The villain leader always likes to die

I have never been so afraid, so afraid of losing someone, Gu Qingming is an irreplaceable existence for me, and it is also special.

He has paid too much for me, and I have not only guilt for him, but also irreparable regret.

If I could have resolutely told him the truth earlier, even if he hates me, it would be a hundred times better to be hostile to me than it is now, at least... he will be fine... he won't always be hurt... he won't be so young out of this world...

It was me who killed him.

I rushed to Islam at the fastest speed in my life, and the fear in my heart was stronger than ever before.The cold wind hit the face, and the moonlight at night was dim, illuminating this dark land, shrouded in a faint light.There was a dead silence around, the snow in the backyard hadn't melted, and there was still snow dripping on the pavilion, making it extremely cold.

Most of the flowers in the flower bushes are withered, and the remaining snow is buried in the bushes, and the lonely branches look abrupt.And the person lying in the middle had an extremely pale face, lifeless death in his pupils, and the two bloodstains flowing from his eye sockets were particularly dazzling.

In an instant, any demeanor, any arrogance, any iceberg face, all collapsed in this instant.I almost ran and rushed over, the belief in my heart collapsed, and the standing city was torn apart.

"Qing Ming!" I held his blackened hand, the temperature was frighteningly cold, his eyes were out of focus, and the color of death worried me.

I said anxiously: "Why didn't you tell me earlier! Maybe there is a way to tell me sooner! Why are you so stupid! Is it useful to hide it from me!"

Gu Qingming didn't expect to see me at this moment, he thought he would die so peacefully, he moved his fingers with difficulty: "Master..."

I scolded him with hatred and distress: "You are so stupid! Why do I have such a stupid subordinate like you!"

Gu Qingming was a little embarrassed, his half-closed eyes didn't even have the strength to lift them up: "Master...Qingming...can no longer be a shelter for the master..."

I immediately said: "Who asked you to do this for me! I never force you! Why... how... make yourself like this..."

The more I spoke, the more powerless I became. I wanted to wipe away the tears on his face, but the bloodstains couldn't be wiped away, but his eye sockets were covered with mist again.

The bloody tears seemed endless, his body was also bleeding, obviously there was no wound, and the blood slowly winding out from behind turned red withered flowers.

"Qingming..." I hugged him cautiously, "You really don't know how to take care of yourself..."

Why can't a person who can do things for me so carefully take good care of himself... This child is so worry-free, he bears everything alone, and puts everything in his heart.He is strong, so strong that people feel distressed.

"You bleed a lot." I looked at my hand in a daze, then at Gu Qingming, "Where did you get injured and why did you bleed so much? Are you so stupid that you don't know how to heal yourself!"

Gu Qingming stared at me with those empty eyes, I held his hand a little tighter, and he said, "I can't..."

I reprimanded: "It's not a disease! How can it not be cured!"

The black blood Gu Qingming spit out splashed all over me, I held his arm trembling, and asked uncertainly: "Are you... poisoned?"

When did it happen...how...I don't know...

Immediately afterwards, I asked again: "Su Aoqian did it! He is the poison, right! The antidote! The antidote! He should have the antidote!"

Gu Qingming grabbed my sleeve with great difficulty to stop my imminent behavior: "There is no... antidote..."

I roared: "Impossible not! He will not have the poison he poisoned!"

"Qing Ming... didn't lie to you..."

I was immediately discouraged: "Then why are you keeping it from me..."

Keep it from me, pretend it's okay...

You take care of everything by yourself. After all these years, how did you get here?I put too much thought into Shang Wuqian, but I kind of ignored him, this child, what kind of thought did he have to stay by my side.If I were to live in his way, I would definitely not be able to do it.

I'm not a saint, but it's not to the point of being heartless. I can't compare with Gu Yunluo, and I can't really be free from emotions and desires.I would also be afraid, hurt, and resentful, let alone without Gu Qingming.

After a long time, he said slowly, "I...don't want the leader to be sad..."

I smiled ugly and hugged him lightly: "Fool... won't I be sad if you do this?"

He hung the curtain: "I'm sorry..."

"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry." I said bitterly, "Qing Ming, after all these years, I've lied to you...I...I'm not your teacher..."

It's not the person you want to be loyal to or even give your life for, your leader is long gone.

But I couldn't say it, the words stuck in my throat, I couldn't take them out, I couldn't swallow them.

"It doesn't matter anymore..." Gu Qingming said, "No matter what reasons the leader has... those are no longer important."

He shook my hand back weakly: "Qingming... gave everything for the person in front of me... never regretted it..."

He closed his eyes: "...Regardless of the leader or not...the person Qing Ming wants to be loyal to... has always been you..."

