Self-denial System [Rebirth]

Xu Mu was a little flustered at first, when he pulled his arm, the strand of hair he just took out fell off his hand and scattered all over the floor.

Xu Mu's first reaction was not to turn around to see who it was, but to quickly bend down to the ground and pinch up the scattered hair one by one.

In his heart, he wished that there would be ten thousand hairs on the ground, so that he could always bend down to pick them up, and keep his back to the people behind him.

When he dally picked up the hairs on the ground one by one, and slowly put the things in his hand back into the box as they were, the people behind him had been standing quietly looking at him for a long time.

Xu Mu looked down at the things in his hand, bit his lips, turned around, passed the box over, but unconsciously dodged his eyes, and said apologetically, "I... that... I... I actually I didn't intend to rummage through your things..."

While saying this, he thought a little bit about looking at the person in front of him. His gaze went from low to high, and slowly upward from his feet: he saw a small dark circle bordered on the hem of the black robe of the visitor. The red pattern looks a bit depressing, the jade belt around the waist, two familiar hair bands and a few strands of black hair intertwined, hanging in front of the body.

Xu Mu suddenly didn't dare to look up.

"Uh... that... I'm sorry..." Xu Mu quickly turned around, and put the unreceived item back on his bedside.

The people behind still didn't speak.

The room was very quiet, as if the ears were covered with cotton, and even the rustling of the blood in the blood vessels could be clearly heard, as the pulse rose and fell, throbbing in the chest cavity.

Xu Mu suddenly felt that he was ridiculous.

——What are you doing here by yourself?

A person who has been cheating him for many years, why is there any reason to reappear in front of him at this time?

Could it be that he made a special trip to tell him: I'm sorry, I lied to you again, but in fact I didn't die completely. ?

Still tell him: I'm so sorry, I regretted it again, and I want to come over and find you to get back together. ?

Xu Mu stood where he was, feeling uncomfortable as if his body was covered with ants, but he didn't know what to say, he just wished he could rub himself with his hands, grind himself into a wisp of dust and float away.

Between sitting and standing, struggling to make a decision, he still raised his head, with a hint of hope in his heart - he wanted to see clearly the expression of the person opposite him, in case, he wasn't as cold and heartless as he thought.

It's just that the bright window is behind the man, and on the face behind the light, there is only a blur of gloom.

The darkness magnified the disappointment in Xu Mu's heart several times. He lowered his eyes and didn't speak any more.

As the eyes moved down together, the sight fell on the waist of the person opposite, and he saw the knuckles under his sleeve curled up slightly, and then slowly let go.

It's just that the only thing that moves is the hand, but the footsteps have not moved the slightest in his direction from the beginning to the end.

The disappointment in his heart suddenly disappeared, leaving only a little coldness, the familiar coldness.

This kind of coldness made him feel terrible, because this kind of coldness seemed to indicate the strangeness between the two of them—the strangeness that he was least willing to see and admit.

He decided to go.

Every time he decides to let go of everything to pursue something he wants, some messy thoughts will pop up from his heart again, refreezing his heart that has been softened so hard, and letting go of the things he has worked so hard to let go of. The posture is lifted back again.

Xu Mu raised his head and smiled at him, intending to say a calm farewell.

But the person on the opposite side suddenly moved and walked towards him.

Xu Mu immediately stopped the movement of turning around to leave, and waited quietly in place.

"Who are you..." Gu Jingyin slowly took a few steps forward, stretched out his hand, and gently raised his face, "Are you him..."

Xu Mu did not dodge, but followed his hand and raised his head.The shortening of the distance freed the person on the opposite side from the somewhat illusory darkness, and the face that he had been thinking about day and night gradually became clear in front of his eyes.Xu Mu's gaze, from the moment he raised his head, could no longer move away a single point.

In his line of sight were those eyes that he had missed for a long time.

Those eyes were once very clear, but now they seem to have dripped a few strands of ink, and they are faintly dark. The two rows of slightly trembling thick eyelashes seem to cover all the dark pupils, and the expression in the eyes cannot be seen clearly.

"If I'm not him, who else could it be?" Xu Mu smiled at him.

