Confessed out of nowhere

Rong Zhen buried her face deeply in her bent knees and curled up into a period, trembling.

Gao Cheng looked at Rong Zhen in front of him, just like when he locked himself in the room when he was 13 years old.And the change of Rong Zhen's attitude towards him was also after going through that incident.

Gao Cheng is an illegitimate child. In order to marry a rich old man, his mother threw him as a mogul to his aunt who loved him since he was a child, that is, Rongzhen's mother Mu Jinzhi to raise him.

The first time Gao Cheng met Rong Zhen was in the summer when he was six years old.At that time, four-year-old Rong Zhen was sitting in the garden of the villa and playing with building blocks. She wore a pure white vest on her small body, her face was as white as milk, and her big eyes as bright as jewels were shining in the sun. There was a dazzling light shining under his eyes, and he was even cuter and more charming than the little prince in the kingdom of elves.Gao Cheng held Mu Jinzhi's hand tightly, and just stared blankly at Xiao Rongzhen, fascinated.

"Ah, this is Gao Cheng, your brother. From now on, brother Gao Cheng will play with you every day, okay?" Mu Jinzhi showed a kind smile and held Gao Cheng and Rong Zhen's hands together. .

Rong Zhen's hand was soft and slippery, Gao Cheng held his breath and felt Rong Zhen's little hand wriggling gently in his palm without moving.

"Can you play with building blocks?" Rong Zhen looked up at Gao Cheng with bright eyes full of expectation, Gao Cheng's heart skipped a beat, and he shook his head clumsily.

"Then can you do puzzles?" Rong Zhen asked again.

Gao Cheng buried his head even lower, and the movement of shaking his head became extremely stiff.

"Then what will you do?" There was no expectation in Rong Zhen's tone, Gao Cheng didn't even dare to shake his head.

"Hmph... You idiot who doesn't know anything, I don't want to play with you." Rong Zhen shook off Gao Cheng's hand vigorously, and after the light in his eyes was completely extinguished, he ran away angrily.

Mu Jinzhi chased him away while calling "Ah Zhen, come back and apologize to my brother".Gao Cheng stood alone in the same place, thinking repeatedly in his mind, "He is a fool who knows nothing, that's why Ah Zhen doesn't like him, so I don't play with him".

A few days after going to my aunt's house, Gao Chenggong discovered that Rongzhen was very smart, intelligent, quick to learn, and full of curiosity about new things, while he knew nothing.Therefore, he never dared to take the initiative to approach Rongzhen, let alone speak to him.Only when Rong Zhen needs him, smile at him and wave his hand, will he happily run over, silently follow behind him, and willingly obey his command.

"Sort the blocks by color and shape."

"Bring me the blue and purple crayons."

"Go get me another bucket of water."

"..."

Whenever Gao Cheng completes the tasks assigned by Rong Zhen seriously, his heart will be filled with a sense of happiness and accomplishment, because he is not good at anything, he can handle the things Ah Zhen assigned one by one. do well.

Ah Zhen's watercolor painting was praised by the teacher, and he began to study painting seriously, even though he had no painting talent at all, he often couldn't tell the difference between pink and plum red.

Ah Zhen likes to play football, so he forced himself to fall in love with football too. In this way, he would have enough reason to follow behind him, getting into various corners to pick up the ball for him again and again.

In order to learn to swim, he almost drowned himself; in order to learn to skate, he often threw himself black and blue; he belongs to the kind of person who is naturally quiet and extremely lacks in sports cells, but as long as he can catch up with Ah Zhen's pace, he will do everything do it.

"Why do you do what I do, don't you have something you like to do?"

Whenever Rong Zhen complained to Gao Cheng angrily, Gao Cheng always kept his head down and said nothing.He really wants to tell Rong Zhen that as long as it is something he likes to do, he likes it all, and he will do it all, but he dare not.

Although Rong Zhen is two years younger than Gao Cheng, as long as they stand there, others will think that Rong Zhen is the older one.Because whether it is height, language organization ability or learning ability, Gao Chengcheng is far behind him.Therefore, during the sixth year of elementary school, Mu Jinzhi asked the teacher to put them in the same class, because apart from helping each other in studies, the most important point is that Gao Cheng's weak and obedient character has always been in harmony with him. It is the worry in her heart.

Sure enough, Rong Zhen fulfilled that self-evident responsibility very well.Although he often yelled and yelled to finish a math problem for Gao Cheng, and he always directed Gao Cheng to do this and that with the attitude of the boss, but in those six years, no one dared to go to Gao Cheng Trouble.

