I really want to die

In the past few days, Xun Xiu has been going crazy. The smile that usually hangs on his face like a mask is completely replaced by indifference.Except for his expression during filming, the whole time is covered in ice, and no one dares to approach him within three steps.

The reason why the actor is called the actor is that even if he is going crazy with anxiety in his heart, he can still enter the state instantly when acting.Only the director Chen Dingsheng could see that during the filming, Xun Xiu's eyes were full of gloom.However, this does not affect the acting effect, on the contrary, it adds an inescapable heaviness and loneliness to Jiang Qi in the play.

Especially when Jiang Qi came to the studio to meditate on the painting again, although his back was still straight, people seemed to be able to see the hidden pain in his body.

Missing the old master, or feeling guilt and self-blame for failing to complete Chengwu Emperor Tuogu.

Xun Xiu's performance made Jiang Qi more three-dimensional and plump after the death of Emperor Shengzhao.

For Xun Xiu, the reason why he didn't leave this drama to find Su Chen now is because besides himself, Su Chen is the most important character in this drama, and he doesn't want any mistakes in this drama, And hope to air it soon.

I mobilized all my strength and relationships to search, but there was no result, as if Su Chen had disappeared from the world.If it hadn't been for seeing Su Chen leave by himself from the hotel surveillance, Xun Xiu might not have persisted in finishing the filming.

Su Chen's disappearance didn't alarm Su's mother, Xun Xiu called Su's mother as soon as she found out that Su Chen was missing.From her, I learned that Su Chen called her before leaving the hotel, saying that he would be a little busy recently, and told Su's mother not to worry about him, and that she could call Xun Xiu if there was anything to do.

When he heard the latter sentence, Xun Xiu was stunned for a moment and then laughed. That little villain, are you sure that you won't expose his lie?

He really made the right bet. Not only did Xun Xiu fail to inform Mother Su of Su Chen's disappearance, but he also lied for him, saying that he would take good care of Su Chen so that Mother Su would not worry.

After hanging up the phone, Xun Xiu mobilized everyone to look for it. However, Su Chen had no friends because of his personality, and he didn't go anywhere except home before filming, so where would he go if he didn't go home now?

However, how did Su Chen, who hardly ever went out alone, manage to make it impossible for anyone to find him?

Someone must help him!

Xun Xiu's eyes darkened, and he said firmly in his heart.

Does anyone else help Su Chen?If the previous world, the previous world, and the self in the previous world were considered other people, then someone would indeed help Su Chen.

Where is he now?

Su Chen is on a hill, a hill that is in the city but far away from the hustle and bustle—it is the place where "Stay away from me" in the "We are not sick" group live.

With the accumulated skills of so many lifetimes, it is really easy to find someone's address on the other side of the computer.Unfortunately, he came to the only house on the top of the mountain with the mentality of seeing netizens, but found that there was no one in the house, not even a snake.

Is it true that I can only offer incense this trip?

Su Chen entered the room without any psychological struggle. After checking everywhere, he didn't find anything unusual.From the dust accumulated in the house, there has been no one in the house for at least a month, but everything is neatly arranged, and the kitchen and other places are also cleaned up, which shows that the owner's house should not be in a hurry or forced to leave.

Su Chen stayed here, meditating while waiting for the owner of the house.

Su Chen left to let himself be quiet, and at the same time, he also wanted Xun Xiu to be quiet.He felt that the relationship between the two was a bit too logical, from the moment that person appeared, they could always come together—unless one of them died first.

It's not that it's not good, it's just that the number of times has increased. After Su Chen woke up from the joy of being accompanied, he began to think and realized that such a relationship was a bit abnormal.

How can there be so many loves from life to life.

Although he doesn't know why he wants to reincarnate from one world to another, Su Chen also believes that there are no unreasonable feelings anywhere.

His own feelings for that person, if it is because of the companionship at the beginning, and the accumulation of the next few lives, it has reached the point where he can no longer give up, and he will accept that person so naturally when he meets him in every world. people.

So, what about him, what about the person named Xun Xiu in this life?He doesn't keep the memories of every life like himself, but why can he always follow, find him, and fall in love with him?

It's like a written script, and the love on it is performed according to the script.If they are actors, then, who is the director?And what happens when the actors no longer act according to the script?

It was with this thought that Su Chen avoided Xun Xiu on purpose.If that person exists because of his existence, then what will happen to that person when he disappears and cannot be found?

A month has passed in a flash, and there is still no news from Su Chen, and "Scenery of the World" has been filmed and will be broadcast on various platforms in a few days.

Uncharacteristically, Xun Xiu took the crew to various places to promote and appear on variety shows.It's just that everyone soon discovered that among the publicity staff, there was always a character absent—the male number two, the actor of Emperor Sheng Zhao, Su Chen.

On a variety show, Xun Xiu was asked why such an important character did not participate in the promotion.Still smiling elegantly and charmingly, Xun Film and Television did not look at the host, but suddenly looked at the camera, staring forward with a focused look, and said in a serious tone:

"Because some people don't need to do anything, their brilliance is irresistible, and he is also irreplaceable."

Xun Xiu said this sentence seriously and affectionately, and the audience below were immediately attracted by his eyes and tone, and there was a loud noise at the scene.They shouted "Xundi Xundi, I love you!" "Xiuhuang Xiuhuang, I will give you monkeys!" Such words.

