Self-denial System [Rebirth]
Chapter 54 Memories Fragments 3
The author has something to say: I saw that many readers said they didn't want to read this car, so I thought about it for a long time, but I still felt that it would take up the number of texts if I didn't publish it all. I tried to omit it as much as possible.If there is really a little angel who wants to see it, I will find a way to send it to you for free, please watch it, thank you.
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Xu Mu kissed the young man's forehead, and said softly to him, "Do you remember?"
"Wh...what, what? No, no..." After hearing these words, the young man's voice trembled violently, and tiny beads of sweat even hung on his eyelashes.
Xu Mu smiled and rubbed his hair: "It's fine if you don't remember, you don't have to do it, I'll do it."
The young man quickly grabbed his hand and said tremblingly, "Senior brother...will...hate...will hate me...my..."
"No." Xu Mu closed his eyes to block his words, and gently kissed his soft lips.
[Omit. . . 】
The clarity and peace in the boy's usual eyes no longer existed at this time, only the red thread of extreme forbearance remained, as if a layer of tears had even surfaced because of his extreme endurance.His fair complexion was already flushed, and even the corners of his eyes were slightly peachy, as if he had been bullied.
Seeing his appearance, Xu Mu reached out a hand and stroked his hair, wanting to speak to comfort him, but he didn't speak out, and took a breath uncontrollably.Xu Mu suddenly looked down on himself a little bit in his heart: this is a big deal, at least he is two or three years older than him, so he has been reduced to a situation where he doesn't even have the strength to speak?
Xu Mu had no choice but to close his eyes and take a few breaths to ease the pain and collapse in his heart. Then he opened his eyes and smiled at him, "What's the matter with you? Why do you look like you're crying? Did I bully you?"
The boy had only red eye sockets at first, but when he heard him speak, he couldn't help it and shed two tears.
Xu Mu hurriedly wiped his tears with his hands, barely propped up his upper body a little, kissed the corners of his mouth, then his eyes, kissed back the tears that were about to flow, and said, "Don't be afraid." Cried."
The boy's eyelashes trembled, then drooped again, and he whispered, "Senior brother...would you...hate me..."
This time Xu Mu decisively suppressed his words: "No. How many times have I said no? If I hate you, why would I let you do this? It's too late for me to like you. Stop crying, cry again If so, I'll..."
When Xu Mu said this, he suddenly didn't know what to say. He didn't seem to have anything to threaten him, and he didn't want to threaten him either.
So I had no choice but to kiss him again, and said: "Hurry up, do as I say, someone will come in in a while, believe it or not?"
Before Xu Mu finished his sentence, he felt that the joint between the two lower bodies was originally quiet and gentle, but at this moment, there was a strong pain of scratching and rubbing, as if the pain of scraping bones and peeling skin, or the pain of burning fire .
Xu Mu didn't dare to grab his shoulders any more, quickly put down both hands, and firmly grasped the bed sheet under him.The veins on the arms were looming, and the legs were uncontrollably bent to the sides.
The sweat on Xu Mu's forehead flowed into his eye sockets, it was sore and painful, but he still couldn't close his eyes.I wanted to speak, but my breathing was trembling uncontrollably, and I couldn't make a sound.He had no choice but to grit his teeth and gasp, trying to slow down his breathing as he moved, while reaching out his hand to cover the boy's eyes, and said softly, "Don't look..."
Because of the movements of the two of them and the trembling of his own arm, Xu Mu could only feel two rows of soft eyelashes sweeping back and forth in the palm of his hand, which made his hand tremble even more.
Xu Mu tilted his head back, took advantage of the time when the young man couldn't see, closed his eyes and took a breath, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and two lines of tears slid down from the corners of his eyes.
I felt a little regretful, my lower body was almost lubricated by the boy's semen and my own blood, and the pain was unbearable.
But there is nothing to regret, anyway, now I don't have to worry about other things anymore, and I have to do what I want to do.Since you want to do this with him, do it.
The boy seemed to have noticed his discomfort, and took his hand away to look at their private parts.
Xu Mu quickly wrapped his arms around his neck, pressed down, bit his lips, and kissed him.
The boy asked in a panic, "Does it hurt..."
Xu Mu thought to himself: ...Aren't you talking nonsense?Are you so stupid that you don't even understand this?
Xu Mu smoothed the hair behind him, and replied perfunctorily: "It's okay. Kiss me, kiss me, I won't feel the pain..."
Hearing the words, the young man immediately stopped talking nonsense, as if he believed it, he leaned over and obediently kissed him.The kiss was earnest, patient, meticulous, and pious.
[Omit. . . 】
The bodies of the two were tightly pressed together, the heartbeat was pounding, and the breathing was disordered.
Xu Mu raised his eyes to look at his red earlobes, his eyes that seemed to be red and swollen from crying, and the few bright red marks on his face that did not match the white and tender cheeks, and suddenly felt very fond of him.
So she stretched out her hand and pinched his earlobe, which was so red and hot, and asked him softly, "Are you comfortable?"
Hearing this, the boy's pink earlobe instantly turned red in his hands.
"What...what, what is comfortable...comfortable..." The young man was almost incoherent.
But the more shy he was, the more panicked, and the more trembling he was, the stronger the desire to make trouble in Xu Mu's heart, and he almost couldn't help wanting to tease him.
Xu Mu let go of his earlobes, and instead brushed his hair, wrapping the stray strands of hair behind his ears one by one, and said softly, "I'm just asking, are you comfortable inside me?"
Hearing his words, the young man trembled. Xu Mu was afraid that he would make some violent movements, so he quickly put his arms around him, patted his back and said, "I Just ask for fun, don't be afraid, don't be nervous..."
The boy buried his head in his chest, rubbed it against him, and whispered, "I'm not... not afraid, I feel sorry... I'm sorry..."
"Don't cry." Xu Mu suddenly felt a chill in his chest, pushed him out a little, and wiped his face with his sleeve randomly, "Don't tell me you're sorry."
After speaking, he stretched out his hand to pull a lock of his hair, tied it with his own hair, and tied a knot.
He held it in his hand and looked at it, then cut off the knot again, "Although it's not very pretty, I'd better give it to you."
The young man took the knot carefully, put it in the palm of his hand and looked at it carefully, then held his hand tightly again, holding the lock of hair in the palm of his hand.
Xu Mu reached out and touched his face: "We will be husband and wife from now on, remember, don't... don't forget..."
He was just talking, but his voice suddenly trembled.
What do you mean don't forget.
This was just a dream of his, and when he woke up, he would naturally not remember anything.
"I will never forget it in my life." The boy looked at him and replied.
At this moment, there was a sound at the door, and a man walked in unsteadily. After walking a few steps, he fell headlong into the room.
Xu Mu didn't feel any embarrassment at all when he saw the person coming in from the door, and he still carefully fastened the clothes in front of the boy.
Anyway, it’s all fake here, so let’s do it according to our own heart, and do whatever we want.
He wouldn't know anyway.
Seeing someone coming in, the boy turned over and jumped off the bed, ready to see who it was.
