my old lover

Zhong Xuan stood silently by the side, obediently waiting for Qu Jiao's inspection.

She knew that Qu Jiao must be complaining about her perfunctory life in her heart right now.Throw away the chopsticks when you are full and don't care about anything. Apart from the place to sleep and eat every day, there is no room for the third place in your eyes. It is more appropriate to live in a kennel.

Qu Jiao secretly breathed a sigh of relief, after all, the situation was much better than she imagined.

Qu Jiao was really afraid that Zhongxuan would starve herself to death, or be malnourished because she didn't eat well.Seeing the fairly tidy room and Zhongxuan who was still up to the mark, Qu Jiao felt relieved a lot.

That's it, I've finished reading it, I can almost go home...

Zhongxuan silently watched Qu Jiao leave, still feeling a lot of discomfort in her heart, returning to the house where she lived for so long, unexpectedly a little uncomfortable?

Zhongxuan threw herself into the bed at once, pulled the big bear beside her, pulled the bear's ears, and shouted, "Zhongxuan, when will you stop being so worrying? You are so annoying! Annoying! Annoying!"

Suddenly it occurred to him that Qu Jiao must have just sat in the car and hadn’t left yet, so he hurriedly jumped out of bed and looked around by the window. After looking around for a long time, he realized that the place where Qu Jiao parked could not be seen from the windows of his house.

So she waited and waited, and finally... Qu Jiao's car flashed past the window...

Zhong Xuan curled her lips in displeasure, why is this guy driving so fast?It's not a place where there is plague... Do you want to hide like this...

In fact, Qu Jiao had been watching downstairs for a long time.

The location downstairs of Zhongxuan is not bad; the traffic is quite convenient, after all, the current city B is not far away; there are not too many people; it is an old community, and the distance between the buildings is a bit wide, but it’s okay Quiet, not to mention, Zhongxuan is quite good at finding a house.

After a whole night of tossing around, Qu Jiao’s head hurt a little. She just sat in the car and wanted to steer on the steering wheel for a while before walking. When she turned her head, she accidentally pressed the horn, which shocked her. Will you be scolded to death for disturbing people's sleep?

So, he drove away in a hurry.

Back home, Qu Jiao didn't know if it was his own illusion. It seemed that something was really missing, and the house was a bit empty.

But it is clear that in the past days, no matter where she lived, she was the only one in the family.

If someone protects you, you don't need to protect yourself.Sure enough, there are still lyricists with a clear heart in this world, who can narrate things that people cannot say through the mouth of music in a plain and true way.

Qu Jiao went back to the bedroom with somewhat flimsy steps, walked slowly to the bed, threw himself on the bed, turned over, and took out his cell phone.

In the phone gallery, there are many photos of Zhongxuan that Qu Jiao took during the past few days when Zhongxuan was asleep.

There is Zhongxuan's silly face drooling in sleep, Zhongxuan's peaceful sleeping face, and Zhongxuan's face covered by long hair... Qu Jiao laughed, and then suddenly remembered something, and couldn't laugh anymore .

She is not an ignorant human being who blames her lover for not keeping her virginity after learning that her girlfriend has been violated.

Zhongxuan was already in great pain, and it was her fault that she couldn't share this pain.As long as Zhongxuan doesn't blame her, she won't blame Zhongxuan.

Of course, she blamed Zhongxuan for not knowing how to protect herself.

Qu Jiao's first concern in his heart will always be Zhong Xuan.

Qu Jiao hugged his knees and buried his face between his legs.

What happened to Zhongxuan at that time... oh...it must be uncomfortable...

Qu Jiao was so distressed and sad...

Then, rest assured.

Finally, everything in the past has revealed its essence today.Her Zhongxuan still belongs to her own Zhongxuan.

There is no bullshit marriage, and there are no strange "children" in my imagination.

But... How can I make up for the three years lost in the middle?

