The lightness of the world of mortals

Ming Yue didn't dare to look at her again.She has always minimized all her experiences - birth, love changes, illnesses - and told Chen Xilin lightly, because she didn't want her to bear it, but she always thought that she could bear everything about the other party, and she should To share, share, and bear.

Now it's a little too much.It was the depravity and demise of a thriving life, it was a loved one who regretted and denied this 12-year relationship by disappearing.How did she survive?

So she was unwilling to bear and share by herself before, right?

Ming Yu overestimated his endurance.

Going down, going down, Chen Xilin didn't allow her to stop, she was trapped in this room, trapped in Chen Xilin's past, trapped in the cage she asked for.

"Ming Yu, look at me."

Ming Yue turned his head in a panic, Chen Xilin's face was calm and composed, with a sad past and a bleak future, the expression was beautiful, just like the dark ship in the movie that plunged into the sea and slowed down. The sinking is calm and elegant, like a symphony commanded by the god of death, neither rush nor slow.

Ming Yue turned his gaze to her hands: scalpel, tweezers, alcohol...

"what are you doing?"

"I will explain my August appointment to you."

"Can I listen to it tomorrow? I'm tired, and so are you."

"Tomorrow? No, today's work is over." Chen Xilin put the items in his hands on the dressing table, and sat down on the stool beside him, "It's a little bloody, but don't be afraid, it's just a 'minor outpatient surgery'. "After finishing speaking, he rolled up his shirt and took it off. The light gray corset was wrapped in perfect lines. It's a pity that no one knows how to appreciate it tonight.

Mingyu couldn't think of what she was going to do, but she was instinctively afraid, as Chen Xilin said earlier, not only would she tear her heart apart tonight, but would she also tear her body apart?

Chen Xilin didn't wait for her to think about it, and touched the bottom of his right collarbone with two fingers. Ming Yue's world was stuck in a thick fog that couldn't be melted away, and he couldn't move.

The potion was poured on it, the scalpel was sterilized, and it was scratched lightly. Mingyu covered most of his face with his hands instinctively. There were drops of blood oozing out from under the collarbone. Something was picked up by the tweezers, and Chen Xilin threw it in the On the prepared gauze, stop the bleeding, and use suture tape to glue the wound together...

"Okay." Chen Xilin put on his coat again, "Is it very fast?" She actually smiled, "Look at this."

She picked up the tiny thing on the gauze with tweezers.

Ming Yu slowly put down his hand, squinting his eyes to look at the tweezers head in her hand, which contained something the size of a wasp's tail needle.

"It has been in my body for seven years," Chen Xilin said, "This is an implanted microchip."

Ming Yue just stared at her in a daze, unable to answer or ask questions. This was beyond her original imagination, but she knew that Chen Xilin would finish the story.

"The beginning of the story that I can remember is more than ten years ago, Qingqing took me to Damai. As I said before, she worked as a volunteer doctor there for several years, and I was very young at that time, but I was just traveling. Sightseeing. At the market over there, we saw locals selling identification tags of American soldiers. The army called them "dog tags", and most of the owners of these "dog tags" were killed. When I came back, I I thought, why not design an implanted 'dog tag' to record this information? So that it will never be lost, and I continued to think, why not add satellite positioning? Why not add a code scanning function? Why... and my professional and The collision of Qingqing is likely to cause a big bang effect."

Chen Xilin stood up, walked to the refrigerator, opened the door, "Can I have a bottle of water?" She turned to Mingyu and smiled.

That smile was calm and relaxed, very much like the way she looked when she took the bottle of water Ming Yue handed over at the fates reception in September last year.

Ming Yu looked at her, but he didn't have the ease he had on the spot.

Chen Xilin took out a bottle, "Do you want it?"

Ming Yu shook his head.Chen Xilin closed the refrigerator and returned to the stool in front of the dresser.Ming Yu watched her raise her head to drink water, just like the original appearance.

