Twelve constellations proposed to me at the same time

Feng Dongyue didn't expect that Yun Mengze didn't struggle at all, didn't resist, and looked at him intently, his eyes were full of surprise and nostalgia.This made the roaring anger in his body gradually weaken.This moment is quiet and beautiful, he wants to hold Yun Mengze forever.

The two forgot the time and place, fell on the lawn and looked at each other, hugging each other very ambiguously.

Yun Mengze recovered from Feng Dongyue's loving eyes, and said a little embarrassedly: "Mr. Feng, can you get up?"

"What's the rush?" Feng Dongyue seemed to like to oppose him specifically, and every sentence contained a "no", "It's not the first time you have been suppressed by me."

Yun Mengze: "...Are you not done yet?"

"I am magnanimous to help you recall the past without any blame," Feng Dongyue not only pressed him, but also held his hand, and said softly and cruelly, "You seduced me in the first place, and then you broke our agreement , In the end you still forgot about me. It’s all your fault, but you still question me? Do you want me to repeat it now, how I made you completely lose your empire in the stone piles, grasslands, and small woods of the deserted star Marshal's imposing manner and dignity, only weeping and twisting, grabbing me and begging for mercy..."

Are you a wild warrior?Yun Mengze: "Ahem!"

It doesn't matter whether he can listen to it or not, but he caught a glimpse of a teenager standing beside him out of the corner of his eye, how could he let minors hear such things.

The boy held the remote control in his hand, with a dull expression on his face. The world of adults is so scary.

Feng Dongyue smiled evilly: "Why, because of the audience, I feel more exciting and want to... huh!"

Yun Mengze grabbed a handful of grass and paste it on his face, pushed him away forcefully, and stood up from the lawn.Because of the rain, the ground and body were wet. He simply ignored the grass, leaves and dirt, walked up to the boy and asked, "Is the aircraft just now yours?"

"Father bought it for me." The boy bit his lips, with a nervous look in his eyes, "I'm sorry, doctor, I didn't mean it, I was just playing for a while. It's my fault to scare you and dirty your clothes , I'll help you send your clothes to dry cleaning, don't be angry, okay?"

Yun Mengze raised his eyebrows, suppressed the strange feeling in his heart, and said with a gentle smile: "I'm not angry, and I won't blame you. What's your name, and which doctor is your attending doctor."

"Dr. Bai is my attending doctor. He is a very good doctor. He is young, handsome, and very responsible. I really like Dr. Bai." The young man recited non-existent lines stiffly as if reciting texts, "My name is Jiang. Min, the river of the river, pitifully removes the vertical heart, is 12 years old this year, and is about to enter junior high school."

Yun Mengze listened quietly, and suddenly heard Feng Dongyue complaining: "What's wrong with this kid?"

Yun Mengze turned around and made a "shh" gesture at him, then said to Jiang Min: "Then what's wrong with you, why are you hospitalized?"

Jiang Min: "They said that I have Munchausen's syndrome, and I always try my best to gain sympathy and attention. I will listen to Dr. Bai and take good medicine to treat my illness."

Seeing his bewildered look, it was obvious that he couldn't understand what was going on with his condition.

Yun Mengze rubbed his head: "You are very good, Dr. Bai must like you very much. But can you put the aircraft away, it will be bad if it hits someone."

"I'm sorry." Jiang Min explained urgently with a blushing face, "I didn't do it on purpose, I just... don't tell Dr. Bai, or he will tell my mother. If I do something wrong, my mother will be sad and cry , I don't want her to cry."

Yun Mengze smiled and comforted, "Okay, I promise you, this is a secret between us."

It rained heavily during the conversation, Yun Mengze asked Jiang Min to go back to the ward quickly.He was about to call that annoying boss when he found Feng Dongyue looking at him deeply.

"What's the matter?" Yun Mengze couldn't stand his probing eyes, there was always a crisis that his clothes and flesh were stripped off and nothing could be hidden.

Feng Dongyue smiled shallowly: "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about your kindness to me. Is it because you are such a person, you will be gentle with everyone, or I am very special to you."

