I really want to die

Su Chen's first reaction was - this guy is pretending again!

In the past, he was duplicity and pretended to be serious, but now he is going to play a bitter game?

Su Chen pursed his lips and remained silent, with a serious expression on his face. He leaned closer to the screen and looked down carefully.The more he looked, the more serious his expression became, his brows were furrowed, almost dignified.

Xun Xiu suddenly passed out, and after being sent to the hospital, he was rescued by various means, but he still hasn't woken up.But what puzzled the hospital was that they couldn't find any problems at all. Xun Xiu's physical data was normal. At most, he was tired, slept less, and looked tense-other than that, there was no major problem.

After the hospital's diagnosis was made, it attracted scolding from crazy fans.

Fatigue, insomnia and nervousness, if this is not a problem, what should I do? !Is severe depression suicidal? !The actor, Da Da, was obviously too dedicated and hardworking, so he was exhausted and fell down.

The hospital has no way to explain to the nervous fans that Xun Xiu's problems are common problems common to ordinary people, not even sub-healthy, not to mention Xun Xiu's physical fitness is very good, and that little problem will never let him fall into coma.

To install, or not to install?

To go back, or not to go back?

Su Chen was caught in a dilemma.

In fact, until now, he has missed that person a little bit, and he doesn't want to continue to explore.So what if you don't know how it came about?So what if you don't know when it will disappear?Before meeting that person, wouldn't every life be like that?And after being clear, what if the truth makes him even more disappointed?

Su Chen frowned and thought hard, and when he hesitated, Xiang Qingyuan who was next to him helped him make a decision.

"Oh, by the way, there is something I want to tell you." Xiang Qingyuan suddenly remembered something, looked at Su Chen casually, and said in a very casual tone, "I'm going to move tomorrow, this house will be bulldozed, There is no way to live with people."

Su Chen, who was originally immersed in his own thoughts, turned his head silently when he heard the words and looked at Qingyuan with a casual expression of "I'll just tell you that you know" - isn't this really driving people away?

Just as he was about to say something, Su Chen suddenly realized something was wrong. He turned around and searched the living room, only to find that a golden figure was missing.

"Where's the rhubarb?" Su Chen asked suspiciously, the big python usually stayed within three feet of Xiang Qingyuan's body, but now he didn't know where it went.

When he mentioned his pet, Xiang Qingyuan's face fell a little, and he sat down on the sofa with his shoulders hunched over his knees, his face showing a bit of displeasure, and his voice was weak, "The man said that rhubarb is a national first-class protected animal, It can’t be kept privately, so it’s sent to the zoo.”

Su Chen raised his eyebrows, and temporarily put Xun Xiu's matter aside, "Is it the pervert you mentioned?"

Xiang Qingyuan showed that he didn't want to say more, and nodded reluctantly after a long time.

"Then the house here has been demolished, where do you live?" As a netizen who lived together for a while, Su Chen felt that he still had to care about this friend who lived longer than himself.

"He said that this mountain needs to be developed, so he will pay me a house. You can try to live in it first, and change it if you are not satisfied."

Su Chen thought of his disappearance for a period of time, and suddenly understood, "So you disappeared a while ago, did you go to try it out?" Now that you are back and ready to move, it means you are satisfied with the trial period

He nodded to Qingyuan, but he didn't look very happy, and there was a hint of boredom between his brows.

Su Chen tried to guess based on his temperament, "Is it because he is not used to moving to a new place, or is he reluctant to part with rhubarb?"

Xiang Qingyuan shook his head wearily, showing a distasteful expression, "Neither, the man said that I lost my pet, and I will pay for another—" He paused, as if he was a little embarrassed, "Well, he said he would Instead of rhubarb, let me watch the house."

Su Chen: "..."

In order to live in, pull yourself into the same category as a housekeeping pet. Should I say that I am thick-skinned and willing to show off, or is it another pervert?

Su Chen looked at Qingyuan, and found that there was only real disgust on his face, and a little irritability. It seemed that he simply felt that human-shaped pets were not as good as snake-shaped pets.

Well, everyone has their own fate, he'd better watch silently.

