I really want to die

When Mu Zhen woke up the next day, he remembered that he had dreamed of a person and that he called a name.However, I can't remember that person's face, and I can't remember what that name is.

The irritability on Mu Zhen's face was almost uncontrollable, and his whole body was full of low pressure, which made everyone in the company afraid to speak loudly when he went to work today.

For the next few days, Mu Zhen had the same dream.In the dream, he hugged a person and watched him stop breathing in his arms. At that moment, it seemed that his life was also taken away. Although he was still breathing, he looked like a walking dead.

When he saw him in the dream walking into the mountains with an urn in his arms, he was not surprised at all, and he had no intention of stopping him at all.When the lid of the coffin was closed, a strange sense of satisfaction swept through the whole body, which was a joy that had never been experienced before.

This time, Mu Zhen didn't cry anymore, he woke up with his eyes open, then lay on the bed, and opened his eyes until dawn.

Su Chen found that something was wrong with Mu Zhen recently. Although he could fall asleep every night, even for four or five hours, his spirit did not improve because of this, but it seemed to be getting worse and worse.

There is one more thing, something Su Chen was slightly surprised by, which made other people feel weird.

——Mu Zhen dug up Su Chen's tombstone and brought his ashes back to his villa.

Mu Zhen put Su Chen's urn in his room and did not allow anyone to enter.He didn't put any incense candles for worship, but treated the urn as a piece of fine porcelain, and would hold it in his hand and wipe it carefully every day.At that time, the expression on his face was exceptionally soft, even a little affectionate.

Other than that, his performance is very normal, no different from usual.

But the more natural Mu Zhen behaved, the more creepy others felt.Especially when the housekeeper of the villa passed by Mu Zhen's room one time, he heard voices coming from inside, the tone was soft, as if coaxing someone, the hair on the housekeeper's body stood on end.He has served the Mu family for decades, and Mu Zhen can almost be regarded as he watched and grew up, how could he let his young master be entangled by some dirty things.

The housekeeper knew Mu Zhen's character well, so he didn't take drastic measures from the beginning.Instead, he told Mu Zhen that the dead are the greatest, and what he did would disturb the peace of the dead. At least, he would not be able to reincarnate and become a lonely ghost, and at worst, his soul would be scattered.

Mu Zhen didn't know whether he believed his words. He held the urn and wiped the lines on it attentively and carefully, as if he didn't hear the housekeeper's words.When the housekeeper couldn't bear to persuade him again, Mu Zhen raised his eyes to look at him, and asked a question lightly.

"What shall we do then?"

The housekeeper was overjoyed, but he didn't show it, nor did he say to ask Mu Zhen to send the ashes to be buried, because he knew that Mu Zhen would definitely not agree.

"You can invite an expert to recite the mantra of rebirth, so that the undead can enter reincarnation early." The butler answered cautiously, considering his words.

Mu Zhen's brows darkened, and he refused without thinking, "No, I won't let him die, at least not yet."

The butler's heart skipped a beat, and he felt a deep worry in his heart, feeling that Mu Zhen was more ill than he imagined.He pondered for a moment, then followed Mu Zhen's words and said, "Then, you can recite the requiem spell so that the dead can rest in peace."

Mu Zhen didn't refuse immediately this time, he lowered his head, looked at the urn in his hand, and after a long while, he nodded slightly.

What Mu Zhen didn't know was that the person who had been appearing in his dreams was standing opposite him at this moment, looking at him sadly.

Su Chen didn't know what happened to Mu Zhen, even if he remembered the events of that life, it shouldn't be like this.And even if he put his ashes in the room, his sleeping condition didn't change much, he would still dream every few days, and would be in a daze for a long time after waking up.

Su Chen couldn't enter Mu Zhen's dream, so he could only guess what he might be dreaming from his occasional ravings.So far, most of what Mu Zhen has talked about is the past related to that life, as if he in the dream is remembering and reliving the things of that life bit by bit.

After the housekeeper got Mu Zhen's consent, a Taoist priest came to the villa shortly after, looking very fairy-like.

Mu Zhen stayed in the study and did not come out. Su Chen wanted to know, since there are ghosts in this world, is there also some supernatural power, so he came out and stood on the railing on the second floor to watch the excitement.

The Taoist priest set up the props, pasted a lot of talisman papers everywhere in the living room, put on the Taoist robe, picked up the mahogany sword, and began to dance the big god—it looked like a magic stick no matter what.

Su Chen looked at it for a while, but didn't feel any discomfort, felt bored, and decided to go back to the study to accompany Mu Zhen.The moment he turned around, there was a loud shout from behind him.

"Evil animal, human beings have human nature, ghosts have ghost paths, and human ghosts have different paths, how can they stay in the world! Taishang Laojun, hurry like a law, go!"