Xu Mu hurriedly pulled his belt, "Don't go, you don't need to look."
Xu Mu really doesn't want to care about anything anymore, he really doesn't want to care about other people's affairs anymore, he just wants to live according to his own ideas and only for himself once.
Since the scene in front of him would disappear at any time, he didn't want to waste a second on others.
It's just that the belt in my hand is light, like a puff of smoke, and when I exert my hand hard, it shatters and disappears.
Not only was the belt broken and disappeared, but the scene in front of him also began to distort, as if it was a shaking painting, gradually becoming blurred and dim, and finally disappeared completely.
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What exactly are these sights?Maybe it's different times in the same world, or parallel time and space.Then if I leave, will this "Jing Yin" continue to bear the lies and deceit in the future alone?But the things I gave him are definitely not fake, maybe...he will keep them forever.
The most unacceptable thing for Xu Mu at this time was parting, and he only felt the pain of tearing in his heart.
When the scene in front of me became clear again, I was no longer in the original wooden house, but at the entrance of a cold and windy mountain cave.
The night was slightly heavy, the evening wind was howling, and the cold moonlight poured down, illuminating a small open space at the entrance of the cave.
Xu Mu took a few steps, and the weeds at the entrance of the cave made a rustling sound under his feet.The gust of wind greeted him, and the crow crowed softly, as if to hinder his progress, but Xu Mu still didn't stop, and continued walking towards the outside of the cave.
This is simply torture.
He knows when this is and where this is.
He dared not look back, not even with a glance.
Since you don't want to part, don't meet again.
But he still looked back.
There seemed to be a faint figure in the dark cave, lying weakly beside the stone wall, and the left hand of the man seemed to be struggling to grab something by his side.
Xu Mu knew that he might not be able to leave almost as soon as he saw the figure. He had completely forgotten how he made the decision just now.
Xu Mu walked back along the cave.
——He wanted to go back many years ago, to see what would happen if he was left there alone, and to see if the person who came to take him away was worth entrusting.
Step by step, getting closer.
"Brother...you are back."
Xu Mu squatted down, pulled his hand up, put it in his palm, and replied word by word: "Yes, I'm back."
Although the one who came back and the one who left you just now are not the same person, you probably wouldn't know it.
"Senior brother... unexpectedly came back... I thought the senior brother just made an excuse... to get rid of me..." The young man's words were faint, but they could be clearly heard in the silent cave.
Xu Mu sat down beside him, stretched out his right hand to embrace him, and leaned on his shoulder, "No, no, I won't leave."
"Brother, why didn't you leave... Brother, don't you hate me... Otherwise, why would you never want to see me..."
Xu Mu didn't dare to listen to him anymore, so he had to interrupt him by himself: "No, never before..."
"Then why isn't Senior Brother willing to listen to my explanation? Why doesn't he even give me a chance to correct my mistakes..."
Xu Mu clasped his shoulder with his right hand, and tremblingly said: "Because you don't need to explain, you are not wrong."
Hearing this, the young man raised his head, looked at his side face, a little surprised: "Senior brother...you..."
"I shouldn't have hurt you. If I could do it again, I wouldn't do anything." Xu Mu gently hugged him and leaned into his arms.
But even though the movement was gentle enough, it still affected the wound on the young man's body. The young man frowned slightly in the dark and took a breath.
Xu Mu had no choice but to stop moving him, and sat quietly with his arms around him.
"Brother... what you said just now... is it true?"
Xu Mu's heart trembled slightly.Because he found that when he revealed his sincerity to him, his first words were always "Is it true?"
Probably, I lied to him so many times that he couldn't tell which sentence was true and which sentence was false, or he couldn't believe it anymore.
Xu Mu slowly whispered in his ear: "It's all true. Jing Yin, listen to me, no matter what I have said or done to you before, from now on, everything I say is true Yes. I don't hate you, I don't hate you, not only do I not hate you, but I also like you very much."
The boy turned his head to look at him with difficulty: "... like?"
"I like it, I like it very much." Xu Mu repeated in his ear, "In this world, the person I like the most is you."
"Is... is it..." The young man lowered his head when he heard the words, as if he was really thinking, as if he couldn't believe why the person who kept saying that he liked him would hurt him.
"I don't believe...it's all fake...it's all used to lie to me!" The boy suddenly broke free from him, raised his head and panted, a thin layer of sweat formed on his back, soaking through his clothes Xu Mu's palm.
Xu Mu was afraid that he would fall out of his arms, so he quickly hugged him back into his arms: "No, it's not fake, trust me, trust me, okay..."
"I don't believe it...I won't believe it...I won't believe it anymore...Senior brother wants to kill me. I won't be wrong, I won't..." The young man seemed to be hurting from the wound, and seemed to be His sanity became more and more insane, and he couldn't listen to what he was saying at all, and he just shook his head frantically.
"Jing Yin, listen to me." Xu Mu had to use some strength to hold him in his arms again, "I don't want to hurt you, I'd rather be the one hurt, I'd rather be myself..."
But the young man got strength from nowhere, broke free from his arm again, struggled to stand up, and walked crookedly towards the outside of the cave, still muttering to himself: "Since he doesn't want to see me, Then I will never show up..."
Xu Mu didn't have time to stand up to stop him, but reached out to grab his left hand, but held a puddle of blood.
A pool of blood that was pierced by broken jade.
The cave was originally pitch black, but at this moment, the pitch black ink color became more and more intense.
Xu Mu's heart trembled suddenly, feeling that something was wrong, he quickly stood up and chased after him.If he left now, he would never have the chance to understand, and he would have to endure the next three years alone in what he thought was pain.
"Jing Yin, remember, none of what I said is true." Xu Mu grabbed him from behind, searched all over his body, but couldn't find anything that could be given to him as a token, so he had to draw out his sword Cut off a strand of his own hair, buckled the piece of jade engraved with his own words from his sword hilt, threaded it through his hair, and tied it on his wrist, "No matter what happens to you in the future, as long as you see When you get to the thing on your wrist, you will remember what I said to you, and you will know that everything just now is not fake, have you heard?"
It's just that before he could hear the boy's answer, he realized that the cave had become pitch black and he couldn't see anything.
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This time, Xu Mu didn't feel as sad as before, because he knew that every parting was for the next reunion.
This time, the night wind was still bleak in front of me, and the ground was covered with dry fallen leaves, swirling under the howling of the north wind; the bare tree trunks around them made strange gestures, like ghostly silhouettes in the night.
Xu Mu was suddenly a little puzzled. He didn't know that he would feel heartache when he was here.
But when he turned around and saw the scene behind him, he suddenly understood everything in his heart.
Gu Jingyin pointed at his waist with the tip of the sword, and said, "Draw out the sword, I don't want to get the reputation of bullying others."
Xu Mu didn't draw his sword, nor did he look at his sword. Instead, he looked over all the barriers between the two and landed on his face.
He looked at the person in front of him carefully, and couldn't bear to miss every tiny place.Those eyes were like cold stars in the deep pool, and the long eyelashes covered a thick shadow under the eyes; the long black hair was bundled up behind the head, and the ends of the hair cascaded down again.Even though there are scattered black hair behind her, there is neither a sense of madness nor half-scattered, only a bit handsome.
