Confessed out of nowhere

Gao Cheng frowned, his first reaction was: Rong Zhen knows that he likes bright things?It shouldn't be, he obviously kept a proper distance from the light, and tried very hard to restrain his emotions, how could he still find out?

But Rong Zhen's move was really ruthless, Gao Cheng smiled wryly to himself.Over the years, Rong Zhen has not changed at all, and his things are absolutely not allowed to be missed by others.But this time, he won't give in no matter what he says.

After glaring with Rong Zhen, Gao Cheng turned his head to look at Yang Guangming, and said with a relaxed smile, "Guangming, please lend me ten seconds." Looking at Gao Cheng, he didn't know whether to agree or refuse, the smile on his face was extremely stiff.

With Rong Zhen's personality, he would definitely stop Brother Cheng from kissing him, but he didn't take any action for a long time. Did he acquiesce?Sunny is a little sad.Yingying and Meiqi kept urging the boss because she was curious about what kind of expression her boyfriend would make when she saw her boyfriend kissing others, while Xiao Fei bit his lips tightly and smiled together before lowering his eyes.Sunshine stood up slowly, took a lot of effort to walk in front of Gao Cheng who was only three steps away from him, and secretly glanced at Rong Zhen from the corner of his eye.

After looking at Yang Guangming's reluctantly terrified expression, Gao Chengyu said softly, "If kissing me makes Guangming feel disgusted, then I can choose to change."

Substitution?And let me?Sunshine directly ignores the central idea in Gao Cheng's words, but cares about who he wants to kiss instead.No, no... Sunshine refused from the bottom of his heart to see Rong Zhen kissing others, so he told himself not to let this happen.

"No..." Sunshine suddenly raised his voice, pretending to be indifferent, and said in a relaxed tone, "It's just a kiss, I'm not that hypocritical."

Gao Cheng glanced at Gu Rongzhen's face that was so dark that it could blow a storm at any time, and raised his eyebrows proudly: "Then... I'm not welcome."

Compared with being able to kiss someone he likes, what makes Gao Cheng happier is that he can finally do something about what Rong Zhen cares about the most.In addition, while being surrounded by the joy of victory, the fog that had been shrouding Gao Cheng's heart for these years instantly dissipated and became clear.That cloud of why he always fell in love with the same things as Rongzhen, he finally figured out why.

Gao Cheng hugged Yang Guangming's waist with an unbelievable gentleness, and directly challenged Rong Zhen with his evil eyes.Sunshine doesn't dislike Gao Cheng, he knows this very well, but when Gao Cheng touches his body, he retreats subconsciously and avoids it. Although he can't push him away, his body makes uncontrollable movements. Rejected signal.But when he was touched by Rong Zhen, or even kissed by him, he didn't feel disgusted or disgusted in his heart.He just violated the true feelings in his heart and forced himself to use his body to resist him.

Gao Cheng's face was getting closer and closer, exuding an aura completely different from Rong Zhen's. Sunshine gritted his teeth tightly and pushed Gao Cheng away when he was about to kiss his lips.Sure enough, he couldn't... kiss anyone other than Rongzhen.

"What's wrong with Guangming?" Gao Cheng tried to continue.Sunshine took a few steps back defensively, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I can't help it..."

"It's not a real kiss. You don't need to stick out your tongue. It's just a light touch of your lips. Isn't that okay?" Gao Cheng tried to touch Yang Guangming's hand again, but Rong Zhen stopped him in the air, "If you dare Touch him once, and your hand will be useless."

"Why, Ah Zhen, do you want to kiss me instead of Guangming?" Gao Cheng's tone was full of arrogance and provocation, and Yang Guangming was stunned.Ah?Was Gao Cheng called Rong Zhen just now?A bad premonition quickly emerges from Yang Yangming's heart: Rong Zhen and Gao Cheng, they have known each other for a long time...

After a kind of angry emotion shot out from Rong Zhen's dark and cold eyes, Gao Cheng was pulled aside by him far away, and no one dared to approach him.