Su Chen only felt a flash of white light, and a strong force came from behind him. He was caught off guard, fell to the ground, and then felt a burning pain in his back.

Sitting in the study, Mu Zhen suddenly felt heart palpitations. He heard the noise in the living room, pushed open the study door and ran out.When he saw the scene in the living room, his face sank instantly - even if he didn't understand this, the current scene didn't look like reciting a requiem spell.

"What are you doing?"

Because of Mu Zhen's appearance, the ceremony was interrupted and the Taoist priest was kicked out.And Mu Zhennian did not pursue the matter this time because the housekeeper had taken care of him for many years, but just told him not to be an example.

Before leaving, Mu Zhen glanced at a certain location on the second floor. He couldn't explain why he looked there, but when he glanced there, he felt a strange feeling in his heart.

It took Su Chen a long time to get up, and he felt that his body became very heavy.He checked his body and found nothing abnormal.

But after this incident, Su Chen knew one thing.That is, there are not only ghosts in this world, but also things that can harm ghosts—does that mean that there are also things that can allow ghosts to communicate with humans?

After what happened that day, Su Chen realized that he didn't have to follow Mu Zhen every day.When Mu Zhen went to work, he could stay in the villa by himself, but he couldn't go out.Apart from being with Mu Zhen, the place he can stay seems to be this villa.

Is it because I lived here in that life?

Su Chen didn't know.

Mu Zhen hasn't had any more dreams these days, he sleeps better, and his spirit gradually recovers.But he didn't look happy at all, instead his face became more gloomy, as if everyone owed him money.

If you don't dream, you won't be able to see the person in the dream, and Mu Zhen feels empty in his heart, and he doesn't feel interested in doing anything, as if he has withdrawn from this world.

"Really, it doesn't matter how you say it. With such a bitter and bitter look, who else would dare to approach you except me." Su Chen habitually stroked Mu Zhen's eyebrows, and habitually chanted a few words. sentence.

After following Mu Zhen's side, Su Chen developed the habit of talking to himself.No way, he is now a ghost, no one can see, no one can hear, no one knows his existence except himself.If he doesn't make a sound, sometimes he himself will forget his own existence.

When I was a human being, I always found it annoying to talk, and talking to people was even more annoying.Now that he has become a ghost, he talks more.

Mu Zhen was putting on a tie. He picked one and was dissatisfied. He put it back and picked another tie. He still felt that something was wrong.

Su Chen stood beside him, glanced into the closet, and said in a discussing tone: "I think the light brown one is good. You are wearing a gray suit today. This match is not bad."

Mu Zhen paused with his hand above the blue tie, moved a little to the side, picked up a light brown tie and tied it, adjusted it in the mirror, and finally found it pleasing to the eye.

He made a wrong step and was about to leave the room to go to work when he suddenly stopped and glanced to the right behind him.

There was nothing there, Mu Zhen looked away and went downstairs.

After arriving at the company, the secretary sent a document, and his eyes seemed to stay on Mu Zhen's tie for a moment inadvertently. Mu Zhen, who was flipping through the document, raised his head and glanced at her, and the secretary quickly lowered his head in fright.But when Mu Zhen spoke suddenly, he asked her indifferently:

"You think this tie is nice too?"

The secretary was so shocked that her jaw was about to drop, and she even wondered if she was having auditory hallucinations. Even when she was working, she was stingy with words. The boss, who never spoke except at work, suddenly asked her how her tie was today?

Is the company going out of business?Is the world going to end?

Shouting crazily in his heart, but nothing unusual appeared on the surface.The secretary showed her strongest professional quality since she worked, maintained a proper smile, and nodded reservedly.

"Yes, boss, it matches very well with today's suit."

After she finished speaking, she felt that she was hallucinating again, because she seemed to see the boss smile.

The boss smiled, is the solar system going to be destroyed? !

With soft steps, the secretary floated out of the CEO's office like sleepwalking.Then in less than an hour, the whole building began to spread the news that a boss had a wife.

You say this is a rumor?The proprietress gave the boss a tie, didn't you see it?Here is the proof!

Mu Zhen didn't know about the rumors in the company. After he returned home, perhaps because he was in a good mood, he rested earlier today, and didn't spend time with work until two or three o'clock in the middle of the night.

Mu Zhen entered the dream again, but this time the dream changed.

The roses in the garden are blooming in the sun, embellishing the whole garden like a garden.

And in the garden, there was a rattan chair, and a person was sleeping peacefully on the rattan chair, with a thin blanket covering his knees.Behind him was a small white western-style building, and the living room could be seen from the open door.

In the middle of the living room, in the most conspicuous place, hangs a large photo.

It was a half-length photo. The person in the photo was dressed in a military uniform, and the eyes under the brim of the hat were calm and calm, staring deeply ahead.

In front of the line of sight is the garden full of red roses.