The place to live is gone, of course Su Chen can only go home.

Su's mother was very happy to see Su Chen. After Xun Xiu's accident, she hadn't seen Su Chen, so Su's mother became a little worried.Seeing that Su Chen came back safe and sound, the big stone in his heart fell to the ground. He dragged his son up and down to look around, saying that he was tired and thin and didn't eat well, and then praised him for his good role.Lala Zaza talked for a long time, finally sighed, and said with a little worry:

"Oh, Xiao Xun just worked so hard that he fell down from exhaustion. He hasn't woken up yet. Xiao Chen, Xun Xiu usually takes care of you so much. You should go and see him more."

Su Chen's heart tightened when he heard that, even Su's mother said so, could it be that she has been in a coma until now and hasn't woken up yet?

At the last moment when he saw Xun Xiu, Su Chen was still not sure if this person was acting in The Story of Bitter Meat, but when he really saw the unconscious person lying on the bed, he no longer had any doubts in his heart.

——Are you really sleepy?

At that moment, Su Chen's heart stopped beating for a moment, and he couldn't describe the feeling at that moment, as if he and that person were separated by two worlds, and what he saw was just an empty shell.

Su Chen stood by the door in a daze for a long time, until the pain in his chest came, and he realized that he had held his breath for too long and protested physically.He walked to the bed step by step with heavy steps. Because of fear, he raised his hands in the air for a long time, and tremblingly poked towards the nose of the person on the bed.

have breath.

Touch your face.

There is temperature.

It's alive, it's a living body.But the owner of the body kept his eyes closed and did not wake up.

An incomparable sense of panic rose in Su Chen's heart. Although this body was breathing and warm, the familiar feeling was gone, and it gave him another almost absurd feeling—that People, gone, gone.

Obviously this person is still lying here, as if asleep, but Su Chen feels that what is lying here is just an empty shell that can breathe, and the person inside, the soul, has gone somewhere.

Although panicked and desperate, he didn't feel surprised, and even had a sense of fate that "what comes will come".

Su Chen caressed Xun Xiu's face with trembling hands, the tears had wet the whole face unknowingly, as if the switch of the faucet was broken, it kept flowing down, and couldn't stop it.

"But why? Why is this?" Su Chen choked up, looking at this face with blurred eyes.Although the faces are different every time, for Su Chen, those differences do not exist. When he sees those different faces, he always treats them as one person—just wearing different masks.

But looking at this face now, Su Chen can't find that feeling anymore. This is a mask, a simple mask that was once put on and then taken off.

——If it wasn't for the mask, he'd already returned, crying like this, why didn't those eyes open?

Su Chen buried his face in the neck of the man on the bed, unable to control his grief, tears flowed into the man's neck, soaking the bed sheet underneath.

Su Chen cried very sadly, very wronged, and at the same time, very scared.He vented all the sorrow and fear he had accumulated over so many worlds.

He is not indifferent, not always strong, hard as iron.In the first few worlds, I cried, got angry, scolded, and went crazy, but it was all useless.

In every world, no matter how serious he is, how he tries his best to maintain the relationship with others, they are still old and dead.In the end, when he himself died, the emotions in his heart were still so strong, and the closest person to him no longer existed in this world.And he will start to manage another life, establish and maintain relationships with other people.

Under such circumstances, how can he devote himself to a relationship, whether it is family, friendship, or love.For others, it is unique, and a lifetime is eternity.But to him, it's just a game, just a plot in the game.After this game is passed, change to another game.The duration of the same game is generally not too long, but when so many games are added up, it is more than two words that can be described as long.

Hundreds of years can change the sea into a mulberry field, but for him, as long as he changes the world, he will change the sky and the sun, truly, with a new look.

Su Chen cried very sad, both sad to gain and sad to lose; he also cried very aggrieved, since he had such a person, why couldn't he go on with him forever?Why don't you coax yourself to cry like this?He also cried so intently that he didn't realize that the person on the bed had opened his eyes and was staring at the back of his head blankly and helplessly.