After being pushed away roughly by Rong Zhen, Gao Cheng sneered and said with a playful smile: "Why, don't you dare to kiss me in front of the light?"

"If you still want to continue to step into the door of our Rong family, don't challenge my patience." Rong Zhen said coldly.

"Hahaha..." Gao Cheng burst into laughter suddenly, "This game is obviously the one you said you wanted to play, Ah Zhen."

"From childhood to adulthood, as long as it is something I like, you will like everything, you are really thick-skinned... But I warn you, I will not allow you to like the light, and I will not allow you to approach him again, do you understand? "

Gao Cheng couldn't help laughing again, "Didn't you hear just now, Guangming said that he only likes you so much... It's really sad, Ah Zhen, although you got Guangming's body, you didn't fully capture him O heart, if I confess to the light..."

"Gao Cheng..." Rong Zhen grabbed his collar and brought him up, gritted his teeth and glared at him, "Are you trying to break with me completely?"

"Tsk tsk..." Gao Cheng raised a teasing smile, "The person who has been in love for more than ten years doesn't respond to me with the same affection, Ah Zhen, you are so pitiful."

Rong Zhen's face froze instantly, "What did you say?"

Gao Cheng pushed Rong Zhen away, and said with a relaxed expression: "The child in the photo is the light, right? The child who lost his mother because of you is the light, right?"

Rong Zhen's face turned pale in an instant, and her voice trembled slightly, "You...how did you do it?"

After seeing Rong Zhen's painful expression, Gao Cheng regretted it instantly, and his tone softened: "Ah Zhen...do you really like the light? Everything you did was really not to make up for the harm you caused. Is he guilty of losing his mother?"

Rong Zhen staggered back a few steps, and finally fell down on the sand without standing still.The gentle sound of the waves suddenly became deafening, and the boundless night surrounded him layer by layer, making him almost out of breath. When he closed his eyes tightly, that painful memory instantly flooded his mind.

At the age of 13, on a hot afternoon, Rong Zhen, who was supposed to take a nap, clamored to go to the stadium to play football. Therefore, Shen Xing, the nanny who had taken care of him for more than half a year, was ordered by the master Rong Zhengyan to accompany him.

That day, Rong Zhen had a great time. He played for two full hours. When he returned home, he tossed the football back and forth to his heart's content, which made Shen Xing very worried all the way, because he was afraid of that naughty young master. Something went wrong.

However, once the child starts to play, his movements are even faster than the monkeys on the tree, so adults can't stand it.In the blink of Shen Xing's eyes, Rong Zhen ran to the middle of the road to pick up the ball. At this moment, a car came galloping. After the maternal instinct to protect the child was aroused, Shen Xing rushed up to block the ball with his body without thinking. In front of me.

When Rong Zhengyan and his wife rushed to the hospital, Shen Xing could only breathe his last.She dragged the blood-stained photo and looked at the young Guangming closing her tearful eyes in pain, which Rong Zhen will never forget in her life.

It was all because of him that Shen Xing was hit by a car, it was him who killed her, and it was also because of him that Guangming, who was only four years old, would never be able to return to the mother who blamed herself and regretted abandoning him.

After Shen Xing's death, Rong Zhen, who suffered a severe psychological blow, refused to communicate with anyone like an autistic patient.He locked himself in a dark room, constantly recalling what happened that afternoon.Why did Aunt Shen rush forward, just let the car hit her to death, if only she was the one who died?If this is the case, the little brother named Guangming will never miss his mother again.

After this emotion was infinitely magnified, Rong Zhen began to refuse to eat, drink water, sleep, and simply refused to live... Until one day, Rong Zhen saw his father Rong Zhengyan holding a four-year-old Guangming photo and said to him excitedly : "This is Aunt Shen's son, named Guangming, he looks very cute, I heard that as long as he sees a book, he hugs it and refuses to let it go, Ah Zhen... why don't we help him study, so that he can become like you Just as smart."

In the end, Rong Zhengyan's patient enlightenment rescued Rong Zhen from the black hole of guilt and self-blame.