Hearing his answer, Gu Jingyin's fingers that were still on the side of his face trembled slightly, and a glimmer of unknown meaning flashed in his eyes.But then he withdrew his hand abruptly, and moved back two steps.

Xu Mu's heart had just recovered a bit of warmth, but when he saw his actions, he was instantly beaten back to the cold.

"What's wrong with you." Xu Mu tried his best to control his tone, not to show impatience.

But the truth was—he was very irritable, almost restless.He is eager to understand his mind, he is eager to know his thoughts, and whether there is any space in his heart for himself.

But the more he wanted to know, the more silent the other party was, not even bothering to give a negative answer.

Xu Mu used to only know that lovesickness is heartbreaking, but he never imagined that the embarrassment and indifference between the two can also make people feel heartbreaking pain.

He almost pulled out a smile as if he was looking for a step down for himself, exhausted all his strength, and finally said casually: "You must hate me very much."

This time the room was finally no longer eerily quiet.

Gu Jingyin didn't answer in silence, but said softly: "Hate, how can you not hate."

Xu Muming knew that he would answer like this, but when he really heard that word come out of his mouth—from a mouth that he cared about so much, his heart still twitched suddenly.

Xu Mu took a step forward.

Gu Jingyin took a step back.

Seeing this, Xu Mu stopped: "How much hate."

Gu Jingyin's fingers curled up again, this time they did not let go, but slowly clenched.

Xu Mu smiled slightly: "I hate it so much that I can't say it."

The coldness in Gu Jingyin's eyes still hasn't disappeared, he didn't answer this question, but slowly said: "It's been so hard for you to hide for so many years."

Xu Mu's forced smile froze at the corner of his mouth.

"I……"

Gu Jingyin sighed softly, and continued: "If you really want to hide, you can even tell me, let me know that you are trying to avoid me and still be alive...not dead..."

Xu Mu raised his eyes and looked at him, speechless.

He felt that he had changed, that something was different.

These few words, although the tone is almost absent-minded and casual, but when you listen carefully, you can hear a trace of fatigue.

After spending so long and spending so much youth, anyone will be tired, and no one will be able to show the temperament of the past.

Xu Mu took a step forward.

He took another step back.

"You bore me?"

Gu Jingyin shook his head.

"Then why back off?"

Gu Jingyin did not answer.

The surrounding atmosphere is no longer frozen, but so frozen that it is almost cracked.

Xu Mu had no choice but to stop making any plans to approach him, stood where he was, and tentatively said, "You...don't...have anything else to say to me besides hating me? Actually...just say it Just a few words, let me know what you're thinking, don't just keep silent..."

Gu Jingyin raised his eyes, glanced at him, then turned his head slightly, his eyes wandering elsewhere.Dim sunlight came in through the small window and reflected in his icy eyes from the side, like fine water ripples.

Xu Mu said: "Is it true that there is not a word?"

After an embarrassing silence, the person opposite finally spoke again, his voice was still exhausted: "Since you escaped as you wished, why did you come back?"

After hearing this, Xu Mu didn't know what to answer, so he simply spoke from his heart.

"I miss you."

Hearing this, Gu Jingyin took another tiny step back, slowly raised his eyes, looked at him for a while, and then repeated in a low voice: "Miss me..."

Xu Mu looked at his hesitant look, and said with a smile, "You don't believe it?"

Gu Jingyin took another step back silently.

The distance between the two is getting longer and longer, it seems that it is no longer just a room away, but hundreds of thousands of miles away.

"You still hate me?"

"There's never been a moment when I didn't hate..." Gu Jingyin seemed to twitch the corner of his mouth, his voice wasn't too loud, but the words seemed to have exhausted all his strength.

But these powerless words were powerful enough to kill—enough to pull Xu Mu out of the only trace of fantasy left in his heart.

Xu Mu was stunned for a moment uncontrollably, and then suddenly realized that he was not welcome, and said confusedly, "Ah...it's okay...I just came here for a while...hey...if you mind I... I'll be leaving later, I... I just walk around..."

Xu Mu tried hard to speak as lightly as possible, but he began to speak incoherently and illogically.