Xu Mu smiled at him and said, "You have grown up."
Hearing this, Gu Jingyin frowned slightly, and sneered: "Didn't senior brother tell me to break up with me just now? What do you want to say now?"
Xu Mu took a few steps towards him and grabbed his wrist with his hand, only to realize that the sword he was holding was not using any strength at all, it was just being lifted lightly, without killing intent at all.
But the me back then, magnified his malice infinitely, put it to the maximum, and speculated about him in the worst place.
"Jing Yin, do you blame me?" Xu Mu raised his eyes and looked at him.
Gu Jingyin didn't seem to expect that the person who was going to make a break with him would say such words suddenly, so he just frowned and looked down at him.
"If you blame me, then you will return the sword to me, and I will never dodge; if you can forgive me, we will..." Xu Mu felt like a thorn in his throat, and it was extremely difficult to force himself to say a word.
"What about us?" Gu Jingyin took a step towards him, but still didn't put away the sword in his hand, "What senior brother wants to say is that we just don't see each other, right?"
"No." Xu Mu shook his head and said softly, "If you don't blame me, we will be together, and I will follow you wherever you go, and I will never hide from you again..."
Gu Jingyin's face was surprised when he heard the words, and then he returned to gloomy, put away the sword, and said, "Senior brother, what kind of trick are you doing? Do you think it's fun to deceive me?"
"I did not lie to you."
Gu Jingyin suddenly smiled: "You always say that."
Xu Mu knew that he would not easily believe what he said.When he was a child, he chose to regard himself as the most trusted person, and never doubted his own words as the truth, but he made him realize the cruelty of reality time and time again.So now that he no longer trusts others, is it a subconscious way of self-protection?
Xu Mu suddenly remembered something, touched his wrist, walked up to him, and asked, "Do you still remember the bracelet I gave you?"
Gu Jingyin's tone was strange: "Of course I remember, but senior brother cut it into pieces with his own hands, how could I forget it."
Xu Mu withdrew his own bracelet from his wrist, took his hand, and put it on his wrist lightly: "Then mine is for you."
The gloom on Gu Jingyin's face seemed to be replaced by doubts, he raised his wrist, looked at the jade bracelet on his wrist by the moonlight, then looked at the person in front of him, and asked: "This...and that... ..."
Xu Mu replied, "A couple."
Gu Jingyin was speechless.
On a quiet night, only the sound of the evening wind remains.
"Your one and mine are a pair." Xu Mu walked very close to him, so close that they were almost touching each other. He took his hand and looked him up and down carefully, hair, eyes , collarbones, shoulders, arms, "You've really grown up."
Seeing that he didn't speak, Xu Mu had no choice but to finish what he wanted to say: "I thought the bracelet I gave you could protect you, but I didn't expect it to be broken. If I knew it would be broken, I hoped it would be broken." I was stabbed by a sword..."
Gu Jingyin opened his lips slightly, as if he wanted to say something.
"I haven't seen you for so many years, do you miss me?" Xu Mu raised his head.
"I..." What Gu Jingyin wanted to ask just now was forced back by this question.
Xu Mu reached out and hugged him gently: "I miss you very much."
Gu Jingyin's hand slipped, the sword fell to the ground, his hands were hanging by his side, he didn't know what to do.
Seeing his appearance, Xu Mu had no choice but to let him go, and said with a smile, "Scared by me?"
Gu Jingyin lowered his eyes, his cheeks were slightly red, and he bent down to pick up his sword.
Xu Mu just wanted to hug him again, but she held back.The previous two times, I could still act recklessly when he was not very conscious, but now it only scares him.
"Okay." Xu Mu patted him on the shoulder and smiled at him, "You're still shy at this age, and there's no one else here, so what are you afraid of?"
"I..." Gu Jingyin inserted his sword back, raised his head and hesitated, "Brother... what you just said...is it true?"
"Of course it's true." Xu Mu felt that there might not be much time left, so he picked important things to tell him, "I avoided you just because you hated me and didn't want to see me again, not because of other things, not you As I thought... I... like you very much..."
Gu Jingyin looked at him with slightly trembling eyes.
The surrounding leaves also trembled with the evening wind.
The sky and the earth seemed to shake as well.
Xu Mu panicked and said, "If I do something wrong to you in the future, you must remember that it is definitely not my intention, and you must not think that I am..."
Xu Mu suddenly didn't want to talk anymore.The more you promise, the deeper you will end up deceiving.
So Xu Mu stopped what he was saying, and stretched out his hand to hold his hand again.Immediately, everything in front of him shook violently and turned into pieces.
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Xu Mu felt that in the realm of nothingness, time seemed to slow down.Without a timing tool, the days just feel extremely long.He couldn't tell how long it had been.
It could be many days.
Perhaps, many years have passed.
This time, Xu Mu knew where it was before he even opened his eyes.
Because not only my heart hurts, but my body hurts too.
The two arms seemed to be coliced like being tortured.
"Don't you like this?" Gu Jingyin stretched out his hand and slowly stroked the rope wrapped around him.
"I don't like it." Xu Mu opened his eyes and looked at him.
Gu Jingyin paused for a moment when he heard the words, and then said: "Don't like it? Then why do you provoke me again and again? As if I'm a thug who only knows how to tie others with chains? Tell me."
Xu Mu didn't continue to mock him crazily like last time, but said gently: "I shouldn't say that about you, I was wrong."
Gu Jingyin smiled and said: "Are you wrong? Where are you wrong? You never feel that you are wrong, and the person you think is wrong is always me."
Xu Mu didn't know how to answer, so he had to keep silent.
Gu Jingyin leaned down and asked in a low voice in front of him: "Tell me, you kept avoiding me, why did you suddenly change your attitude towards me at this moment? Is it the same as before, planning some kind of scam? Could it be waiting for you?" I let down my vigilance against you, and suddenly disappear completely."
Xu Mu still didn't know how to answer, so he could only repeat: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have done this."
Gu Jingyin seemed to be used to his deliberate cooperation, straightened up, and said in a cold tone: "Well, you are wrong, you shouldn't be like this. Then let me ask you, what is your mistake and what should you do. "
Xu Mu said calmly: "I shouldn't have been unable to recognize my heart, I shouldn't have rejected you, doubted you, and felt that your feelings are not love..."
Before he finished speaking, Gu Jingyin pinched his chin with two fingers, made him lift his face, and frowned, "What's wrong with you?"
"I'm fine, I just figured it out."
When Gu Jingyin heard his words, his expression became cold again: "What have you figured out? Thinking clearly about the matter between us is nothing compared to your Qingluan sect's great achievements, right?"
"You are more important."
Gu Jingyin frowned even more upon hearing this, and let go of his chin.
But Xu Mu raised his head and finished his sentence: "You want to ask whether what Su Boling gave me is more important, or you are more important, right? My answer is, you are more important."
Gu Jingyin's brows were instantly relieved, and there was a moment of astonishment in his eyes: "You...you didn't say that yesterday..."
