The lightness of the world of mortals

She withdrew her hand from Chen Xilin's hand and put it in her pocket, "Being an actor will not make jokes... I have been in exile for many years, and it is common for me to be scolded for being cold-blooded and heartless. The more they scold me, the more comfortable I feel. I confirm that I am not worthy of love, I hate myself, and I hate people who like me, once a good person likes me, I will be despised together with myself in my heart..." She paused, "This After two months, I started to cherish myself and wanted to improve myself... It's just a joke to think about it."

"...It's not a joke, I like to see you slowly softening, accepting yourself, accepting...others..."

"Who do you think you are?" Ming Yue's voice was faint, and the sarcasm on his lips was hidden by the night, "Rely on your whim flirting? Hahaha~" She laughed, and the laughter stretched to the dark water surface, Flickering along with it, cool and lazy, "I'm sorry, lynn, I'm probably tired from running around, and some personal emotions have all been vented to you, the order of the q fund is all mine, fates will not charge you, Take it as my apology." After speaking, he turned to leave.

"I like you." Chen Xilin pulled her back.

The lighthouse on the other side of the sea lit up, tearing apart the night and rendering half of the sky.

"I like you, and if I offended you with my abrupt manner, please accept my sincerest apology. The person in the photo is my former partner. We have been together for a long time, and we have been apart for a long time. If I can make it up to you When I was wronged, I am willing to do my best..."

The light from the sky reflected in Chen Xilin's eyes, regardless of whether it illuminated her bravery or her embarrassment.

Ming Yue's face was hidden in the darkness, so he couldn't see clearly.

"Don't say those two words so easily, you can't afford it, and I can't take it either."

The strength on the arm loosened, Mingyu felt that she was letting go, and after thinking about it, that was it, turned around and walked towards the other side of the bridge.Her heart skipped a beat, but it steadied back.Some things are said an hour earlier and an hour later, but the effect is very different. Chen Xilin's passive confession came a bit late. Just now, she has made up her mind to become the invulnerable Ming Yue. Love is hers. weakness.

What's more, there are still pictures of ex-partners hanging in the living room at home, what is it?What is it to invite yourself into your home to admire that photograph?

"Ming Yu, wait for me!" Chen Xilin shouted from behind.

Ming Yu didn't look back, and waved his hand pretending to be relaxed, "Good night Lynn, I'll forget everything after I sleep."

Behind her was the sound of Chen Xilin's low-heeled leather shoes running away. Ming Yu turned around and saw Chen Xilin running towards the glass water pavilion. She stood there, frowning, thinking that she was really not a person worthy of liking. A woman like Chen Xilin , They made such an appearance for themselves, the script was written wrong from the very beginning, at the reception, they should be like Katie, Laura, Michelle... from a distance, they should look beautiful on their own.

She smiled wryly, turned and walked towards the door.

Chen Xilin rushed to the door after paying the money, and Dai Bo was handing over the car to Ming Yu.

"Mingyu!"

The person she was chasing didn't look back and just got into the car.

"Get my car!" she almost yelled at the doorman.

She didn't know how much she tipped the valet, the V8 engine let out a low growl, and the car shot out, it was in the direction of turning off Highway 101, that's where Ming Yu was going, she must live in the city.

She didn't think carefully about why she was so persistent in catching up with her, she just vaguely felt, nowornever.

There are always some Chinese in this city who will pull you and say that the latitude here is the same as that of Haicheng, China.

In Haicheng at the same latitude, Jiang Ruojing walked into the house wearing morning dew wearily.She didn't return all night and her phone was turned off. She didn't want to think about Kent's reaction.

It was a bit of a surprise that the smell of food was wafting in the house.

"Are you back? Let's wash up and have breakfast. I cooked your favorite mustard pork noodles."

Jiang Ruojing was stunned for a moment, then said "um", and walked to the bathroom.

She walked along the Bund all afternoon and one night, and then simply sat on the shore all night.She didn't know whether it was Ming Yue's temporary return home, eager to return to the United States to reunite with Chen Xilin, or Kent's yelling at her for this matter that brought her to the brink of collapse.

For a moment, she felt that she had really crippled her life.In a daze, she married and became a woman; in a daze, she turned against the person she loved the most; in a daze, she fell in love with a woman; in a daze, she turned her back on her innocent and hot first love boyfriend...

Like a nightmare, she shook her head desperately when she was looking forward to waking up, but she couldn't get back to the past she wanted.

What is even more frustrating is that at many past nodes, she had the opportunity to reverse the mess, at least to prevent it from developing in a worse direction, but she failed to grasp it.

Is there any other way in this world for her to regain Mingyue?

