Bit by bit

I feel happy to have such a person in my life, but at the same time I feel guilty.

People who work in the countryside generally don't pay much attention to their appearance, because they have no way to pay attention to these when they are exposed to the sun.My second uncle is such a native farmer.Some bad things will come to my mind all the time, I don't know where to start, but whenever I think about it, I still feel sad.

It may be natural, or it may be the influence of the acquired environment. I think Erbo and his family are typical simple farmers, kind and pitiful people.Their family is like angels, but they are often bullied. Many times when I came back from school, I saw people robbing them. At that time, I didn’t understand why so many people treated them like this and robbed them. Cotton, grab their valuables.What's even worse is that they often beat people. Among them, there is even one of our relatives. It is said that he is from the brigade.Later, when I grew up, I understood that they were robbed and beaten because of something called "lifting", and because their family couldn't afford this kind of thing, they staged this scene every few days.

I don't know how much they owe, but I really felt sad when I was a child.Later, such a scene has been staged in our house, and it seems that the electric meter in our house has been unloaded.Among those people, there is still that so-called relative.

I have a wish that I have never said, that is, I want my second uncle to live a good life.You may want to ask, isn't this kind of thing to be done by the children of the second uncle's family?none of your business!Indeed, but you didn’t understand when I said they were angels. His two sons are more or less slow-headed than ordinary people. They are often bullied. Shouldn’t such people deserve more care and care from people?I also often feel confused.

When my parents were working outside, and when I lived in my uncle’s house, my second uncle gave me five yuan when no one gave me money. Five yuan may not be a big deal to a child from a rich family, but it was very important to me at the time. For me, it is the only relative who gives me money. Their family is very good to relatives, especially the uncle's family. But it is such a poor family, and my aunt often asks them for chicken and pork.After giving it to them, I still say ugly things behind my back. Although I was often considered ignorant when I was a child, I still understand people who treat me well.

I went to see my second uncle when he was seriously ill, but at that time he could not eat anything other than liquid food.I bought something he could eat and brought it to him.On the table at his house that day, I saw several expired buns and some miscellaneous junk food.I was very sad that day, and there was a dish on the table we ate that I will never forget.what is it then?It’s a big plate of fat meat, but I know that for them, this is to entertain the distinguished guests with sincerity. It was very hot that day, and my uncle turned the electric fan towards me. Because of too much force, I was almost blown by the fan blade. When I was called, my heart sank at that time, and I was deeply afraid that he would get an electric shock.

At that time, I couldn't do anything for him, and living there was just a trouble for him. After I visited him, I left. I also knew that this was the last farewell.When I was leaving, I sat on a motorcycle and looked straight ahead. Many houses had changed, even the roads, but their house remained the same without any change.When I left, my second uncle brought a lot of lotus pods that my second aunt had just picked.

It’s very strange. I remember what I learned in the previous texts, “The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn’t stop, the child wants to support but the relatives don’t wait for it”. I saw this sentence once and I remembered it firmly. I always feel that it is more or less related to me. It turns out that some things are foreshadowed.

My second uncle is gone, even if he is here, I still can't do anything for him, I'm still so useless.

When the second uncle left, he left 4 yuan in the hands of the aunt, and asked the aunt to give it to them when they needed help the most. The aunt gave the money to the elder brother of the second uncle's family early on, fearing that people would gossip.

This is my second uncle's whole life, every day I look forward to my elder brothers getting married, but I still haven't expected it after so many years.After so many years of hard work, I still haven't been able to enjoy the blessings well.

At that time, if I had enough financial ability, would there be a different ending? I often ask myself this way.