The villain leader always likes to die
Chapter 90: Before I Love Him Fully
Shen Lingyuan slept soundly and his fever subsided a lot.His complexion also looked a little better. You must know that when he was first discovered at that time, his entire face was blue, and even a little pale.
Seeing the boy getting better slowly, I felt much more relieved.
What Shang Wuyu came in and saw was such a picture, the boy was well protected inside the warm blanket, wrapped in a concealed way, only a small face was exposed.The person next to the bed has a peaceful face, as if treating his own child with gentleness.
"lady."
I was surprised: "Why are you here?"
"Come and see if Ma'am is still angry."
Shang Wuqian held my shoulder and stared at the little boy who was sleeping. He leaned on my shoulder and asked me: "Ma'am, do you like children?"
Thinking of Shen Lingyuan, my eyes sparkled slightly, and I said softly, "I like it."
Shang Wuqian discussed: "Madam thinks, how about we adopt one?"
"Adopt?" I disagree with this point, "Why do you have such an idea?"
Instead, Shang Wu Prison said, "Isn't this what Madam wants?"
what i want?How could this be what I want? Adopting a child is not an easy task. A child has a great responsibility to him.It's not just relying on the most casual talk. In the future, when the child grows up and understands, how will he treat the fact that his parents are men?
What's more, it's unrealistic to do so.
I sighed: "You still don't understand."
"What do you want me to understand?" Shang Wuyu's tone became cold, "The key is what do you want?"
"Does it matter?" I said, "You act like an idiot sometimes emotionally."
He was behind me, looking like he wanted to pierce me through: "Should the madam tell me how not to be an idiot?"
Because he likes, loves, and cherishes, all his seemingly childish behaviors are controlled by emotions at will, and he does many things without thinking.Even a little silly, but can he do it?
He can't help it... In this world, there is a person named Shang Wuqian who loves the man named Gu Yunluo so unreasonably, to the point of losing his mind.Although he knew that the man didn't love him that much.
I remained silent for a long time, and many thoughts flashed through Shang Wuqian's mind. Finally, he said calmly with a smile: "Madam, let's not mention these unhappy things. Let's go and have a good time in a few days. Madam wants Where to go, just say it."
He thought I would be happy, but unexpectedly, I followed indifferently, as if perfunctory, with a "hmm" and no more.
After all, Shang Wu Prison still has to consider the other party's wishes: "Ma'am, don't you want to go?"
"If you think so, it's okay to go."
Shang Wuyu couldn't hide his disappointment: "Madam's answer is really perfunctory..."
I turned around and stared at him very seriously, not avoiding him, but also staring at me.After a long time, I raised my hand and stroked his face, with a sigh of relief: "I haven't called you Xiaoqian for a long time, and I feel a little strange."
I smiled slightly: "The small prison back then was cuter, dark and short."
As I was talking, my smile became sad: "Why did you grow so big all of a sudden, and you can no longer find the slightest silhouette of the past. I have been doing many irreparable wrong things, and I have regretted many things. Including you. But I can't help it, there are some things I have to do."
Shang Wuqian grabbed my hand that was caressing his face: "So what kind of problem is Madam troubled by?"
I shook my head and said, "It doesn't matter, the key is, are you really happy now?"
"With my wife's company, of course I..."
I interrupted him: "What if I'm not here?"
Shang Wuqian looked solemn: "I will not let my wife leave me."
No matter what means are used.
I smiled: "Okay, I want to send this child back, his parents must be very anxious."
Shang Wuyu was not sure: "Madam in person?"
"Yeah." I said, "I don't trust him like this."
"I'll order a few more people to go together."
"There is no need to bluff, there are too many people, and the child's family members should be scared by then."
I picked up the boy wrapped in the quilt, and touched his forehead, the body temperature finally returned to normal, and his face had a complexion.
Shang Wu prison asked the old housekeeper to go with him. I still remember the location Shen Lingyuan mentioned last time, and the destination can be reached in a short time by carriage.
All the way, Shen Lingyuan slept peacefully and was not woken up. I carefully let him lie in my arms.Subconsciously, he grabbed the skirt of my chest, his chubby little hands clenched tightly, as if he was afraid that I would run away.
The old housekeeper said with a smile: "This child and his wife are very kind."
I said unhurriedly: "Actually, I haven't met a few times."
The old butler didn't understand: "Then..."
"It's just that I think it's a match." I opened the curtain and observed the situation outside, "Stop at the house in front."
"Yes."
It was a very ordinary tile-roofed house, without much ornate decoration, but it was very clean and tidy.There was a row of small flowers planted by the door, and some of them were pecked off by a small chicken raised by some family.Next to it is a small lake, two willow trees grow very strong, the willow branches flutter in the wind, and a few willow leaves float on the lake, floating leisurely.