Although he didn't think about anything before coming here, he still chose to believe in the scene he most wanted to see in his heart for no reason, so he didn't expect that such an uncontrollable ending was waiting for him.

When the facts are completely contrary to his wishes, he hardly knows how to react.

Xu Mu felt his cheeks burning, not because of embarrassment or embarrassment, but because he felt that he shouldn't be standing in this place at all.

Xu Mu lowered his head, turned around, and kept talking nonsense, "I haven't seen you for a long time... Come to see you, I've already said that, then... I'm leaving..."

Xu Mu took a step towards the door while talking, but his heart seemed to be connected in place, and every time he moved a little distance, he was tearing and hurting.

Once you go out, you may never find a reason to come back.

There is just one thing, when he faces himself now, he only has peace, instead of the anger he used to have.Is this something to be thankful for?

He took a step, but the people behind him didn't follow.

After walking ten steps, the people behind were still quiet.

When he reached the door, the people behind him still did not stop him.

It seemed that I was thinking too much, and my expectations were too high—too high to be divorced from reality.

Those fantasies are nothing more than a person directing and acting on his own, making and suffering on his own.

Xu Mu felt that the threshold under his feet was a little strenuous, he couldn't see clearly, and his head was a little dizzy.

He had to reach out and hold the door frame.

But the door suddenly closed in front of his eyes.

The white daylight in front of him gradually disappeared with the closed door and turned into darkness.

"Do you still want to walk in front of me again?"

Xu Mu's hand holding the door frame firmly buckled into the small carved patterns, and after gathering his composure, he managed to distinguish that the slight sigh was real, not his own hallucination.

Before he could turn around, he felt someone approaching gently behind him, and gently encircling him from behind.

There was still a cool breath on the man's clothes, and it stuck to his warm back through the fabric on his body.The two hair bands were like two gentle vines, rubbing against his neck for a moment, and then hanging down to his shoulders following the movements of the people behind him.

The hug didn't take much effort, it was as light as a feather.

Xu Mu put down the hand that was holding the door, and held the hand that was crossed in front of him, as if catching the feather that was about to float away at any moment.

Holding those cold hands, it's true.This time it won't be an illusion.

"You don't want me to go?" Xu Mu turned his head slightly, just in time to see the side face of the person behind him - two rows of eyelashes reflected by the sunlight by the window, fluffy, like two butterfly wings about to take off.

"I don't want to." Those two rows of eyelashes closed slightly, as if two thin wings were slowly retracted.

"You don't hate me anymore?" Xu Mu tightened his grip around her, and the people behind him stepped forward slightly, wrapping their arms around him without any gap.

"How dare I hate...how can I be willing to hate..." The person behind him controlled his voice to appear soft and peaceful, but the hand he held in his palm trembled contrary to the voice.

Xu Mu also covered his trembling hands with his other hand, and said with a smile, "Don't shake, if you shake again, you won't be able to hug me tightly..."

The person behind him trembled even more when he heard the words, and even his arms trembled. He buried his face in the shoulder of the person in his arms, bit the shirt on his shoulder, but still couldn't hold back the tears in his eyes.

The water stains smeared on Xu Mu's right shoulder, and fell on the back of Xu Mu's hand.cold.

I haven't cried for about five or six years.

Since he said that his tears were not real, he hadn't shed any tears.

But today, when he saw him, he couldn't bear all the grievances anymore.

In front of him, he became a child again.A child who does not need to speak, only expresses his emotions with body language.

"Okay." Xu Mu rubbed away the tear that fell on the back of his hand, patted the back of his hand, turned his head to look at him, the smile on the corner of his mouth was almost bright and doting, moved his shoulders, and leaned against his back On the person's chin, "How old are you? Why are you starting to make little crying bags again, huh?"

On the two fluffy wings, like young leaves covered with dew in the morning, there are a few tiny teardrops hanging.

Both of them froze for a moment.

This way of communication has probably been in history for a long time.The two of them have been mocking each other for a long time.It seems that it is very difficult to regain the previous feeling.

But this very difficult task was accomplished in an instant and with a single sentence.

Xu Mu turned around from his arms, reached out to hug him from the front, and sighed with a smile: "I finally hugged a real person..."