"I didn't think it through yesterday, but I just thought it through today, can't I?"
Gu Jingyin looked at him without blinking, and after a while, said: "Really."
"real."
"Don't you think I don't love you?"
"I was wrong."
Gu Jingyin lowered his eyes instantly, and clenched his hands into fists.
A deep voice echoed in the silent cell: "How can I trust you."
"Believe it or not, I can't help it."
Hearing this, Gu Jingyin raised his head and sneered.
Xu Mu continued: "But if you can trust me, I am willing to be with you..."
"Xu Muchen, stop talking, I'm really afraid that you will die with me if you say the next sentence." Gu Jingyin seemed to have a wry smile on his lips, "I'm not forcing you, nor are you forcing me, since that's the case , I'd better lock you by my side."
"You don't need to lock it, I won't leave again."
"Master Xu, don't tell lies lightly. Qingluan's great cause is still waiting for you to take care of, and hundreds of beauties in Cangxue Mountain are still waiting for your luck. Why don't you leave? Huh?" Gu Jingyin said ridicule.
"I won't leave. In my heart, we are already husband and wife. I can't bear to..."
The sneer at the corner of Gu Jingyin's mouth suddenly froze, and he was stunned: "Husband and wife?"
"Yes." Xu Mu replied softly, "In my heart, in my dream."
"In your dream?" Gu Jingyin took a step closer and frowned.
"Probably." Xu Mu smiled and continued, "In a place you don't know, I have already regarded you as my lover. Not only have we been together..."
"Xu Muchen, what tricks are you playing?"
Xu Mu spoke half of the words, but couldn't say a word anymore.It stuck in his mouth abruptly, and swallowed it back into his stomach.
He still believed in his own words at first, when he was young.It's just that the older he gets, the less he believes.
Xu Mu stopped talking.
I just want to get over this painful situation as soon as possible.
But when you wish for something, it becomes even more unsatisfactory.
This time, my heartache seemed to be very long - as long as I stayed in his cell, my heart hurt for as long as possible.
It hurt until the last moment when I left.
Everything is the same as before.
——The same pain, heart-piercing pain.
The only difference is that because there is no system noise in his brain, he can clearly hear what Gu Jingyin said to himself at the last moment——
"I knew it was a scam this time, but I didn't expect it to be such a decisive scam."
Sure enough, he lied to him for the rest of his life.
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Xu Mu opened his eyes, and what came into view was the bed curtain.
An all-too-familiar bed curtain—his own.
How could I be in Cangxue Mountain?
Xu Mu didn't bother to wipe the tears on his face, so he quickly got out of bed and rushed out of the room.
After a few steps, he was stopped by a person.
The woman was walking very slowly, but when she was hit by him, her gait became more and more unsteady.
"Mu Chen, I knew..." Su Qiyue held his hand, raised her head, tears seemed to fill the corners of her eyes, "I knew that you are exactly like Bo Ling, and you will come back."
Xu Mu didn't care about these, but anxiously said: "What day is it now? What about others? How is he?"
Before Su Qiyue could answer him, the system answered his question for him: [Congratulations, the punishment time is over.Because the time in the realm of nothingness is 0.05 times the speed of the current world...]
"Don't tell me it's useless, just tell me how long I've been in a coma, brother!"
[Five years. 】
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wtf? ? ?
Xu Mu was stunned.
But he was stunned for a second, and then he couldn't care less about chatting with anyone, and rushed down the mountain in one breath.
I rushed to the foot of the mountain, sweating profusely in the cold wind, bent down and panted for a while.
I have only one thought now.
--meet him.
Xu Mu rushed forward a few more steps before suddenly remembering his sword, but he left in a hurry and didn't bring a sword at all.
Xu Mu thought for a while, and suddenly remembered the teleportation whistle that he hadn't used for many years.It's just that you have to name a place for this thing, which feels a bit like breaking into a private house, so I haven't used it for many years.
But at a time like this, what's wrong with breaking in privately?He doesn't care even if he goes in.
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He has never entered Gu Jingyin's bedroom. The only time he was closest to here was outside the door. The two taunted each other and started fighting. What happened later was repeated in the realm of nothingness. No need to mention it.
So Xu Mu walked to the bed almost cautiously.
no one.
The whole room was empty.
Xu Mu thought to himself, should he open the door and go out to look for it, but then he dismissed the idea.Going out is nothing more than attracting attention, so it's better to wait here quietly, doesn't he believe that this person is a master who doesn't go back to the room to rest all day long?
After waiting for a while, I felt bored and went back and forth in the room a few times.
I saw that the furnishings in the room were simple, there was only one set of tables and chairs, and there were almost no calligraphy and painting decorations.It seems that the owner of the house doesn't care much about these things, as long as he feels that he can live there.
Xu Mu shook his head, feeling a little bored.
Tired of spinning, he sat down on the edge of the bed.
There were a few things on the bedside, but Xu Mu didn't have the problem of rummaging through other people's things, so he glanced at them and didn't pay any more attention.
After sitting quietly for a while, Xu Mu suddenly felt something was wrong.
The painting on the wooden box I just scanned seems...familiar?
So Xu Mu turned around again, lowered his head, picked up a small wooden box beside the bed, and took a closer look.
I saw that the wooden box was neither inlaid with gold and jade, nor engraved with any famous landscape paintings, only a few strokes, as if someone had scribbled on it with a bamboo stick.
The content of the graffiti is even more unbelievable: two small informants with extremely rough and clumsy painters, one big and one small, the big one is half the size of a palm, while the small one is only the size of two peas.
Xu Mu almost couldn't hold back his laughter.
what is this? ? ?
This is clearly the result of this silly kid picking up a piece of stone outside, grinding it and carving it on it, right? !
Do you still think you did a good job after engraving?Sleeping in your arms with satisfaction every day?
The more Xu Mu thought about it, the more he found it funny, and he almost forgot all about the pain he had just suffered in the realm of nothingness.
Xu Mu, who thought he didn't have the bad habit of rummaging through other people's things, completely ate up all the "self-confidence" just now, and opened the box without hesitation.
I saw a stone in the box.
A well-preserved stone with a smooth exterior that seems to have been washed and wiped frequently.
Xu Mu was stunned and stopped smiling.
Two people, one big and one small, were engraved on the stone, and the brushwork was so poor that it could almost be said to have been drawn casually.
Exactly the same as engraved on the outside of the box.
Or to be precise, it is the painting on the outside of the box, which was carefully copied stroke by stroke according to the stone painting.
Of course Xu Mu recognized this stone, he picked it up by the stream many years ago.
But when he remembered the past and looked at the two rough-painted villains outside the box, Xu Mu couldn't laugh anymore.
He seemed to be able to imagine the expression on that person's face when he carefully and conscientiously repainted a painting that he was so interested in.
Xu Mu reached out and took out the stone.
Suddenly, he found a curl of hair under the stone.
Xu Mu was puzzled, and the attention that had just been attracted by the stone was transferred to the hair in an instant. Just as he was about to take out the hair to have a look, his entire back suddenly froze.
He heard footsteps.
Not audible.