There are not many families here, just two or three. The environment is beautiful, and they must be living comfortably.Shen Lingyuan's world is indeed beyond my expectations.
My world was originally very comfortable, but it was broken unconsciously.
I hugged Shen Lingyuan, and the old housekeeper lifted the curtain for me and helped me down.
I looked at the house in front of me and said, "This is it."
I knocked on the door, and the person who opened the door was a scholar in white. He was young, but he looked very comfortable.
The scholar's eyes were a little teary, and while taking Shen Lingyuan from my arms, he thanked: "Thank you, this noble man, for sending Yuan'er back in person."
I smiled: "It's easy."
The scholar didn't understand: "How did Yuan'er get to the nobleman's house?"
I briefly explained the reason: "To tell you the truth, Yuan'er and I met by accident. Later, when I saw Yuan'er again on Xia's wedding day, Yuan'er remembered where I lived. I'm afraid he wanted to see me like this." Then I ran away again without authorization. This is due to my lack of care, please forgive me."
The scholar hastily said: "Your Excellency is modest, Yuan'er is naturally mischievous, it really bothers you."
I smiled: "This is also a kind of fate."
"What the nobleman said is very true." The scholar invited me enthusiastically, "If the nobleman doesn't dislike the humble house, you can come in and have a cup of tea before it's too late to leave."
As he said that, the scholar called his wife, and I didn't come to refuse, so I just watched a woman who looked exactly like Xiao Yue come out of the room.
The woman hugged the child excitedly, and the scholar explained it to her, and the woman almost cried with joy.My own child disappeared for two or three days, and the parents were naturally too nervous to think about food and tea. I searched many distances with my neighbors for possible places to go, but I didn't find them.The woman cried for a long time about this matter, while blaming herself for being careless, while thinking distressedly that this child was too worrying.
The woman kept thanking me. I watched her wander off, feeling an inexplicable pain in my heart.The scholar found that something was wrong with me, he called me a few times but there was no response, the old housekeeper secretly reminded me, and then he came back to his senses.
It turned out that she was the woman who passed by when Shang Wu Prison and I were visiting lanterns a few years ago, a woman who had the same appearance as Xiao Yue.
It seems that the woman has a very good home all these years. From the scholar's attitude towards her, I can tell that they love each other very much. They have a child named Shen Lingyuan.No wonder I think Yuan'er's eyebrows have a familiar feeling, she really looks like his mother...
The world is so small, and I always meet a lot of people when I go around, and the world is so big, I don't know when this farce will end.
I smiled forcedly, and lied casually: "I don't want to trouble you, I still have something to do, I'm afraid it won't be good if I delay it."
The woman said: "Since this is the case, it will also delay the nobleman's time. In the final analysis, it is to trouble the nobleman to take this trip."
"You husband and wife are really polite." I said, "Then I will take my leave first."
The moment I turned around, the smile completely froze on my face, and I struggled back into the carriage. From a short distance, I could hear the woman say that I was probably the Uncle An mentioned by Yuaner, and the scholar responded. yes.The woman muttered that she had seen it somewhere a long, long time ago. The scholar took the child in and told her that she had met many people in her life, and it was inevitable that she would meet one or two who looked alike.
The words of the scholar echoed in my mind, I have met many people in my life, and it is inevitable that I will meet one or two who look alike.
I don't know why, when I heard this sentence, I was a little sad, the kind that came out of my bones.But I have to admit that the woman and Xiao Yue are almost like one person.It's like exchanging the same person for different identities across different time and space.
I leaned against the window, propped my head, I really hope that this dream will wake up soon, after waking up, I will still be me, Xiao Yue will still be Xiao Yue.None of that clutter.
What is difficult to control is that this dream is too real from the beginning to the end, and I will involuntarily invest in my feelings, taking root and sprouting in the corners I didn't find.I don't know how big that seed has grown, but its place in my heart... more and more important...
Maybe I have a deeper feeling than liking, and it seems that I can't control the throbbing of the heart, what should I do...
I don't want to admit it, I always feel that I don't feel anything, so I have always pretended to be very good. I can deceive others, but I can't deceive my own heart.
I think, before I love him completely, I want to cut off this bud, and I don't want to end up with the most embarrassing ending.
The old housekeeper said worriedly: "Madam, why do you look so bad..."
I rubbed my forehead: "I'm probably tired of taking care of that child these days."
"Madam takes care of others, but also takes care of her own body."
"It's okay, go back quickly."
Shang Wuqian found that after his wife came back from this trip, she didn't talk much, and didn't know what to think, always looked a little sad, he took the initiative to talk to his wife, but the other party was not very willing to talk to him.
