The villain leader always likes to die

He doesn't have much time, he doesn't want to be busy with anything, he doesn't plan to do anything else in the remaining days, he wants to use this little time left to take a good look at the people he loves.

Yes...the one who loves...

Gu Qingming's pupils reflected the stern-faced man in front of him, and he couldn't help smiling.

That's great, the leader never minded that he was by his side all the time, he had been busy working for the leader for half his life, but it was a pity that he couldn't continue to accompany him for the rest of his life.After all, it's the end, let him be lucky enough to meet each other.

Some things and some ideas are mistakes that shouldn't exist, maybe it was a mistake at the beginning.He shouldn't have joined the Demon Cult, shouldn't have accepted those cruel trainings, shouldn't have stayed until the end, and shouldn't have been chosen by the leader as a guard.

It was a very difficult time. People who did not experience it personally could not understand the feeling of fear all the time, accepting the test of physical fitness that surpassed ordinary people, and passed one promotion after another.Not many survived successfully, only three survived, and he was one of them.

Since they can pass the level, the natural strength will not be too bad, but the final task is to let them kill each other, so Gu Qingming is naturally the only one who survived.He killed two other people who he once called brothers, and even though he couldn't bear it, he still took their lives.

It was also at that time that he formally stood beside the man named Gu Yunluo, and stepped into the abyss from then on.

Even if it was all a mistake, he didn't regret it, and he didn't regret bearing everything.Whether it's ridiculous or humble, he is willing to protect the man in this way and eliminate all enemies for him.

Gradually he became more and more ruthless, but the leader changed almost overnight.In his memory, the leader was not a soft-hearted person, but for some reason, the man hesitated more and more in everything he did.Such a defenseless leader who treated him intimately made Gu Qingming completely cross that insurmountable line.

At the same time, he was also afraid, afraid that this cold and arrogant man would find out his thoughts, and he might even lose his only chance to stand beside the man.So he hid his feelings very well and worked very hard...

Looking at the ambiguous relationship between the leader and Shang Wuqian, it would be false to say that he is not jealous, but so what?

He also didn't understand why the leader expelled Shang Wuqian, he knew that the leader had difficulties, but he didn't know the reason.

As his own intuition, it's not that Gu Qingming didn't realize that there is something the leader is hiding from everyone, something that even Shang Wu Prison doesn't know.That matter was probably very, very important to the leader, so that it had been buried for so many years without revealing the slightest truth.

It's like the feelings I concealed...but the other party probably doesn't have this kind of content...

Gradually, he began to trust the current leader, maybe not the former leader.What made him even more greedy was the current Gu Yunluo.

Guy Yunluo with emotions, Guy Yunluo with emotions and desires, in the past, he might die at the hands of a man one day.

He is not afraid of death, he just can't let go of the leader.

Seeing Gu Qing's distraught appearance, I said, "It's rare to see you distracted, do you have something on your mind?"

Gu Qingming shook his head and continued to comb my hair. My hair has never been cut these years, and it has grown a lot.

I looked at the hair that was almost to the bare feet, thought about it, and said to Gu Qingming: "Cut it off."

He felt that it was so hard to keep it so long, and said regretfully, "Do you really want to cut it off?"

It's a pity that it was cut...

I said lightly: "It's not like I want you to cut everything, just trim it to the waist."

Besides, I don't need to have such long hair as a man, and it is troublesome to take care of it.If it weren't for the disrespect of men with short hair here, I would have to shave my head. Long hair is really difficult to deal with.

Gu Qingming picked up the scissors, picked up a strand of long hair, and carefully cut off a section. After trimming it slowly, the short section of hair feels much more relaxed when it is hung on the back of the head.

Gu Qingming gently patted the hair that fell on my shoulders and combed it for me. The atmosphere in this series of processes was a little weird. The two of them were silent for a long time. He put the jade crown on my head and fixed it with the jade hairpin. The technique is proficient and natural.

He has done these things for many years... this time... the last time he combed the leader's hair and put on a crown, which he had repeated many times, he was extremely reluctant and even missed it.

He is used to it... he likes to take care of trivial matters for the leader, he is used to doing these things for the leader... and he doesn't know, if he is not behind... will the leader think of himself, even for a moment?Will there be a moment when I think a little bit that there was once a subordinate who accompanied the man like this...

He may have been a little ambitious at first, but that ambition has worn away with the passage of time.He doesn't want to be as arrogant and unreasonable as Su Aoqian and Su Aoqian, that will hurt the man, he doesn't want to see the man get hurt, whether it's body or heart...he doesn't want...

He doesn't ask for anything else, and he doesn't ask the leader to remember him for the rest of his life, as long as he remembers... remembering that he used to spend his life waiting for a man, regardless of gender...

He's just simple... falling in love with someone, no complaints or regrets.

