First love is poisonous

They still live in the same hotel, but they can no longer knock on each other's door naturally.

The next day, at dinner time, in a hotel room.

"Cheng, when are you going back to City B? Do you want to walk around before leaving?"

Cheng Tian shook his head, "No need, there are still things to deal with in City B, so we can't delay, the air ticket for the day after tomorrow has already been booked."

Seeing that he had been concentrating on eating, Kaqi no longer communicated with himself with gentle eyes as before, and tightened his hands holding the chopsticks, then raised a smile and started another topic, "Cheng, I'm currently stationed in City B, where I live It's very close to No. 69, can I visit Uncle Mu and the others on weekends?"

Cheng Tian Jiacai's hand stopped, and finally looked up at him, with some helplessness in his eyes, "Kaqi, the experience of living alone in a foreign country will never be good. You have a big warm family, and they need you."

"They are also very supportive of me." For the first time, Kaqi did not avoid his eyes because of shyness, and said seriously, "Cheng, I am an adult, I know what I want and what I am doing. My family I hope I can be happy, and I am happy right now."

Perhaps it was because his tone was too serious, or maybe it was because the warm yellow light brought a tinge of hazy color to his eyes. For the first time, Cheng Tian averted his gaze while meeting his eyes, and took the Picking up the chopsticks, "Let's eat."

Silent refusal, again.

Kaqi lowered his eyes, and suddenly felt that the smell of food in the room was a little annoying, so that he couldn't even smell the faint tea fragrance on Cheng's body.

After a sullen dinner, Kaqi watched Cheng Tian's figure disappear behind the hotel door, and slowly lowered his head.He finally realized how close he had been to this person, and how little he could do when the person made up his mind to put a wall between them.

They obviously said goodnight to each other last second, but they suddenly became far away at this second.

Brother and friend, the distance between heaven and hell.

It was another night, and Kaqi, who had rebuilt himself mentally, came to Cheng Tian's gate again, adjusted his smile, raised his hand and rang the doorbell.The previously prepared lines were scrolling in his mind, and he was afraid that if he accidentally said the wrong thing for a while, the relationship between the two would become even more distant.

Click, the door opens.

"Cheng, my subordinate sent two tickets to Deyuan... who are you?"

The cleaning aunt looked at him suspiciously. Seeing the floor foreman just passing by in the corridor, she hurriedly called to stop him for help, "I don't understand what this guest is saying. He knocked on the door of this room suddenly, maybe there is something wrong."

The foreman looked at Kaqi, showed a standard polite smile, and asked kindly in Y language, "Hi, may I help you?"

Kaqi glanced at the uniform on the cleaning aunt and the cleaning car behind the door, and realized something in his heart, but he still asked, "Where did the guest in this room go? Did he change the room?"

The head waiter glanced sideways at the room number, picked up the walkie-talkie and communicated with the front desk for a few words, then looked at him and asked politely, "Are you Mr. Kaqi from Room 3524?"

"It's me." Kaqi nodded hastily, hope lit up again in his eyes.

The foreman wanted to come to his room card to confirm his identity, and explained with a smile, "It's like this, the guest who lives in this room has already checked out at [-]:[-] last night. Before leaving, let us tell you A word of apology, and said that you are welcome to visit our house anytime.”

left, ten o'clock last night...

The foreman said something again, but he couldn't listen to anything. He glanced sideways at the empty room, turned around and left in a daze.

Did he just dislike him, and left early... He didn't want to be a stalker, he just wanted to see Cheng more, and let Cheng have a better life when he was away on a business trip... Could it be that he made Cheng Are you unhappy? Has it caused trouble to Cheng...

After hanging up the call from the hotel, Cheng Tian turned off his phone, picked up his luggage and walked towards the boarding gate.Since you can't give a response, let's be unfeeling. Since ancient times, ambiguity hurts people the most, and short-term pain is worse than long-term pain.

The days passed by like water, Kaqi did not come to be a guest, and Cheng Tian never met him on the plane again.Life seems to have returned to calm, only occasionally when Liu Ke inadvertently mentioned why Kaqi didn't come to visit again, Cheng Tian would be dazed for a moment.

He put the bag of candy with bears on it in the drawer, and every time he opened the drawer to take something out, it reminded him that there was a simple guy who liked him carefully.

He is indeed a pure guy, so pure and sincere, so precious that he dare not touch it.