From the door to the inner room, slowly coming.
Xu Mu hurriedly wanted to put away all the things in his hands, but just after putting away one thing, he felt someone behind him pin his arm.
"Who are you."
And scumbags are impossible.
Xu Mu kissed the young man's forehead, and said softly to him, "Do you remember?"
"Wh...what, what? No, no..." After hearing these words, the young man's voice trembled violently, and tiny beads of sweat even hung on his eyelashes.
Xu Mu smiled and rubbed his hair: "It's fine if you don't remember, you don't have to do it, I'll do it."
The young man quickly grabbed his hand and said tremblingly, "Senior brother...will...hate...will hate me...my..."
"No." Xu Mu closed his eyes to block his words, and gently kissed his soft lips.
[Omit. . . 】
The clarity and peace in the boy's usual eyes no longer existed at this time, only the red thread of extreme forbearance remained, as if a layer of tears had even surfaced because of his extreme endurance.His fair complexion was already flushed, and even the corners of his eyes were slightly peachy, as if he had been bullied.
Seeing his appearance, Xu Mu reached out a hand and stroked his hair, wanting to speak to comfort him, but he didn't speak out, and took a breath uncontrollably.Xu Mu suddenly looked down on himself a little bit in his heart: this is a big deal, at least he is two or three years older than him, so he has been reduced to a situation where he doesn't even have the strength to speak?
Xu Mu had no choice but to close his eyes and take a few breaths to ease the pain and collapse in his heart. Then he opened his eyes and smiled at him, "What's the matter with you? Why do you look like you're crying? Did I bully you?"
The boy had only red eye sockets at first, but when he heard him speak, he couldn't help it and shed two tears.
Xu Mu hurriedly wiped his tears with his hands, barely propped up his upper body a little, kissed the corners of his mouth, then his eyes, kissed back the tears that were about to flow, and said, "Don't be afraid." Cried."
The boy's eyelashes trembled, then drooped again, and he whispered, "Senior brother...would you...hate me..."
This time Xu Mu decisively suppressed his words: "No. How many times have I said no? If I hate you, why would I let you do this? It's too late for me to like you. Stop crying, cry again If so, I'll..."
When Xu Mu said this, he suddenly didn't know what to say. He didn't seem to have anything to threaten him, and he didn't want to threaten him either.
So I had no choice but to kiss him again, and said: "Hurry up, do as I say, someone will come in in a while, believe it or not?"
Before Xu Mu finished his sentence, he felt that the joint between the two lower bodies was originally quiet and gentle, but at this moment, there was a strong pain of scratching and rubbing, as if the pain of scraping bones and peeling skin, or the pain of burning fire .
Xu Mu didn't dare to grab his shoulders any more, quickly put down both hands, and firmly grasped the bed sheet under him.The veins on the arms were looming, and the legs were uncontrollably bent to the sides.
The sweat on Xu Mu's forehead flowed into his eye sockets, it was sore and painful, but he still couldn't close his eyes.I wanted to speak, but my breathing was trembling uncontrollably, and I couldn't make a sound.He had no choice but to grit his teeth and gasp, trying to slow down his breathing as he moved, while reaching out his hand to cover the boy's eyes, and said softly, "Don't look..."
Because of the movements of the two of them and the trembling of his own arm, Xu Mu could only feel two rows of soft eyelashes sweeping back and forth in the palm of his hand, which made his hand tremble even more.
Xu Mu tilted his head back, took advantage of the time when the young man couldn't see, closed his eyes and took a breath, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and two lines of tears slid down from the corners of his eyes.
I felt a little regretful, my lower body was almost lubricated by the boy's semen and my own blood, and the pain was unbearable.
But there is nothing to regret, anyway, now I don't have to worry about other things anymore, and I have to do what I want to do.Since you want to do this with him, do it.
The boy seemed to have noticed his discomfort, and took his hand away to look at their private parts.
Xu Mu quickly wrapped his arms around his neck, pressed down, bit his lips, and kissed him.
The boy asked in a panic, "Does it hurt..."
Xu Mu thought to himself: ...Aren't you talking nonsense?Are you so stupid that you don't even understand this?
Xu Mu smoothed the hair behind him, and replied perfunctorily: "It's okay. Kiss me, kiss me, I won't feel the pain..."
Hearing the words, the young man immediately stopped talking nonsense, as if he believed it, he leaned over and obediently kissed him.The kiss was earnest, patient, meticulous, and pious.
[Omit. . . 】
The bodies of the two were tightly pressed together, the heartbeat was pounding, and the breathing was disordered.
Xu Mu raised his eyes to look at his red earlobes, his eyes that seemed to be red and swollen from crying, and the few bright red marks on his face that did not match the white and tender cheeks, and suddenly felt very fond of him.
So she stretched out her hand and pinched his earlobe, which was so red and hot, and asked him softly, "Are you comfortable?"
Hearing this, the boy's pink earlobe instantly turned red in his hands.
"What...what, what is comfortable...comfortable..." The young man was almost incoherent.
But the more shy he was, the more panicked, and the more trembling he was, the stronger the desire to make trouble in Xu Mu's heart, and he almost couldn't help wanting to tease him.
Xu Mu let go of his earlobes, and instead brushed his hair, wrapping the stray strands of hair behind his ears one by one, and said softly, "I'm just asking, are you comfortable inside me?"
Hearing his words, the young man trembled. Xu Mu was afraid that he would make some violent movements, so he quickly put his arms around him, patted his back and said, "I Just ask for fun, don't be afraid, don't be nervous..."
The boy buried his head in his chest, rubbed it against him, and whispered, "I'm not... not afraid, I feel sorry... I'm sorry..."
"Don't cry." Xu Mu suddenly felt a chill in his chest, pushed him out a little, and wiped his face with his sleeve randomly, "Don't tell me you're sorry."
After speaking, he stretched out his hand to pull a lock of his hair, tied it with his own hair, and tied a knot.
He held it in his hand and looked at it, then cut off the knot again, "Although it's not very pretty, I'd better give it to you."
The young man took the knot carefully, put it in the palm of his hand and looked at it carefully, then held his hand tightly again, holding the lock of hair in the palm of his hand.
Xu Mu reached out and touched his face: "We will be husband and wife from now on, remember, don't... don't forget..."
He was just talking, but his voice suddenly trembled.
What do you mean don't forget.
This was just a dream of his, and when he woke up, he would naturally not remember anything.
"I will never forget it in my life." The boy looked at him and replied.
At this moment, there was a sound at the door, and a man walked in unsteadily. After walking a few steps, he fell headlong into the room.
Xu Mu didn't feel any embarrassment at all when he saw the person coming in from the door, and he still carefully fastened the clothes in front of the boy.
Anyway, it’s all fake here, so let’s do it according to our own heart, and do whatever we want.
He wouldn't know anyway.
Seeing someone coming in, the boy turned over and jumped off the bed, ready to see who it was.
Xu Mu hurriedly pulled his belt, "Don't go, you don't need to look."
Xu Mu really doesn't want to care about anything anymore, he really doesn't want to care about other people's affairs anymore, he just wants to live according to his own ideas and only for himself once.
