The lightness of the world of mortals

There was no sound on the phone for a while, and such a moment triggered the most sensitive auditory nerves of human beings. Chen Xilin captured the other party's breathing and heartbeat from the receiver.

"You... are crazy." This is what Mingyu can say.

"Yes, I'm crazy, I just want to see you."

There was another silence on the phone, "I'll come down." Then I hung up.

Mingyu knew that this hesitation was not to consider whether to see her, but to put a layer of armor on his soft heart.

Chen Xilin presented the receiver to the front desk and smiled at the same time, "Thank you, you helped me a lot."

After the receptionist finished speaking her impeccable kind words, she turned around and walked slowly towards the elevator. She suddenly hoped that ms.chin would not go into the elevator. She was a little curious about ms.yu and wanted to see the scene where they met.What a beautiful and powerful Asian woman, she thought.

Chen Xilin didn't disappoint her, and he stopped at the corner not far from the elevator entrance. The small suitcase he was holding was standing by his feet, and he was intently looking at the row of elevator doors in front of him.

After a while, her waiting seemed to be redeemed. There was a meaningful smile on the corner of her lips, but she did not speak. She began to turn her body to this side. Following her gaze, another tall Asian woman appeared in front of her. At the corner, the woman's hair was tied up behind her neck, revealing a clean face and forehead. She looked in the direction of the fireplace seating area, stood still, turned her side face to the direction of the front desk, and lowered her eyelashes, as if doing something After making a difficult decision, he raised his eyes again and said something.

The beautiful front desk receives guests from all over the world every day. The way Asians express their feelings is really peaceful and reserved. She thought that they didn't even have a hug.

Ming Yu was raising a pair of affectionate eyes, but his tone was cold: "Come up with me."

Chen Xilin curled his lower lip to express his agreement, and followed her into the elevator.Mingyu pressed a button, another person hurried in, and the two of them went up in silence.

After getting out of the elevator, they walked in the aisle in silence again, the carpet under their feet absorbed all the noise.

The door closed gently behind him, Chen Xilin let go of the lever, held her hand, then embraced her body, closed his eyes, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Can you give me a hug?"

She still smelled good, elegant and safe, Ming Yue almost fell into this, but struggled to push away, "You probably never know who you are hugging."

Chen Xilin looked at her seriously, with a hint of prayer, "It's Mingyue."

The owner of the name turned his head away, and then turned away to hide his tears.She walked in, it was a simple big room, there was no living room, she was not in the mood to enjoy it.Then he walked to the window, and there was no way out.

She looked out the window at the quiet street, "How do you know I'm in Los Angeles, how do you know I'm here?"

"I checked your entry and exit records, and I know that you have come to Los Angeles. As for the hotel, I'm just guessing. If you can't find you here, I will look for them one by one."

"Why bother."

"I know you misunderstood something..."

"Misunderstanding?" Ming Yu turned to look at her, "I also hope it's a misunderstanding, but how can I misunderstand when I've seen it all?"

"You and I have reached this age, don't you understand that seeing is not necessarily believing?" Chen Xilin sighed, "Yu, the house in Haicheng is headed by Qingqing, but I bought it, and I have rarely bought it in recent years." Go to Haicheng, dispatched there at the beginning of the year, and I lived there, before you appeared, I didn't think about who the head of the household was, I thought it was a home."

The look in Ming Yue's eyes changed rapidly, and finally turned into a ball of indifference, and turned to look out the window.

"When I invited you home for the first time, I had a little affection for you, but I didn't think too clearly. So at that time, her photo was hanging in the living room, and I didn't think it was a problem. The house was decorated by her, and the photo was her Arranged, I did not ask."

Ming Yu hugged his arms, his throat slid lightly, and his slender neck was slightly rippling.

"I returned to the United States shortly thereafter. After a few months, when I go to Haicheng again, you are already my girlfriend. Remember when I asked you to discuss buying a house a while ago? I don't want you to stay in a hotel again. But no matter where Qingqing is now, I have no way to take you to live in that house. This is out of respect for the three of us. Before I go back, you proposed to clean up the house with your aunt. I don’t want you to go Yes, her photo is there, but I can't find any reason to stop you, you also know her photo is there, you still want to go, then I think you don't mind."

"If I don't show up, will you guard that house forever? Will her photo hang there forever? Lynn, tell me the truth, you've been waiting for her all this time, right?"

"Right or wrong, in the first few years I looked for her everywhere, at all costs, but then I let go, and the house stayed there. If she can come back, it means that an old friend has come back. Anyway, I hope She's fine."

Ming Yu smiled slightly, "Yes, your feelings have long been embedded in your bone marrow, and I'm afraid you will never be able to untie the ties in this life, unless you lose your memory."

"Over? Have you never had someone you once loved deeply and now let go of?"

"It's no match for your time."

"Sometimes I think that the length of time only determines what is left after the love dissipates. Qingqing and I will have a family relationship." Chen Xilin paused, "Have you met the Qing family?"