As winter approached, it suddenly rained frequently. He walked to the window and looked at the ginkgo tree on the side of the house. He was suddenly worried, worried about whether the guy who worked alone in City B had suffered, and whether he had encountered difficulties while reading.

"Brother, the family portrait is here!"

Liu Ke's excited voice came from downstairs, he came back to his senses, shook his head to shake off some unnecessary emotions, turned and walked downstairs.

"This photo has been delayed for too long, but the effect is very good." Liu Ke carefully took out the two large photo frames that had been mounted, and took out a few smaller ones, touching them one by one, "Just picking the photo It took two weeks, and the retouching and framing of the photos was changed and changed, and I almost thought that these photos would not be available until a year ago.”

Mu Xiu picked up the biggest family photo, looked at it carefully, and smiled, "Well, it's a good shot, and Han Bao is also very cute."

Han Bao twirled around his feet, and gave two "barks" excitedly.

"It seems that Hanbao also thought it was a good shot." Liu Ke smiled, picked out a photo of two people from the small photo frame and handed it to Cheng Tian, ​​and said with a smile, "Here, I asked them to print out a photo of you and Kaqi. , with a photo frame, not to mention, your selfies are quite artistic."

Cheng Tian took the photo album, looked at Kaqi who was smirking at the camera with his back to the lake, couldn't help but reached out and nodded.

I don’t understand the language, I don’t know the place of life, I’m left alone in a strange tea garden, I don’t live well, I eat...

He looked at Liu Ke and asked, "When we went to see Xu Jianguo in the nursing home, did Mrs. Shaman say that she was moved to the nursing home because of Kaqi's picky eaters?"

Liu Ke was taken aback by his question, frowned and tried to think about it, and replied, "I guess...he is indeed a bit picky eater. When he came to eat at home, he only had certain dishes. I even looked at it specially. His taste is quite similar to yours, and most of his food is made by you."

Picky eaters, tastes similar to his own, and only eat the few dishes he has cooked... He has never paid attention to these, and even had the idea that Kaqi is an omnivorous animal that is easy to feed.

"Brother, why did you mention this all of a sudden?" Liu Ke asked suspiciously, and soon became happy after asking, "Is he coming to play? When is he coming? I recently learned a few new salty dishes. He should Will love it."

"I won't come." Cheng Tian shook his head, put the photo of him and Kaqi on the coffee table, walked over to take the family photo from Mu Xiu's hand, and asked with a smile, "Where is this going to be hung? On the TV wall?" ?”

Liu Ke's attention was quickly diverted, and he ran to the TV wall and gestured for the middle position, and said excitedly, "I've seen it before, and I even drew a layout diagram. You can hang it as I said, and it will look good." !"

"Then it's up to you." Cheng Tian walked forward holding the photo frame.

Mu Xiu frowned and looked at his back, then glanced at the photo of him and Kaqi on the coffee table, thoughtful.

"Delicious!" A pair of lake-blue eyes full of joy waved excitedly the hand holding the snack, "Cheng, come and taste this, it's delicious, here, give you a bunch, and take a picture for your family to see Look, eat them!"

Click, take a picture, and then post the picture, in exchange for a complaint from the family members who are pretending to be angry, and then I am happy too, so the person holding the snack smiles even brighter.

"Yeah, yeah, if you're greedy for them, they'll be happy too!"

"Red beans are born in the southern country, this thing is the most lovesick."

The figure sleeping on the floor with a blanket rolled up, looking very excited when he was stuffed into the student team by himself, the serious side face when praying to Buddha to ask for a lottery, the cautious look when he was obviously very scared but took the initiative to mention going bungee jumping... and A lonely figure sleeping alone behind a small bamboo building in a foreign country.

Cheng Tian opened his eyes in the darkness, looked at the blurred silhouette on the ceiling, and slowly sat up.

So when I was busy, how did the guy who couldn't speak the language live, just find a place to sleep?He is obviously a picky eater who was spoiled... When did it start, the Ferris wheel that day?

He raised his hand and pressed his forehead, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, went to the window and opened the curtains, looking out at the hazy moonlight.

This is not good, I always feel that I owe that child... No, this is the right way.

Click.

The sound of dead branches snapping.

He frowned and looked downstairs, but only saw the branches of the ginkgo tree stretching freely in the darkness.

Probably a feral cat.

He retracted his gaze, drew the curtains, walked back to the bed and lay down, closing his eyes.

The next day was the weekend, Liu Ke accompanied Dong Yi to Grandpa Dong's house, Mu Xiu had an appointment with a few old friends and went out early, leaving only Cheng Tian and Han Bao at home.

