raise ghosts

After An Yu returned home, he began to pack his luggage.

"Brother An, let me help you." JOJO's eyes turned red, and he always had a vague premonition, as if something bad would happen to An Yue when he went out this time.

But he also knew in his heart that his Brother An was a very stubborn person in his bones, and even ten horses could not pull back what he decided.He didn't want anyone to see him in a mess.

But Brother An, can you really take care of yourself?

An Yu glanced at JOJO's unusual behavior and didn't stop him, allowing JOJO to come forward to help him sort out all the clothes in the closet.

"Just bring a few commonly used ones, a few sets for each season, and let's talk about the rest."

"Brother An, you are a big star, how can you only bring a few clothes when you go out?" JOJO looked at An Yue in shock.

"I still don't know where I'm going at the next stop. It's cumbersome to bring too much. I always have some money on me. If it's not enough, buy it now, or it will be inconvenient to walk."

"it is good."

JOJO found something in a piece of wool, he frowned and took out the amulet in his pocket, which was very strange.

"Brother An, I remember that you are not an atheist, this thing seems to be from a temple, right?"

"What?" An Yu turned around inexplicably, facing the amulet that JOJO had brought, and opened his mouth not knowing what to say.

In the end, he just chose to pass it along, "Oh, my mother went to the temple to ask for it, and you know she always suspected that my poor health was haunted by evil spirits."

Thinking of Ann's mother JoJo, I couldn't help but smile, "Your mother is so cute. When she saw me last time, she said she would take me to the temple to ask for a marriage lottery. If I wasn't gay, I would have been persuaded by her." gone."

"Are you gay?" An Yu was surprised.

JOJO was stunned, "Yeah, don't you know Brother An? Did I never tell you?"

An Yu shook his head, "No, when did you tell me about you?"

"Yeah." JOJO suddenly realized that An Yu always frowned and looked like no one should enter, so he was always a little afraid of An Yu, and felt that An Yu would not want to listen to the gossip of a small manager .

Since when did An Yue become so close?

"In short, I just like men. Brother An, you won't dislike me, right? Don't worry, I don't have any thoughts about you."

"I know, I don't have any dissatisfaction with you. And... In fact, there is something wrong with me."

An Yu held the amulet tightly in his hands, and continued to pack his clothes as if nothing had happened.

JOJO faintly noticed An Yue's strangeness, but still didn't gossip.

The two of them tidied up for a whole afternoon before tidying up their things, and they were both so tired that they lay down on the sofa.

JOJO looked at the sky and persuaded, "Brother An, I know you are in a hurry, but it's already late today, and it's too dangerous to go out at night, or we should leave tomorrow morning?"

"Well, I have to go to a place first tomorrow."

That night, An Yue had a strange dream.

In the dream, he saw Bai Mo kneeling on the ground, with many scimitars pierced into his body, bleeding profusely.

"Baimo!" He was surprised and wanted to pick up Baimo, but found that his actions were not under his control.

He saw Bai Mo looking up at him, and smiled at him, "An Yue, run...leave me alone."

He found himself nodding his head, turned around and left without saying anything.

"Baimo... bastard, turn around, Baimo is about to die!"

But no matter how much he yelled in his heart, the man gradually walked away as if he didn't hear it.

After waking up, sweating profusely, An Yue sat up irritably.

This dream was very real, he knew that he had dreamed of his previous life.Xia Feng once said that Bai Mo's death was caused by him, and he also scolded himself for being callous and selfish, now that he thought about it, he was absolutely right, even he himself felt that his past life was really a jerk.

How could such a scumbag make Bai Mo think so much?

He still remembered that Bai Mo always had a smile on his face when he mentioned his previous life, and he always answered himself like this, "An Yue is the best to me. An Yue is the best person to me in this world."

best person?Does he deserve it?An Yu laughed at himself, what qualifications did he have to be by Bai Mo's side?From before to now, all he brought to Bai Mo was constant harm.

He wants to atone for his past mistakes, is it still too late?

An Yu looked at the amulet beside the pillow.Go to the old monk and ask.

An Yu walked out of the room and saw that JOJO was still sleeping soundly on the sofa. After thinking about it, he still didn't wake him up.

"Goodbye." An Yu mouthed, carefully picked up the suitcase and walked out the door.

He took out his car, which he hadn't driven for a long time, and started to go to the temple.

It’s almost the end of the new year now, and people come and go, some come to burn incense and worship Buddha to pray for good luck next year, and some come to atone for the wrong things they did last year.

Most young men and women come to pray for marriage, while children come to pray for a smooth exam in the coming year.

An Yu shuttled back and forth among the crowd, but still lost his way.Looking at the pavilions in front of him, An Yu was stunned for a moment, and finally stepped into the courtyard unconsciously as if he had been summoned.

"You're here." He heard someone whisper in his ear.

An Yu turned around in surprise, but met the old monk's benevolent eyes, as if there was a truth of great wisdom and stupidity in it.

"Sit down, I know you have a lot of questions you want to rely on me to answer, I have been waiting for you here for a long time, I know, you will come to me."

An Yu sat down opposite the old monk, "You already knew that these things would happen? Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because these experiences are all you have to go through, and I can't hinder them."

"Besides me, someone else should have come to look for you. I guess it's Xia Feng?"

The old monk nodded, "Of course there is him, because he is also a very important pawn in this game."

"What do you think of us? Is it interesting to play us?" An Yue finally couldn't bear it anymore and exploded.