But the person being hugged by him is not very peaceful, and seems to want to break free from this hug and retreat.

Xu Mu tightened his arms: "What's wrong with you, why are you avoiding me?"

The person in his arms seemed to have tears in his eyes, and his sobs were still in his throat, so he didn't answer for a while.

Xu Mu rested his chin on his shoulder, and said slowly, "Hold me for a while, we will talk about hating me later..."

The person in his arms finally stopped retreating, and was quietly hugged by him.

Xu Mu hugged him for a while, feeling that no matter how much he tightened his arms, he was not satisfied. He just wanted to hug the person in his arms into his body, so that he could feel at ease.

He felt that his psychology seemed to be changing a little bit-becoming more and more like him.

He seems to be walking not only his own path, but also his own.

Xu Mu turned his head, looked at the faint tears in the corner of his eyes, laughed at him and said, "Didn't you say you hate me, why are you still crying in front of me?"

After hearing this, those thick eyelashes drooped down, tightly covering the remaining tears in the eyes.

Xu Mu smiled and let him go.

Gu Jingyin turned around and walked towards the bed.

Xu Mu walked over with him, not forgetting to continue talking: "Did you suffer from some kind of stimulation in the past few years, and you got aphasia?"

Gu Jingyin had already reached the side of the bed and stopped, turning around to look at him.

Xu Mu quickly shut his mouth.

Xu Mu thought in his heart that he has not had himself in his life for the past few years, but he has been in his life all the time. The two people's feelings towards each other will definitely not be the same.From Gu Jingyin's point of view, the last time I met him, I was still arguing and fighting endlessly. This time, I have returned to the original way of getting along, and he may be somewhat uncomfortable.

Xu Mu explained: "I just... think you... have become silent."

Gu Jingyin stood there for a while, then suddenly walked towards him, took his hand, turned around and walked towards the bed.

Xu Mu quickly followed him and walked over together.

Gu Jingyin sat down beside the bed.

Xu Mu hurriedly sat down with him, intending to have a good talk about their lives that the two of them hadn't talked about for a long time in this way of sitting side by side.

"Jing Yin." Xu Mu called out to the people around him.

"Ah."

Seeing that he answered her, Xu Mu went on to say, "What's on your mind, can you tell me, don't just keep silent..."

Gu Jingyin lowered his head when he heard the words, without any intention of answering the words.

Xu Mu moved closer to him: "Do you have any worries? If you have any worries in your mind, you can tell me. If you hate me, I will apologize to you. If you scold me and beat me, it's up to you. If you think that I If you feel aggrieved by lying to you, you should speak out, and only by speaking out can you let them pass, otherwise you will get sick if you hold it in your heart..."

"Sick?" Gu Jingyin finally raised his eyelashes, "I've been sick for a long time, I don't know how deep it is, and it may be almost to the point of death."

Xu Mu suddenly choked on these words and shut up.

The sunlight condensed into a beam and shone on the side of the bed. In the orange beam, countless fine dust rolled up and down quietly.

Xu Mu stretched out his hand, brushing his black hair that was hanging by his ears behind him, revealing his slightly pale cheeks.

Xu Mu's heart suddenly tugged.

No matter what this person's status is on the outside, in front of me, he will always be a child who arouses an infinite desire for protection in his heart.

But this child whom he wanted to pamper and raise was treated as an object of experimentation, doubt and suspicion by him to take revenge.

Xu Mu took one of his hands and interlocked his fingers: "Can you forgive me?"

Gu Jingyin turned her head and did not withdraw her hand, but looked at him quietly for a moment, then smiled and shook her head.

Xu Mu froze while holding his hand.

Xu Mu said: "Then you are not going to forgive me?"

Gu Jingyin still shook his head.

Xu Mu got up from the bed, squatted down opposite him, raised his head to see his drooping face that refused to lift up, held his hand and said, "Just this time, even if you don't forgive me, I don't intend to leave Well, I'm going to stay here until you change your mind..."

Gu Jingyin raised his head: "Changing your mind?"

Xu Mu reached out and gently wiped the last bit of moisture from the corner of his eyes.

Gu Jingyin grabbed his wrist: "I have never changed my mind, so how can I change my mind?"