He fed Hanbao and ate canned food, went out to buy vegetables, and took a walk with the dog. When he got home, he remembered the sound of dead branches breaking last night. After all, he was a little concerned, so he led Hanbao to the side of the house and walked around under the ginkgo tree.

Everything is fine and there is no sign of wildlife activity.

He was relieved, and just as he was about to leave, he saw Han Bao suddenly bark twice at the tree, then ran to the position behind the swing, and started digging wildly.

"Stupid." He frowned and pulled the leash.

The idiot ignored him and continued digging. A mud pit was quickly dug out of the leaf-covered ground, and then with a bang, an oval-shaped brown thing was pulled to his feet.He looked down, stared blankly, bent down to pick up the muddy thing, and swept away the dirt on it.

A nut, still fresh.

Click, another one rolled to the foot.

He remembered something, frowned fiercely, stepped forward to hug Hanbao away, and looked at the mud pit it dug.

There are dozens of nuts, big and small, some of which are dry and cracked, and some are still fresh, as if they have just been buried for a long time.

Hanbao wagged his tail, and he was about to bite on a nut.

"Don't move." Cheng Tian pressed its head,

Han Bao whimpered and struggled, his tail flicked wildly, and he accidentally shook the swing on one side.

He looked over, frowned again, and reached out to touch the seat surface of the swing seat.

It's clean, it's obviously an open-air swing, and no one has sat on it recently, but it's clean.

Han Bao still wanted to bite the nuts, so he hurriedly hugged the dog into his arms and stood up, glanced at the hole in the ground, then at the swing, tightened the nuts in his hand, his eyes became complicated, he turned and walked towards the door of the house.

In the middle of the night, everything fell into a deep sleep.

A tall black shadow suddenly appeared under the ginkgo tree, sat on the swing skillfully, leaned on the rope on one side, and looked at the window above the second floor.

1 minute, 2 minutes... 5 minutes... 10 minutes...

The black shadow didn't move, as if he was asleep.

Cheng Tian stood behind the curtain, looked at the black figure through the gap, and didn't move.

The sky turned white, and the black shadow on the swing suddenly moved, then got up and moved his body, glanced at the direction of the window, seemed to be smiling, lowered his head, took out something from his pocket, and squatted to stay behind Qianqiu After a while, he got up and looked at the window again, then turned and left.

Cheng Tian moved his stiff body, took two steps back and fell into the chair by the window, shaking his head and laughing.

Silly boy... so silly.

The next day was a rainy day. After dinner, the family gathered in the living room to watch TV. Liu Ke noticed that Cheng Tian seemed to be in a daze. He bumped him lightly and asked, "Brother, are you sleepy? Go to bed when you are sleepy." Bar."

Cheng Tian came back to his senses, nodded along with his words, said good night to them, and turned to go upstairs.

After his figure disappeared at the corner of the stairs, the smile on Liu Ke's face was replaced by worry, and he looked at Mu Xiu and said, "Brother, something is wrong recently, he has become silent a lot, and he is always distracted, is it because he encountered something at work? Problem?"

"It's okay." Mu Xiu shook his head and comforted him, "Your brother is probably in puberty."

Liu Ke was dumbfounded, "Huh? Puberty?" People in their 30s, puberty?

The sky was getting darker and the rain was getting heavier, Cheng Tian came to the study, sat on the bay window of the study, and used the curtain to cover his figure.

Nine o'clock, ten o'clock... eleven o'clock, the black shadow appeared under the ginkgo tree holding an umbrella.

The swing was covered with rain, and it was impossible to sit on it. Hei Ying hesitated for a moment, took off his coat and padded it.Something seemed to have fallen out of the pocket of his coat. Hei Ying squatted down to pick it up, straightened up and stood for a few seconds, walked to the swing and squatted down again.

The mud after the rain is sticky, and it is inevitable to get on your hands.The umbrella in Heiying's hand suddenly slipped, and his body almost fell to the ground. Although he finally stabilized his body with his palms, his body was wet, and his hands should be dirty.

The rain seems to be getting heavier.

Soi Ying wiped his hands on the sleeve of his jacket, picked up the umbrella, and sat down on the swing.

Dirt, wet clothes, and maybe the cold wind of early winter.

Cheng Tian put down his hand holding the curtain, got down from the bay window, went to the desk and opened the drawer, took out the bag of candies, slowly opened one and put it in his mouth.Bitterness permeates, followed by a touch of milky aroma.

