pursed his lips and said, "Is that so..."

"I'm sorry, I can't help you." Yun Mengze smiled at him, and then said casually, "By the way, at the end of this month, the nursing home has a social-oriented activity, which is to donate goods, come to help with voluntary labor and so on. I don't know if Mr. Jiang is interested in participating? This kind of activity should be very helpful in improving the artist's positive image and social influence."

Jiang Che was very smart and understood immediately, and the light that was about to go out in his eyes was rekindled.He was so excited that he held Yun Mengze's hand and said, "I will definitely come, I will definitely come! Thank you Yun..."

"Let go!" Feng Dongyue couldn't stand it anymore, strode out and threw Jiang Che's dog's paw away, and hid Yun Mengze behind him, "You are worthy of holding his hand!"

Jiang Che: "...huh?"

Feng Dongyue was furious and wanted to chop Jiang Che into pieces immediately, but he still said to Yun Mengze with a trace of reluctance: "Where have you been these few days? When you came back today, did you come to find me on purpose, but in the end you were caught?" Is this bastard hooked?"

Jiang Che looked confused, why did he become an asshole?

Yun Mengze said honestly: "I came here specially to find him."

Feng Dongyue's heart seemed to have been hit by a heavy hammer, the pain was so painful that even the emperor's demeanor was shattered.He looked at Jiang Che gloomyly and said, "Do you know what you're doing? Do you know the identity of your rival in love!"

The words Shen Xianzhe suddenly popped up in Jiang Che's mind, and he pursed his lips and said, "I know who my love rival is, but it's a pity I didn't know it earlier, otherwise I wouldn't let him hurt me again and again People who like and respect!"

Feng Dongyue's composure has long since become a fan, even when he was killing his enemies, he was not so excited: "You deserve it!" Scumbag!Dad will teach you how to behave today, and teach you that you will be slapped in the face if you speak big words!

As soon as His Majesty finished speaking, Li Yu and Boss Pang rushed out to give the boss a boost.Yun Mengze hurriedly stopped Shura Chang who was chatting across servers, and said to Jiang Che: "You go back quickly, you still have to record the show, and contact me if you need it."

He winked at Jiang Che, telling him to get out of the way quickly.

Jiang Che blinked, although he couldn't get it back, but now he can do whatever Yun Mengze asks him to do.Without looking at Feng Dongyue's cold expression, he ran away quickly with two long legs.

It is human nature to run away!

Feng Dongyue roared angrily: "Stop! You coward! I want to fight you as the emperor of the empire, and take your mecha... oh oh!"

Yun Mengze covered his mouth, trying to explain the misunderstanding to him, but Feng Dongyue had already pulled his hand away by himself, looked at him coldly and said, "You actually protected him."

Yun Mengze laughed and said, "Since when did I protect him?"

Feng Dongyue's logic is very clear: "If you don't let me sanction him, you are protecting him."

Yun Mengze was speechless for a while, and changed the subject, "Where did you come from? I just came to work not long ago, and you can find all of this."

Feng Dongyue looked at him, and said in a hoarse voice, "With the Queen's powerful mental power that rivals mine, she should have discovered my existence long ago."

"I didn't bring my mental strength when I went out." Yun Mengze looked helpless, "Your Majesty has something to do with me?"

"Of course there is something." Feng Dongyue looked down at him and said through gritted teeth, "It's about the divorce."

Yun Mengze stretched out his hand: "Take out your agreement, and I will sign it."

Feng Dongyue looked at his outstretched hand, and thought that after Yun Mengze left, he was alone. In the lonely and lonely years, Yu Yu walked alone, not interested in anyone or anything, and he didn't even know why he was alone. still alive.

To be able to see Yun Mengze again was a dream he never dared to dream about.But when he found out that Yun Mengze was behaving intimately with other men, he seemed to have been sentenced to death.

Yun Mengze left him, forgot about him, and didn't care about everything that happened in the past. In these years, I'm afraid there are others around him.And he was still trapped in the memories of the past and couldn't extricate himself, so pitiful that he bored himself.

Feng Dongyue couldn't continue to think about it, the frustration, sorrow and anger that had been suppressed for a long time came out of his chest. He grabbed Yun Mengze's hand and pulled him to him, lowered his head and bit him hard on the neck, and instead His eyes were red with pain.

"I really hope you can taste the feeling of being in love, so that you can know the hardships and pains of loving you." Feng Dongyue stared at Yun Mengze, his voice was cold and decisive, but the next second he trembled and said, "But I I don't want you to fall in love with anyone else."

No matter what status he is in the eyes of others or himself, how outstanding he is, how many achievements he has, as long as the person in front of him says a word, he can deny everything about him and decide his life or death.

Even so, he will not regret it.Every memory and every kind of life that he and Yun Mengze experienced are the best experiences of his life.Yun Mengze is the only person he has ever loved, and he is willing to hand over his execution power to him.

Yun Mengze stared at Feng Dongyue for a while, then raised the corners of his mouth and laughed: "When did I fall in love with someone else?"

Feng Dongyue frowned: "Don't you have one?"

"No," Yun Mengze said frankly, "I have never fallen in love with anyone except you. It was the same in the past, and it is the same now."

A gust of warm cold wind blew past, Feng Dongyue turned his ears, and asked in a trembling voice in disbelief: "You... what did you say? Say it again, the wind was too strong just now, I didn't hear clearly."

Boss Pang, who hadn’t left, kindly reminded him: “The doctor said his sister has it! Other than your sister, it’s the same in the past as it is now!”

Feng Dongyue's forehead twitched: "I will shoot him out!" Who wants to listen to you!