Xu Mu was startled when he heard the words, looked at him and said, "Did you forgive me?"

Gu Jingyin smiled tiredly and shook his head.

"Senior brother has been repeating 'do you hate me' and 'forgive me' from here to now, how should I answer? I don't even know what to say to you...you are still the same as before, from the bottom of your heart I think I hate you, we are enemies..." Gu Jingyin took his hand from the side of his face and let go of his wrist, "I really dare not touch you, just watch from a distance like this ...I'm really afraid that if I get a little closer to you like before, you will do something to leave me forever..."

Xu Mu grabbed his hand backhand: "No more."

Xu Mu got up and put his arms around his shoulders: "You don't have to be afraid, don't be afraid anymore, I will never leave again."

Xu Mu didn't wait for him to answer, and kept talking on his own, just wanting to tell him all the thoughts in his heart, but a thousand words were squeezed out of his mouth, and only one sentence remained: " I dont want you to go……"

The person in his arms visibly trembled and turned around: "Really..."

When Xu Mu heard these three words, his eyes suddenly became sore, he quickly took a breath to calm himself down, and replied with a smile: "Really, of course it is true..."

The person in his arms stopped asking, and leaned against his shoulder along his arm.

He heard him sigh softly: "Isn't it a dream..."

Xu Mu smoothed his black hair with his hand: "Of course not."

"That's good."

Xu Mu looked down at the person in his arms, reluctant to let go of those strands of soft black hair, the ends of which were dyed some warm colors in the sun.

Xu Mu's heart suddenly felt at ease, and he felt at ease like he had never felt in so many years.

Why can't we say a few words so well early on, and then quietly guard the person we want to love.

He used to feel that this relationship, no matter who he stood at, was an untouchable taboo, a stubborn disease that he would heal sooner or later.But until now, he finally felt the absurdity of those thoughts.

Why do you have to hide, escape, and try your best to label this relationship as unfair?It doesn't matter who the other party is, whether it's a man or a woman, as long as it's someone you like, there is no reason to leave him or let him go.

A faint smile floated from the corners of Xu Mu's eyes, and he patted the shoulder of the person in his arms: "Get up, your chest is numb from your pressure..."

Gu Jingyin's soft black hair rubbed against his neck again and again before slowly getting up.I looked and looked at the side of his face, and when I had seen enough, I said softly: "I really want to hide you, and never let you..."

Xu Mu put his index finger on his lips, suppressed the second half of the sentence he was about to say, narrowed his eyes and said, "Have you made a mistake again?"

Gu Jingyin picked up his hand and gently pecked it with his lips, lowered his eyes to look at his knuckles, touched his thumb back and forth, and murmured: "No crime, I just started to control you as soon as I saw you." I can't help myself, I think well but I can't do it...I..."

"What's wrong with you, what do you want to say?"

"What I did before...don't..."

Xu Mu hurriedly interrupted him, afraid that he would continue to cry when he talked about the unbearable past, so he randomly found a sentence to change the topic: "Hey, let me ask you, whose hair is in your box? Why did you press it?" Under the stone I gave you? That's what I gave you."

When Gu Jingyin heard the words, it seemed that he didn't expect him to ask this suddenly, so he paused for a moment.

Xu Mu stretched out his hand and hooked his chin: "Tell me, is it because you're lonely again and hooked up with other flirtatious sluts while I'm not around, isn't it?"

Gu Jingyin was not panicked by his words as before, he was already past the age where he was easily frightened by him.Instead, he actually smiled and went around behind him to take the box.

"The things inside are all yours." Gu Jingyin lowered his head and opened the box, "I always feel that there is your breath on the things you gave me. It's been too long, I'm afraid I won't be able to remember your breath What is it like, but when you close your eyes at night, you can still imagine that you are actually lying beside me..."

Xu Mu was silent for a while, not knowing what to say. After a long silence, he said, "I... shouldn't have let you wait for so many years... I got hotheaded and went crazy for a while, I..."

Gu Jingyin interrupted him, and said lightly: "It's okay, I'm used to it. The days with you are only a handful, and the rest of the days are the same, I've been used to it for a long time."