Shang Wuqian asked the old housekeeper, but the old housekeeper said he didn't know, but his wife came back like this, how could he know the reason.
Seeing the boy getting better slowly, I felt much more relieved.
What Shang Wuyu came in and saw was such a picture, the boy was well protected inside the warm blanket, wrapped in a concealed way, only a small face was exposed.The person next to the bed has a peaceful face, as if treating his own child with gentleness.
"lady."
I was surprised: "Why are you here?"
"Come and see if Ma'am is still angry."
Shang Wuqian held my shoulder and stared at the little boy who was sleeping. He leaned on my shoulder and asked me: "Ma'am, do you like children?"
Thinking of Shen Lingyuan, my eyes sparkled slightly, and I said softly, "I like it."
Shang Wuqian discussed: "Madam thinks, how about we adopt one?"
"Adopt?" I disagree with this point, "Why do you have such an idea?"
Instead, Shang Wu Prison said, "Isn't this what Madam wants?"
what i want?How could this be what I want? Adopting a child is not an easy task. A child has a great responsibility to him.It's not just relying on the most casual talk. In the future, when the child grows up and understands, how will he treat the fact that his parents are men?
What's more, it's unrealistic to do so.
I sighed: "You still don't understand."
"What do you want me to understand?" Shang Wuyu's tone became cold, "The key is what do you want?"
"Does it matter?" I said, "You act like an idiot sometimes emotionally."
He was behind me, looking like he wanted to pierce me through: "Should the madam tell me how not to be an idiot?"
Because he likes, loves, and cherishes, all his seemingly childish behaviors are controlled by emotions at will, and he does many things without thinking.Even a little silly, but can he do it?
He can't help it... In this world, there is a person named Shang Wuqian who loves the man named Gu Yunluo so unreasonably, to the point of losing his mind.Although he knew that the man didn't love him that much.
I remained silent for a long time, and many thoughts flashed through Shang Wuqian's mind. Finally, he said calmly with a smile: "Madam, let's not mention these unhappy things. Let's go and have a good time in a few days. Madam wants Where to go, just say it."
He thought I would be happy, but unexpectedly, I followed indifferently, as if perfunctory, with a "hmm" and no more.
After all, Shang Wu Prison still has to consider the other party's wishes: "Ma'am, don't you want to go?"
"If you think so, it's okay to go."
Shang Wuyu couldn't hide his disappointment: "Madam's answer is really perfunctory..."
I turned around and stared at him very seriously, not avoiding him, but also staring at me.After a long time, I raised my hand and stroked his face, with a sigh of relief: "I haven't called you Xiaoqian for a long time, and I feel a little strange."
I smiled slightly: "The small prison back then was cuter, dark and short."
As I was talking, my smile became sad: "Why did you grow so big all of a sudden, and you can no longer find the slightest silhouette of the past. I have been doing many irreparable wrong things, and I have regretted many things. Including you. But I can't help it, there are some things I have to do."
Shang Wuqian grabbed my hand that was caressing his face: "So what kind of problem is Madam troubled by?"
I shook my head and said, "It doesn't matter, the key is, are you really happy now?"
"With my wife's company, of course I..."
I interrupted him: "What if I'm not here?"
Shang Wuqian looked solemn: "I will not let my wife leave me."
No matter what means are used.
I smiled: "Okay, I want to send this child back, his parents must be very anxious."
Shang Wuyu was not sure: "Madam in person?"
"Yeah." I said, "I don't trust him like this."
"I'll order a few more people to go together."
"There is no need to bluff, there are too many people, and the child's family members should be scared by then."
I picked up the boy wrapped in the quilt, and touched his forehead, the body temperature finally returned to normal, and his face had a complexion.
Shang Wu prison asked the old housekeeper to go with him. I still remember the location Shen Lingyuan mentioned last time, and the destination can be reached in a short time by carriage.
All the way, Shen Lingyuan slept peacefully and was not woken up. I carefully let him lie in my arms.Subconsciously, he grabbed the skirt of my chest, his chubby little hands clenched tightly, as if he was afraid that I would run away.
The old housekeeper said with a smile: "This child and his wife are very kind."
I said unhurriedly: "Actually, I haven't met a few times."
The old butler didn't understand: "Then..."
"It's just that I think it's a match." I opened the curtain and observed the situation outside, "Stop at the house in front."
"Yes."
It was a very ordinary tile-roofed house, without much ornate decoration, but it was very clean and tidy.There was a row of small flowers planted by the door, and some of them were pecked off by a small chicken raised by some family.Next to it is a small lake, two willow trees grow very strong, the willow branches flutter in the wind, and a few willow leaves float on the lake, floating leisurely.