She thought that Mingyu would never belong to anyone, just like in the past three and a half years, the moths in Tokyo, British Columbia were nothing to worry about, and when she returned to C City, she would still call calmly, little girl .

But she couldn't wait for this sentence, never could wait.

Her marriage to Kent could not make her angry or cry.

The river crossing the city can never be beautiful alone, she will always flow in the reflection of neon lights, like a scene of being given alms.

For a moment she felt that it was time for her to end up here, as if it was her destined destination.

He closed his eyes and opened them again, gasping for breath, the river was still the same as before, and the midnight speedsters whizzed by.She took two steps back, still unwilling.

The knock on the door woke her up, and Kent's voice sounded outside the door: "Come out and eat noodles."

"Oh." Jiang Ruojing stood up, and walked out the door in a nonchalant manner.

On the other side of the sea, beautiful rose-gold metal gallops in the dark night, quite textured, like a graceful and neat beast, finally catching up to her prey.

The car that Ming Yu temporarily got from a car rental company couldn't outperform Chen Xilin's one.

She saw in the rearview mirror that Chen Xilin's car was approaching, accelerated and changed lanes reflexively, and the latter would not let her go.

After the conditioned reflex had passed, she slowed down, and Chen Xilin moved to the side lane to keep pace with her. The incoming call was sent to the screen via Bluetooth, it was Chen Xilin.

Ming Yue sighed and connected.

"Lynn, I don't want to play a racing game with you for no reason like in a bad idol drama. I think we have made it clear."

"I don't know how to act. I don't know how to act in the 'playing on occasion', 'actress', 'idol drama' you mentioned." Chen Xilin's voice was soft, like the breeze blowing through the whirling forest.

Ming Yue's heart felt like it was stung, and it hurt.As the car drove forward, her throat became sour, and her eyes were red.

A slow car blocked in front of Chen Xilin, Ming Yu saw from the rearview mirror that she changed lanes and moved behind him.

"Lynn, I'm just a crazy woman. Anyone I mess with will end up badly. I'll go to a psychiatrist myself."

"The ones who should see a psychiatrist are those who make you hate yourself. I understand what you said just now."

Ming Yu opened his mouth, his throat was very sore, and after a long while, "Do you understand what?"

"In the past two months, you have started to cherish yourself and want to improve yourself. I understand. Like you, I also want to become better. Mingyue, when you stop, I will show you something."

Ming Yu looked at Chen Xilin's car behind him and the half-real face on the driver's seat from the rearview mirror, "Yes." She pinched the phone.

The car stopped at the entrance of the hotel, and San Francisco in the city center is also expensive. Ming Yue took out his luggage and handed over the car to the valet.

Chen Xilin stood at the other end of the car, with a quiet figure wrapped in a slender windbreaker. The car drove away, and she walked towards Ming Yue.

She opened the bag, took out a small something, held it in her hand, and stretched out her hand to Ming Yue, spreading her palm.

A small transparent box contains a shell inlaid with orange texture.Chen Xilin smiled slightly, "You are so stingy, the only thing you gave me was picked up on the ground." Tears flashed in her eyes, she still smiled, "I keep it all the time."

Ming Yu smiled wryly, and reached out to take it, but Chen Xilin closed his palm, "I can't let you take it back."

Ming Yu shook his head, looked at Chen Xilin in the dim light of the corridor, his eyes could almost pinch water.

"Ma'am," the doorman called Chen Xilin, "do you want to stop your car? I'm sorry, you can't park at this door for a long time."

"Hold on."

Chen Xilin turned to look at Ming Yu, "I want to have a good chat with you. If you are tired tonight, rest first. Give me this chance tomorrow, okay?"

Ming Yu lowered his eyes, then lowered his head again.

"Ming Yu, I think, you flew here to listen to me clearly. I'm sorry I messed up at the beginning, but I want to make up for it."

Ming Yu pulled out the handle on the suitcase, "I will be here tomorrow... until eleven o'clock."

"Okay, I see..." Chen Xilin carried the satchel, "Thank you."

She turned around and was about to take a step when her hand was grabbed.

"How long will it take you to drive back?"

Chen Xilin turned around, "This time... about two hours."

"Then it's either... I'm here... Anyway, you can wear my clothes... I don't mean anything, I just think it's so late and you have to work tomorrow morning..."

"I'm just afraid of affecting your rest."

"I'm jet lagged."

Chen Xilin looked at her, "Wait a minute."

She went to the doorman, handed him the car keys, and turned back, "Let's go, I'll help you with your luggage."

The sky in Haicheng is already bright.

Jiang Ruojing ate half a bowl of noodles quietly, and stood up to clear the table, but Ken stopped her.