Mingyu turned his head to look at her in astonishment.

"Sure enough, I hope they didn't make things difficult for you." Chen Xilin interpreted her astonishment in another way.

Ming Yue's heart suddenly fell into a turmoil. Before, she felt that her life experience was a stain she wanted to erase, but now, now she is actually afraid, afraid that Chen Xilin will know her relationship with Sister Qingqing, afraid that Chen Xilin will suddenly react , She loves herself, it's actually that part that can't be erased.But everything she feared happened.

"What else do you know?" Her tone became sharp, "You are omnipotent, check my whereabouts, check my background, and finally understand that I am Qingqing's replacement, right? The coincidence that was thought to be a coincidence has now become reasonable It must be based on evidence, right?"

Chen Xilin was overwhelmed by this sudden outburst, and he didn't care about the logical connection of the words. He only wanted to comfort her, thinking that this emotion must be because of those paintings.

"More..." She stretched out her hand.

Ming Yu shook her hand and took two steps back.

"I admit," Chen Xilin half-raised his hands that had nowhere to rest, "At the beginning, I was confused because of your resemblance to her. After she left, I would often draw her, for fear of forgetting her appearance. I Painting and painting, I painted for two years, three years, four years, I gave up, maybe forgetting is the best salvation. But when I met you, I started to draw again, but the face I drew became more and more like You. At first I just thought you reminded me of her, I didn't quite understand why, but then I understood, it's not you who remind me of her, but you remind me of love. That's the taste of long-lost love. "

There was a layer of sobs in her voice, which pierced Ming Yue's heart. Ming Yue's body could no longer be straightened, and he leaned against the wall by the window, tears also pouring out.

"Yu, when you have doubts, give me some trust and ask me, okay? You flew thousands of miles alone to find her family. They don't like me, so naturally they won't be friendly to you. Thinking about it, I'm serious. Distressed."

Ming Yu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that Chen Xilin didn't know about her relationship with the Qing family. She didn't know whether to be grateful or disappointed. If Chen Xilin knew about Qingqing's close blood relationship with her, maybe what she said just now would have meant nothing. Rewrite it and change "I don't quite understand why" to "I understand why". From this, what I remind her of is not love, but only Qingqing.

How much you love is how afraid you are, and how much you fear is how inferior you are.Worrying about gains and losses is just because you care, love only exists in the mundane world, it is full of desires, without desires, you are strong, and desires are ignorant.

She didn't have the courage to tell Chen Xilin, tell her about her relationship with the Qing family and Qingqing, and she didn't have the courage to continue without telling her.

She hated this tricky fate.

"Lynn, let's break up."

Chen Xilin's eyes were no longer the quiet lake, they were burning, "Why? What did I say wrong? Or are you not going to listen to my explanation at all?"

"I found myself incapable of handling such a complicated love, let's break up."

"Where is it complicated? I only had one relationship, and I told you all about it. Have you never had a past? Do you have to ask me to be like a teenage girl, with a blank love world?" Chen Xilin said at the temple of his right ear. It hurt sharply.

"Of course I have a past, and I told you how dirty I am, and I have let go of everything I can say. And you, what happened to Qingqing's husband? How did her son die? Have you planned it?" Tell me?"

Strong nausea flooded her heart, Chen Xilin lowered her head, her half-long hair covered her side face and her frowning brows, she bent down and sat on the bed decadently, for a long while, "Qingmei told you, yes ?"

Ming Yu stood in front of her, stretched out his hand, and lifted her chin with his fingertips, letting her look at him. The burning fire in Chen Xilin's eyes had receded, leaving blank eyes.

"Yu, don't break up, okay?"

Ming Yu slowly bent down, her lips were about to reach hers, in front of him was Chen Xilin's puzzled eyes, he simply closed his eyes and kissed her.

The two lips that were attached to each other trembled slightly, as if they had their own souls.Ming Yu raised his face and touched the end of her hair from Chen Xilin's back. She clenched her hands and pulled them down. Chen Xilin raised his face and bent the back of his neck. The incomprehension in his eyes was about to show fear.

Mingyu didn't care about this, he lifted her blouse with the other hand, threw it over the top of his head, and threw it aside, "You are her lover, right? You have been her lover for 12 years, and you have never really gotten her... "

"Mingyu, what are you doing?!"

"Now you meet me, I'm like her, I'm single, and you decide to settle for the next best thing."

"Mingyu! Let me go!"

"Whoru? Can't tell. Can't tell, right? Your body is still reserved for her, isn't it?"

"That's not the case! Are you crazy!"

Chen Xilin searched for clothes to cover his body in a panic, but Ming Yue bounced off his bra at some point.

"If I hadn't guarded my body for her, I'd like to see what's on your body? You have to wait until August..."

"Ming Yu!" Chen Xilin pushed her away, and tears seemed to splash out, "Tearing my heart is not enough, but also tearing my body, right?? Yes, I am her lover, I did it Are you satisfied with someone else's 12-year lover??"