As time goes by, what Rong Zhen's arrogance and domineering brought to Gao Cheng is no longer fear, but peace of mind.Although Rong Zhen is always fierce to him and never smiles at him, Gao Cheng feels very happy, because hiding behind Rong Zhen, he feels that he is protecting him.This feeling lasted until the summer vacation before entering junior high school, that is, before Shen Xing died in a car accident.After that, Rong Zhen changed, and his attitude towards him also changed, everything changed.

At that time, Rong Zhen locked himself in the room and refused to communicate with anyone, Gao Cheng faced the wall and beat himself to death.Why didn't he go with him that day? If he went, he would definitely take good care of Azhen. In this way, the tragedy would not happen, and Azhen... would not torture himself like a sinner.If possible, he is willing to bear all the pain on his behalf, as long as Ah Zhen can get better, he is willing to do anything for him.

Finally, that day came, and he saw Rong Zhen walking out of the small dark room holding a picture of a little boy.He happily ran over and took his hand and said that he wanted to support a little brother to study and make him as smart as himself.This is the first time that Rong Zhen took the initiative to hold his hand, because he is a person who lives in the photo.When Rong Zhen's finger slid across his palm, he knew that Rong Zhen would never hold his hand again, just like when he was six years old, Rong Zhen threw him away forcefully, and he never went again Like holding his hand.

After that time, the Rongzhen he knew completely changed, he no longer yelled at him, no longer let him follow behind him, no longer let him do anything for him; he would smile at him, I will say thank you and say sorry to him... In this way, Rong Zhen changed from a tyrannical person who made him feel happy when he yelled at him, to a person who made him feel pain when he was humble and polite. "Pseudo brother".Because in his eyes, he can no longer see him.

Rong Zhen, who was pampered and pampered since she was a child, actually started to learn to cook and do housework; Rong Zhen, who was naturally restless and would become irritable and frantic after being in the room for more than half an hour, unexpectedly stared at the window in a daze all day for no reason.

That Rong Zhen who was sleepy when he saw words since he was a child, actually read the elementary school students' composition with relish.

That Rong Zhen, who has always been cold and domineering, actually smiles inexplicably at the air.

Rong Zhen has changed, completely changed, and he will never catch up with him.

Who is that little boy in the photo?What's his name, where is he, what does he look like now, will he come to Ah Zhen's side?Gao Cheng asked himself repeatedly.Finally one day, he met the person that Rong Zhen misses day and night.

His name is Yang Guangming, he has graduated from high school now, he is very good-looking, he has a charming smile, he has an innocent childishness, he can chat with himself very well, he... is the one who makes me laugh A person who I love so much that I can't help myself.

It's been like this since I was a child, I like what Ah Zhen likes.So, he stretched out his warm hands to this stranger whom he met for the first time, and he invited him to live in his home, and he accompanied him to eat and chat, taking care of him like a big brother.

When he heard him say that he hated Rong Zhen, he was inexplicably happy, but when he heard him say bad things about Rong Zhen, he was anxious to explain Rong Zhen to him.

He cautiously asked Guangming and Rongzhen how they got along in the office, when he knew that Rongzhen just touched Guangming's shoulder and did not make any other intimate moves, his heart became warm instantly; When he knew that Rong Zhen brought Guangming with him just to subsidize his college studies on the grounds that he performed well during the probationary period, he was so happy that he almost went crazy.

But later, he saw that Rong Zhen asked Yang Guangming to move into the staff dormitory with only two uncles, and used the "perverted boss" as an excuse to let him not have to deal with those complicated affairs, but just doing the kind of finding novels for him, The easy job of reading comics; he saw that the dishes that Rong Zhen ordered Uncle Hong to add were Guangming’s favorite dishes; he saw that Rong Zhen ordered him to order fruits from Lu Hu’s hometown for delivery to Guangming in order to please Guangming’s classmate Lu Hu Employee... Finally, he saw Rong Zhen confessing to Guangming.

At the end of the probationary period, when Guangming was waiting for him in the office, he procrastinated with excuses. He wondered if other changes would happen if the key was handed over to Guangming later. If he escapes, does he still have a little hope?But what he waited for was Guangming's persistence and persistence to go to university despite holding back tears.

That night, he knew what Rong Zhen would do to Guangming, he laughed like crazy, laughed and laughed...crying heart-piercingly.The next day, he still couldn't help but go to Guangming to confirm whether he and Rongzhen had done anything with that vulnerable hope.Guangming kept denying it, and his heart immediately became warm, but when Rongzhen suddenly appeared and told him firmly that after Guangming gave his precious first time, his heart instantly fell to the bottom and fell to pieces.