Even if it was really because of Zhongxuan's joke, behind the joke, how much pain and sorrow did the two bear silently?

Qu Jiao still felt a little bit resentful towards Zhongxuan, blaming her for being stupid, blaming her for being stubborn, blaming her for caring too much about what was there and what was not.

He also blamed himself for being clumsy.

But when thinking about the days and nights that Zhongxuan endured alone, do you also feel regretful in the self-torture?Have you also thought about whether she will fall in love with someone else countless times?Or, if, as she said, it was she who gave her the courage...

Qu Jiao felt that what Zhongxuan needed at that time was not her at all, but Qu Jiao who Zhongxuan had always loved Zhongxuan in her heart.

But it was also because of this that Qu Jiao felt so sorry for Zhongxuan, thinking that Zhongxuan was simply gambling.How can there be such a gambler?Putting all bets on an undecided outcome?

Qu Jiao was a little scared, if... if he fell in love with someone else... then how would Zhongxuan deal with herself?

Qu Jiao has always felt that he has paid more than Zhong Xuan.However, Zhongxuan needs and relies on herself, even though she loves to make trouble, it's all because she loves her.

But today, she suddenly felt that Zhongxuan was more persistent and brave than her...

You should also really believe in your own love.

If we get back together... maybe we can meet another lover

Qu Jiao felt that his heart was filled with something and couldn't hold anything else.

Whether it's sad or happy, all the little sorrows and joys and meticulous sorrows in love are all because of Zhongxuan.

Qu Jiao slept with his clothes on.Had a good night's sleep for the first time in days.

Of course, the next day, Qu Jiao was greeted with a cold, runny nose, fever and injections.

The little nurse in the clinic also said... You are sick, it is really time, you have caught up with the last train to go to the doctor...

Qu Jiao smiled wryly, the car was fast...she didn't want to join in the fun at all...

Looking around, there was no one there except for a child who also had a fever and had an injection.Moreover, this kid is still accompanied by parents...

Qu Jiao, who was ill, suddenly missed Zhongxuan a little bit.

But then she started to dislike herself, and she has only lived together for a few days... Can't leave Zhongxuan?Did you take Zhongxuan's reassurance?How did you get so spineless so fast?Do you want to forgive others?

Between lovers, it is better to keep a proper distance.She still wants to be with Zhongxuan for a long time...

For a long time? ?Qu Jiao convinced himself again, why did he start thinking about such strange things again?Maybe it's still seriously ill, have you started looking forward to the future of the two before forgiving Zhongxuan for delaying the time together?

Qu Jiao, you sure enough... you are finished again.

Zhongxuan tossed and turned for a long time last night, but she was still too tired after all, because she hugged the bear beside her when she fell asleep, so that when she woke up it was hot enough, but the bear beside her had already been thrown under the bed by her in her sleep , and it was thrown quite far... Khan...

what happened?Why is the temperature at home so high today?It's all central heating, why?The heating company can't burn it because it's New Year's Eve?The heating is so hot?

Zhongxuan remembered that there was something similar to an electric box at the door that could adjust the heating temperature...

While pawing at the door, she opened the small iron door. Sure enough, there were a bunch of small buttons inside...

Zhongxuan is having a headache, why do all these small buttons look the same?How does this tell her apart?

Uncle Li, who lived upstairs, happened to go downstairs.

"Xiao Zhong! What is this for?" Uncle Li usually takes good care of her, because she is a local. When Zhong Xuan first came to live here in City B, if Zhong Xuan had any problems, Uncle Li would help her. a little.

"Master..." Zhongxuan regarded Uncle Li as a grandfather, and her tone was a little coquettish, "Why is the heater so hot today... I woke up from the heat, and I came out to take a look as soon as I got up... You know these people What do the buttons mean?"

Zhongxuan's clothes are thin, because she slept late last night, Zhongxuan was too lazy to take off her clothes, so she pulled out her underwear and went to sleep wearing a shirt. Now the shirt is wrinkled like a papa ring [Note], it was too hot this morning, so she got up I changed into shorts and came out for inspection with my thighs exposed.