"Don't be nervous. For you, I am the real outsider. This whole thing has nothing to do with me. If you can remember your previous life, you should know that you invited me to arrange this game. I just It’s just that the chess pieces were placed according to your request.”

"So you're saying that it's my fault that things have happened to this point?"

"I can't say that. I can only say that you are just atoning for your wrong decision 500 years ago. This punishment was set by you yourself, which means that 500 years ago, you were willing to do so."

An Yu understood now. It seemed that something happened to him 500 years ago, which made him regret Bai Mo's death.He also felt that his indifference at the time was very bad, so he wanted to do something to make up for it.

"And now, have I paid it off?"

The old monk nodded, "It's already enough, you are the one who refuses to let go of yourself. An Yu, I warned you 500 years ago that if you want to change your fate against the sky, you will have to pay the same price. At that time You said that no matter what will happen in the future, at least now you are willing. Now I ask you, seeing that you have ended up in this world, do you still not change your original intention?"

"Although I haven't recalled what I did 500 years ago, last night I suddenly dreamed of the scene where Baimo died in front of me in my previous life, and I saw my own reaction to this whole thing. I just want to say, If I have to pay all the price now to prevent Bai Mo from dying, I am also willing."

"No regrets?"

"Never regret it."

"Okay, okay, I didn't miss the mark that year, and it's the same this year. Well, now that your fate has changed, I can't help you. But I have heard a few lamas tell me about my rumors. They told I have a poem called "Turning mountains and rivers, turning all economics, just to meet you on the way", I hope it can help you."

"Just remember this sentence?"

The old monk smiled inscrutably, "Go to Tibet, where you can find the answers you want. It's time to reveal everything."

After confessing to the old monk, An Yu opened the webpage and looked up the poem.

I found that this line of poetry comes from Cangyang Jiacuo's "Zhuanshan", and the whole poem is written like this.

"That night, I listened to Sanskrit singing all night, not for enlightenment, but just to find a trace of your breath.

In that month, I turned all the prayer wheels, not for extension, just to touch your fingerprints.

That year, I kowtowed and embraced the dust, not to go to the Buddha, but just to be close to your warmth.

In that life, I rummaged through hundreds of thousands of mountains, not to cultivate the next life, but just to meet you on the way.

At that moment, I ascended to immortality, not for longevity, but only to bless you with peace and joy.

On that day, I closed my eyes in the fragrant mist of the scripture hall, and suddenly heard the mantra in your chanting scriptures.

In that month, I shook all the prayer wheels, not for extension, just to touch your fingertips.

That year, I kowtowed and crawled on the mountain road, not to see you, but to hug your warmth.

In that life, I traveled around mountains and rivers and pagodas, not for the purpose of cultivating the next life, but just to meet you on the way.

At that moment, I raised the wind horse, not to beg for blessings, but to wait for your arrival.

On that day, the mani pile was built not for cultivating virtue, but for throwing stones into the heart lake.

That January, I shook all the prayer tubes, not for transcendence, but only to touch your fingertips.

That year, I kowtowed long on the mountain road, not for an audience, but for your warmth.

In this life, turning around the mountain is not for reincarnation, but just to meet you on the way.”

An Yu looked up the tradition of turning the prayer wheel and found such an allusion.

Guanyin Bodhisattva once gave Nagarjuna a prophecy: "The Dragon Bodhisattva in the Dragon Palace has a prayer wheel; any living being can be freed from the pain of the lower three realms as long as he sees, hears, thinks, and touches it; if you If you can get this prayer wheel, you can benefit countless sentient beings." So Nagarjuna went to the Dragon Palace, told Nagarjuna about the prophecy of Guanyin Bodhisattva, and asked for this precious prayer wheel.

The scriptures also say: "Anyone who makes offerings or replaces the prayer cloth of the prayer wheel will get beautiful clothes for five hundred lives, and the prayer wheel can cleanse all strange diseases and obstacles of evil spirits.", "Anyone who uses the prayer wheel People in the wheel are all protected by the four heavenly kings and the guardians of the ten directions. At the same time, they can also purify the five rebellious sins and the ten unvirtuous karma, purify this cycle of reincarnation, and be reborn in the pure land of Amitabha Buddha at the end of their lives."

In short, all wishes can be fulfilled as long as the economics are turned.Although An Yue is an atheist and has always sneered at these strange things, he has encountered too many incredible things this year.Bai Mo who is a ghost, Xia Feng the onmyoji, the mysterious old monk... everything is so unbelievable, An Yue would never have believed it in the past, but now, he is willing to give it a try.

It's just an economics that has been turned tens of thousands of times. If it can really be exchanged for white foam, it will be worth it.

At this moment, he is the most devout follower of Buddha.

That night, he bought a ticket to Tibet, holding the ticket in his hand, An Yu's heart was shaken.

At this moment, he really felt that the truth was just across the wall, within reach.The gears of fate are turning rapidly. What happened 500 years ago?

An Yu really wanted to know.

The author has something to say:

The stalk of the prayer wheel was really thought out from the very beginning of writing, and soon we, Anyu, will be going to Tibet.I don’t think there will be too many descriptions about Tibet, because I am a house girl, and I have been to only a handful of places in the past 500 years.In order to prevent writing a lot of BUG, ​​we have to re-play the plot.It's almost over, and it's probably only about ten chapters. What happened [-] years ago will be revealed haha. In fact, the setting is quite Qiong Yao's ahem.