I really want to die

When he woke up the next day, Mu Zhen had never felt so relaxed and comfortable.He got up at six o'clock. Although he only slept for a short three hours, he was much more energetic than ordinary people who had slept for three days and three nights.

Raising his hand to touch his eyes, a trace of confusion flashed across Mu Zhen's face. When he was sleeping last night, he seemed to feel his eyes were touched by something, so gentle, so memorable.

Su Chen sat next to Mu Zhen, watching him drive seriously, with a faint smile on his face.

Mu Zhen drove to a private clinic, the kind of psychotherapy.Su Chen was puzzled, and walked in after Mu Zhen.

The person who received Mu Zhen was a man in his thirties, with a refined appearance and a faint smile on his face, which made people feel like they were in the spring breeze.

"Mr. Mu seems to be in good spirits today." Zhao Yi did not bring any notebooks or pens, and casually greeted Mu Zhen as if he were greeting a friend.

"Yeah." Mu Zhen sat down on the chair, with a calm expression on his face, "I slept for three hours last night, from three o'clock to six o'clock." Mu Zhen's tone was very flat, but it seemed to be deliberately emphatic After telling the exact time, Zhao Yi, who was sitting across from him, raised his eyebrows in surprise.

"Three hours in a row?"

"Ah."

Zhao Yi frowned slightly, because he knew that it was rare for the man in front of him to sleep for an hour in a row, "Then, do you still have that dream?"

Mu Zhen didn't answer right away, he fell silent with a trace of confusion on his face.

Su Chen sat beside Mu Zhen, the more he listened, the more confused he became.Why did Mu Zhen only sleep for three hours, but this man looked very surprised.Also, dreaming?Did Mu Zhen have a dream?Because he didn't need to sleep, he stayed by Mu Zhen's side almost all night, and he didn't see any discomfort or dreaming in him.

"The dream has changed." Mu Zhen's voice was low and hoarse. He put his hands on his forehead, lowered his eyes, and didn't look at the person opposite when he spoke. The dream of seeing something suddenly became clearer."

Zhao Yi sat up straight, with a cautious look on his face, "Oh, then what did you see?"

"A person." Mu Zhen's eyes were confused, and his voice became uncertain, "A person lying motionless on the bed, I can't see his face clearly, and I can't get close to him, no matter how I walk, I can't get close Even one step." Mu Zhen closed his eyes, blinking away the pain in his eyes, and even his voice seemed to be tainted with anxiety, making him look a little fragile.

"A person? A man or a woman?" Zhao Yi frowned more and more.

"man."

After Mu Zhen answered, he looked up at Zhao Yi. The expression on his face returned to normal at this time, the same as usual, and he could no longer see the fragile look just now.

"Doctor Zhao, why is there such a change?"

Zhao Yi was also very puzzled. He frowned and thought for a while, then looked at Mu Zhen and asked, "The change in the dream should be related to your contact in reality. Has Mr. Mu seen anything related to the mirror image in the dream recently? A piece of A bed? A person lying down?"

Mu Zhen's brows and eyes are cold, and his whole person's aura tends to be stern. When his eyebrows are slightly lowered, timid people dare not look at him at all.

After listening to Zhao Yi's words, Mu Zhen fell into deep thought. He began to search in his memory, and he was sure that he didn't see anyone who could cause the dream to change.

Wait, he didn't see it, but he seemed to have "imagined" it.

When he went to the house where the heir of the Su family lived yesterday, looking at the empty bed, a picture of a young boy lying alone on the bed could not help but pop up in his mind.

Mu Zhen pinched the center of his eyebrows, his expression didn't look very good.

"Mr. Mu?"

Mu Zhen shook his head, got up and left the clinic without saying anything.

After arriving at the company, the first thing Mu Zhen did was to ask someone to check Su Chen's news, including everything about him from childhood to adulthood.After explaining this matter, he put himself into work again.

Until returning to the villa at night, Su Chen was unusually quiet, just staring at Mu Zhen from time to time, a thoughtful expression appeared on his face for a while, and frowns in confusion for a while.He pursed his lips and looked at Mu Zhen, and he didn't say a word all day long, although even if he spoke, the person couldn't hear him.

Insomnia?

Long-term insomnia, coupled with nightmares, is this the reason why Mu Zhen seems to have never had a good rest?

But why?

In this life, he and Mu Zhen are completely irrelevant people, and they have never met each other before, so it cannot be because of him.

Although I was thinking this way, there was another voice in my heart saying that it was because of you and because of your absence that he became like this.

Su Chen suddenly thought of a question that he had never thought about.

If Mu Zhen has always come to follow him, then when he appeared in a certain world and disappeared, it is impossible for Mu Zhen to die immediately, right?So how did he spend the rest of the time?

Mu Zhen obtained all of Su Chen's information, which was very detailed, including how many times he had to go to the hospital every month, what tests he had done, and what medicines he took.There are no details, all of which are listed in it. Mu Zhen spent half a day researching it, and came to the conclusion:

He had nothing to do with this person at all.

The only thing that can be regarded as an intersection is that after this person died, he sent someone to collect his ashes.

Su Chen.