Hearing this, Xu Mu felt like a stone was blocked in his heart.For so many years, I have always been flying away at every turn, with a look of being light and fast.He was always the one who waited quietly in place. —Whether you will get it or not.

Thinking of this, Xu Mu suddenly felt salty in his throat, and his vision was a little blurred, so he stopped continuing this heavy topic, took the box in his hand, closed it, shook it in front of his eyes, and said, "You drawn?"

Gu Jingyin looked a little embarrassed, and said in a low voice: "I have nothing to do..."

"It's a good painting, and it's my true story." Xu Mu put away the sadness in his heart, and began to talk nonsense, taking teasing him as the greatest pleasure in the world, "Although it is an imitation and stealing, but the imitation has reached the essence ,Not bad."

Gu Jingyin saw that he spoke with gusto, so he had no choice but to look at the painting on it and asked, "What is the essence?"

Xu Mu paused for a moment, thinking about the essence of his painting, thought for a while, and said, "I don't know the essence of what I paint."

Gu Jingyin: "..."

Xu Mu put the box back next to his pillow, turned around and said, "Could you stop looking at it to sleep in the future, put it far away, and put it on the shelf."

Gu Jingyin said: "Why? You don't like it?"

Xu Mu said: "I don't like it very much, I always feel like it's my relic, which is not very auspicious."

Hearing this, Gu Jingyin's eyes darkened at first, then a faint smile appeared on his face, and he didn't speak.

"Besides, what do you need it for if I'll accompany you in the future?" Xu Mu stretched out his hand and pinched his face, "It's enough for me to accompany you at night, do you need two more?"

Gu Jingyin raised his eyes and looked at him, his dark pupils were like polished black jade.

Xu Mu looked into his eyes, and the more he looked, the more he liked it, pulled him over, kissed him lightly on the lips, then raised his head to look at him again: "Don't tell me, you don't want me to live with you. "

Gu Jingyin's eyes were dimmed, and he pulled him back into his arms, put his hands around the back of his neck, and kissed him forcefully.

Xu Mu hurriedly pushed him away: "Hey, wait a minute, did you lock the door just now? Don't let someone come in halfway..."

Gu Jingyin put him down on the bed and said in a low voice, "No one dares to come in."

After hearing this, Xu Mu was relieved and accepted the kiss he kept wanting to deepen.

After letting him kiss for a while, Xu Mu pushed him away again and asked, "By the way, you haven't told me where your hair comes from yet."

Gu Jingyin looked down at him, took a breath, and replied, "I cut it while you were asleep..."

"Wait! While I was asleep..." Xu Mu carefully recalled when he slept with him, and after thinking clearly, he felt a layer of cold sweat behind him, "That...you kid, little If you don't learn well at a young age, then you will have the thought of revenge when you are young. I have treated you so well, but you have treated me like this..."

Gu Jingyin put down the arms supporting his body, lay on his chest quietly, as if listening to his heartbeat, and said softly: "You were very kind to me at that time..."

Xu Mu pursed his lips, a little dissatisfied with his words, but after thinking about it, it seemed that he had not treated him well all these years.

But thinking of this, Xu Mu suddenly felt that there was nothing unconvinced, because he was more sure that he liked him, so he became cautious and calculating.

If it is a person who doesn't care, it has nothing to do with him no matter what he does.It is precisely because he cares so much about this person that he has to think about everything over and over again until he drives himself crazy.

"You say that because you think I'm not good enough for you now, don't you?" Xu Mu held his face in his hands and raised his head, letting him look at him, "Then let me ask you, every time I Let you torture me like this, if this is not good, then what is good, you can tell me."

The person on the body didn't speak, just hugged him and rubbed up.

The black hair rubbed against Xu Mu's neck, making him want to laugh, so he raised his hand and pushed him off, patted the folds of his clothes, and sat up.

Xu Mu asked, "Do you like me?"

Gu Jingyin sat up with him, his dark robes mixed with loose black hair, making his complexion fair and peaceful.Hearing his question, she nodded quietly.

Xu Mu stretched out his hand and tore off his hairband, wrapped it around his fingers a few times, pulled it, and tested the firmness.

"Go and lie down." Xu Mu smiled at him.