I smiled bitterly: "You still know, don't you?"

He nodded, I hugged him tightly, took a deep breath, and said in a trembling tone, "I'm sorry..."

I said: "Although I am not him, everything I treat you is not a lie. You are the only trustworthy person in my world. The first person I see here is you. No one treats you so unrequited I have followed me loyally. I am not a noble and arrogant person, but because of the false identity I have obtained, I have pretended for many years. It is also hard for you, but I can't help it..."

I sighed: "I really can't help it... There are many things, I can't go back if I don't do that... It's like why I kept this matter from the bottom of my mouth, so that I can't tell you."

He knew that the leader had his own reasons, otherwise he would not be so determined to expel Shang Wuqian. As for the reason, it cannot be said that there is a reason for the leader.How much he hopes that the leader can also be free, not be bound by anything, and live according to his own will.It's a pity that there are really too many involuntary things and too many regrets in this world.

No amount of power or money can compare to a heart, Gu Qingming still can't rest assured that in the future he will hurt the leader.Shang Wu Prison's energy and blood are exuberant, and he is too blind. That man only thinks about how to become stronger and how to snatch the person he likes, but he never considers the man's feelings rationally.

Even if the leader is willing to let the leader go, that person is not willing to let the leader go, saying that he is selfish, he just thinks that the farther the leader is from the leader, the better.That young man was even more terrifying than Su Aoqian.

Gu Qingming was very sleepy, he even had difficulty speaking, he opened his mouth, I hurried over to listen to what he was saying.

"...re... find someone who can take care of... the leader..." He closed his eyes, "and..."

He said, "I... love... you..."

The moonlight was just right, sprinkled softly around, and the wind picked up, blowing chills one after another, I watched Gu Qingming's body slowly turn into a pool of thick blood, which began to clump up and spread upwards little by little.

I hugged him desperately, and he kept a slight smile on his face until the rest of his body, the blood was covered with a large clump, and the area under his body was horribly baptized by blood.

I didn't think there was anything wrong with the heavy fishy smell, but in the next second, even Gu Qingming's left upper body turned into thick blood, leaving only the blood soaked on the lapel of his embrace.It was silent, as if this person had never been there.

I looked at the empty arms in confusion, only the dark red liquid above reminded me of something, the wind was blowing, my eyes were the red ground below me.The branches are all red, and occasionally a few undamaged flowers are also dyed scarlet.That trimmed, waist-length hair fluttered in the wind. I clearly remember the daytime scene.As if in a blink of an eye, the dream was shattered.

"Qing Ming..."

I looked around in bewilderment, my body was covered with blood left by him, I was stunned for a long time before I recovered, the coolness sweeping my whole body stimulated every pore, the great fear and sadness made me not dare to believe the truth.

The night was so long that every minute was hard to pass.

I closed my eyes, frowned, raised my head and wanted to yell but was too suppressed to yell.I covered my head in pain, and finally let out a desolate roar, and my irrational emotions erupted. That pair of legs instantly turned into a silver snake tail with scales all over the body. ground.

The tail flicked wildly, and the ruined flower bushes were even more messy. Those pupils turned into the appearance of snakes, treacherous and bewitching.His emotions deteriorated further amidst the desperate roars, and he fell to the bottom.

My ears justified the speed change visible to the naked eye, the sharpened arc became more and more strange, two black spots flashed between my eyebrows, the scales on the back of my hand reminded me of the change, the raised snake tail hit the ground, and the residual snow splashed and branches and leaves flew Everywhere.

Monster body, monster eyes.

But I can no longer care about these, I am immersed in my own world.

When Gu Qingming died, it was as if the oxygen I depended on for survival suddenly disappeared, so that even breathing became painful.I still can't face it as a human being, I can't control myself not to be sad, and I can't accept this reality.

The silver snake in the sleeve came out as if to comfort me, it crawled to my shoulder, and touched my cheek with its tongue from time to time, I muttered to myself: "Qingming...Qingming...ah...fool... ..."

My eyes shone faintly, and the moonlight reflected in my indifferent pupils. I raised my hand, and the silver snake crawled onto my hand, with its tail wrapped around my wrist.

Gradually, two ghostly demon marks appeared on the face, occupying the left and right sides of the face, making the original strange face even more weird.

This night, I was completely demonized and turned into another look.I probably can't go back to the past and face everyone so easily.If the indifference in the past was all an effort to pretend, then...it won't be...

My soul also fell together, turning into thick blood along with Gu Qingming.

I don't deserve his love for me, I can't deserve this love.Gu Qingming was the first person I accepted, but unfortunately it was too late, when the person died, there was nothing left.