Uncle Li approached Zhongxuan, stuck behind Zhongxuan, and said in a deep voice, "Let me see, let me see..."

Zhongxuan suddenly felt something wrong, it's not because she was too sensitive, since that time, she has always kept an eye on everyone, always remembering to protect herself.

Uncle Li didn't need to stick behind her, but he stuck so tightly.He stretched out his right hand as if checking the use of the buttons in front of him, but this gesture framed Zhongxuan in his arms.

Zhongxuan squatted down, dodged away from him, then took a few quick steps and buried herself in the door, closing it tightly.

"Thank you, uncle. If you have something to do, do it first! No need."

Uncle Li stood there for a long time, not knowing what he was thinking, and finally left.

Zhongxuan watched him leave through the cat's eyes, took a deep breath inside the door, and didn't feel the heat any more. At this moment, she just felt like her whole body was like an icehouse, and the bad experience that she hadn't felt for a long time surged up again.

why?What benefits can you get by taking advantage of this?Mingming is already so old...why is it always me?Or was it her fault?Why did she attract such people's attention like this? Zhongxuan squatted by the door for a long time, she was afraid.

Then, Zhong Xuan cautiously dialed Qu Jiao's number.

"Huh? Woke up?" Qu Jiao was thinking that he was not willing to forgive Zhongxuan easily now, was he wasting time in some sense?Or should we seize every second we have now together?

But when I think about it, I feel that I am not very comfortable in my heart, how can I forgive Zhongxuan easily?At the very least, I have to hang her for another two days, so that she can show herself more before she can be satisfied.

Here Zhongxuan couldn't wait to call her...

Zhongxuan was silent for a long time, but she still couldn't hold it back, and complained in a crying voice, "The old man upstairs in my house... just wanted to molest me... Qu Jiao... I'm afraid..."

Qu Jiao's mood suddenly turned from warm sun to dark cloud.She thought that Zhongxuan was just embarrassed to speak, and just now she was waiting for Zhongxuan to speak in a playful mood, but as soon as Zhongxuan spoke, she threw a thunder at her!

Qu Jiao covered the phone, called the nurse in a low voice, pulled out the needle, and began to get dressed.

"Are you home now? Are you okay? Did he do anything to you? Wait for me, I'll go over..."

Zhongxuan shook her head, she didn't want Qu Jiao to think that she was too provocative, could all this be her fault?It might have been someone else's fault the first time, but it's been several times, is it because of her own indiscretion? "Qu Jiao...don't come here...I...I, I'm fine..."

Qu Jiao didn't know what happened, why Zhongxuan suddenly started to lose his temper at this time, but she was so anxious that she didn't think about it at all, and shouted loudly, "Zhongxuan, don't make trouble! Tell me where are you now? I'm very worried do you know?"

Zhongxuan was stopped by her, and she didn't dare to cry all of a sudden, sobbing out of breath, "At home..."

[Note] Baba Jiezi: This is from a dialect, I’m afraid some girls (Han Zai?) don’t understand it, but it actually means diapers. Here it is an exaggeration to describe clothes that are messy and wrinkled~ above.

The author has something to say:

This chapter, in fact, also has the meaning of reminding the majority of girls, don't think that the familiar people around you are not in danger.

After all, in real life, many of these cases are committed by acquaintances. Girls nowadays, especially young girls, are not very vigilant. There are also some little fairies with low self-esteem. In this kind of thing, in fact, this kind of girl has the highest possibility of encountering danger! !

Finally, Zhongxuan's behavior after being molested is actually the possible behavior of many people who have been violated. After encountering such a thing, it is yourself who is hurt and self-doubting, but you must remember that this is not yours. Wrong, it's the fault of criminals! !

That's it~ I apologize again for not updating yesterday~~ Meme~

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