Gu Jingyin hesitated, "What are you going to do, brother..."

Xu Mu smiled and said, "You like me, can't you let me fuck you?"

When Gu Jingyin heard the words, he finally showed a long-lost look of surprise.

"You don't want to? Well, to put it another way, I like you, so I want to fuck you and make you mine, because I am afraid that you will run away or resist, so I will tie you up. This reason How about it?"

After hearing what he said, Gu Jingyin's expression gradually turned dark from the surprise just now, and said: "Brother, do you still remember what happened before?"

"No, the shadow of life." Xu Mu replied without thinking. After finishing speaking, he now understands why he just answered "hate" along with his own question, because it is entirely human psychology that is at work. In front of the one you love, you tend to deal with things with emotion instead of reason, and the things you do are always a bit unreasonable and self-willed.

"I... I'm sorry... I..." Gu Jingyin lowered his eyes again, his thicker eyelashes can well cover the look in his eyes every time.

Xu Mu raised his face with one finger: "Don't start talking about the old things again, the past is all over." After speaking, he shook the headband in his hand and pointed to the bed, "Now, I will Say now, would you like to?"

Gu Jingyin looked at him with those eyes that would make Xu Mu feel pity if he looked at him for a while, and said slowly, "Yes."

Xu Mu's heart immediately softened after hearing these two words, and he completely forgot what he said and thought just now.I just thought in my heart: what do I care about with this child, don't bully him if you can, don't take advantage of him if you can pamper him.

So I planned to throw the hair tie aside, but suddenly I felt something was wrong: What did I go through to come to such a situation where "it's my fault not to let him go"?

Xu Mu quickly fished back the hair tie that he had taken off, and stretched out a hand to him: "Come on, take it."

Gu Jingyin took his hand out of his slightly wide sleeve and handed it to him.

Xu Mu took it over with a smile and touched it: "The skin is not bad." Then he used his hair tie to tightly wrap his wrists together, tying them into a tight knot.

"Stop moving, come on, lie down." Xu Mu pushed him, pushed him onto the bed, took off his trousers, straddled him, and pulled out his belt .

The movements were so smooth and smooth that even Xu Mu himself was amazed at his skillful skills.

But before he could say something boastful, the door suddenly rang.

But luckily it wasn't the sound of pushing the door, it was just some hasty knocking on the door.

But at a time like this, the knock on the door was scary enough.

Xu Mu was in a bit of a dilemma, thinking about whether to untie him. After a while, Fu Yun's disciples came in and saw their master bound and ravaged under him, wondering how he would feel.

"Tsk, look, I finally got a chance, forget it." Xu Mu smiled and blinked at him, leaned down and kissed him, and went to untie the belt on his hand, "You go and do it first, we will do it next time." .”

"No need." Although Gu Jingyin's face was a little red, but his tone was very calm, "They dare not come in, just go ahead."

Xu Mu stopped his hand to untie his belt: "Really? But it's a little bad for you to keep people outside like this?"

Gu Jingyin didn't answer him, put two gloves tied together around his neck, and bit his lip.

Now that she is beautiful, it doesn't matter who the person outside the house is!

This is the only sentence left in Xu Mu's mind.Between worry and beauty, I chose the latter without hesitation.

Xu Mu took off his clothes while kissing him, touched his pink face, and said with emotion: "The skin is as good as when I was a child..."

Hearing this, Gu Jingyin raised his eyes covered by thick eyelashes and asked, "Do you like it?"

Hearing what he said, Xu Mu reached out and rubbed his face back and forth a few times: "I like it, it feels really good."

Gu Jingyin: "..."

Gu Jingyin waited for him to withdraw his hand after touching it, and then asked again: "I'm asking you, do you like us like this?"

Xu Mu reacted for a while before he understood the meaning of his words: "I like it, of course I like it."

"Since you like it, then we will all be like this from now on..." Gu Jingyin spoke halfway, then suddenly slowed down and stopped.Xu Mu thought that he felt that he would be at a disadvantage if he said this in the future, so he was hesitating.Just as I was about to say something to comfort him, unexpectedly he went on to say, "From now on... I will follow the instructions of the teacher.