"Don't ask me okay? I'm not going anywhere."

"Sit down, I won't ask you."

Jiang Ruojing glanced at Kent in surprise, and stood there suspiciously.

"Sit down, I'll clean up later."

Jiang Ruojing sat down again, put down the bowl and chopsticks, "What do you want to say?"

"I shouldn't have attacked you yesterday, I'm sorry."

"No..." Jiang Ruojing's voice was low, a little guilty, her running away and sadness had nothing to do with Kent, she quickly filtered out that shout.

"I don't ask where you went. I think you were wronged and went to relax. If you are not happy in the future, don't use this method, okay? I am very worried about your safety, and I didn't sleep all night."

"……I see."

"Honey, there's something I want to talk to you about."

Jiang Ruojing looked up at him, with an imperceptible trace of panic in his eyes.

Kent smiled, "I think you are under too much pressure in your current job."

Jiang Ruojing breathed a sigh of relief, "What do you want to talk about? I will definitely not resign. I don't feel tired. This position is the result of my years of hard work and running around. I don't want to give up."

"No, no, I didn't ask you to resign, but my wife, we work so hard. After all, we work so hard for money and have a little sense of accomplishment. Do you agree?"

Jiang Ruojing thought for a while, then nodded, "I still have a great sense of accomplishment, otherwise you let me stay at home every day, like the wife of your friend Boss Liu, and I would get moldy."

Kent laughed, "Actually, it's work. I do the same thing every day. I'll get tired of doing it for two years. That's what I think now. I'll be 36 soon. If I spend all the money I can earn in this life before I turn 45 If you have made money, the rest of your life, not to mention the splendor and wealth, can at least live affluently, which is more ideal. People, life is so long, if you can retire early, why not do it?"

Jiang Ruojing thought for a while, "You are 45, then I am only 38."

"When we have a child, your life will be very fulfilling. You wish you could spend more time with your child. When a woman becomes a mother, her ideas will change."

Jiang Ruojing trembled when he heard what he said so firmly, "That matter is still far away, how do you know..."

"If you don't want to get on and off the bus halfway, family is always the next goal, eh? You don't want to change someone else halfway, do you?" Kent giggled, half-jokingly probing.

There was a wry smile on Jiang Ruojing's face, and he quickly let go, "Who should I replace?"

who?she asked herself.Mingyue?Would she give up on Chen Xilin and come back to her?dream.She wants to pump herself.

"Just kidding, just kidding." Kent was still giggling.

"Just married, don't make this kind of joke in the future."

"Yes! My wife, I was wrong," Kent sipped his coffee, "Back to the topic just now, what do you think if we have such an opportunity to retire early? We will have tens of millions in cash by then , plus these two houses, the house is worth more than 2000 million, how about living comfortably?"

"The two of us add up to just over 100 million a year, and the tax deduction is pitifully small. We don't eat, drink, and spend? Will we have tens of millions in cash in ten years' time?"

"It doesn't take ten years, just one year."

In the hotel room at the other end of the latitude line, Chen Xilin walked out of the bathroom in a set of pajamas worn by Ming Yue. There was a long cloakroom between the bathroom and the bedroom. The light from the footlights was dim and quiet. She stopped and sat down. On the side cabinet, the door of the bedroom is closed. Her original intention tonight is simple and direct. She wants Mingyu to listen to her own explanation, put down her armor and shield, and become the woman who cherishes herself again. I understand that all this is not a joke, and she has always cherished her.

But at this moment, in this quiet light, the door of the bedroom became ambiguous, and she sat there, not knowing how to open it.

She stood up, walked back to the bathroom, put on the hanging bathrobe again, and walked towards the bedroom.

He knocked on the door, and a soft voice came from inside, "Huh? Come in."

Chen Xilin opened the door, and Ming Yu put on a thin knitted sweater over his pajamas, and was leaning on the bed to read emails. There was soft music playing from his notebook, and the bedside lamp was fully turned on.

Ming Yu didn't look up, but moved to the side of the bed.

"Well, why don't I sleep on the sofa outside." Chen Xilin muttered.

Ming Yu raised his head, "You...don't you have something to tell me?"

"Yes, I'm afraid of disturbing your work."

Ming Yue turned off his laptop, the music stopped, and the room fell silent.

"Is the room temperature okay?" Ming Yu asked.

"Well," Chen Xilin sat down on the other side, the bed bounced slightly, she pushed her hair to the other side, and a beautiful side face appeared in front of Ming Yu's eyes, "Ming Yu, about Dong Suo, Bai Xi'en What those people did has nothing to do with her, so I didn't tell you."

"Is 'Qing' her name?"

"Ah."