There was only the sound of Su Chen's sad crying in the room. He didn't cry out. He suppressed his voice and shed tears silently. He couldn't hold back anymore, so he let out a little sob.

The bewilderment in those eyes slowly disappeared, and traces of distress appeared.

Xun Xiu put his hand on Su Chen's waist, and touched Su Chen's face with the other hand. When he touched his face full of tears, he was so distressed that he wanted to pull it up.With a little force in his hand, he lifted the face buried between his neck.

Su Chen's body froze, and the crying stopped suddenly.Following the strength of that hand, he raised his head, and slowly met Xun Xiu's affectionate eyes.Su Chen was stunned and didn't respond for a while, lying motionless on Xun Xiu's body, only tears were still flowing.He cried too much, held his breath for too long, his face was flushed, his eyelashes were beaded with water, and he was a little out of breath. He looked very pitiful.

"Crying like this." Xun Xiu frowned in distress, wiped it with his fingertips twice, and simply leaned over to lick it with his lips and tongue.Warm lips covered the eyes, and the tears finally stopped.Su Chen let him move, and he was still in a daze, as if he hadn't recovered.

After Xun Xiu licked Su Chen's entire face carefully, and sucked his lips for a long time, he felt that such a dumb Su Chen was very interesting and cute.With a strong arm, he lifted Su Chen up and put him on his body.

"Tell me, are you still running?" Seeing that Su Chen finally stopped crying and others came back to him, Xun Xiu began to settle accounts for him.

Unexpectedly, when Su Chen heard this, his eyes rolled down again uncontrollably, Xun Xiu immediately scolded himself in his heart, hurriedly hugged him and shook him, and coaxed: "Okay, okay, I won't I'm talking about you. Really, I didn't scold you, so why did you cry like this?" After saying a word, he kissed Su Chen's face, feeling so satisfied now, he couldn't help but put a smile on his face.

Su Chen finally came back to his senses completely, and was sure that this person really came back. He stared at Xun Xiu for a while, then stretched out his hand to wrap around Xun Xiu's neck, pressed his face against his, and murmured :

"I'll never run again, and I won't leave a single step." As he said, he rubbed his face against Xun Xiu's, and his voice was full of joy and nostalgia.

Xun Xiu's heart was almost melted by such a Su Chen. Although he was a little surprised why Su Chen became like this after he slept, he has always been a person who knows how to seize opportunities.

Turning over, pressing the person under him, rubbing Su Chen's lips with his thumb, Xun Xiu's eyes gradually became darker, his voice was low and hoarse, "You said that." He slowly bent down, his voice became more and more Low down, "Don't let me miss you again, without you, do you know how scared I am?"

Su Chen's body trembled, his eyelashes trembled slightly, he hugged Xun Xiu's head, put his lips up, closed his eyes, and murmured: "No more."

Xun Xiu couldn't resist the proactive Su Chen.He hugged her in his arms and asked for it again and again, but nothing was enough.And Su Chen's reaction was also very enthusiastic, like a carnival before the end, lingering to death, entangled the man with his limbs, not letting him leave a gap in him, the most private parts of the body were connected, hot and tight, twisted Xun Xiu had to throw away his helmet and armor several times.

Xun Xiu galloped freely in Su Chen's body, feeling that he would be willing to die in this body.

"Baby, you are such a goblin, I really want to stay inside you forever."

If it was such a shame, if it was the same as before, even if Su Chen wasn't annoyed, he would definitely not talk to him.But this time, although he was so tired that he could barely lift his fingers, he straightened his back and used that place to wrap the man on his body tighter, making the man grunt and beads of sweat formed on his forehead.

"Baby, do you want to bite this baby off?"

Su Chen's face turned red, and it was already his limit to reach this point. He really couldn't say such blunt and obscene words like a man, but said softly and tactfully:

"I just want to tell you that what you think is what I think." After speaking, he didn't dare to look into the man's eyes, and deliberately turned his head away.

The man's movements stopped for a moment, followed by an attack like a storm.Su Chen is like a small boat in a huge wave, completely unable to control himself, and can only let the man on his body take him to the peak of bliss again and again.