raise ghosts

It is already the time of the Chinese New Year, and every house is decorated with lanterns and streamers.

Bai Mo lay quietly on the table, watching the crowd coming and going outside.

Xia Feng went out early in the morning. In his words, it was to visit relatives. Since they moved here now, they naturally wanted to win over the neighbors.Bai Mo originally wanted to go, but now that he has recovered his soul state, others can't see him, knowing that Bai Mo doesn't like to meet strangers, so Xia Feng replaces him and goes to every house to send some wishes to everyone.

Xia Feng is a very capable person, and he can make good pastries. The red, green and green looks very festive.

They have been living here for more than a month, and it seems that they have lived here for a long time since they were not used to it at first.This place is very clean, with beautiful mountains and clear waters, just like living in the mountains and forests with An Yue.

Here, he can easily find the original feeling.

Xia Feng was very kind to him, and Xia Feng could satisfy him as much as possible whatever he wanted.They were childhood sweethearts who had been together for many years. Facing Xia Feng, Bai Mo never concealed what he really wanted, so Xia Feng understood Bai Mo's needs very well.

Know that he likes sweets, know that he likes fireworks, know that he likes Chinese New Year, and know that he doesn't like contact with people...

These are all things that An Yue ignored, or it would be more appropriate to say that he never cared about them.

Bai Mo seldom thought of An Yue, but he did not forget, but buried him in the deepest part of his heart.If you want to dig him out, you will have to suffer the pain of heart-piercing, and these white foams are already afraid to try.

"Baimo, look, what did I bring you?"

Xia Feng walked into the room and took out a bag of colorful candies from his arms like offering a treasure.

There are hard candies and soft candies inside, and there are all kinds of flavors.The candies are very delicately made and come in various shapes.

Bai Mo looked at Xia Feng in surprise, "Did you buy it?"

Xia Feng smiled and shook his head, "Do you still remember what I told you about Uncle Li in the village? Their family used to make fruit candy. I know you like it, so I specially asked Uncle Li to teach me. Uncle Li just look at it." I agreed with a sincere attitude, Nuo, this is the only batch I made successfully, eat and see, if it tastes good, I will make some for you, in fact, it will not be so difficult after you learn it.”

"Thank you, Xia Feng." Bai Mo took the transparent bag Xia Feng handed over, carefully squeezed out a white candy from the pocket, and put it in his mouth.

The candy melts in the mouth, and there is a tendency to milk, and the foam gradually feels a little sour in the eyes.

"What's wrong? Is it delicious?" Xia Feng looked a little nervous.

"Well, this is the best candy I've ever eaten." Because it can feel Xia Feng's full heart from it.

"That's good, as long as you like to eat." Xia Feng looked very happy.

Bai Mo suddenly made a decision in his heart, he didn't know if this decision was correct, but now, looking at Xia Feng's gentle smiling face, Bai Mo felt that this was what Xia Feng deserved.

Maybe he will regret it in the future, but now, this is the only thing he can do for Xia Feng.

"Xia Feng, I have something to tell you tonight."

Xia Feng was stunned for a moment, then looked at Bai Mo with a smile, "Coincidentally, I also have something to tell you."

"Okay, then at midnight."

Bai Mo and Xia Feng stood side by side at the door, watching the family of four on the opposite side happily making dumplings together.

"Xia Feng, let's prepare the New Year's Eve dinner together."

"Okay, what would you like to eat?"

"The dumplings are ready."

Taking out the relevant raw materials from the kitchen, the two of them started working in full swing.

Xia Feng is in charge of rolling out the dough, while Bai Mo is in charge of stuffing and kneading the texture.Baimo's hands are skillful, and the dumplings she made are very beautiful.

Because Bai Mo was so serious, he didn't even notice that his face was stained with flour. Xia Feng saw Bai Mo's drooping head and trembling eyelashes, only felt his heart beating.

He didn't know what Bai Mo was going to say to him tonight, but he was not unaware.Was Bai Mo really... moved by him?

"Baimo..." Xia Feng interrupted Baimo's making dumplings.

"What's the matter?" Bai Mo wiped his face, tilted his head and looked at him suspiciously.

Xia Feng suddenly put his hands on the table, closing the distance between them.With his breath fluttering, Bai Mo's face gradually showed a confused expression. He watched Xia Feng gradually approaching with stiff movements. Xia Feng stretched out his hand and gently brushed the flour stained beside Bai Mo's chin.

"You have flour on your face." Feeling the stiffness of the white foam, Xia Feng pretended to smile nonchalantly, feeling a dull pain in his heart, he forcibly held back the feeling.

"Ah... oh..." Sensing his actions, Bai Mo lowered his head.

He knew that he was too selfish. He clearly had another person in his heart, but he was still greedy for Xia Feng's kindness to him.Xia Feng is a very special existence to him. The two have been involved for hundreds of years, and they have long been more than just friends.But he has no love for Xia Feng. He knows it's too unfair to Xia Feng, but he wants to try it.Try to see if you can be in love for a long time if you are with someone you like?

After all, it's time to make a new choice.He didn't want to sink deeper and deeper, and finally his feet got stuck in the mud, unable to extricate himself.

The two made the dumplings in silence and put them in the pot.

"You..." Both of them wanted to speak, but they still kept their mouths shut, a little awkward between each other.

It was Xia Feng who spoke first, "Bai Mo, I really like you and want to be with you, but I never thought of forcing you, and I also know that a twisted melon is not sweet, and the relationship between two people But don’t run away from me, okay? I can continue to wait, it doesn’t matter how many years, I know you will never forget that person, it’s okay, I can bear the presence of An Yue in your heart all the time, but I I hope you can also see me in your heart. As I said, maybe one day you will lose An Yue, but you will not lose me. As long as I face you, I have a lot of patience."