Except for Feng Dongyue, Yun Mengze has never been in love before, isn't that special enough?Yun Mengze didn't want to look at him, and said, "I'll take you back to the ward, and then you can think about it slowly."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Yun Mengze dragged Feng Dongyue back to the ward slowly.After such a long journey, the two of them were almost drenched. The autumn rain was very cold, and the coldness penetrated into the skin, causing a chill in the body.Yun Mengze felt that there should be no progress today, so he said to Feng Dongyue: "I'm going to change clothes, and we can talk later when I have time."

Feng Dongyue rushed to the door ahead of him, quickly locked the door, and then made a gorgeous turn: "Did you give up so soon? Heh, a human being without willpower."

"Don't talk about being human, aren't you human?" Yun Mengze pointed at himself and said, "My clothes are all wet by the rain, I'm going to change."

"I've already given up my human side, and the rest is the essence!" Feng Dongyue made up his mind not to let him leave, and stopped him and said, "I have clothes here, you can wear mine."

Of course, Yun Mengze rejected this ulterior motive: "No need, I have prepared clothes in the locker in the dressing room. You should also take a shower and change clothes, don't catch a cold."

He bypassed Feng Dongyue, walked to the door and was pulled back.Feng Dongyue said confidently: "Didn't you ask me to help you recall the past? I am helping you now. You used to like wearing my clothes, especially shirts."

He paused, and added with a straight face: "If you think I will take the opportunity to do something, then you are wrong. As the king of a country, I have my principles and dignity, not to mention my only interest in you now , is to let you tell the real reason for forgetting me!"

Yun Mengze: "..."

In fact, he didn't have spare clothes in his closet, it was just an excuse.He just had a cold, and now it's raining again, and he's chilly all over.Seeing Feng Dongyue's attitude of not giving up, he decided to change his clothes first.

He couldn't bear to be sick again for a short time.

Feng Dongyue took him to the cloakroom in the bedroom, choosing carefully without any hesitation.Pick up a set and put it in front of Yun Mengze for comparison, and put it back if you are not satisfied.

Yun Mengze rubbed her wet hair and said, "Could you hurry up, any set will do."

"Casual? I'm not a casual person." Feng Dongyue still carefully selected, "You are my queen, and I hope you will always maintain a perfect state."

Yun Mengze: "Do you have obsessive-compulsive disorder?" Could it be a continuation of the problems of the previous personality?

Feng Dongyue glanced at him: "I don't have that kind of vulgar taste, I just look at my face."

Yun Mengze: "..." Yan Gou is just Yan Gou, what to pretend.

Under Yun Mengze's urging, Feng Dongyue speeded up, found a suit of clothes and handed them to Yun Mengze, and asked maliciously: "Do you need underwear? I can change them for you. This is what I did for you things, re-experiencing helps restore memory."

"I don't need to restore the memory, I just let you review the past to help you sort out the memory." Yun Mengze carried the clothes to the bathroom, locked the door, and changed into the clothes Feng Dongyue found for him.Although he is not short, he is still one size smaller than Feng Dongyue, and Feng Dongyue's shirt is a bit too big for him.

He looked down at himself, subconsciously touched the front of his clothes, the silky fabric rubbed against his skin lightly, remembering that it was worn by Feng Dongyue, a tingling feeling like a massage device connected to a fine current on his body jumped in his chest stand up.

Yun Mengze shuddered and shook his head vigorously.What is this abnormal feeling?Too strange.

He quickly picked up his pants, and when he was about to put them on, the bathroom door suddenly opened.The principled and dignified Emperor came in with a graceful figure, leaning against the door and shaking the small key in his hand triumphantly.

Yun Mengze was so angry that he laughed: "You..."

Feng Dongyue didn't give him a chance, and immediately interrupted, "Queen, why did you take off your pants in my bathroom? You're already going to get divorced, so you still want to use your body to make me change my mind!"

Yun Mengze really wanted to kill this stinky and shameless psychopath.

Feng Dongyue walked up to Yun Mengze, looked at his own shirt, and said in a low voice, "Then I'll give you another chance."

Yun Mengze felt that the atmosphere in this bathroom was a little tense and full of dangers.He took the pants and wanted to put them on, but Feng Dongyue held down his wrist.

There was a burst of tension in his heart, and his heart was beating so fast that it was about to tear his chest open.The heat in Feng Dongyue's palm was burning his skin. He wanted to pull his hand out, but he was trembling and had no strength at all.

Feng Dongyue's gaze starts from his toes, climbs up the rock along his legs, passes through the beautiful collarbone and Adam's apple, and reaches his lips.Yun Mengze felt that every part of his body where his gaze passed was hot.