"At that time, including now, human implantable chips were at the forefront of technology. In fact, this concept is not new. Great minds can always think of it together, but it always fails to move forward when it develops to a certain node. For example, so far this kind of chip can only be a passive chip, which is relatively passive and cannot transmit information to the receiver autonomously. If you want to make an active chip, it will not be able to solve the problem of energy endurance for the time being, and it will not be able to compress Volume... In short... I have no intention of giving you a technical lecture on chips tonight. In short, there are some problems that Qingqing and I want to solve.

And I am very ambitious.Just like the ai cloud project I am working on, it is ultimately to change the strategy and tactics of modern warfare through ai cloud technology. It is a revolution in the way of warfare. I still remember that I mentioned Einstein at the press conference and mentioned "Manhattan Plan', did you mention the invention and application of the atomic bomb?It was a revolution in the weapons of war, so I put the two together.In fact, as early as when I was doing my doctoral project, I thought about using the human body to implant chips to change the military's overall planning and war command methods. Qingqing and I have been studying the combination of chips, human bodies, and brains. revolution. "

Mingyu sat on the edge of the bed at some point, feeling like he was listening to a sci-fi war movie, or a war-themed sci-fi movie.

"Qingqing had some ideas as early as eight years ago, such as connecting the human brain and the nerves of the body through chips, and even using chips to simulate the human brain to give instructions to the nerves. We call it 'silicon brain'. If this idea becomes Really, many medical problems will be overcome, such as implanting a "silicon brain" to control the nerves and muscles of Parkinson's patients, and thinking deeper, using the "silicon brain" to treat cerebral palsy, treating amnesia, erasing memory... yes Isn't it more terrifying the more you think about it?"

"In this way, she can help her son." Ming Yue raised his head.

Chen Xilin closed his eyes for a moment, opened them slowly, and the smile on the corners of his mouth grew stronger, "Sometimes I am secretly surprised by your spirituality. She wants to help Simon, erase his memory, and heal him... This is half a year since the project started. I gradually thought of it later, but you seem to have seen through Qingqing for the first time, you don't even know her."

Ming Yue's heart sank again. The wonderful "sci-fi story" distracted her for a while, but now she was brought back to reality, admitting that she coincided with Qingqing's thinking. Is it a masterpiece of genes?She almost shook her head in denial.

"In any case, she and I are on the way to create the "big bang". If we succeed, we will bring our respective fields into a new era. But the first problem we have to overcome is the 'source' of passive chips .Later, I designed a portable 'receiver device', which can use solar energy for battery life and interact with this tiny chip implanted in the body. Can you guess what it is?" Chen Xilin said this, mysteriously Laughed.

Ming Yu looked at her face and shook his head.

Chen Xilin touched her earlobe. She touched her right ear, but she didn't know that the earring on her left ear had disappeared.

"Before you gave me this pair of earrings, I wore that pair for seven years."

Ming Yue opened his mouth, but his voice disappeared.

"Yes, it's that pair of earrings, isn't there any difference in appearance?" She looked at Mingyu and smiled, "When I put on the pair of earrings you gave me, I completely gave up on this experiment Qingqing and I transplanted chips into our own bodies seven years ago. Yes, we are using our own bodies for experiments. Qingqing and I each have a system connected to the device on our body. Open this The system can track our location, the state of some organs in the body, such as the heart, stomach, etc., our emotions, and the mutation of brain waves..."

"...So in fact, your physical and emotional conditions may be under her surveillance...so you..."

"No." Chen Xilin shook his head. "Before she left, she gave this system to a very close partner in her work. It is a complicated encryption chip. I took it back today."

"That……"

"Then why wait until August, right? Because Qingqing and I had an agreement that the experiment would end on my birthday in August this year. If it wasn't for her withdrawal, this year's 'Big Bang' should have been successful." .”

"What about her? Did she remove anything from her body?"