Since the scene in front of him would disappear at any time, he didn't want to waste a second on others.
It's just that the belt in my hand is light, like a puff of smoke, and when I exert my hand hard, it shatters and disappears.
Not only was the belt broken and disappeared, but the scene in front of him also began to distort, as if it was a shaking painting, gradually becoming blurred and dim, and finally disappeared completely.
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What exactly are these sights?Maybe it's different times in the same world, or parallel time and space.Then if I leave, will this "Jing Yin" continue to bear the lies and deceit in the future alone?But the things I gave him are definitely not fake, maybe...he will keep them forever.
The most unacceptable thing for Xu Mu at this time was parting, and he only felt the pain of tearing in his heart.
When the scene in front of me became clear again, I was no longer in the original wooden house, but at the entrance of a cold and windy mountain cave.
The night was slightly heavy, the evening wind was howling, and the cold moonlight poured down, illuminating a small open space at the entrance of the cave.
Xu Mu took a few steps, and the weeds at the entrance of the cave made a rustling sound under his feet.The gust of wind greeted him, and the crow crowed softly, as if to hinder his progress, but Xu Mu still didn't stop, and continued walking towards the outside of the cave.
This is simply torture.
He knows when this is and where this is.
He dared not look back, not even with a glance.
Since you don't want to part, don't meet again.
But he still looked back.
There seemed to be a faint figure in the dark cave, lying weakly beside the stone wall, and the left hand of the man seemed to be struggling to grab something by his side.
Xu Mu knew that he might not be able to leave almost as soon as he saw the figure. He had completely forgotten how he made the decision just now.
Xu Mu walked back along the cave.
——He wanted to go back many years ago, to see what would happen if he was left there alone, and to see if the person who came to take him away was worth entrusting.
Step by step, getting closer.
"Brother...you are back."
Xu Mu squatted down, pulled his hand up, put it in his palm, and replied word by word: "Yes, I'm back."
Although the one who came back and the one who left you just now are not the same person, you probably wouldn't know it.
"Senior brother... unexpectedly came back... I thought the senior brother just made an excuse... to get rid of me..." The young man's words were faint, but they could be clearly heard in the silent cave.
Xu Mu sat down beside him, stretched out his right hand to embrace him, and leaned on his shoulder, "No, no, I won't leave."
"Brother, why didn't you leave... Brother, don't you hate me... Otherwise, why would you never want to see me..."
Xu Mu didn't dare to listen to him anymore, so he had to interrupt him by himself: "No, never before..."
"Then why isn't Senior Brother willing to listen to my explanation? Why doesn't he even give me a chance to correct my mistakes..."
Xu Mu clasped his shoulder with his right hand, and tremblingly said: "Because you don't need to explain, you are not wrong."
Hearing this, the young man raised his head, looked at his side face, a little surprised: "Senior brother...you..."
"I shouldn't have hurt you. If I could do it again, I wouldn't do anything." Xu Mu gently hugged him and leaned into his arms.
But even though the movement was gentle enough, it still affected the wound on the young man's body. The young man frowned slightly in the dark and took a breath.
Xu Mu had no choice but to stop moving him, and sat quietly with his arms around him.
"Brother... what you said just now... is it true?"
Xu Mu's heart trembled slightly.Because he found that when he revealed his sincerity to him, his first words were always "Is it true?"
Probably, I lied to him so many times that he couldn't tell which sentence was true and which sentence was false, or he couldn't believe it anymore.
Xu Mu slowly whispered in his ear: "It's all true. Jing Yin, listen to me, no matter what I have said or done to you before, from now on, everything I say is true Yes. I don't hate you, I don't hate you, not only do I not hate you, but I also like you very much."
The boy turned his head to look at him with difficulty: "... like?"
"I like it, I like it very much." Xu Mu repeated in his ear, "In this world, the person I like the most is you."
"Is... is it..." The young man lowered his head when he heard the words, as if he was really thinking, as if he couldn't believe why the person who kept saying that he liked him would hurt him.
"I don't believe...it's all fake...it's all used to lie to me!" The boy suddenly broke free from him, raised his head and panted, a thin layer of sweat formed on his back, soaking through his clothes Xu Mu's palm.
Xu Mu was afraid that he would fall out of his arms, so he quickly hugged him back into his arms: "No, it's not fake, trust me, trust me, okay..."
"I don't believe it...I won't believe it...I won't believe it anymore...Senior brother wants to kill me. I won't be wrong, I won't..." The young man seemed to be hurting from the wound, and seemed to be His sanity became more and more insane, and he couldn't listen to what he was saying at all, and he just shook his head frantically.
"Jing Yin, listen to me." Xu Mu had to use some strength to hold him in his arms again, "I don't want to hurt you, I'd rather be the one hurt, I'd rather be myself..."
But the young man got strength from nowhere, broke free from his arm again, struggled to stand up, and walked crookedly towards the outside of the cave, still muttering to himself: "Since he doesn't want to see me, Then I will never show up..."
Xu Mu didn't have time to stand up to stop him, but reached out to grab his left hand, but held a puddle of blood.
A pool of blood that was pierced by broken jade.
The cave was originally pitch black, but at this moment, the pitch black ink color became more and more intense.
Xu Mu's heart trembled suddenly, feeling that something was wrong, he quickly stood up and chased after him.If he left now, he would never have the chance to understand, and he would have to endure the next three years alone in what he thought was pain.
"Jing Yin, remember, none of what I said is true." Xu Mu grabbed him from behind, searched all over his body, but couldn't find anything that could be given to him as a token, so he had to draw out his sword Cut off a strand of his own hair, buckled the piece of jade engraved with his own words from his sword hilt, threaded it through his hair, and tied it on his wrist, "No matter what happens to you in the future, as long as you see When you get to the thing on your wrist, you will remember what I said to you, and you will know that everything just now is not fake, have you heard?"
It's just that before he could hear the boy's answer, he realized that the cave had become pitch black and he couldn't see anything.
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This time, Xu Mu didn't feel as sad as before, because he knew that every parting was for the next reunion.
This time, the night wind was still bleak in front of me, and the ground was covered with dry fallen leaves, swirling under the howling of the north wind; the bare tree trunks around them made strange gestures, like ghostly silhouettes in the night.
Xu Mu was suddenly a little puzzled. He didn't know that he would feel heartache when he was here.
But when he turned around and saw the scene behind him, he suddenly understood everything in his heart.
Gu Jingyin pointed at his waist with the tip of the sword, and said, "Draw out the sword, I don't want to get the reputation of bullying others."
Xu Mu didn't draw his sword, nor did he look at his sword. Instead, he looked over all the barriers between the two and landed on his face.
He looked at the person in front of him carefully, and couldn't bear to miss every tiny place.Those eyes were like cold stars in the deep pool, and the long eyelashes covered a thick shadow under the eyes; the long black hair was bundled up behind the head, and the ends of the hair cascaded down again.Even though there are scattered black hair behind her, there is neither a sense of madness nor half-scattered, only a bit handsome.
Xu Mu smiled at him and said, "You have grown up."