"What are you going to do?" Yun Mengze said vigilantly, "Didn't you say you want to observe and study me, and recall the past together?"

"That's right," Feng Dongyue watched him closely, not relaxing for a moment, "So I'm just observing and studying you now, to remind you how you left me irresponsibly and left me alone One suffers alone and in pain while one lives happily without knowing it."

Yun Mengze closed his eyes, suppressed the complicated emotions in his heart, and said as calmly as possible: "I said, if you want to study, you can study, but please let me get dressed first, and then we can talk in another place."

"Okay." Feng Dongyue's brows were gentle and magnanimous, and his face suddenly changed in a second, "But I have a hundred thousand urgent things to deal with right now, no, nothing."

Yun Mengze wanted to hit someone: "Are you tailed? Is there something so important that it's all in a hurry?"

"Kiss you." As Feng Dongyue said, he could not help but press Yun Mengze against the wall and kiss him, almost domineeringly prying open his lips and teeth, entangled with his tongue endlessly.

I don't know if it's because my mind is too chaotic, or Feng Dongyue's brain circuits are too mysterious, but Yun Mengze has no predictions or precautions for every sudden turn of events he makes.

Just like now, Feng Dongyue was still brooding about the past one second, as if he would never forgive him, but kissed him fiercely the next second, as if they had never had quarrels and conflicts, never Separated by a minute and a second.

Yun Mengze couldn't resist Feng Dongyue's attack at all, so he could only let his breath and the tip of his tongue sweep towards him wildly.The hot feeling that the soul was melting in the burning came again, making his hands and feet go weak, and he felt that he was going to be torn apart and eaten.

He couldn't imagine that he was pressed against the bathroom wall and kissed in the patient's ward in the nursing home where he worked every day.

Thinking of this, his hands and feet became softer.

The king of a country is iron-blooded and ruthless, and cannot be offended. No matter what reason you betray him, you will be punished mercilessly.But in front of Yun Mengze, His Majesty, he was still unable to be completely ruthless.

I don't want to be punished, I don't want to be separated, I don't want everything about Yun Mengze to have nothing to do with me from now on.He would rather torture his heart than want Yun Mengze to stay by his side.As long as Yun Mengze nods, all previous decisions can be undone.

Now the person who thinks about it day and night is in his arms, right next to his mouth, wearing his own shirt, with two slender and straight legs bare, Feng Dongyue feels very hot, almost to death.His hands were teasing Yun Mengze's body uncontrollably, he couldn't stop attacking him, his sanity was almost burnt, he wanted to have a long-lost reunion mosaic in the bathroom, penetrate him and occupy him, just like every night before.

Suddenly the tip of his tongue hurt so badly that he had to pause the kiss and looked at Yun Mengze in surprise.What happened to the queen, why did she bite him?Is this some fun play?

When Yun Mengze was about to lose his sanity, he quickly took action to stop Feng Dongyue's behavior.He was out of breath, and warned and reminded without power: "Are you crazy, when did I say that I want to be with you... like this?! We are just a pure doctor-patient relationship - in the past, now I am a voluntary helper You just finished the final course of treatment, don't push yourself too hard. Also, didn't you say you were going to get a divorce, how could the king of a country go back on his word, don't you feel ashamed?"

It's really embarrassing, but Feng Dongyue has endured it for a long time and endured it very hard, and Yun Mengze is in front of him, how could he bear it?He lowered his status and was as insatiable as a stupid human being. If he got one point, he wanted two points, and if he got two points, he wanted everything.Rather than worrying about why Yun Mengze left him, he wanted the two of them to start over.

But his queen didn't seem to think so.They are obviously the most compatible spiritual partners, why are they out of sync at critical moments?

Thinking of this, Feng Dongyue stared at Yun Mengze's red and swollen lips, and said angrily, "What's the matter with the divorce? Can't the divorce be a breakup gun!"

Yun Mengze: "...please get lost."

How can the great majesty let people just get out of here?Don't go!Feng Dongyue took a deep breath, suppressed the burning sensation in his abdomen, pressed Yun Mengze's shoulder, and asked him to sit on the edge of the bathtub.

Yun Mengze looked at him vigilantly and inexplicably, he stared back in silence, and suddenly knelt down on one knee in front of Yun Mengze.