"In the past few years, I kept staring at the system, but she didn't respond at all. At first I was reconciled, but then I gradually believed that before she left the system chip to Dr. K, she had already taken out the system chip from her body. It’s installed. I’m sorry, Mingyu, you have a reason to be angry. There is such a thing in my body. I don’t want to take it out before August, and I don’t want to have sex with you before I take it out, and I don’t want to tell you this... Maybe I'm too greedy...I always feel that it's only a few months...I really want to be more clean and pure..."

Ming Yu lowered his head, then shook his head slightly, "I can't believe it..."

"However, Ming Yu, I used to be like this now. I have always used the word 'ideal' to whitewash everything. I think I am a person with ideals. In the years after she left, this 'ideal' It supports me even more, my attention, energy, and emotions are all invested in research, career, and ideals... Does it sound magnificent? Only I know that hidden behind the magnificent ideals is the unwillingness to see others consciousness."

Mingyu became vigilant and raised his head, "What consciousness?"

"revenge."

"What? Take revenge on Qing Qing?"

"No, take revenge on my uncle's family, even the Bai family."

"Why?" Ming Yu frowned.

"You never asked me why my surname is Chen."

Ming Yu thought for a while, "That's right, but I always thought it was to avoid suspicion..."

"No, I changed my last name after the car accident."

"Your parents' car accident?"

"Yes. I believe that the car accident was a murder. My grandfather Bai Henry once favored my father, and was hated by Bai Xien's father and my uncle."

"How did you know about the car accident...?"

"My father said it to me when he was awake, so if Qingqing and I's experiment is successful, it would be a great thing to be able to cure my parents."

"But that has nothing to do with 'revenge'."

"Eight years ago, when Qingqing and I formally studied our plan, I knew that if it succeeded, my uncle's line would completely lose power in Moby Whale. Now that I control the AI ​​cloud project, I have the same awareness."

"...Okay...but the hatred for the Bai family...was it also because of the car accident?"

"I told my grandfather what my father told me, but my grandfather turned a blind eye, which made me feel unfair."

Ming Yue was dumbfounded, staring at Chen Xilin in a daze.

The night is deep, digesting all the hustle and bustle of the day.

I don't know how long the silence lasted.

Chen Xilin raised her eyes, and her tone became light, as if she was relaxed after the report was over and before the meeting ended, "Okay, Chen Xilin is completely transparent with you," she smiled, "What will you think of me? She tilted her head and thought for a while, "Don't tell me what you think, leave the evaluation to yourself, and hope that my short-lived life in your life will bring you joy and happiness." She stood up as she spoke.

Ming Yue's lips faded to white, he raised his head, his whole body tensed up, "I... I understand, Lynn, I'm sorry, I take back the previous ones... okay?"

Chen Xilin smiled softly, "Thank you, Ming Yu, you are a good girl, in fact, you deserve a better and cleaner person. Let me go, I can no longer deal with myself in front of you."

"Don't!" Ming Yu stood up, "Don't go..."

Chen Xilin stood still, "Just one small request, help me keep my secret, okay?"

Ming Yu carefully discerned the expression on her face and her voice, looking for the safety and tolerance that Chen Xilin had been given to her since she met her.

She is Chen Xilin, the one who transferred the plane when she heard her saying that she wanted to see the sunrise.The man pampered himself unobtrusively.

But she forgot, forgot that all those gentle insistences in Chen Xilin's temperament could be turned into a double-edged sword, and at this time the sword was facing her.

Tears were streaming down her face, "Please..."

Chen Xilin's eyes flashed with distress and reluctance, but only for a flash, then disappeared, still smiling gently, "ming, takecare."

"Lynn!" Ming Yue chased to the door, the pleading in her eyes was more serious than her tone, "I..." She subconsciously turned her palms up, which was an ancient praying gesture imprinted in human genes.

Chen Xilin shook her head, as if trying to stop a urchin from saying something inappropriate, she pulled the corner of her lower lip, and repeated: "take care."

The door is closed.Ming Yu entrusted his body to the closed door, and whispered the unfinished sentence: "I love you..."