Hearing this, Gu Jingyin frowned slightly, and sneered: "Didn't senior brother tell me to break up with me just now? What do you want to say now?"
Xu Mu took a few steps towards him and grabbed his wrist with his hand, only to realize that the sword he was holding was not using any strength at all, it was just being lifted lightly, without killing intent at all.
But the me back then, magnified his malice infinitely, put it to the maximum, and speculated about him in the worst place.
"Jing Yin, do you blame me?" Xu Mu raised his eyes and looked at him.
Gu Jingyin didn't seem to expect that the person who was going to make a break with him would say such words suddenly, so he just frowned and looked down at him.
"If you blame me, then you will return the sword to me, and I will never dodge; if you can forgive me, we will..." Xu Mu felt like a thorn in his throat, and it was extremely difficult to force himself to say a word.
"What about us?" Gu Jingyin took a step towards him, but still didn't put away the sword in his hand, "What senior brother wants to say is that we just don't see each other, right?"
"No." Xu Mu shook his head and said softly, "If you don't blame me, we will be together, and I will follow you wherever you go, and I will never hide from you again..."
Gu Jingyin's face was surprised when he heard the words, and then he returned to gloomy, put away the sword, and said, "Senior brother, what kind of trick are you doing? Do you think it's fun to deceive me?"
"I did not lie to you."
Gu Jingyin suddenly smiled: "You always say that."
Xu Mu knew that he would not easily believe what he said.When he was a child, he chose to regard himself as the most trusted person, and never doubted his own words as the truth, but he made him realize the cruelty of reality time and time again.So now that he no longer trusts others, is it a subconscious way of self-protection?
Xu Mu suddenly remembered something, touched his wrist, walked up to him, and asked, "Do you still remember the bracelet I gave you?"
Gu Jingyin's tone was strange: "Of course I remember, but senior brother cut it into pieces with his own hands, how could I forget it."
Xu Mu withdrew his own bracelet from his wrist, took his hand, and put it on his wrist lightly: "Then mine is for you."
The gloom on Gu Jingyin's face seemed to be replaced by doubts, he raised his wrist, looked at the jade bracelet on his wrist by the moonlight, then looked at the person in front of him, and asked: "This...and that... ..."
Xu Mu replied, "A couple."
Gu Jingyin was speechless.
On a quiet night, only the sound of the evening wind remains.
"Your one and mine are a pair." Xu Mu walked very close to him, so close that they were almost touching each other. He took his hand and looked him up and down carefully, hair, eyes , collarbones, shoulders, arms, "You've really grown up."
Seeing that he didn't speak, Xu Mu had no choice but to finish what he wanted to say: "I thought the bracelet I gave you could protect you, but I didn't expect it to be broken. If I knew it would be broken, I hoped it would be broken." I was stabbed by a sword..."
Gu Jingyin opened his lips slightly, as if he wanted to say something.
"I haven't seen you for so many years, do you miss me?" Xu Mu raised his head.
"I..." What Gu Jingyin wanted to ask just now was forced back by this question.
Xu Mu reached out and hugged him gently: "I miss you very much."
Gu Jingyin's hand slipped, the sword fell to the ground, his hands were hanging by his side, he didn't know what to do.
Seeing his appearance, Xu Mu had no choice but to let him go, and said with a smile, "Scared by me?"
Gu Jingyin lowered his eyes, his cheeks were slightly red, and he bent down to pick up his sword.
Xu Mu just wanted to hug him again, but she held back.The previous two times, I could still act recklessly when he was not very conscious, but now it only scares him.
"Okay." Xu Mu patted him on the shoulder and smiled at him, "You're still shy at this age, and there's no one else here, so what are you afraid of?"
"I..." Gu Jingyin inserted his sword back, raised his head and hesitated, "Brother... what you just said...is it true?"
"Of course it's true." Xu Mu felt that there might not be much time left, so he picked important things to tell him, "I avoided you just because you hated me and didn't want to see me again, not because of other things, not you As I thought... I... like you very much..."
Gu Jingyin looked at him with slightly trembling eyes.
The surrounding leaves also trembled with the evening wind.
The sky and the earth seemed to shake as well.
Xu Mu panicked and said, "If I do something wrong to you in the future, you must remember that it is definitely not my intention, and you must not think that I am..."
Xu Mu suddenly didn't want to talk anymore.The more you promise, the deeper you will end up deceiving.
So Xu Mu stopped what he was saying, and stretched out his hand to hold his hand again.Immediately, everything in front of him shook violently and turned into pieces.
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Xu Mu felt that in the realm of nothingness, time seemed to slow down.Without a timing tool, the days just feel extremely long.He couldn't tell how long it had been.
It could be many days.
Perhaps, many years have passed.
This time, Xu Mu knew where it was before he even opened his eyes.
Because not only my heart hurts, but my body hurts too.
The two arms seemed to be coliced like being tortured.
"Don't you like this?" Gu Jingyin stretched out his hand and slowly stroked the rope wrapped around him.
"I don't like it." Xu Mu opened his eyes and looked at him.
Gu Jingyin paused for a moment when he heard the words, and then said: "Don't like it? Then why do you provoke me again and again? As if I'm a thug who only knows how to tie others with chains? Tell me."
Xu Mu didn't continue to mock him crazily like last time, but said gently: "I shouldn't say that about you, I was wrong."
Gu Jingyin smiled and said: "Are you wrong? Where are you wrong? You never feel that you are wrong, and the person you think is wrong is always me."
Xu Mu didn't know how to answer, so he had to keep silent.
Gu Jingyin leaned down and asked in a low voice in front of him: "Tell me, you kept avoiding me, why did you suddenly change your attitude towards me at this moment? Is it the same as before, planning some kind of scam? Could it be waiting for you?" I let down my vigilance against you, and suddenly disappear completely."
Xu Mu still didn't know how to answer, so he could only repeat: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have done this."
Gu Jingyin seemed to be used to his deliberate cooperation, straightened up, and said in a cold tone: "Well, you are wrong, you shouldn't be like this. Then let me ask you, what is your mistake and what should you do. "
Xu Mu said calmly: "I shouldn't have been unable to recognize my heart, I shouldn't have rejected you, doubted you, and felt that your feelings are not love..."
Before he finished speaking, Gu Jingyin pinched his chin with two fingers, made him lift his face, and frowned, "What's wrong with you?"
"I'm fine, I just figured it out."
When Gu Jingyin heard his words, his expression became cold again: "What have you figured out? Thinking clearly about the matter between us is nothing compared to your Qingluan sect's great achievements, right?"
"You are more important."
Gu Jingyin frowned even more upon hearing this, and let go of his chin.
But Xu Mu raised his head and finished his sentence: "You want to ask whether what Su Boling gave me is more important, or you are more important, right? My answer is, you are more important."
Gu Jingyin's brows were instantly relieved, and there was a moment of astonishment in his eyes: "You...you didn't say that yesterday..."
"I didn't think it through yesterday, but I just thought it through today, can't I?"
Gu Jingyin looked at him without blinking, and after a while, said: "Really."
"real."
"Don't you think I don't love you?"