"Do you still remember?" Feng Dongyue held his hand, looked up at him with a serious and pious expression, "you once knelt in front of me on one knee and swore eternal loyalty to me; and when I proposed to you , also kneel down on one knee in front of you, and swear to you that you will never change. This is the promise we made to each other, which is sacred and cannot be desecrated. You cannot unilaterally decide to walk away and leave me and everything we have experienced behind. behind."

Yun Mengze: "...don't get into the drama too deeply, even if it's a memory of the past, it just happened in the virtual space."

"Space is virtual, but emotion is real." Feng Dongyue disagreed with him at all, and said firmly and firmly, "Human emotion is inherently illusory, invisible and qualityless, but it is an indelible existence. , not bound by time and space at all. In other words, I can love you as much as I want, and I don't even care about you."

Yun Mengze looked at his resolute eyes, and a picture flashed in his mind. The emperor of the empire announced that he would marry the marshal. Facing the opposition from the royal family and all the ministers, he had the same expression now, both capricious and full of incomparable majesty. If he firmly said that he wanted to marry the one he loved, no one could control him.

"What's the matter?" Feng Dongyue looked at Yun Mengze, still with the kind of looking eyes, "What are you remembering?"

Yun Mengze shook his head in a daze, unwilling to admit that he seemed to have remembered something.But tears poured out on their own, flowing slowly down his cheeks.

Feng Dongyue was so distressed that he was going crazy, he leaned over and kissed his tears gently, and said in a low voice: "Don't be afraid, with me here, you don't have to worry about anything."

Yun Mengze lowered his eyelashes and let Feng Dongyue kiss on his face.The unprecedented intimacy in his memory made him both apprehensive and yearning, wanting to reject but nostalgic.He struggled and struggled, and panic rose in his heart, reminding him not to fall into false love.

Like a drowning man in an ice cave, he clenched his teeth and turned his head away from Feng Dongyue's lips as if trying to survive, stripping off the good feeling abruptly, making himself as hard and cold as a rock, numb.

Feng Dongyue stopped kissing, and with those eyes that couldn't hide anything, he found that Yun Mengze was in a certain mood.Under the flexible armor of his lover is a sensitive and guarded heart, which needs to be carefully peeled off layer after layer in order to see the truth buried inside.

"Relax, don't be too nervous," the king of a country still knelt on the ground, looking up at his lover, "tell me what you are thinking, is it something that happened to you in the past?"

Yun Mengze came back to his senses, and said in surprise: "Me? Nothing happened."

"In front of me, you don't need to hide it, just tell your deepest fear." Feng Dongyue lowered his head, gently kissed Yun Mengze's smooth thigh, and felt the muscles on his leg tense instantly, Then he raised his head and said leisurely, "I still remember that you were very abnormal when you caught a cold, especially after hearing that I wanted you to take medicine. Is it something that happened when you took the medicine before, or did this behavior remind you of Who and what?"

Although he escaped in time last time, Feng Dongyue was keenly aware of the problem.Facing Feng Dongyue's soul torture, Yun Mengze's Adam's apple twitched, and he said calmly: "When I was a child, I was in a critical situation because of an overdose of medicine, so I was afraid of taking medicine. It's as simple as that, and there is no other reason."

Because so, it's that simple, there's no other reason - keep repeating and emphasizing one thing, it's not like explaining to others, it's more like trying to convince yourself.

"It turns out that you ran away while I was away because I wanted to give you medicine. But—" Feng Dongyue grabbed his ankle and leaned forward, asking sharply, "Besides What? Before I mentioned taking medicine, facing my careful care, you suddenly became uncharacteristically gentle and pure like a little sheep, almost at my mercy, why is that?"

Yun Mengze stood up expressionlessly, shook off his hand and said, "You remember wrongly, I never did that at all. Your brain circuit is not normal, especially you feel good about yourself, and the behavior of normal people will appear in your eyes. It has been distorted into another meaning. Just like now, do you think you are a psychiatrist? Even if you are, I am not a patient, and I have no obligation to answer your questions."

He bypassed Feng Dongyue and left the bathroom, blushed and quickly put on his pants, picked up the clothes he had changed, and left without saying a word.

Feng Dongyue stood still for a few seconds, got up and sat where Yun Mengze had just been sitting, and began to think beyond human wisdom again.