Mu Zhen caressed a recent photo of Su Chen on the information, looking at the thin young man with exquisite appearance and indifferent expression in the photo, the familiar palpitation mixed with a slight throbbing pain hit his chest again.

Mu Zhen slowly touched the position of his heart, staring at the young man in the photo, without blinking his eyes, and his body remained motionless.

Why, do you feel distressed?

Confusion appeared in Mu Zhen's eyes again.

Another day, when he came back from get off work late, the housekeeper of the villa came forward and reported something to Mu Zhen.

"Master, Madam came here today and brought Ms. Wan Qing. She said yes—" the butler hesitated, looking at Mu Zhen's face, as if considering whether to continue.

Mu Zhen didn't speak, just glanced at him lightly.The butler's expression didn't change, he just stood up straight and quickly finished the following words.

"The wife said to let Miss Wanqing stay here for a few days, and the gift has already been delivered. The wife and Miss Wanqing went out for dinner, and will be back later."

Mu Zhen just paused for a moment, without changing his expression, and walked up the stairs without saying a word, leaving the butler standing there nervously.

After returning to the room and pulling off his tie, Mu Zhen frowned unconsciously as he looked at the indifferent man in the mirror.

As for the fact that his stepmother always wanted to marry her niece to him, Mu Zhen never took it seriously.If he followed the previous practice, he might just leave the two of them. Anyway, he has a lot of houses, and that woman may not know all about them.He won't deal with this woman for the time being, but it doesn't mean he has to endure her. Out of sight and out of mind are the measures he took before.

But now, for some reason, he didn't want to leave here at all, and he didn't want to leave this place to a woman.

Mu Zhen picked up the phone and dialed a number.After the call was connected, he said to the person on the other end in a light tone:

"If you can't manage your own woman well, I don't mind taking care of it for you, but don't think I'm rough when the time comes."

I don't know what was said on the other end of the phone, Mu Zhen's expression didn't change, and he didn't speak again, and hung up the phone directly.After hanging up the phone, his frown did not show any sign of letting go. Mu Zhen held the phone with one hand and pinched his eyebrows with the other, showing a bit annoyed look.

"Don't frown all the time."

Su Chen stepped forward with a sigh, and raised his hand to rub the center of Mu Zhen's eyebrows.His fingers couldn't touch any skin of this person at all, but Su Chen seemed to be able to touch him, and placed his fingers between the eyebrows of this person vainly.

"I didn't have this problem before, and I didn't sleep too much. Really, is he such a worrying person when he doesn't look at you?" Su Chen rubbed the center of his brows and complained in a low voice, as if the person in front of him could hear As he speaks.

I don't know if it was a psychological effect or just a coincidence, Mu Zhen's brows gradually relaxed, and his expression seemed to become much more relaxed.

When they went downstairs, the butler told Mu Zhen that his wife and Miss Wanqing had just returned, and said that they had arranged a trip temporarily, so they took the salute and left.

Mu Zhen was still noncommittal and didn't say a word, as if the two people came and went, they couldn't affect his nerves, and had nothing to do with him at all.

This night, Mu Zhen went to bed earlier, lying on the bed just after twelve o'clock.

Su Chen stood at the head of the bed, confirmed that he was really asleep, then retreated to the corner with satisfaction, sat there and closed his eyes.

After these days of observation, Su Chen is sure that his approach will not cause harm to Mu Zhen, and there is no such thing as absorbing Yang Qi.It's just that although he has become a ghost now, he still retains many human habits, such as sleeping.Even if you can't fall asleep and just close your eyes, you will feel better.

What's more, Mu Zhen has already fallen asleep, he is bored by himself, he can't stare at this man's face every day until the dawn.

For a ghost, "sleeping" is just a mental act.So when there was a strange movement on the bed, Su Chen opened his eyes immediately, he didn't even use "walk" to move over, but "swipe" and flew over.

Mu Zhen was dreaming, and it was a very bad dream.

Su Chen saw Mu Zhen's situation at a glance, the man on the bed seemed to be trapped in some kind of dream, his face was full of sadness and pain.His hands stretched out into the air, as if he was about to grab something, and he let out a dreamlike sound.

Su Chen was very anxious, he couldn't touch Mu Zhen, and he didn't know how to wake him up.Seeing Mu Zhen's lips move, Su Chen leaned forward and put his ear to it.

"Don't, don't die, I don't want you to die, Chen, Chenchen—"

Su Chen stood up in shock, staring at Mu Zhen on the bed, but Mu Zhen was stuck in a dream and couldn't wake up, his expression became more and more painful, his voice became more and more sad, repeating that sentence repeatedly.

"Don't die, Chenchen."

Chenchen was Mu Zhen's nickname for Su Chen when they met in the first life.At that time, because of Su Chen's health, it became Mu Zhen's obsession not to let Su Chen die.

Su Chen's eyes gradually became moist. This person called his name in his dream. Could it be because he dreamed about things from that life?

"Chenchen, you're not here, I'm alone, I'm very unhappy." The person on the bed suddenly murmured like a sigh, and a tear slowly flowed from the corner of his eye.

And Su Chen was standing by the bed, tears streaming down his face.