"I was wrong."
Gu Jingyin lowered his eyes instantly, and clenched his hands into fists.
A deep voice echoed in the silent cell: "How can I trust you."
"Believe it or not, I can't help it."
Hearing this, Gu Jingyin raised his head and sneered.
Xu Mu continued: "But if you can trust me, I am willing to be with you..."
"Xu Muchen, stop talking, I'm really afraid that you will die with me if you say the next sentence." Gu Jingyin seemed to have a wry smile on his lips, "I'm not forcing you, nor are you forcing me, since that's the case , I'd better lock you by my side."
"You don't need to lock it, I won't leave again."
"Master Xu, don't tell lies lightly. Qingluan's great cause is still waiting for you to take care of, and hundreds of beauties in Cangxue Mountain are still waiting for your luck. Why don't you leave? Huh?" Gu Jingyin said ridicule.
"I won't leave. In my heart, we are already husband and wife. I can't bear to..."
The sneer at the corner of Gu Jingyin's mouth suddenly froze, and he was stunned: "Husband and wife?"
"Yes." Xu Mu replied softly, "In my heart, in my dream."
"In your dream?" Gu Jingyin took a step closer and frowned.
"Probably." Xu Mu smiled and continued, "In a place you don't know, I have already regarded you as my lover. Not only have we been together..."
"Xu Muchen, what tricks are you playing?"
Xu Mu spoke half of the words, but couldn't say a word anymore.It stuck in his mouth abruptly, and swallowed it back into his stomach.
He still believed in his own words at first, when he was young.It's just that the older he gets, the less he believes.
Xu Mu stopped talking.
I just want to get over this painful situation as soon as possible.
But when you wish for something, it becomes even more unsatisfactory.
This time, my heartache seemed to be very long - as long as I stayed in his cell, my heart hurt for as long as possible.
It hurt until the last moment when I left.
Everything is the same as before.
——The same pain, heart-piercing pain.
The only difference is that because there is no system noise in his brain, he can clearly hear what Gu Jingyin said to himself at the last moment——
"I knew it was a scam this time, but I didn't expect it to be such a decisive scam."
Sure enough, he lied to him for the rest of his life.
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Xu Mu opened his eyes, and what came into view was the bed curtain.
An all-too-familiar bed curtain—his own.
How could I be in Cangxue Mountain?
Xu Mu didn't bother to wipe the tears on his face, so he quickly got out of bed and rushed out of the room.
After a few steps, he was stopped by a person.
The woman was walking very slowly, but when she was hit by him, her gait became more and more unsteady.
"Mu Chen, I knew..." Su Qiyue held his hand, raised her head, tears seemed to fill the corners of her eyes, "I knew that you are exactly like Bo Ling, and you will come back."
Xu Mu didn't care about these, but anxiously said: "What day is it now? What about others? How is he?"
Before Su Qiyue could answer him, the system answered his question for him: [Congratulations, the punishment time is over.Because the time in the realm of nothingness is 0.05 times the speed of the current world...]
"Don't tell me it's useless, just tell me how long I've been in a coma, brother!"
[Five years. 】
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wtf? ? ?
Xu Mu was stunned.
But he was stunned for a second, and then he couldn't care less about chatting with anyone, and rushed down the mountain in one breath.
I rushed to the foot of the mountain, sweating profusely in the cold wind, bent down and panted for a while.
I have only one thought now.
--meet him.
Xu Mu rushed forward a few more steps before suddenly remembering his sword, but he left in a hurry and didn't bring a sword at all.
Xu Mu thought for a while, and suddenly remembered the teleportation whistle that he hadn't used for many years.It's just that you have to name a place for this thing, which feels a bit like breaking into a private house, so I haven't used it for many years.
But at a time like this, what's wrong with breaking in privately?He doesn't care even if he goes in.
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He has never entered Gu Jingyin's bedroom. The only time he was closest to here was outside the door. The two taunted each other and started fighting. What happened later was repeated in the realm of nothingness. No need to mention it.
So Xu Mu walked to the bed almost cautiously.
no one.
The whole room was empty.
Xu Mu thought to himself, should he open the door and go out to look for it, but then he dismissed the idea.Going out is nothing more than attracting attention, so it's better to wait here quietly, doesn't he believe that this person is a master who doesn't go back to the room to rest all day long?
After waiting for a while, I felt bored and went back and forth in the room a few times.
I saw that the furnishings in the room were simple, there was only one set of tables and chairs, and there were almost no calligraphy and painting decorations.It seems that the owner of the house doesn't care much about these things, as long as he feels that he can live there.
Xu Mu shook his head, feeling a little bored.
Tired of spinning, he sat down on the edge of the bed.
There were a few things on the bedside, but Xu Mu didn't have the problem of rummaging through other people's things, so he glanced at them and didn't pay any more attention.
After sitting quietly for a while, Xu Mu suddenly felt something was wrong.
The painting on the wooden box I just scanned seems...familiar?
So Xu Mu turned around again, lowered his head, picked up a small wooden box beside the bed, and took a closer look.
I saw that the wooden box was neither inlaid with gold and jade, nor engraved with any famous landscape paintings, only a few strokes, as if someone had scribbled on it with a bamboo stick.
The content of the graffiti is even more unbelievable: two small informants with extremely rough and clumsy painters, one big and one small, the big one is half the size of a palm, while the small one is only the size of two peas.
Xu Mu almost couldn't hold back his laughter.
what is this? ? ?
This is clearly the result of this silly kid picking up a piece of stone outside, grinding it and carving it on it, right? !
Do you still think you did a good job after engraving?Sleeping in your arms with satisfaction every day?
The more Xu Mu thought about it, the more he found it funny, and he almost forgot all about the pain he had just suffered in the realm of nothingness.
Xu Mu, who thought he didn't have the bad habit of rummaging through other people's things, completely ate up all the "self-confidence" just now, and opened the box without hesitation.
I saw a stone in the box.
A well-preserved stone with a smooth exterior that seems to have been washed and wiped frequently.
Xu Mu was stunned and stopped smiling.
Two people, one big and one small, were engraved on the stone, and the brushwork was so poor that it could almost be said to have been drawn casually.
Exactly the same as engraved on the outside of the box.
Or to be precise, it is the painting on the outside of the box, which was carefully copied stroke by stroke according to the stone painting.
Of course Xu Mu recognized this stone, he picked it up by the stream many years ago.
But when he remembered the past and looked at the two rough-painted villains outside the box, Xu Mu couldn't laugh anymore.
He seemed to be able to imagine the expression on that person's face when he carefully and conscientiously repainted a painting that he was so interested in.
Xu Mu reached out and took out the stone.
Suddenly, he found a curl of hair under the stone.
Xu Mu was puzzled, and the attention that had just been attracted by the stone was transferred to the hair in an instant. Just as he was about to take out the hair to have a look, his entire back suddenly froze.
He heard footsteps.
Not audible.
From the door to the inner room, slowly coming.
Xu Mu hurriedly wanted to put away all the things in his hands, but just after putting away one thing, he felt someone behind him pin his arm.
"Who are you."
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