There are not many families here, just two or three. The environment is beautiful, and they must be living comfortably.Shen Lingyuan's world is indeed beyond my expectations.
My world was originally very comfortable, but it was broken unconsciously.
I hugged Shen Lingyuan, and the old housekeeper lifted the curtain for me and helped me down.
I looked at the house in front of me and said, "This is it."
I knocked on the door, and the person who opened the door was a scholar in white. He was young, but he looked very comfortable.
The scholar's eyes were a little teary, and while taking Shen Lingyuan from my arms, he thanked: "Thank you, this noble man, for sending Yuan'er back in person."
I smiled: "It's easy."
The scholar didn't understand: "How did Yuan'er get to the nobleman's house?"
I briefly explained the reason: "To tell you the truth, Yuan'er and I met by accident. Later, when I saw Yuan'er again on Xia's wedding day, Yuan'er remembered where I lived. I'm afraid he wanted to see me like this." Then I ran away again without authorization. This is due to my lack of care, please forgive me."
The scholar hastily said: "Your Excellency is modest, Yuan'er is naturally mischievous, it really bothers you."
I smiled: "This is also a kind of fate."
"What the nobleman said is very true." The scholar invited me enthusiastically, "If the nobleman doesn't dislike the humble house, you can come in and have a cup of tea before it's too late to leave."
As he said that, the scholar called his wife, and I didn't come to refuse, so I just watched a woman who looked exactly like Xiao Yue come out of the room.
The woman hugged the child excitedly, and the scholar explained it to her, and the woman almost cried with joy.My own child disappeared for two or three days, and the parents were naturally too nervous to think about food and tea. I searched many distances with my neighbors for possible places to go, but I didn't find them.The woman cried for a long time about this matter, while blaming herself for being careless, while thinking distressedly that this child was too worrying.
The woman kept thanking me. I watched her wander off, feeling an inexplicable pain in my heart.The scholar found that something was wrong with me, he called me a few times but there was no response, the old housekeeper secretly reminded me, and then he came back to his senses.
It turned out that she was the woman who passed by when Shang Wu Prison and I were visiting lanterns a few years ago, a woman who had the same appearance as Xiao Yue.
It seems that the woman has a very good home all these years. From the scholar's attitude towards her, I can tell that they love each other very much. They have a child named Shen Lingyuan.No wonder I think Yuan'er's eyebrows have a familiar feeling, she really looks like his mother...
The world is so small, and I always meet a lot of people when I go around, and the world is so big, I don't know when this farce will end.
I smiled forcedly, and lied casually: "I don't want to trouble you, I still have something to do, I'm afraid it won't be good if I delay it."
The woman said: "Since this is the case, it will also delay the nobleman's time. In the final analysis, it is to trouble the nobleman to take this trip."
"You husband and wife are really polite." I said, "Then I will take my leave first."
The moment I turned around, the smile completely froze on my face, and I struggled back into the carriage. From a short distance, I could hear the woman say that I was probably the Uncle An mentioned by Yuaner, and the scholar responded. yes.The woman muttered that she had seen it somewhere a long, long time ago. The scholar took the child in and told her that she had met many people in her life, and it was inevitable that she would meet one or two who looked alike.
The words of the scholar echoed in my mind, I have met many people in my life, and it is inevitable that I will meet one or two who look alike.
I don't know why, when I heard this sentence, I was a little sad, the kind that came out of my bones.But I have to admit that the woman and Xiao Yue are almost like one person.It's like exchanging the same person for different identities across different time and space.
I leaned against the window, propped my head, I really hope that this dream will wake up soon, after waking up, I will still be me, Xiao Yue will still be Xiao Yue.None of that clutter.
What is difficult to control is that this dream is too real from the beginning to the end, and I will involuntarily invest in my feelings, taking root and sprouting in the corners I didn't find.I don't know how big that seed has grown, but its place in my heart... more and more important...
Maybe I have a deeper feeling than liking, and it seems that I can't control the throbbing of the heart, what should I do...
I don't want to admit it, I always feel that I don't feel anything, so I have always pretended to be very good. I can deceive others, but I can't deceive my own heart.
I think, before I love him completely, I want to cut off this bud, and I don't want to end up with the most embarrassing ending.
The old housekeeper said worriedly: "Madam, why do you look so bad..."
I rubbed my forehead: "I'm probably tired of taking care of that child these days."
"Madam takes care of others, but also takes care of her own body."
"It's okay, go back quickly."
Shang Wuqian found that after his wife came back from this trip, she didn't talk much, and didn't know what to think, always looked a little sad, he took the initiative to talk to his wife, but the other party was not very willing to talk to him.
Shang Wuqian asked the old housekeeper, but the old housekeeper said he didn't know, but his wife came back like this, how could he know the reason.
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