"The Prosperity of the World" started broadcasting, as expected at the beginning, with both ratings and word-of-mouth. Not only the ratings are rising steadily, but the ratings are also increasing bit by bit, almost all of which are five-point praise.And clicking on a random comment is full of excitement and amazement.

There are purely emotional announcements, and a series of exclamation points are enough to express the mood of the reviewers; there are also film reviews that rationally present the facts and reason, and some of them are very professional.

But this time, Su Chen became completely popular, and countless people became fans of him.Of course, there are also a large number of viewers who are fans of this pair of Junzhong CP. They left messages saying that the interaction between the general and Emperor Shengzhao is so loving, and they want them to be together forever.

Someone who is familiar with history popularized that period of history, and then said at the end that although this is an adapted TV series, the director has said that he respects history and the basic historical facts have not been changed. The filming of this drama is indeed more in line with history.

That is to say, Emperor Shengzhao in the play should be the same as in history, the emperor who died young and never lived past the age of 21.

This message was very to the point, and it didn't distort anything, and then a tall building was built behind the message, and the words that swiped the screen the most were "Spoilers are fancy", "I didn't know Zhao Zhao's death in advance" and other words.

The popularity of "Scenery of the Prosperous World" has never dropped, and it is getting more and more intense. However, Su Chen has never appeared.

When the show aired to the episode where Emperor Shengzhao died, the official Weibo was filled with water, and there was a lot of crying and all kinds of bloody knives.Su Chen's Weibo—he didn't open his own Weibo, so the "Susu support group" that appeared at the beginning became a recognized gathering place for Su Chen's fans—was also overwhelmed by all kinds of crying and heartache.

At a time like this, if anyone stood up and asked everyone to be more rational, saying that Emperor Shengzhao was like that in history, he would definitely be smashed to death by rotten eggs.

"I understand the truth, but I just don't want to die!"

"Zhao Zhao is dead, what should we do?!"

"Without Emperor Zhao, can the Shengshi still be the Shengshi?"

"Big torture, I have to feed a bag of candy with a glass before I die, do you think the audience doesn't cry enough?!"

Amidst the applause, Su Chen, one of the leading actors, never showed up, and became one of the topics of discussion. The popularity was only lower than the theme of "Scenery of the World" and Xun Xiu's general Jiang Qi.

Some people even said that Su Chen was too involved in the play when he was playing Emperor Shengzhao, but he couldn't get out of the role after Emperor Shengzhao died, so he never appeared in front of the public.

Su Chen said in the play that as long as he is not blind or ignorant of his conscience, he can tell how well he acts—no, or that is not called acting.

One fan said it very well. He said that Su Chen did not act as Emperor Shengzhao, but became Emperor Shengzhao, so after experiencing the short life of the Dugu Emperor, he needed time to be himself.

After Su Chen, there was no more Emperor Sheng Zhao.

This sentence was not shouted by the brain-dead fans, but was recognized by the vast majority of people, even some award judges.

In the new round of nominations for the Golden Eagle Award, Su Chen unexpectedly and reasonably won the Best Newcomer Award.

Unexpectedly, it is because this is only Su Chen's second play, but in the first play he was only displayed three times like an exquisite ornament, so strictly speaking, "Scenery of the World" is his first play .The first drama can win the best newcomer award, which is definitely very few people do;

It makes sense, of course, because of Su Chen's wonderful performance in the play.After watching this, many scholars even said that Su Chen's role as Emperor Shengzhao was very much in line with their imagination.

It's not like those little traffickers and little flowers filming a drama, as long as they have good looks and are cute.The approval of experts and scholars is much more valuable and credible than the blind praise of fans. At least many passers-by have the desire to watch the drama after seeing the comments of these experts.

However, at the awards ceremony, the winner of the Best Newcomer Award was absent.

"How long are you going to stay with me if you don't go back?"

In the room, Xiang Qingyuan sat on the sofa with his snake in his arms, and asked a nonchalant question to Su Chen who was also sitting on the sofa watching TV.

Su Chen frowned and looked at someone on the screen whose appearance was still bright, and he couldn't tell anything strange from his appearance.

It has been two months since he disappeared.The owner of the house Xiang Qingyuan came back suddenly a week ago, but he didn't drive him away when he saw Su Chen.Although it was the first time the two met in reality, they got along naturally like old friends who had known each other for a long time.

Because they are not talkative people, sometimes the two of them can sit in the room without saying a word for a whole day. Perhaps it is this state that makes Xiang Qingyuan not feel uncomfortable when suddenly there is another person beside him.

Su Chen didn't seem to hear Xiang Qingyuan's words, and just stared at the TV in a daze.

After I left for such a long time, that person didn't have any abnormal reactions. Does that mean that no matter what I do, that person's original trajectory will not change?In other words, his existence doesn't affect that person at all?

With such doubts in mind, Su Chen tossed and turned in bed for a long time before falling asleep, and woke up very late the next day.

When he came to the living room, Xiang Qingyuan was holding the computer and looking at something. Seeing him coming, he seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then silently turned the computer screen to him.

Su Chen was slightly puzzled, and when he fixed his eyes on the computer screen, he was stunned.

——Actor Xun Xiu suddenly fell ill and fell into a coma.