Because of the experience of persecution in the past, he believed in darkness and believed that human nature is inherently evil; but because of the appearance of Yun Mengze, he began to chase the light, trying to discover the goodness and brilliance of human nature.

He is a complex of contradictions, a complicated and unsolvable mystery.It may be because of this that he is deeply infatuated with that pure person. He wants to know what kind of soul a person who also has a shadow in his heart supports him to love human beings and life without hesitating his tenderness. and goodwill.

Yet it is human nature to deceive and conceal.

Once upon a time, he and the queen were very close and had no secrets from each other.But now, the queen is always wary of him, as if his kisses and hugs are sexual harassment, and she hides secrets from him, unwilling to tell him what's on her mind.

That's right, the queen finally changed her mind.That being the case, there is no need for him to give Yun Mengze another chance.

His Majesty's heart was full of tears, but his face was still indifferent on the surface.Oh, just leave, I don't care at all!

Yun Mengze hurried back to the office, no matter who called him along the way, he just answered without a moment's pause.He didn't want to talk to anyone, he just wanted to be quiet.

He was sitting at the table, holding a cup of steaming black coffee, staring at the window in a daze.Although Feng Dongyue was still in a state of memory confusion, he still pointed out his problem to the point.

The worst memory is the easiest to be touched.Those unbearable things that were hidden deep in his memory, like poisonous weeds that broke out of the ground, made him unable to rest in peace.

Especially just now, when he was indulging in Feng Dongyue's deep kiss, a familiar voice sounded in his ears again.

That gentle voice that was almost cruel said, everyone in this world approaches you and says they love you for a purpose, they get what they need from you, and then leave mercilessly.Including your father, they only regard you as a tool to continue the bloodline. This is the meaning of your existence and your value.There is only me who loves and protects you unconditionally.You are nothing without me.You can't trust anyone but me, and you can't love anyone, or you'll lose everything, including me...

The poisonous weeds are spreading wildly, Yun Mengze doesn't allow himself to think about it anymore, closes his eyes and forces himself to press the sealed memory back to the bottom of his heart again.

It's not that he doesn't want to think about it, but he's afraid that if he thinks too clearly, he will have to recognize and admit the meaning behind them.

When he opened his eyes again, Yun Mengze's eyes were indifferent.He found Feng Dongyue's case on the optical brain, deleted the words "to be observed" in the diagnosis record, and prepared to describe the situation as a very mild cyclomatic mood disorder, just pay attention to medication and keep a stable mood. It is recommended to leave the hospital immediately.

Just as he was putting his hands on the keyboard, the office door was suddenly pushed open.Bai Mo rushed in like a bolt of lightning, pulled him away from the light brain, and dragged him out like burning his ass.

Yun Mengze had just had time to type "h" on the keyboard, but when Bai Mo grabbed him, he accidentally touched other keys, and the diagnostic record changed to "hehe".He frowned and slapped the startled junior on the shoulder, saying, "Have you finally changed from a psychiatrist to a mental patient?"

"Help!" Bai Mo said as he walked, very urgent, "I have encountered an intractable disease, and I want you to help me determine the condition of a patient."

His patient was a child who was diagnosed with Munchausen syndrome. He often took medicine indiscriminately and injured himself intentionally to attract attention. He is currently hospitalized.Although Bai Mo made the same diagnosis after taking over, after a period of observation, he was a little uncertain again.

Yun Mengze wanted to shake off his hand and go back to what he hadn't done just now, so he declined and said: "You are an expert in child psychology, you are not sure, do you need me to go?"

"This matter is a bit complicated." Bai Mo kept walking, turned his head and winked, "We are partners, you will definitely help me, right?"

Yun Mengze couldn't help him being soft-spoken, so he had to go to the visiting area with him.

On the way to the visiting area, the two exchanged information while walking.

Munchausen syndrome refers to a mental illness that obtains sympathy by describing, fantasizing about disease symptoms, pretending to be sick or even actively hurting oneself.

Studying the cause of the disease in patients is difficult because they often mischaracterize their condition.There are few effective drug treatments for the disease, and it is very difficult to completely cure it.

The patient in Baimo was young. According to his mother, he often made some worrying behaviors to gain attention, whether at home or at school.She often pretended to be sick, even hurt herself, and exaggerated her pain so that she had to accompany her to take care of her.