Seeing Gu Qingming looking at me with a dazed expression, I said, "Qingming, have you been too tired lately?"

In fact, there is really no need to fight so hard. His world shouldn't be all on me, he can also have his own freedom, and he shouldn't waste his life for a so-called "leader".I won't restrain him like Gu Yunluo used to, but he seems to be used to it.But I think getting used to it is really a terrible thing.

After a while, Gu Qingming said: "Master, I want to go back to Islam tomorrow."

"Then go back, you are too tired, you should take a good rest."

"Yes."

Gu Qingming actually half-kneeled down to me in a polite manner, and performed a courtesy that has not been shown for a long time, which made me stunned for a long time.

He raised his head slowly: "Master, Qing Ming is gone."

I nodded and saw with my own eyes that he got up unhurriedly, turned around until he walked out the door, and closed the door behind him.

I suddenly felt that his back was a bit sad, I don't know if it was an illusion, Gu Qingming must be hiding something from me.

In the corridor of the attic, Gu Qingming looked at the red clouds in the sky with dim eyes, the red color painted the whole sky, the sun set on the mountainside, the forest in front of him was covered with a layer of red color, and the birds that occasionally flew by, across the sky.

Su Aoqian and Gu Qingming, who were walking towards each other, brushed past each other. They didn't glance at each other, Su Aoqian walked directly towards the man.

In the past few days, Su Aoqian allowed the man to catch up with Gu Qingming. Anyway, the man's lover doesn't have much time. As for the next time, the lover should cherish it.

Who knew that Su Aoqian's mistake was even more outrageous than Gu Qingming's. He destroyed the belief that the man had always supported. Without the belief, everything has no meaning at all.

Gu Qingming walked halfway, and suddenly covered his mouth, spitting out a mouthful of black blood, his eyes were gloomy, and his face was pale.

I don't remember exactly how he got back... He was in a daze, and he almost lost his balance and fell off the few times he jumped to the roof.

He is afraid that he won't be able to survive tonight, and he won't be able to see the moment of dawn.He didn't want the leader to witness his death, it was too ugly, he didn't want to leave a bad image in the memory of the leader after death, that's all.

The snow in the world is melting, the setting sun is like blood, most of the white flowers in the backyard are withered, and the cold that has not dissipated in winter still covers the world.Dead branches and broken branches, and petals that are about to shatter when touched, stand desolately in the air.

This year's snow came and went quickly, Gu Qingming could never forget the appearance of the man in the snow, and that smile from the bottom of his heart, which was so beautiful.

Enough is enough, this life is enough.

Gu Qingming stood in the man's room and stared blankly for a long time, the luxurious layout, the bead curtains hanging from the floor, and the floor covered with velvet blankets.The man's white brocade robe was still placed on the bracket, Gu Qingming's figure was reflected in the bronze mirror, those gray pupils drooped, and there was still a little black blood left on his mouth.

He has survived no matter how great the risk was, but he never expected to sacrifice everything in this calamity. He thought he could die a heroic death, and he didn't mind dying in the battle, but the result was so desolate that he was the first to die. I want to cry for the second time.

By daybreak, his internal organs would rot, his body would turn into a puddle of thick blood, and there would be no bones left.

Gu Qingming smiled sadly.

The last ray of setting sun shone on him, and the blood and tears that flowed from his eyes were shocking. Two bloodstains meandered down like this, dripping down his chin, and dripping on the back of his hand that was beginning to turn black.

Going around the corridor and stepping over the railing, the backyard is very quiet, with a large area of ​​flowers withered, branches broken, and a few rare white flowers isolated in the mess, bright and holy.

It’s dark, the full moon is at the head, there is no cloud and mist, no cold wind, the bright moonlight shines on this land, in the bushes in the backyard, the snow has not melted, and the feet will still step into the deep and shallow snow.

Gu Qingming felt that his internal organs were burning, mouthfuls of black blood overflowed, he couldn't support his body and knelt on the ground on one knee, and between the fingers covering his mouth, black blood gushed out one after another.

Finally, he fell tiredly in the ruined flowers, he could not feel the cold touch, his consciousness was fuzzy, and his eyes were the full moon in the sky.

He put his hands on his chest, at the position of his heart, where the ups and downs gradually slowed down, and it became difficult for him to even breathe.

It turns out...the real death is this kind of feeling...not earth-shattering, not dying, not arguing or screaming, comfortable and sad.

However, the desolation that came from the bottom of my heart moistened the eye sockets and blurred the corners of the eyes.

Gu Qingming didn't know that what he shed was blood and tears, he felt that he wanted to cry once, to use up the rest of his strength...to use up all the grievances in this life...

I thought Su Aoqian lied to me, I was so stupid, I couldn't even tell the truth from the lies, I finally understood why Gu Qingming's reactions and behaviors these days were a bit strange.

He concealed it so well that he almost... hid it from me...that idiot...