How old is Guangming, he has grown taller, his school uniform has changed again, what he likes to eat, what he hates to do, which composition was praised by the teacher, and which time he was silent for a whole day because of his unsatisfactory grades... He asked Rong Zhengyan to find out everything.

I don't know when it started, he would always unconsciously hold Guangming's photo in a daze, wondering what he was doing, whether he was having a good time, whether he was bullied by his classmates?

If only he could study with Guangming, he would never let anyone touch his finger.If he got tired of reading, he would skip class with him and go to the river to catch fish together. He remembered that Guangming said in his composition that he liked going to the river to catch fish on weekends.

Does Guangming curl up limply like a kitten when he sleeps?Do you kick the quilt when you sleep in the middle of the night?He must be cute licking ice cream, right?

If only I could live with the light...

If only I could see him, what is this growing feeling?

It wasn't until one day when Rong Zhen saw Guangming in the photo that he was happily standing with a girl, the sudden soreness and pain in his heart finally made him understand, the growing desire to think about Guangming What is the feeling.

He fell in love with Guangming, and he didn't know when it started, he couldn't help but fell in love with him.

So, he started to secretly read tanmei novels, comics, and DVDs...he began...to imagine the people in the picture as himself and Guangming...he and Guangming, doing that kind of thing...

He wants to be Guangming's boyfriend, to be with him forever, and to treat him well all his life.

He began to learn to cook, learn to do housework, learn to show a friendly smile to others, and learn to be sympathetic to every employee, because Guangming said in his summer working diary that he hated the boss who exploited and squeezed the employees the most.

He wants to transform into an excellent, successful man who can bring him happiness when the light comes to him.

Finally, he waited for that day.

Just holding a bright resume, he was so excited that his fingertips kept trembling.

When he saw Guangming falling in front of him, showing that embarrassed and cute appearance, he wanted to tell him that he had been waiting for him for 15 years.

When Guangming voluntarily gave up the interview and turned to leave, he was so anxious that he even used the tricks of hooligans.

When he knew that Guangming was living with Gao Cheng, he was so jealous that he was going crazy, so he continued to play tricks and let Guangming move into the dormitory with only two uncles. With Uncle Hong, he would definitely not be hungry.

When he learned that Lu Hu came all the way to see Guangming, he felt restless, he was so scared, Guangming was already with Lu Hu.

In order to prove his conjecture, he deliberately took Lu Rover out to play, and when he realized that Guangming was just a good friend to Lu Rover, he was so happy that he was going crazy again.

When he saw Guangming blushing silently in front of him, he was so happy that his heart almost stopped beating; when his patience reached the limit, he kissed Guangming and confessed to him.

When Guangming told him that he didn't like him with that painful expression, his heart hurt like being torn apart instantly.In order not to cause Guangming a psychological burden, he immediately pretended to be nonchalant and said that he was just finishing the comic plot.

He told Guangming that during the week of his business trip, he actually hid alone and cried bitterly, drank heavily, yelled at other people's doors like a madman, and was almost taken back to the police station.

After waking up, he told himself that he couldn't just give up like this, he must let Guangming accept him willingly.So, he found Guangming's entry file, and personally sent someone to take over his uncle's family.

That night, Guangming finally accepted him, and he finally became Guangming's boyfriend.He held the light, as if he owned the whole world.

He knows that Guangming's feelings for him are more touched than liking, but he firmly believes that love grows with time, and one day, Guangming will respond to him with the same feelings.

But when he saw Guangming was drunk and took his hand and called his mother, the guilt and pain that had been in the dust for more than ten years climbed up again.

If Guangming knew that the mother he had been thinking about seeing again was killed by him, he must hate himself to death, and would turn around and leave without hesitation, he... would completely lose the light.

So, as long as Guangming doesn't ask, he plans to keep it from him for the rest of his life...

But Gao Cheng ruthlessly pierced the security that he carefully guarded.

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I was thinking, what should I write next, who can come and save me, crying...