"This may be related to his family environment. His parents are divorced, and his father basically doesn't visit him. Maybe he wants to get the missing love through these methods." Bai Mo was talking, and the two had already seen the patient and his mother.

Yun Mengze recognized that boy as Jiang Min who used to play with flying machines. The woman sitting on the bench in front of him was very young and beautiful, her warm face exuded a charming luster.

The relationship between mother and son seemed very harmonious, Yun Mengze turned to Bai Mo and asked, "Since this is the case, what is there to be uncertain about?"

Before Bai Mo could answer, a burst of crying came to his ears.The mother who was still stroking Jiang Min's cheek just now suddenly knelt down in front of him, holding her son and crying very sadly.Nurses and nurses around, as well as some visiting family members went over to ask her what was wrong with concern.

Bai Mo whispered, "This is not the first time I have seen this situation."

Yun Mengze frowned, and walked a few steps forward. Hearing Jiang Min's mother being cared by the people around her, Lihua explained with rain that she just felt sad and heartbroken. As a single mother, she suffered so much. , to make so many sacrifices, all for the purpose of raising his son to be an outstanding person who is not inferior to others.

But because of Jiang Min's illness, she had to endure even more suffering.Moreover, Jiang Min's illness is still incurable, she just feels like the sky is falling, she can't work with peace of mind, can't sleep with peace of mind, her heart is struggling all the time, even breathing is so difficult.Since her son was hospitalized, she often burst into tears while walking on the road, and there was no one around her to rely on...

She looked like she had been suppressed for too long, no matter what people asked her, she was pouring out her sad things.Such a beautiful woman was crying heartbreakingly, and everyone around was trying to comfort her.

"Did you find out?" Bai Mo walked to Yun Mengze and whispered, "What she said was all about herself."

Of course Yun Mengze could hear that this woman was showing off in a sympathetic way.

Her hard work, exhaustion, and good intentions for her son all prove that she is an excellent mother.If her son's grades are outstanding, it is natural that she is a good teacher. As a single mother, she has to work and educate her children, and she can educate her children so well. How admirable she is.

If her son did something wrong, she would be the most distressed, and she would tell others immediately that it was all her fault, that she did not teach her son well.She doesn't have a husband, and of course she has to work hard to support her family to earn tuition fees, but her child is not sensible, how sympathetic she is, people can't help but want to comfort her.

Bai Mo told Yun Mengze that whenever Jiang Min was sick, his mother would stay by his side even if he asked for leave, and take care of him meticulously.Bai Mo had read Jiang Min's medical records. In most cases, he was not really sick, but several times it was found that he had taken medicine that he shouldn't have taken, which caused his bad condition.

"This time it was even more serious, and he was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. However, Jiang Min insisted that he took the medicine secretly, and he wanted his mother to go home with him. Maybe he was telling the truth, but after he was hospitalized, He didn't do anything to hurt himself, not even such an attempt. You must know that Meng Qiaosen couldn't restrain himself..."

Bai Mo babbled for a long time, and found that the senior didn't respond at all, so he quickly poked him on the shoulder, "Senior, what's wrong with you, why is your face so ugly, is there something uncomfortable?"

The woman's cry became indistinct, and the shaking figure began to deform.Yun Mengze stared at Jiang Min in a daze, his eyes were as blank as his.

"Senior?" Bai Mo sensed that Yun Mengze was in a trance, shook his shoulders, and raised his voice to call him, "Senior, don't scare me, what happened?"

Yun Mengze pushed his hand away, turned and walked towards the office building.Bai Mo hurriedly caught up with him and said, "Senior, what's your situation, do you want me to check it for you?"

"I'm fine." Yun Mengze shook off Bai Mo's hand, "Don't follow."

Bai Mo watched Yun Mengze walk away in a hurry, and even stretched out Erkang's hand to try to persuade him to stay: "Senior, what's wrong with you, why did your pupils lose their brightness!"

Over there, Jiang Min's mother was still sobbing, but Bai Mo withdrew his hand helplessly, and decided to talk to the patient and his family again.

Yun Mengze returned to the office, turned off the optical computer directly, packed all the things, and took all the annual leave accumulated in the past.Like a robot that had been given instructions, he didn't hesitate for a moment, he did everything as if he was numbly and mechanically performing his tasks, and then left the nursing home.