Immediately afterwards, Guangming successfully entered the university and signed up for the "Campus Singer Contest".On the day of the preliminary round, Rong Zhen, who was obviously already worried about his sister, flew back from the United States on purpose, and asked himself to help him complete the romantic surprise scene.Once again, he got himself drunk and cried his heart out.

That's right, as long as it's something Rong Zhen likes to do, he will force himself to like it.So, every game he takes Feifei, Maggie and the others to cheer for Guangming.He disguised himself well, and he always had a smile on his face.He saw Rong Zhen happily embracing Guangming, kissing him forgetfully, he clenched his teeth and watched obsessively, when tears blurred his vision, he told himself with a bitter smile that he was just too touched.

After bullying himself once, twice, and countless times, he found that he really couldn't like Guangming anymore. Even if he was the one Rong Zhen liked and cared about the most, he couldn't continue to like him.

"Truth or Dare..." This is really an awesome game. He couldn't wait to find out his feelings for Rongzhen from Guangming. When he heard Guangming said that he just liked Rongzhen, his heart was already broken It jumped again in an instant; when Rong Zhen punished him for kissing a same-sex person present for ten seconds, he wished he could immediately rush up to kiss Rong Zhen's lips, and tell him, this matter...he was about to go crazy up.But he didn't dare, just like when he was a child, he never dared to approach Rongzhen actively, he was afraid of making him angry, so he ignored him again.

From childhood to adulthood, he always looked at the things that Rong Zhen liked from afar, guarded them carefully, and would never reach out to touch them.But this time, he really didn't want to be patient anymore, he really had enough of his own weakness.

Therefore, he decided to take action on the thing that Rong Zhen cares about the most. He couldn't wait to know if he would be beaten to death by Rong Zhen after he kissed the light.Sure enough, no one is allowed to touch Rong Zhen's things. If he had touched it boldly when he was young, he should have been kicked out of the house by Rong Zhen long ago. Fortunately, he didn't, so he can be like this now. Accompanied silently behind him.

"Ah Zhen..." Gao Cheng walked slowly to him and sat down, his fingers stayed in mid-air for a long time before they lightly landed on his shoulders.

"It's a mother's nature to protect her child. Aunt Shen rushing to hug you is out of instinct, and no one can control it. Guangming... will not blame you, let alone hate you..." Gao Cheng's palm moved timidly on Rong Zhen's shoulder, "Ah Zhen...you have done enough for Guangming, you can't force your feelings, you don't have to force yourself to like him and love him because of that guilt." Ah, if you do this, the light will not feel happy."

"Yes... I am indeed full of guilt for Guangming..." Rong Zhen raised his head slowly, his voice trembling: "But, my feelings for him are true, I really... love Guangming so much..."

"What about me?" Gao Cheng finally bravely raised his head to look into Rong Zhen's eyes, and asked him seriously, "What about me, Zhen? What kind of role do I have in your heart?" , as long as there is such a moment, do you think you like me?"

Rong Zhen's mind went blank for a moment, he didn't understand what Gao Cheng's so-called "like" meant.

"Did you always think that I hated you?" Rong Zhen asked him back, "Although you are older than me, you listen to me in everything. I know you let me do it on purpose, because you are an older brother. , I like you, I have always liked your brother."

Gao Cheng couldn't help laughing, with tears in his eyes: "But I have never regarded you as a younger brother... I have loved you since I was very young... Ah Zhen, I have always liked you of……"

"No... no, it can't be like this, you must not understand the situation..." Rong Zhen quickly turned his head away.

"Ah, the person I really want to kiss is you...do you know..." After screaming in pain, Gao Cheng blocked Rongzhen's lips with all his strength, and kissed his full lips with emotion , licking, biting... Even if he would hate him, he would do it.

"Are you crazy!" Rong Zhen pushed him away forcefully, "Gao Cheng, do you know what you are doing now?"

"Yes, I'm crazy..." Gao Xiang laughed like he was crying, "I've probably been crazy since the first time I saw you."

"You lunatic..." Rong Zhen stood up staggeringly, "Come find me after you wake up, otherwise...you will never appear in front of me again."

"Guangming, didn't you say you were going to buy Coke? Why did you come here?"

After hearing Xiao Fei's shout, Rong Zhen's whole body trembled, and his heart began to beat violently. He turned around trembling and saw Guangming's eyes shining with tears in the night, a kind of unprecedented fear quickly swept over him. The whole body, he felt that he... was about to lose his light completely.

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