Bit by bit

My knowledge has become narrower and narrower. Part of it is that my own mentality has not been adjusted well and I have been in a state of loss. The other part is that the place I stay is the counseling station. The place.But the other part is due to environmental reasons. This place was originally a counseling center, but there are countless intrigues inside.

I really want to leave this place, even if it doesn't have a lot of money, but at least it will give me room to improve.No matter how hard you work in the tutoring station, no matter how much you pay, the person in charge here seems to be blind, and never mentions the matter of salary increase.Leaving aside the issue of salary increase, it would be difficult to get a word of praise from him.Now I seem to see through it slowly. I plan to quit my job after taking the summer vacation class. I don’t want to stay in this place where there will never be room for development. Maybe the future is terrible, but some things have to be faced sooner or later. All of a sudden the joy.

Every time I see something in the shopping cart that I want to buy but have no money, I start to look down on myself. Am I willing to stay here all my life and enjoy this easy life? I’m still young, even if I haven’t graduated It is enough to prove that everything I have done is enough. It is time for me to regain my fighting spirit. It has been three years, and it has been going on for three years. Do I still have to live such a miserable life without hope? world?

wake up!little red!

Whenever I feel lost like this, I will quietly take a look at Zhang Qiao’s WeChat circle of friends. After seeing her, I know that there is a kind of love that is good for myself. You must first learn to love yourself before you can love others. I I found out that for the sake of my future life, I don't even love myself anymore, and blindly saving money will only make myself look more pathetic.Starting today, even if this kind of life and work is not over for the time being, at least my attitude will change.Play hard like Zhang Qiao, learn new things hard, don't be afraid of change, isn't every change the beginning of progress?Be a girl like Zhang Qiao!

One day ten years later, I will be able to return to Shanghai with a different mood. This is the direction of my future and the driving force for development.

Don't complain, don't complain, talk less, do more.This diary was written until today and I decided not to write anymore. I really want to sign a contract. I want to tell myself that there are correct things to insist on, and not everything fails.So I decided to learn to write novels, in order to better sign.