Well-crafted flavours.

He turned and left the study, and picked up the coat that was hanging on the back of the chair.

Sure enough, it was windy outside, and the umbrella couldn't stop the rain at all, and my body got wet after a while.Cheng Tian didn't seem to feel this, he came to the side of the house with his coat in his pajamas and house slippers, and walked to the side of the shadow.

"Kach."

The black shadow sitting on the swing was startled, looked up, then jumped up in an instant, picked up the umbrella and ran over, tilting the umbrella to his side, trying to help him block the rain that was blown by the wind, anxious Said, "Why did you come out in pajamas, it's cold outside, you'll catch a cold."

"Then what about you, why are you here in the rain?"

"I, I..." Kaqi returned to his senses, bowed his head and was speechless.

Cheng Tian looked at his face that seemed to have lost weight, moved the umbrella in his hand to his head, and passed the coat with the other hand, "Put it on, and follow me in."

"You hold the umbrella yourself, don't get wet!" Kaqi hurriedly reached out to push his umbrella, but his own umbrella was still firmly on top of his head.

Cheng Tian simply threw away his umbrella, unfolded his coat to help him put it on, took his arm holding the umbrella, turned around and walked towards the gate.

Kaqi was at a loss, and hurriedly changed the umbrella to hold it in the other hand. He stretched out his arms to protect him from the rain, but he was afraid that he would shake his coat off too much. His body was awkwardly stiff, and he followed him passively. , "Cheng, Cheng I..."

"Shut up." Cheng Tian turned around, snatched the umbrella from his hand and threw it away, pushed open the door, dragged him in, and followed behind.

Turning on the light in the entrance, he took out a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet and put them in front of Kaqi. His own slippers were already wet and dirty, so he simply took them off and walked into the living room barefoot, found the remote control, and turned on the air conditioner.

Kaqi stood stiffly at the entrance, more and more at a loss, "Cheng, are you angry? I, I didn't do it on purpose. I'm not spying on you. I just miss you... Don't worry, I won't die again The stalker bothered you, and it was my fault to ask Big Brother to check your flight information, I'm sorry, I promise..."

"I'm really angry." Cheng Tian interrupted him, raised his hand to brush his wet bangs back, and sat on the sofa, "Come here after changing your shoes, let's talk."

Kaqi looked at his expressionless face, his heart trembled, he bent down obediently to change his shoes, walked over and sat on the sofa opposite him, with his knees together, his hands on his knees, his back straight, a standard primary school student sitting posture.

His trousers were covered with mud, his shirt and hair were half-wet, his cuffs and chest were also stained, he was thin, his lips were a little purple from the cold, and he was still wearing his own coat, which he cautiously did not dare to take off, nor did he dare to take it off properly. put on.

It's really embarrassing, and it's really soft-hearted, this is someone else's precious brother, but he has become like this here.

Cheng Tian withdrew his gaze, got up and walked towards the kitchen.

Seeing this, Kaqi hesitated for a moment, trying to get up and follow.

"Sit down." Cheng Tian ordered without turning his head.

Kaqi was busy and sat down obediently, his eyes stuck to him, like an obedient puppy.

Hot tea, small snacks.

Cheng Tian pushed the things in front of him and ordered, "Drink and eat before it gets cold." Then he turned and went upstairs.

Kaqi watched his back leave, and the light in his eyes went out little by little.

"Night, good night." He raised his voice and said towards the stairs, but of course there was no response.

The fragrance of tea wafted away, he turned his head to look at the steaming tea, carefully took off his coat and folded it, put it on the sofa, leaned over and poured himself a cup of tea, held it in his palm, and smiled.

It's so good, it's Cheng's taste.

After today, I probably won't be able to come over and watch Cheng secretly... How did he get discovered, and Cheng was drenched in the rain... Cheng must hate himself even more, stalking and peeping, like a pervert...

Suddenly something was covered over his head, and when the light dimmed, he stretched out his hand reflexively to prevent the tea from being touched by the covered thing. After regaining his senses, he tightly squeezed the hand holding the teacup, with a trace of hope in his eyes. In the bright light, he tentatively asked, "Is it Cheng?"

"Who else but me."

The voice came from the side to the front of the body, the things covering the head were pulled away, the light spilled in, and Cheng's pajamas with water stains were in front of him.Looking down, it was Cheng Chi's bare feet and his trouser legs covered in mud.