He drove aimlessly around the city, and it rained in the afternoon, and it got dark early, and the lights on the street were reflected on the wet ground, crushed and fused by the wheels.

The dream catcher hanging on the central rearview mirror floated back and forth, and the scene in the afternoon lingered in front of his eyes, and Jiang Min's frail and lonely figure kept flashing through his mind.

He knew that Jiang Min must not dare to be self-willed, fool around, express his thoughts in front of his mother, or disagree with her, otherwise he would become a well-known bad boy, ignorant and inconsiderate of his mother One person struggles to support the family's hard work.The mother will let everyone around her know that her tears are all his fault, no matter where he goes, there will be acquaintances running to educate him, admonish him, and repeat over and over again what his mother did for him Everything, everything sacrificed.

He knew that Jiang Min must work very hard, try hard to be a quiet and well-behaved child, try hard to get good grades in school, and try hard to make teachers and classmates like him. love him.But no matter what grades he has achieved or how likable he is, all this is due to his mother. No one cares what he has done. He, he is an exquisite statue made by his mother, a perfect work of art, no matter how beautiful it is, it is all thanks to his mother.

He knew that Jiang Min would love to be sick. Even if he was not weak, he would not feel uncomfortable. As long as he sneezed, his mother, who loved him so much, would turn off all work, ask him for leave, and let him lie on the bed. You don't need to do anything, just stay by his bedside in every possible way, feed him food, feed him medicine, as if he is a baby without hands, or a patient suffering from a serious illness.

His mother, who usually seldom pays attention to him, is shining with the brilliance of motherhood at this moment, looking at him and caressing him with all her attention, only him in her heart, which makes him feel very satisfied.

She will take the trouble to tell him that in this world, only she is the one who truly loves him, other people will not care about him, love him, sacrifice for him, including his father.He can't trust anyone except her.

But one day, he will feel uneasy, feel fear, and realize that a person does not need to take half a month off work just because of a sneeze, lying motionless in bed from morning to night, taking medicine, but getting weaker and weaker , getting more and more dizzy, paralyzed in his own sweat and unconscious.

Even so, Jiang Min will not struggle or reflect, because he knows deep down that once he admits that his mother fed him the medicine, he will be forced to accept the fact that his mother doesn't care whether he will overdose because of taking the medicine. And suffering and suffering, even dying; because his subconscious mind has already tacitly agreed that he can only get his mother's attention and love when he is sick, and except for his mother, no one in this world will truly love him...

Yun Mengze knew everything about Jiang Min, because in Jiang Min, he saw his former self, the self who longed for love but was afraid of being loved.

He opened the car window and let the cold night wind blow on his face, but he still didn't feel awake.When he came back to his senses again, he was in a very strange place, completely unaware of where he had driven the car subconsciously.

Looking at the time again, it was already past eleven o'clock at night.Click on the smart brain, and the message that Feng Dongyue sent a few hours ago is horizontally displayed on the screen:

[When I left you, I felt that my life was over. 】

However, Yun Mengze left more than once, and Feng Dongyue has been "resurrected" for an unknown number of lives.

While Yun Mengze was staring at the screen, Zhu Xiaonan called in: "Where are you?"

Yun Mengze looked around, turned on the navigation again, and reported the place name to Zhu Xiaonan.

"I'm in the 'late night', come to find me for supper, and then take me home." Zhu Xiaonan said in a domineering Yujie tone that refused to refuse her, and hung up the phone.

Yun Mengze froze for a while, and arrived at Zhu Xiaonan's location under the guidance of the navigation.The car stopped at the door, and it was stuffed with dog food.

Standing at the door, Zhu Xiaonan and her boyfriend kissed a lingering and lingering kiss, and their hands were stickily intertwined.After a while, the two felt something was wrong, turned their heads and looked aside together, and found that Yun Mengze was paying attention with a polite smile on his face.

Zhu Xiaonan: "..."

The man was a little embarrassed, and it was time to leave. After bidding farewell to Zhu Xiaonan, he nodded at Yun Mengze and left quickly.

"Aren't you going to stay for supper together?" Yun Mengze asked nonchalantly.

Zhu Xiaonan took him by the arm and dragged him into the restaurant: "Doctor Yun, can you be as serious as you appear?"

"Why am I not serious?" Yun Mengze was very innocent and wronged, "The neighbor next door finally found a love partner, I am so special