"Xia Feng, I know you are very good to me, and I want to have the same feelings for you. I'm sorry, I have to admit that I still think about him now, and I haven't let him go completely. But I decided to give it to you as well. I have a chance to give it a try. You are right, An Yu is indeed not a good choice, maybe I am destined to have no fate with him in this life. Xia Feng, I think I like you, and you like me too, right? ?”

Bai Mo bit her lip and hesitated, "Xia Feng, let's be together, I will try to like you. You are so nice, I will definitely like you."

Xia Feng looked at Bai Mo with a wry smile, and suddenly felt a little pathetic.But he also knew that this was the greatest tolerance that Bai Mo could do to him, maybe he should have more confidence in the relationship between the two of them.

"Well, I see. Let's be together."

After preparing the New Year's Eve dinner all day, Xia Feng turned on the TV, just in time for the Spring Festival Gala.

"Is this the Spring Festival Gala?" Bai Mo looked at the TV curiously.

"Yeah, every Chinese New Year, every family, old and young, will get together to watch it. It's already a new tradition."

"Yes. Xia Feng, happy new year."

"Happy New Year." The two watched TV, waiting for midnight.

On New Year's Eve, An Yu sat on the plane to Tibet and looked out the window.

It was pitch black outside the window, and the blessings of "Congratulations to the New Year" kept coming from the plane.

He saw many strange passengers in the carriage congratulating the people around him. Although he didn't understand, An Yue stiffly said "Happy New Year" to the people around him.

Probably because he was too bored, the passengers beside him began to strike up a conversation with him.

"Hi, handsome guy, you look familiar." The passenger next to her was a young girl, about 20 years old.An Yu found out before the plane started that she was his fan.Whether it is the mobile phone screen or the magazine I am reading in front of me, it is my own photo report.

For this reason, An Yue specially lowered the peaked cap on his head, and also wore a huge pair of sunglasses as a cover, but it has to be said that he still underestimated the power of fans.

"Really, someone said that I resemble a certain star named An Yue."

"Ah, handsome guy, do you know An Yu? I'm a fan of An Yu. I've liked An Yu for four years!"

It's been four years... An Yue is in a daze. He has only debuted for five years. This little girl seems to be his old fan.

"You...why do you like An Yue so much?" He suddenly wanted to know.

"Well, I can't tell. I just think that An Yue is good everywhere. Look, he is handsome and tall. Although he is a bit cold, there are often reports of bad temper, but I know. Yes, An Yue works very hard every day, and his health is very bad. I heard that low blood sugar can easily cause a bad mood. I am a frontline, and I often go to visit the shift. I have seen An Yu many times After getting off Wia, his face was pale, and he could barely stand up, but he still insisted on finishing the filming of the day. I was really touched at that time, and now I rarely see such a dedicated actor. "

"Then what do you think of his character?"

"Personality, although An Yu looks cold, he is actually very kind to fans. He will accept gifts from fans, and he will always remember the blessings from fans. I still remember a fan saying I hope he can post a Weibo tomorrow, but he actually posted it! That fan is my good friend, and she told me at the time that she would never take off her job in her life. So I think An Yu is really a very good person. A very good artist, worthy of everyone's love!"

"Thank you for liking him so much." A smile finally appeared on An Yu's tense face.

"I will!" The little girl looked closely at An Yue's face curiously, "Handsome guy, aren't you really An Yue? You really look like An Yue! Could it be..." The little girl suddenly stopped talking.

"En." An Yu nodded, and the little girl smiled at An Yu and stopped talking.

It was a very caring fan girl, knowing that she was afraid of being discovered, so she sat quietly by the side, only occasionally looking at herself cautiously.

It was the first time An Yu felt that entering the entertainment circle was actually quite good.Having such a lovely and caring fan who likes him so much and speaks for him makes An Yue feel that his hard work can be seen by others.

Before getting off the plane, the little girl stopped An Yu, and shyly stuffed a Tibet guide into An Yu's hand.

An Yu opened it and saw that the famous scenic spots and route map were clearly displayed.He couldn't help but sincerely thank the enthusiastic and considerate fans, this would be great and save a lot of time.

The Tibetan people are also celebrating a festival. In the lively atmosphere, An Yu suddenly feels lonely.

He thought for a while and called home, and the phone was picked up quickly.

"Where are you, son? I called you and you didn't answer. I only saw your assistant when I went to your house. Where did you go?"

An Yue said with a guilty conscience, "I'm going to Tibet to do something."

"Going to Tibet?" Mother Ann's voice suddenly became more than an octave higher, "What are you doing in Tibet! Hurry up and go home for the New Year, the New Year's Eve dinner is ready!"

"I'm sorry, Mom, I'm in a hurry to go there. If you want to know the reason, go to the old monk in the temple. He recommended me to go."

"It's the abbot, then I know. Son, you should look for an eminent monk in Tibet. What did the abbot say, can an eminent monk cure your illness?"

An Yu couldn't laugh or cry, he couldn't say that he didn't go to the eminent monk to cure his illness, but to chase his wife.

"Well, the abbot said, that eminent monk has powerful mana, I will definitely live a long life."

"That's good, son, don't turn off the phone again, I will call you every day to ask about your situation. Come home after watching the eminent monk, your father misses you too."

"Got it mom. Mom, happy new year, help me say hello to dad."

"Hey, happy new year son. The old man said you have to be well, we will wait for you to go home, as long as you are safe and sound."

"Mmm." An Yu suddenly choked up.He is also unfilial, maybe he should come to Tibet after celebrating the new year at home, forget it, since he has come here, then let's live with the situation.

Getting things done as soon as possible is the right thing to do.

The author has something to say:

Some people are happy, some people are alone.Suddenly, I feel sorry for An Yu.