The neck was stiff and he didn't dare to go up, afraid of seeing the other party's colder gaze, he buried his head and took off his shoes with some anxiety, "Although there is a carpet, it's cold now, and I'll catch a cold if I don't wear shoes. I wear socks, and I don't wear shoes." Yes, my slippers for..."

His forehead was held down by a finger, he paused, and slowly raised his head following the strength of the finger.

The thoughtful face had no expression, and his eyes were light, but there was no negative emotion such as disgust in it. He blinked and smiled, "Cheng, you are so kind." He put on his coat and brought a blanket over.

Cheng Tian's eyes moved, he withdrew his fingers, took a step back, turned on the heater he took down from upstairs, and put it in front of him, then sat across from him, pulled the blanket over his body, and poured himself a cup of hot water. Hold the tea and look at him, "Dry your clothes and wrap them around with a blanket, let's talk."

His body slowly warmed up, just like his current mood.He pulled off the blanket, and asked shyly and expectantly, "Cheng, you, aren't you going to sleep?"

"We need to talk." Cheng Tian repeated.

Kaqi couldn't help showing a smile, bent down and turned the heater to face him, happily put on a blanket, imitated his appearance and nestled on the sofa holding hot tea, and said, "I am strong and not cold. , no need for a heater, thank you, Cheng."

Cheng Tian looked into his smiling eyes and suddenly felt a little puzzled.It was obviously such an aggrieved and sad scene, how did this person laugh.

"You're picky eater." He said, his eyes hidden behind the mist rising from the tea, and he couldn't see his emotions clearly. "You check my flight information, come over to peek at me, and bury things under my tree."

When he said a word, Kaqi's body stiffened a little. After he finished speaking, Kaqi's body, which had just relaxed not long ago, tensed up again, and he returned to the standard sitting posture of elementary school students, but his hands changed from resting on his knees to holding Put the tea on your lap.

"I'm sorry." He lowered his head, his voice lowered.Cheng even knew about his burying things... How stupid he was.

Cheng Tian looked at his wet hair, thinking that he should take another towel down, but said in his mouth, "You like me, you have liked me since the Ferris wheel."

Kaqi blushed, hesitating and speechless.

"Kaqi." Cheng Tian turned the teacup, looked at the floating tea inside, and asked, "What do you like about me? This face?"

I like everything, or maybe it's love at first sight, anyway, when I realize it, I already feel that the other party is good at everything.Kaqi moved on the sofa, couldn't help but raised his hands to pinch his red ears, and fell into the tangled shyness of how to express his love.

Cheng Tian watched his expression carefully, put down the teacup, lifted the blanket and walked in front of him, reached out to lift his chin, looked down at his dodging eyes, bent down and kissed his lips.

Kachi's eyes widened.

As soon as it was touched, Cheng Tian straightened up and put his hands on the buttons of his pajamas.

"Humans' fascination with appearance is only temporary." He said lightly, and unbuttoned the top button, "After you get it, you will let go of your obsession, Kaqi, this is not your home, after today, go back to your family Bar."

Another button, revealing the beautiful lines of the collarbone.

Kaqi recovered from the shyness and shock, and after understanding what he said, his face showed an expression of disbelief, and he stood up suddenly to button his clothes, with sad and wronged emotions in his eyes, "It's not like this."

The fingertips accidentally touched the other's warm skin. It should be an exciting and shy touch, but at this moment it only made him feel a dull pain in his heart, "It's not what you think, it's not..."

Cheng Tian pressed his hand, brought his hand down to his waist, and lowered his eyes not to look at his eyes, "Kaqi, you are also the baby of the family, go back early."

"No." Kaqi clenched his hands into fists, struggling not to touch his body, and shook his head, "I like you, I want you to be happy, I like the way you smile, Cheng, don't be like this, there is no relationship between us That's how it should be."

Cheng Tian stepped forward to hug him and kissed his eyes.

Kaqi's eyelashes trembled, he closed his eyes, and raised his hand to hug him.

Cheng Tian sighed in his heart, and moved down the kiss.

Kaqi blinked to suppress his tears, tightened his arms around his waist, pushed him away gently but firmly, and smiled at him uglyly, "Cheng, maybe the way I pursued is wrong, and you misunderstood me. Sorry, good night." After speaking, he turned around and strode to the door, opened the door, and disappeared into the heavy rain night.

The cold wind blew in from the door, Cheng Tian looked down at the blanket that was half spread on the sofa, gently pulled the corner of his mouth, picked up the tea that was getting cold on the coffee table, and drank it in one gulp.